Jenn wasn't sure how much longer she could keep this act up. She couldn't miss another practice, yesterday was bad enough if she misses another one then the coach will not be to pleased with her. She just didn't know what to do. Jenn knew as soon as she walked into that trainers room that Santana was going to know that something wasn't right. Santana wasn't a fool she knew when someone was hurting and she would sniff Jennifer Wilder out a football field away. Still, Jenn couldn't give up so easily, volleyball was what was going to get her out of this town. Volleyball is what is holding her family together, without it she was convinced that the walls would come crumbling down.

Jenn was going to stay strong even with the doubts running through her head. So she walked the best she could up to Santana and handed her the note her Father faked for her. San raised her eyebrow and looked at the note and then back to the young girl standing in front of her.

"You know Jenn, my wife said she saw you yesterday and she said you looked like you were in pain. Are you still in pain?"

All Jenn had to do was tell the adult in front of her that she was fine. She had the doctors note and everything she would have been able to play but she saw something. She saw that there was something in Santana's eyes that she could trust the girl. She wasn't going to go and tell her everything but she was going to take a chance. So instead of lying completely she said, "I'm a bit sore."

"Maybe you should just sit out of today's practice, just so you wont risk anything."

"No, I don't want to sit out." Jenn protested, she couldn't.

"Just for today then tomorrow you can play." Santana tried to calm the girl down, she could tell that the girl standing in front of her was lying to her but was trying her best to be honest with you.

"Just for today?" Jenn asks Santana really not sure if she should trust the older Latina.

"Just for today." Santana confirms to the younger girl standing in front of her.

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When Jenn gets home she wasn't really expecting to see both of her parents sitting at the dining room table waiting for her. It scared her a bit and caught her off guard but when they asked her to come over she did as told. She took a seat down and felt like she was going to get lectured by the principle or something. It didn't sit right with her, something bad was going to happen and she wasn't going to like it.

"Jennifer, your coach called us today. Do you have anything to tell us?" Her father questioned with a voice and face that was unreadable. She could already tell she was going to get in trouble though, they never really called her Jennifer unless something was serious.

"I sat out today at practice." Jenn admitted, it was better to tell the truth instead of lying and making them angry at her.

"You sat out at practice today?" Her father yelled. "He told us you skipped practice yesterday."

Jenn's mom said, "So you skipped practice yesterday and then you sit out at practice today. Jenn you can not afford to do something stupid like that."

"Why would you even think about sitting out?" Her dad asked her, clearly trying to swallow any anger that was rising in his throat.

"My knee hurts." Jenn said weakly.

"You play through the pain, that's what Wilder's do."

"I…I just.."

Mr. Wilder cut her off, "I think you need to go on a walk and get your thoughts together. Your priorities aren't in order."

Not wanting to make her parents mad at her she left her house and did as she was told. She had to get her thoughts together, everything was just changing and she wasn't sure how to handle it. Her whole life all she cared about was volleyball so what was changing her mind now? Everything was changing…or maybe she was just changing.

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Santana and Brittany were curled up on the couch like puppies. Katie was at a friends house for a sleepover and Brittana was enjoying the silence. They haven't really gotten a lot of alone time together so they always jumped at a chance to snuggle or get there sweet lady kisses on. Right now they're in the post sweet lady kisses haze. That's when something Dawned on Brittany, she left her phone at the studio.

"San, baby wake up." Brittany kissed her wife on the top of her head, trying to gently wake her up.

"Mmm, sleep Britt."

"Sanny I left my phone at the studio I need to go and get it."

Santana groaned, she did not want to get up, she was quite comfortable laying on top of Brittany, her wife always did make a great pillow. Cuddling Brittany was like cuddling a giant body pillow.

"Just a few more minutes." San tried to bribe her wife by gently placing kisses on her neck.

"But San if I go now we can have more sweet lady kisses."

This got Santana to quickly climb off her wife and help her stand on her feet. She ran out of the living room and grabbed her keys and was throwing cloths at her blonde.

"Come on Britt, lets go!" San rushed the girl and then added "You know incase someone called you or something. It could be important you know, you shouldn't leave your phone at the studio."

Brittany shook her head and laughed at her wifes antics. "Okay San, I'll try to remember next time."

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Jenn didn't know where she was walking, her feet were just caring her somewhere. She found a bench and took a seat on it, when she looked up she realized that she was outside that studio. She had this weird feeling build up in her chest, why did she come here?

She didn't know the answer to that, she didn't have the time to figure it out either. Right now she needed to figure out why she wasn't taking her career as seriously as she did before. She loved volleyball until her parents made it unfun. She couldn't blame it on them though, that wouldn't be right.

Feeling frustrated with herself Jenn could feel the silent tears coming out of her eyes, when did playing volleyball become so hard? Everything else was supposed to be hard and volleyball was the easy thing. She went to volleyball when nothing else made sense, so how was she supposed to clear her mind when the game she loves is what is causing confusion.

Jennifer could hear some people approaching but didn't bother to look up, until she heard a familiar voice call her name.

"Jenn?"

She looked up and she was now face to face with the Lopez-Pierce's.

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