Kurt sat in his room, sighing softly. He was so bored. Sebastian was busy and he literally had nothing to do. He grabbed his phone and decided to call Blaine.
After a few rings, the younger answered. "Hello?.."
"Hey, Blaine! What's up?"
"Just being lazy..Brad's working all day.." Blaine sighed.
"Want to be lazy together?" Kurt chuckled. "Sebastian is busy too."
"Sure. Come over. We can watch bad movies.." Blaine smiled.
"Be there soon." Kurt said happily before hanging up and getting ready. He changed before jumping into his car and driving to Blaine's. He smiled as he got out and knocked on the door.
Blaine opened the door, smiling. His hair was loose and it looked as if he hadn't shaved in a couple of days. "Hey." He smiled.
"Hey.." Kurt grinned.
"Come on in. I've already got the couch loaded up with pillows.." Blaine chuckled.
Kurt laughed as he walked inside. Blaine wasn't joking. He practically had a nest of pillows and blankets piled onto the couch.
"Oh my god." Kurt giggled.
"I told you.." Blaine laughed, plopping down.
Kurt smiled as he sat down. "I miss stuff like this. The things no one else would understand or even want to do."
"So do I.." Blaine said softly, looking over at Kurt.
"So.." Kurt said quickly. "What're we watching?"
"Well..I was starting Moulin Rouge when you called." Blaine said, scratching at his stubble.
"My favorite." Kurt smiled.
Blaine giggled lightly. "I know.." He smiled, pressing play on the remote.
"Y'know I tried getting Brad to watch this..He wasn't into it."
"Well, I'll watch it anytime."
Blaine nodded, smiling as he sat back. "And that is why you are my favorite, Kurt Hummel."
Kurt's heart fluttered lightly. "T-Thanks.."
Blaine just smiled, rubbing his jaw. "Ugh..I should've shaved.."
"You look good like this.."
"Whatever. I look homeless." Blaine laughed.
"Not at all." Kurt said quietly. "You look handsome."
Blaine looked over at Kurt as a light blush spread over his cheeks. Kurt looked down to hide his smile. Blaine looked away before back at the movie, sighing shakily. Kurt cuddled up to his best friend. "Is this okay?"
"Of..Of course.."
Kurt smiled, snuggling up to him. They watched the movie, Blaine's breath hitching slightly when it got to Come What May. Kurt couldn't help but notice. His heart beat sped up as he bit his lip.
"Y-You remember what we used to say about this song?.." Blaine whispered.
"I think about it every time.."
Blaine looked down, fiddling with the edge of a pillow.
"What are you thinking..?" Kurt asked.
"I-I..I just.." Blaine stopped, looking over at Kurt. "You know I still love you right?..Not..L-Like..Romantic..But.."
Kurt nodded. "I still love you too.. I always will.."
"Good..Because..we're both happy..You have Sebastian and I...I have Brad.." Blaine whispered as he looked up into Kurt's eyes.
"Right.." Kurt said just as quietly as the thought of Brad made his heart twinge.
Blaine saw something in Kurt's eyes but he looked away before he could register it. "And..Brad makes me happy and Sebastian makes you happy..We're friends..Just..Friends."
"I-I know.." Kurt sighed, moving away slightly. Blaine looked back to the screen, tears filling his eyes as he watched Christian and Santine sing he and Kurt's would-be wedding song.
Kurt slowly reached over and took Blaine's hand, his eyes on the screen as well. "I'm sorry.."
"Why?" Blaine whispered, lacing their fingers together torturously slow.
"It's my fault this will never happen.."
"Kurt..I-It's okay..Things worked out the way..I guess they should've..You and Sebastian can sing this at your wedding..In Paris.." Blaine said, shaking his head.
"No." Kurt said. "That will be always be a song for us.. No matter what.. I can't share that with someone else."
Blaine gave a quiet gasp, his eyebrows kneading together as he looked over at Kurt. His eyes were wide and glassy with tears and he squeezed Kurt's hand like he was a lifeline.
Kurt gave a weak smile. "I meant every word I ever said to you.. I really want..wanted this.."
"But..But now you have Sebastian..Sebastian, who can give you everything..Sebastian wh-who bought you a house...In Paris.." Blaine got out, finally letting all of his emotions spill out.
"They're just things, Blaine.. Great things, sure. But when has any of that ever been anything I needed?"
"And he gives you things you need Kurt..You love him..A-And he loves you and..You love him more than you loved me.." Blaine breathed out.
Kurt hated seeing Blaine like this. But he couldn't help but doubt his best friend's words. "You don't know that. I don't even know that.."
"Then why..Why did you leave me?.."
"Because I-I.. I cheated, Blaine.."
"And when I tried to get you back..I begged..I was a pathetic mess without you..And you come in glee club..And you say you're marrying him..I love you Kurt.." Blaine gasped, the tears falling freely.
Kurt tried to control his emotions but a tear escaped. "W-What about Brad? You never stop talking about him.. H-He's older and.. and so hot.. He's better... You love him.."
"I do..But Kurt..If you asked..If you even..hinted.." Blaine cut himself off. He couldn't finish that. He loved Brad..didn't he?..
