Going Under
Going Under
Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(Going under)
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
"BELLA!!" I heard the voice of my lover, my vampire, my husband, the father of my child, Edward
"EDWARD!" I tried to scream out but I screamed again as pain shot through me again.
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Jane hissed and told Felix to take care of them; Jane moved back to me and grabbed me around the neck almost choking me.
"If you want your precious baby and husband to live you will have this baby!" She hissed in my face, I was about to lose consciousness from her painful grip around my neck.
Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I felt her hand leave my neck and opened my eyes to see her thrown against the wall; she slid down, blood trailing down to floor from her head.
"Bella" Edward gasped as he moved next to me and kissed me long and hard.
"Oh Edward" I sobbed as I traced his beautiful face, how much I had missed him.
"I love you so much Bella" He whispered.
I was about to say it back when I screamed from the pain. Edward looked shocked and was going to stand when I saw him thrown across the room by an angry Jacob.
"EDWARD!" I screamed as I saw him hit the wall hard. He groaned and tried to stand but I saw Jacob move to him and kick him hard in the stomach.
"This is for taking everything away from me!" Jacob yelled angrily as he kicked him again. I sobbed as I watched him do this to my love. Knowing I couldn't do anything
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm...
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again (again)
I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under
"Please stop" I tried to say but my voice was lost, I was watching Jacob kill my husband. I cried again as I felt the same pain, I had to have this baby. I opened my eyes and saw a large black wolf tackle Jacob to the ground, I gasped as I saw Jacob turn into his wolf from tackling the other black werewolf. I suddenly felt arms pick me up, carrying me. I opened my eyes and gasped.
"Embry?!"
"Shhh your ok you're going to get out of here" He said.
"But Edward" I cried out to him.
"Don't worrie, Sam got Jacob" He grinned, I looked back and saw Sam in his wolf form fighting with Jacob who was also in his wolf form, I flinched as I heard the sound of jaws snapping and tearing. Edward was still on the floor bleeding.
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under
I screamed in Embry's arms as I felt the familiar pain shoot though me.
"GET THIS KID OUT OF ME!!" I screamed and Embry flinched, he began to panic he set me down on the floor
"Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit Bella your having the baby!" He squealed
"YOU THINK!" I yelled at him.
"Ok, ok, ok" he kept saying over and over again.
"EMBRY IF YOU DON'T GET THIS BABY OUT OF ME, YOU ARE GOING TO DIE!!"
He panicked again "Bella I don't know how to deliver a baby!" He yelled as he began flapping his arms panicking.
"LEARN!"
He bit his lip and hesitated.
"Alright um….. I think I can remember from heath class"
"WHAT?!" I shouted in his face
"It's the only way!"
I began breathing more heavily and grabbed his hand, squeezing the life out of it; if he weren't a werewolf I probably would've broken his hand.
"Ok Bella I'm going to spread your legs to um…… to if the top?" He said but it sounded more like question then an answer. What an idiot. He bent down to see down there. Then he fell to the ground. I looked up to see what was wrong with him, He fainted?!
I heard shuffling next to me and turned to see Edward. I smiled as he grabbed my hand and kissed my palm,
"Are you ok?" He asked as he kissed my fingers.
"Are you ok?" I said as I remembered Jacob kicking the crap outta him.
I saw Sam in his human form stand up and walk over to us and I closed my eyes blushing. It would've been better if he weren't naked!
"Oops sorry" Sam murmured as he threw on some shorts. Once he saw Embry unconscious on the floor, he picked him up and told us he would meet us back at home then he left leaving me and Edward.
I heard squealing and saw a little pixie running over to me jumping up and down. Alice!
"OH MY GOD BELLA YOUR HAVING THE BABY!" She squealed as she danced around.
"WHAT!" Emmett and Jasper ran in they saw me and looked down there. And they both fell unconscious on the floor.
Alice and Edward burst out laughing and I giggled, and then screamed when I felt the pain.
"EDWARD CULLEN GET THIS BABY OUT OF ME!!" I screamed
"Carlisle! Carlisle!" Edward yelled then I saw Carlisle run in with a bag in his hands.
He knelt down in front of me and spread my legs.
"Alright Bella, I'm going to need you to push on the count of the three ok?"
"WHAT?! YOU SAID I WOULD GET A C-SECTION!" I yelled as I squeezed Edwards hand tighter.
"Bella the hospital is about ten minutes from here and you can't wait that long, you have to have a natural" He said softly.
I sighed painfully and screamed.
"Alright Bella PUSH!" Carlisle yelled the last part.
I pushed with all my might and I couldn't even explain how incredible the painful feeling was; it felt like I was being split in two.
Alice was on my right, cheering me on and Edward was on my left soaking the damp washcloth and rubbing over my head which was wet with sweat. I pushed again and screamed my loudest.
"One more Bella It's almost out!" Carlisle cheered. I squeezed Edward hand tighter as I gave one last push.
Then I heard the most incredible sound in the whole world,
The sound of our baby crying.
"It's girl! It's a girl!" Alice screamed
I opened my eyes to see my baby in Carlisle arms with a white blanket wrapped around it.
My baby, my life, my peanut,
"Give her to me" I rasped out as I held my arms out.
Carlisle put her in my arms. And started crying seeing how beautiful she was. She had white, pale skin, and little red lips, she had Edward nose and my shaped face.
I felt Edward shift putting his head on my shoulder, looking down at the miracle in my arms. If Edward could cry he would be crying right now. The baby opened her eyes to reveal her new hazel eyes. I smiled and laid my head on Edward head.
"She's beautiful" Alice said as she looked her over.
"What's her name?" Carlisle asked as he moved to look at the baby.
Edward and I both looked at each other, "Audrey Lilly Cullen" We both said at the same time. Edward and I both smiled and stared down at the miracle in my arms. We were safe, Jacob was dead, my baby was safe, and we were a family again.
A/N I want to dedicate this story to my best friend Lilly, Whose always been there for me, and though I'm may never see her again. I miss you so much and I love you :)
Also i want to thank my best friend Stephen who helped me with this story, coming up with ideas, I love you Stephen :)
There may be a sequel about Audrey's life of being a vampire and werewolf, but I'm not making any promises. Send a message or review if you wish for me to continue :)
I hoped you all enjoyed this story as much as i did.
-Angelina