I don't know why I'm writing this. I'll leave it at that. Enjoy.

Y is for Yes

Kaoru's POV

"Hey, Kaoru!" I heard my older twin shouting behind me. I turned around to face him and waited for him to catch up with me. "Come on, let's go home," Hikaru said slinging his arm over my shoulder. I nodded, ready to go to sleep any second as usual.

"Hey Hikaru?" I started, not sure whether to ask or not.

"Yeah?" Hikaru answered back.

"Um," I couldn't put what I wanted to say in words.

"Um, what?" Hikaru asked tightening his grip on me.

"What would you say if…never mind," I started to ask, but stopped knowing it was a question I shouldn't ask.

"Say it," Hikaru demanded, giving me a look.

"It was nothing," I stated, giving him a look back.

"What were you going to say?" Hikaru nagged me. I rolled my eyes.

"Nothing, it was a stupid question anyway," I wanted to change the subject so badly.

"Tell me," Hikaru wasn't letting go of the question. I started blushing the more he wanted me to ask the question.

"No," I said.

"Please," Hikaru whined. I shook my head and he gave me a pleading look.

"Fine…not here though," I gave into him. I could never keep a question like that from him.

"Yay, let's go, let's go," Hikaru and I got in the car to go home.

"Ok," I sighed to myself, regretting trying to ask the question in general.

"Ok, tell me," Hikaru took my hand. I sighed again.

"Why won't you give up?" I asked trying to get away from the question.

"Because," was all he said.

"Because…" I said slowly.

"Because I want to know what's on your mind," Hikaru rolled his eyes. I pouted.

"No you don't," I whispered to myself.

"Yes, I do," Hikaru kissed my cheek.

"Really?" I didn't know what else to ask.

"Yes, really, now tell me, please," Hikaru pleaded once again.

"Ok, ok," I whined. I knew he was going to bother me until I told him anyway, it was better it was then than later.

"Good," Hikaru turned to face me fully. Why did he have to be like that?

"What if I asked you…" I paused watching Hikaru's eyes glow.

"Asked me what?" Hikaru's eyes still distracting me.

"What if I asked you…" I paused again, meaning to that time.

"Go on," Hikaru told me.

"What if I asked you, if there was a world where…um…I could um, where we could…be together officially, forever," I tried. Oh well, at least I tried.

"What do you mean officially?" Hikaru asked but smiled, which told me that he really did know what I was talking about, he just wanted me to say it again.

"You want me to say it again?" I whined again. Even I didn't know why I was so nervous about saying it.

"Yes," Hikaru smiled.

"I don't know how," I blushed looking down at my hands.

"Yes you do, you're just afraid," Hikaru said kissing my neck, holding my hand in his.

"Hikaru!" I felt him gently bite my neck. It took me by surprise and I flinched.

"Say it again," Hikaru murmured running his lips over my jawline.

"Say what, your name?" I asked starting to moan a little.

"No silly, the question, ask it again," Hikaru told me kissing back down my neck.

"What if I told you, that I wanted to be with you forever, and if I could, would you marry me?" I gasped realizing what I said. I felt an instant panic and didn't know what to do.

"Yes," Hikaru stopped and looked at me. I smiled, then let it disappear.

"Why, someone like me?" I let my insecurity get the best of me again.

"Because I love you," Hikaru took my face in his hands and kissed my nose, making me giggle. By that time, we had gotten home and I let Hikaru drag me up to our room to finish our conversation. Hikaru locked the door behind us and sat on the bed with me.

"You love me?" I said, but it came out as a question by accident.

"Of course I do, what kind of question is that?" Hikaru wrapped his arms around me, as if trying to keep me from leaving him alone.

"It wasn't supposed to be a question, I love you," I whispered locking my fingers with his.

"Show me?" Hikaru went back to biting my neck.

"Ok," I said letting him take control of me.

I couldn't believe I said what I said. I had dreamed of asking him to marry me, but I knew that couldn't happen. I was always upset to wake up and find out that I wasn't in a dream like I thought I was. But as long as Hikaru was there, my life was complete. Even if I couldn't call him my husband one day.

I'm almost done, but school's keeping me from doing anything at the moment. But I get another 3 day weekend soon because today is Tuesday yay! Please review!