Blaine still wanted him.. Kurt couldn't believe it. Did he still want Blaine? What about Sebastian? "Blaine.."
Blaine wiped his nose, sniffing. "But it doesn't matter..Because you're gonna marry Sebastian..And you're gonna live your perfect life with your perfect husband.." Blaine gave a bitter smile before looking away. He couldn't believe he kept this bottled up so long. He didn't even know he felt half of this.
"I-I thought you were over me.. I couldn't forgive myself for what I did.."
"I thought I was too.." Blaine whispered.
"What does this mean..?" Kurt asked quietly.
Blaine shrugged, his arms crossed as he looked away, sniffing.
"Do.. Do you want me to..leave?.."
"No.."
"Come here.."
Blaine immediately let himself fall into Kurt's embrace. "Kurt.." He breathed out, clutching to him.
"You can let it out.." Kurt whispered, holding him close.
Blaine did just that. "I-I just w-want to be h-happy..I don't want to hurt a-anyone..I thought we were fine..I j-just miss you..I miss you.."
"I miss you too, Blaine.. So much.. He's not better or worse.. Just different.. I-I don't know what I want.."
Blaine sat up, cupping Kurt's cheek.."Kurt.." He whispered.
"Yes..?"
Blaine looked into Kurt's eyes. "I need to know.."
"Need to know what..?"
Blaine just leaned in, resting his forehead against Kurt's as his breath ghosted over his lips.
"Blaine.."
"Please.."
"I-I'm scared.."
"Me too.." Blaine whispered, running his fingers through Kurt's hair while the other stroked his cheek.
Kurt's breathing hitched. "I miss you.."
"I miss you, Kurt.." Blaine said, climbing into Kurt's lap.
"Blaine.. W-What're we doing..?"
"Rediscovering each other.."
"What about Brad..?"
"No..Don't..Just..Please.." Blaine whispered, shaking his head.
"O-Okay.."
"Please.." Blaine breathed out, his lips less than an inch from Kurt's. In that moment, Kurt forgot about everything but Blaine as he nodded slowly. Blaine nodded, his breathing shaky and uneven as he pressed his lips to Kurt's. Kurt let out a strangled whine as he kissed back, pulling Blaine closer. Blaine inhaled sharply, his back arching, his arms wrapping around Kurt's neck. He couldn't stop the loud moan that left him. This felt so right. Kurt flipped them over and pressed their bodies together. "Ohmygod.."
Blaine gasped as Kurt ran his hand up his thigh and under the fabric if his green shorts. "Fuck..Kuuurt.."
"Blaine.. W-We shouldn't.."
"No..Don't stop.." Blaine panted desperately, pressing his lips to Kurt's again. Kurt squeezed Blaine's thighs. He should stop. He should. But.. He didn't want to.. Blaine moaned, pulling Kurt's hair as he rolled his hips up in a frantic rhythm.
"O-Oh.. Blaine.."
Blaine kissed down Kurt's neck and back up to his lips. "Fuck..Your hands.."
"What about them?" Kurt whispered.
"So good..So..big..Love how they f-feel...on my l-legs.."
"Oh god.."
Blaine moaned deeply, speading his legs wide. "Yes..Ah.."
"Ung.. Blaine.. We.. What about..?"
"Kurt..Just.." Blaine panted. "I need this..Y-You need this.."
"J-Just kissing.. Okay?" Kurt asked quietly.
Blaine whined, but nodded, wrapping his legs around Kurt.
"Blaine.."
Blaine leaned up, capturing Kurt's lips in a passionate kiss. Kurt reached up, tangling his fingers in the unruly curls. Blaine's back arched as he scratched down Kurt' s sides. "Kurt..T-Touch my ass..Please.."
Kurt growled deeply as he grabbed Blaine's ass roughly. Blaine let out an obscene moan at the action. "Kurt!"
"Shit.. Say my name.."
"Kuuuurrt.." Blaine whined, pushing his ass into Kurt's hands.
"So goddamn perfect.." Kurt groaned as he slipped his hands under the shorts.
"F-Fuck..Yes..Yes, Kurt..Ah!"
"Blaine, we need to stop, baby.."
"No..Why?.." Blaine whimpered.
"This isn't fair to them.."
Blaine's eyes fluttered open as he looked up at Kurt. "O-oh.."
"Let's take some time to think about what we want for sure.."
The younger nodded, "O-Okay.."
"But I'll stay.. Okay?" Kurt asked.
"Okay..Can..Can I still kiss you?.." Blaine asked timidly. "Small kisses.."
Kurt leaned in for a kiss to answer him. Blaine inhaled softly, cupping Kurt's cheek.
"Want to finish the movie?"
Blaine nodded, his cheeks flushed pink. He climbed off of Kurt and cuddled back on the pillows and blankets. He hummed happily as Kurt kissed the top of his head and he nuzzled under the taller's jaw. Yes, he felt guiltly, yes he loved Brad..But something about this..it just felt natural.. It was Kurt Hummel, his soulmate. They were meant to be together..
The next night, Kurt raised an eyebrow as he was receiving a call from Blaine. "Hello?.."
"Kurt.. What're you doing?" Blaine asked in a hushed tone.
"Just laying in bed, watching tv..Are you okay?.."
"I-I'm in my bathroom.. I can't stop thinking about you and last night. I'm so hard, Kurt.. I want you to listen to me.."
"Blaine.." Kurt gasped.
"I want you so bad.." Blaine whispered.
"W-Why are you in your bathroom?.."
"Oh.. Uh.. Brad's in my room.."
"Fuck.." Kurt moaned.
"I wish it was you touching me.."
"W-What are you doing?.." Kurt panted, palming over his crotch.
"Stroking myself.."
"J-just..Let me hear you moan baby.."
Blaine turned the water on and let out a low moan. Kurt whined, arching his back off of the bed.
"I miss your mouth.. I miss when you used to make me come w-without touching me.."
"T-Tell me..Tell me about your favorite time.." Kurt whispered.
"When I straddled you in your living room. Your dad was upstairs. W-We were so scare to get caught.." Blaine moaned as he recalled the memory. "You licked, bit and sucked at my ear and neck. Whispered a-all these dirty things.. Oh god.."
"You remember what I said, baby?.." Kurt moaned, pumping himself slowly.
"Mhmm.. Tell me again.."
"Fuck..You're such a dirty little slut..I bet you want me to spank that tight ass. You'd like that wouldn't you?..Mark that fucking ass as mine again.."
Blaine gave a shaky moan. "Yesyesyes.."
"Mmmm so good..Love watching how it moves after I smack it..Tell me you like it.."
"No. I love it.. Love when you spank me.."
Kurt moaned deeply, speeding up his hand.
"Are you touching yourself?"
"Yes..Fuck you're so hot..I couldn't help myself."
"Ohhh, Kurrrt.."
"I bet you love this..Thinking about me while he-" Kurt gasped as he heard someone coming up the stairs. Shit. He forgot he invited Sebastian over. "F-fuck..Blaine..Sebastian's here..I'm gonna be quiet okay?..I-I just want to listen.." He whispered, laying his head on top of his cellphone and sandwiching it against the pillow.
Blaine grinned. "Such a bad boy, Kurt. Listening to me as Sebastian walks up to your room. You want me, don't you? Miss my fucking cock. I miss yours.."
Kurt gasped quietly as Sebastian walked in, seeing Kurt asleep in the bed. He smiled endearingly as he took his coat off.
"I bet he doesn't fuck you like I do." Blaine growled.
Kurt tried to keep his breathing even as Sebastian sat on the bed.
"Want to spread you so wide, tease that tight little ass."
Sebastian turned the volume of the movie up and Kurt sighed in relief as a tiny whimper escaped.
"Better be quiet, Kurt. God.. I want your lips wrapped around me."
Kurt licked his lips, his hand clutching to his own shirt. He was so hard..
"Love how you choke on my dick.."
Kurt inhaled deeply, but played it off as a sigh in his sleep. Sebastian smiled at his boyfriend. He was so cute. Blaine growled, pumping himself faster. "I bet he doesn't make you scream like I do..You used to come to school on Monday. .Your voice rough and hoarse from screaming my fucking name.."
Kurt had to hold his breath to keep from moaning.
"Oh fuck Kurt..I wanna pound into that tight fucking ass.."
Kurt rolled his body lightly and brought his legs up, curling up to his pillow.
"I miss your cock too..How you would fuck me..Ungh..I'd have bruises on my ass from your hipbones.." Blaine panted. Kurt gasped as he let a small whimper slip. Sebastian raised an eyebrow, looking over at his fiance. Kurt made a small noise, pretending to cuddle up to his pillow. Sebastian rubbed over Kurt's side softly to soothe him. Kurt sighed as he was touched and turned back over.
"I just want you in my ass, Kurt..I ungh..I need you..Fucking me..Coming inside of me. Your come filling me and leaking out of my fucked out hole..It's yours.."
Kurt clutched to his pillow. The muscles in his stomach tightened. This had never happened before. But he was so close..
"I want you to lick your come out of me..Ohmygod..Taste yourself in me..Ubgh..Kuuuurt..I'm close..Oh fuck yes." Blaine whined. Kurt gripped his pillow as he came, letting out a desperate whimper. Sebastian looked over as Kurt tightened his body and trembled slightly. "Kurt?..Baby.."
Kurt kept his eyes closed as he sagged against the bed, trying to keep up the sleeping act.
"Baby.." Sebastian said again, rubbing over Kurt's shoulder as Blaine came in his ear.
Kurt moaned quietly. He slickly hung up and turned over. "Huh? Oh, gross.. Wait, did you do anything while I was asleep?"
"What?.." Sebastian asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Oh.." Kurt said, pretending to be embarrassed. "I-I think I had a good dream.."
Sebastian bit back grin. "Well..I hope it was about me.."
Kurt nodded as he laid his head on Sebastian's chest. Sebastian chuckled lightly, "Let me help you clean up, baby.." he whispered, reaching down to gently pull off Kurt's boxers.
Kurt gasped softly. "Okay.."
Sebastian tossed the soiled garment near the hamper and grabbed a couple of tissues, gently wiping Kurt clean.
"Thank you.."
Sebastian pulled Kurt's shirt off and kissed him softly. "You're welcome..Fuck, You're gorgeous.."
Kurt blushed, guilt filling his chest. "You're sweet."
Sebastian just shook his head, pulling the cover's off of Kurt and watching as the grey-blue light bounced off of his pale skin. He slowly ran the flat of his hand from his lower stomach up to the center of his chest. "So..breathtaking.."
Kurt shook his head. "No.."
"Don't disagree with me, Hummel.." Sebastian chuckled quietly as he delicately traced a finger around Kurt's nipple.
"How come you see that now but not before we hooked up..?"
Sebastian looked up at Kurt, his eyebrows kneading together. "Well..I guess because I was an ignorant asshole, mostly.." He said before giving a light grin and tracing his fingertips along the spaces between Kurt's ribs.
Kurt nodded, looking down and watching.
"Why do you ask?.." Sebastian whispered, running his hand down the flat of his stomach.
"I don't know.."
"What's on your mind love?.." Sebastian asked, laying on his side and resting his forehead against the side of Kurt's.
"Just feeling weird about myself." Kurt shrugged.
"Why?.." Sebastian whispered, sliding his palm up Kurt's chest to his neck, rubbing the side of it gently.
"I really don't know.."
"Hmm.." Sebastian sighed. "Well..We both know Graduation is coming up..And that also means..The wedding will come after..But we both agreed not to rush into it..But..I can't have you feeling bad about yourself when we're getting married, beautiful.."
"Why do you want to marry me..?"
"Because I'm in love with you.."
"But.. What is it? About me? Us? I-I need to know.."
"Kurt.." Sebastian felt fear shoot through him. Was Kurt having second thoughts?..
"You..You saved me..You opened me to love..A-And happiness and helped me learn that I wasn't worthless..And that I deserved love..Your love..And that we shared it.." He whispered. Kurt wrapped himself around Sebastian, not saying anything. "Am I..Am I still..Do you still love me?.." Sebastian whimpered, his voice broken.
"Yes, Bas. I do. I love you."
"Something's wrong..I-I can tell.." He breathed out.
"What do you mean..?"
Sebastian looked at Kurt. "I just feel it..You're questioning us..My love for you..Something is wrong..I know it.."
Kurt sat up and sighed. He put his head in his hands. Sebastian sat up as well, facing Kurt. He took in a shaky, quiet breath. "Kurt.."
"I-I stayed at Blaine's last night.. We.. We kissed.." Kurt whispered.
Sebastian looked at Kurt with wide eyes, quiet for a long time. "L-like..a peck..Right?..B-Because..I-I know friends do that a-and..right?.."
Kurt shook his head as tears filled his eyes. Sebastian's breathing sped up as he looked away. He dug his fingernails into his arms before getting out of the bed and grabbing his coat.
"Sebastian... Where are you going..?"
"Home." Sebastian got out, his voice not as strong as he would've liked.
"Baby, please.. I-I'm sorry.."
"Why?!" Sebastian nearly yelled. "Why would you do this to me?!.."
Kurt looked down, wrapping his arms around himself. "I-It just happened.."
Sebastian shook his head, roughly wiping his eyes. "Yeah well..It 'just happened' with me too..So..I guess I shouldn't be surprised.." He spat bitterly.
"Sebastian, please.."
"Don't..Just..Don't..I can't.." Sebastian looked up, trying to will his tears away. "I can't believe how stupid I was..to think that you two..Could just be friends..Kurt and Blaine..Oh they're. .they're perfect for each other..They meant to be..They're.." He panted, dragging his palm down his face.
"I-I really thought I was ready.. To be with you. I-I'm just so confused.."
Sebastian gave a loud laugh, grinning. "You're confused? Oh fuck..This must be so hard for you..So hard to not be the one, getting his fucking heart stomped on!" He yelled, his face a mask of rage.
Kurt brought his knees to his chest. He couldn't handle this.. How mad Sebastian got. "I-I.. Oh god.." He gasped, his breathing speeding up as panic filled his chest.
Sebastian ran his hands through his hair as he paced back and forth. "Oh, what..You're gonna freak out now?..Because you had to tell me that you want to be with Blaine? I bet it was really fucking devastating when his tongue was in your mouth!"
Kurt's breathing turned into short gasps as he curled in on himself.
Sebastian's face dropped and he hurried over to Kurt, wrapping his arms around him. "I'm sorry..I'm so sorry.."
Kurt pushed him away. "N-No.."
Sebastian gasped, staring at Kurt. "Fine..Just..Fine..I can't believe this..That I try and fucking comfort you and you push me away..Call Blaine..Maybe
he can help you!" Sebastian growled, kicking over a chair before he stormed out.
Kurt ran after him. "After you fucking scream at me and tell me how horrible I am! Why would I want you to comfort me after that?! I tried to fucking talk to you! Wanted to try to work it out. B-But I guess maybe I'm not that important to you." He got out in a weak, raspy voice before storming back to his room.
Sebastian stood at the top of the stairs, staring at Kurt's door. He slowly walked back to it and gently turned the handle to find it was locked. He sighed quietly. "Kurt..I'm sorry..I didn't mean it..I just..My heart hurts.." he whispered.
Kurt was laying on the floor behind his door, letting his tears out.
Sebastian sat down, resting his forehead against the wood. "I love you..I just..I get mad so I don't cry..So..I don't seem vulnerable..And I know you've seen evey part of me..But..You hurt me, Kurt..It hurts so b-bad..I just want to yell and scream and..Break anything I can get my hands on..But..I want to cry..I..I.." Sebastian gasped. Kurt slowly scooted over and unlocked the door. Sebastian heard the click and stood up, slowly opening the door.
Kurt was holding himself on the floor, looking down as he cried. Sebastian sat down, pulling Kurt into his arms.
"I-I'm so s-sorry.."
"I know.." Sebastian whispered
Kurt let his fiancé hold him.
Eventually, he fell asleep and the next morning, he woke up alone in his bed. Kurt couldn't describe how he felt. Alone.. Stupid. Confused. Like a slut.. He sat up in his bed and ran a hand through his hair. He couldn't believe this.. What had he done? Blaine opened his eyes to See Brad smiling at him. "Were you watching me sleep?.." Blaine giggled.
"No," Brad chuckled. "I knew you were waking up."
"How?.." Blaine asked.
"You make this cute little whimper and stretch."
Blaine blushed, pressing his face into the pillow.
"You're so gorgeous." Brad grinned.
Blaine looked down. "Y-You're sweet.."
"So are you, darlin'. I'm sorry I couldn't make it the other day. I missed you."
"It's okay..You had work.." Blaine said quietly as guilt started to settle over him.
"What did you do?" Brad as softly.
"Well..I just..Watched some movies..Kurt came over.."
"I had an idea. Why don't we take my four wheeler out? Go muddin'. Would you like that?"
"Mudding?"
"Ridin' 'round in mud. Gettin' dirty." Brad grinned.
Blaine smiled. "That sounds fun."
"Good. Get dressed."
"Okay.." Blaine said, getting up and pulling on a t-shirt and jeans.
Brad grabbed his keys and wrapped an arm around his boyfriend. Blaine smiled lightly as they walked out to Brad's truck.
"Are you okay, sugar?"
"Yeah..Just..Kind of tired I guess.."
Brad nodded before heading to get the four wheeler. They got to Brad's and hitched it up to a trailer. It rained the night before so all there was left to do was to find a perfect place. It didn't take long to find a spot. They got out and brad unloaded it. Blaine watched his boyfriend with loving eyes. Brad hopped on and looked back. "Well, come on."
Blaine grinned, climbing onto the back of the four wheeler. Brad waited for Blaine to hold into him before starting it and going fast. Blaine squealed, clutching to Brad. Brad chuckled, taking a sharp turn and going through a huge puddle. Blaine laughed loudly as mud splashed up onto them as they drove through the twisting paths. They spent the day like this, enjoying the time they had together.
When they finished they were covered in mud and laughing.
"I can't get enough of doing this." Brad smiled.
Blaine chuckled. "I have mud everywhere.."
"I know."
"Is there somewhere we can wash off?"
"We can go to my place."
"We'll get mud all over your truck!" Blaine giggled.
"So, I'll clean it later. Or.." Brad grinned. "There's a pond not too far from here.."
Blaine nodded, smiling. "That sounds great.."
Brad drove them to the pond. When he got off, he pulled his shirt off and smiled. Blaine looked at his boyfriend and bit his lip as he undressed. They both finished and got into the cold water. Blaine rinsed the mud off of himself before wrapping himself around Brad.
"I love you." Brad smiled.
"I love you too.." Blaine whispered. Why did he do this to Brad? He was so happy with him..
"You're so perfect.."
Blaine took a shuddering Breath. "Brad.."
"What?"
"I have to tell you something.."
"What is it?" Brad asked, worried.
Blaine's breathing started to pick up. "Can we dry off and go sit in your truck?.."
"Umm.. Yeah.."
Blaine panted softly as they dried off and changed into the spare clothes they brought. They sat in the truck and Brad turned on the heat. "What's wrong..?"
"Y-Yesterday...When Kurt was over.."
"Yeah..?" Brad asked, his heart beat speeding up.
"We..We were watching movies..We..We started talking about when we were together.."
"And?"
"We kissed.."
Brad sat back in his seat and looked forward. "Why? Blaine.. You hurt me and I left. But you begged for me to come back. And I did. I thought things had changed."
"I know..I did too..All the old feelings just..Bubbled up inside and we couldn't keep it in..I..I'm so sorry.."
"So.. What do you want?"
"I...I don't know...I love you.."
"Well. Maybe we need a break." Brad said quietly as he started the truck.
"Brad..No.."
"If you only wanted me, you wouldn't have kissed him."
"But I love you..I don't want you to leave me.."
"You're the one doing this."
"I want to work this out.." Blaine said desperately.
"Do you?" Brad asked.
"I do.."
"How?"
"W-We can talk about this...Get through it together..I-I feel terrible about this, baby.." Blaine whispered, cupping Brad's cheek.
"I'm driving." Brad said as he pulled away.
Blaine retracted slowly. "Brad.."
"What?"
"I'm sorry.."
"I know."
Blaine ran his hands through his hair as the tears came.
Brad kept his emotions in as he drove to Blaine's. "We'll talk later."
Blaine nodded, sniffing lightly as he wiped his eyes. Brad stopped the car, waiting for Blaine to get out. Blaine looked over at Brad before climbing out of the truck. Brad closed his eyes, trying to keep his emotions in.
"Are you coming in?.."Blaine whispered.
"No."
"O-Okay.."
"Bye."
"Brad.." Blaine whimpered as Brad started driving away. Blaine ran after as long as he could. "Brad!"
But Brad didn't stop. Blaine stopped as Brad sped up, before breaking down. He saw a flash of lightning and heard a roar of thunder before rain started pouring down on him. Blaine watched as the red taillights faded down the road. "Brad.."
What had he done? He walked back in the rain, his body trembling. He had to call Kurt. Kurt was in bed, hiding under the blankets when his phone rang.
"Hello?" He answered with a weak voice.
"Kurt..I'm sorry..But..We can't do this..I-I told Brad.."
"I told Sebastian.."
"W-What did he say?. "
"Yelled at me.. He's really upset.. He should be.."
"I'm sorry..This is all my fault.."
"It's mine too.. Blaine.. I-I'm alone and I don't know what to do.."
Kurt got out. Blaine could hear the tears in his voice.
"Do..Do you want me to come over?.."
Kurt nodded although Blaine couldn't see. "Do you want to..?"
"I'll come only If you want.."
"I do. B-But you just said we can't.."
"We won't..I just..I just really need my best friend.." Blaine got out.
"Me too.."
"I'll be over in a minute."
"Okay. Bye, Blaine."
"Bye.."
Kurt hung up and pulled the covers over his head.
A while later the door opened. "Kurt?.." Blaine asked.
"Over here." Kurt's mumbled voice said.
Blaine sat on the bed and sighed softly. "Hey.."
Kurt threw the covers down. His eyes were red and puffy from crying. "Hey.."
"Come here.." Blaine sighed, holding his arms open. Kurt crawled over and wrapped himself around Blaine. Blaine sighed deeply. "I'm so sorry.."
"Are.. Are you going back to him..?"
Blaine stayed quiet for a moment. "Y-Yeah...I think so.."
Kurt pulled back. "I'm sorry.."
"You're not..Getting back with Sebastian?.."
"I don't know.."
"Yeah well..I don't know if Brad will even take me back..He left me standing in the rain.."
"I don't know what to do.."
"All we can do is wait for them.."
"Oh. I guess.."
"Kurt..You're really confusing me here.."
"You're confusing me."
"Look..I love you..But Brad is what's best for me..I'm in love with him..And..He just walked out on me.." Blaine whispered.
"Okay.." Kurt said quietly.
"You..You and Sebastian are meant to be, Kurt.." Blaine said, brushing his thumb over Kurt's engagement ring.
Kurt pulled his hand away. "So, why did you kiss me? Why start all if this? Did you want to hurt me?"
"No, Kurt..Of course not..Something just sparked..Yes..I-I still feel it..But..I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.."
"Just me.. I g-guess I deserve it." Kurt sighed, moving further away.
"Kurt..Stop..I'm hurt too..Sebastian's hurt..Brad's hurt..It's not just you..Dammit..I love you..And I just want to h-hold you and..kiss you.."
"But you want him more.."
"I don't know what I want!"
"It's what you just said, Blaine."
"I'm just..Fuck..I'm so confused.." Blaine whimpered.
"Me too.." Kurt's heart broke at how weak Blaine sounded.
"I just..I need him..And I need you..I-I.." Tears overwhelmed Blaine as he rested his forehead on his knees.
"I don't know what to do.."
Blaine shook his head, curling in on himself.
"Blaine.." Kurt whispered.
"Y-Yeah?.."
"I-I just want to hold you.."
"Please.."
Kurt opened his arms. "Come here.."
Blaine laid down with Kurt, seeking refuge in his embrace.
"I love you.."
"I love you too.." Blaine sniffed.
"It's going to work out.."
Blaine nodded, nuzzling under Kurt's jaw. Kurt kissed the top of his head as there was a knock on the door. Sebastian walked in before freezing at the sight.
Kurt jumped back. "H-He needed a friend.."
Sebastian just stared as Blaine sat up. "S-Sebastian..It's really not what it looks like.."
"Fuck you..Fuck both of you..Dont let me interrupt.." Sebastian got out, sounding more hurt than menacing as he turned to leave.
Kurt got up and grabbed Sebastian's arm. "Please! Don't leave me.. I swear, I-I couldn't stop crying and y-you left and Blaine called. J-Just for a friend. I-I swear!"
Sebastian yanked his arm away. "Stop! You really expect me to believe that after you tell me how you to spent all night making out?! I get it! You don't want me anymore..But don't make me feel like an idiot.."
"Sebastian, it's the truth.. Please.. I want you. Ask Blaine! He told Brad. They're getting together. I want you. I need to marry you!"
"Why?!..Why?..I'm not special!..I'm not perfect!..All I can do is give you things..I can't make you happy..I can't keep you in my arms..I can't...I'm worthless. I'm nothing!" Sebastian yelled.
"Listen to me!" Kurt cried. "I told you. I don't need Paris. I don't need a huge house. I want you! Blaine was my first love. Obviously, we aren't ready to be that close. I made a mistake. But I want you, Bas. Baby, you've changed. You're not the boy I met. You're perfect."
Sebastian looked at kurt with all of the pain in his eyes as he shook his head "Why did you kiss him?.." he got out in a broken whisper. "P-Please ..tell me the truth.."
"In that moment.. We were watching a movie and a song that means a lot to us came on.. It was our song. W-We started talking about it and what it meant. I-It just happened. But we stopped. It was wrong. I'm yours.."
Sebastian didn't want to cry in front of Blaine. He felt so weak as he ran his hands up to his hair. "Do you still love each other?.."
"Yes. But it is different now. He'll always be a part of me." Kurt answered honestly.
Sebastian just turned around, resting his forehead against the door frame.
"Please.. I-If you need time, I'll give it to you. But I want you."
Sebastian was shaking as he took in a breath. "Blaine...Please leave..I'm sorry..Just..Leave."
Blaine wiped his tears as he got up. "I really am sorry.."
Sebastian nodded, unable to look at him. Blaine looked at Kurt and bit his lip before leaving. Sebastian kept his back to Kurt as he sighed shakily.
"I'm so sorry.."
"I know.." Sebastian whispered. "I want to..I want to let you hold me..And..Cry.."
"Come here.." Kurt said from the bed.
Sebastian slowly walked over to the bed, looking like a terrified child.
"You take ask long as you need. I'm not leaving."
Sebastian's bottom lip quivered and he wiped his eye. "Kurt.." He breathed out brokenly.
"It's okay, baby.."
At the words Sebastian lost it. He crawled into Kurt's lap, sobbing against his shoulder. Kurt held Sebastian, rubbing his back. Sebastian clutched to Kurt as he broke down. "I don't want you..T-To need anyone else.."
"I don't. I was stupid. I want you.. Only you.."
After a while, Sebastian calmed down, holding Kurt close and sniffing lightly.
"You want to stay..?"
Sebastian shook his head. "Come home with me?..I-I need to paint.."
"I'd love to.."
Sebastian nodded, pulling away slightly and looking down at Kurt.
"I love you.."
"I love you too.." Sebastian whispered.
"I'll pack a bag.."
Sebastian nodded, climbing off of Kurt. Kurt got his things together before grabbing his phone and calling his dad to tell him. They drove to Sebastian's and walked up to his room.
"Have you been working on anything new?"
"No..But..I have something I want to do.." Sebastian whispered, taking his shirt off.
"O-Okay.."
"I want to paint you..Well...Paint on you.."
Kurt slowly pulled his shirt off. "Where do you want me?"
"Here.." Sebastian said, pointing to a spot on the ground after he spread out a tarp. Kurt laid down and waited for further instructions. Sebastian got his paints ready before kneeling between Kurt's legs. "A-After this..Do you..mind if I..take pictures?.."
"As long as they're for just you.."
Sebastian nodded. "Of course.."
Kurt laid down and took a shaky breath. Sebastian dipped his brush in yellow and started to paint down Kurt's arm. Kurt chuckled lightly. "It's cold."
Sebastian smiled. "Just relax.."
Kurt nodded, doing just that. Sebastian dragged his brush across Kurt's body in bold strokes of color. Kurt couldn't help but giggled as Sebastian painted his stomach. "That tickles!"
Sebastian smiled as he blended the colors. "Hush, you..You'll mess it up." He giggled.
"I'm trying." Kurt grinned. He closed his eyes. He loved when Sebastian painted. It was how he let out his emotions. Maybe things could be okay. What happened with Blaine was a mistake.
Sebastian dipped is brush in the red, painting a heart in the center of Kurt's chest. Kurt hummed softy. Sebastian shaded it before dipping his fingers in silver and tracing them down Kurt's hips. Kurt gave a small gasp, trying to keep still. He did it again, but in a light metallic blue before moving to Kurt's inner thighs.
"Sebastian.."
"Shh.." Sebastian soothed, painting designs down Kurt's legs. Kurt held his breath to keep still. Sebastian wiped his hands on his stomach before grabbing his brush again. Kurt sighed, trying to relax.
"You okay?.." Sebastian whispered, dabbing his brush in gold.
"Yeah.."
Sebastian traced a line of gold down to Kurt's member, gently painting down the length.
Kurt gasped. "Ohh.."
Sebastian smiled as he covered Kurt's member in gold paint. Kurt's breathing picked up as he let out a small whimper. Sebastian moaned quietly as he traced a small stripe of silver down the center.
"Bas.."
"Shh, beautiful.." Sebastian soothed.
Kurt took deep, even breathes as he kept from moving.
"I'm almost done.."
"Okay.."
Sebastian painted down Kurt's legs before standing. "You're beautiful..."
Kurt blushed deeply as he shook his head.
"No..You are..Hang on..Wait for it to dry.."
Kurt nodded, giving a small smile. Sebastian walked to his closet and came back with a black professional looking camera.
"Oh wow.." Kurt said as he saw it.
Sebastian smiled. "This..Will capture everything..."
"Everything?"
"Everything.." Sebastian whispered.
"What do you mean?"
"Every perfect detail.." Sebastian said, helping Kurt up.
"H-How do you want me?"
"On the window ledge."
Kurt walked over, posing for Sebastian. Sebastian smiled, getting on his knees as Kurt laid across the windowsill. "Fuck, You're beautiful.."
"Thank you.."
Sebastian snapped a couple of pictures. "Lift your leg some?"
Kurt nodded, doing as he was told. Sebastian took so many pictures, Kurt had no idea how long they did this.
When they were finish, Kurt sighed. "So.. What do you want to do now?"
"Well..We could wash you off.." Sebastian smiled.
"Okay.." Kurt said nervously.
"Are you okay?.." Sebastian whispered, setting the camera down.
"I am.. I just feel.. Vulnerable.. But not in a bad way.."
"What do you mean?.."
"I don't really know.. Just.. Come here.." Kurt said quietly. Sebastian stood, walking over to his fiance. Kurt wrapped his painted arms around Sebastian. "I want to spend tonight without sex. Just us. Nothing else. I want you to know I don't need anything but this." He said, placing his hand over his fiancé's heart. Sebastian nodded. "Well..I still want to shower with you.."
"Me too.."
Sebastian smiled, grabbing Kurt's hand. They walked to the shower together and Kurt helped Sebastian undress. Sebastian sighed softly ad Kurt undressed him and he started the water.
"Does this come off easily?.."
"Yeah.." Sebastian nodded.
Kurt stepped in behind Sebastian and let the water rain on him. "Baby? Can you put some music on and sing?"
Sebastian smiled as the color slid off of Kurt's porcelain skin. "Of course.."
Kurt grabbed a washcloth as Sebastian worked the music player. Sebastian climbed back in, wrapping his arms around Kurt as gentle piano played. Kurt closed his eyes, instantly relaxing to the music.
"Shadows all around you as you surface from the dark
Emerging from the gentle grip of night's unfolding arms..." Sebastian sang. Kurt leaned against his fiancé as he washed up.
"Darkness, darkness everywhere, do you feel all alone?
The subtle grace of gravity, the heavy weight of stone.."
Kurt sighed as he focused on the angelic voice.
"You don't see what you possess, a beauty calm and clear
It floods the sky and blurs the darkness like a chandelier.." Sebastian sang against Kurt's temple. Kurt leaned in, leaving a kiss on Sebastian's chest.
Sebastian smiled.
" I will bring a mirror, so silver, so exact
So precise and so pristine, a perfect pane of glass
I will set the mirror up to face the blackened sky
You will see your beauty every moment that you rise.." He finished before humming along.
"I love when you sing.."
"I love singing to you..I love you.."
"I love you too."
Sebastian helped Kurt rinse off before they dried off and climbed in bed. "So..You want to see the pictures?.."
"Yeah." Kurt said softly. Sebastian grabbed his camera before pulling up the picture menu and smiling as he saw the first picture. A close up of Kurt"s face.
"You're really good.." Kurt said quietly.
"You're just really beautiful.." Sebastian said as he scrolled through the different close ups of Kurt's various body parts.
"Thank you." Kurt smiled, scooting closer. Sebastian continued to scroll through the pictures, captivated by each image. "Have you ever thought of going into photography?" Kurt asked.
"Hm?.." Sebastian hummed, looking over at Kurt. "Oh. No..I'd much rather just take pictures of you.."
Kurt blushed as he looked at his fiance. "You.. You still want to marry me, right?"
"Of course.." Sebastian whispered, looking into Kurt's eyes.
"Me too." Kurt said softly.
Sebastian smiled, lacing his fingers with Kurt's. "I..I'm sorry I yelled at you.."
"I deserved it."
"No..You didn't..I don't like yelling..But..I was hurt..I still am..That's no excuse, though.." Sebastian said ashamedly.
"I did, Sebastian. I hurt you. I don't deserve you.."
"Kurt.." Sebastian sighed. "Please stop, baby..I love you.."
"I love you too.." Kurt said quietly.
"You deserve me..The best of me..I promise..I won't ever yell at you like that again.."
Kurt nodded, hiding his face in the crook of Sebastian's neck to hide his tears.
"Kurt..What's wrong love?.."
"I'm just s-so sorry.."
"I know, baby.." Sebastian whispered, pulling Kurt into his arms. Kurt let Sebastian hold him as he cried quietly. Sebastian kissed Kurt's hair, tears stinging his own eyes, but he held them back.
"I- I love you so much.."
"I love you too baby.."
"Always?"
"And forever.."
Kurt smiled softly. "Thank you."
"You're welcome, beautiful.."
Kurt snuggled up to Sebastian and sighed.
Sebastian pet Kurt's hair softly. "You don't want him anymore?.."
"No. I want you."
Sebastian nodded lightly, pulling Kurt closer.
"You're perfect.."
"So are you, love."
Kurt smiled as he started to hum.