Hey guys!
Great to see you again!
Sorry for not updating……I was moving.
But now that I am here, let me get a few things off my chest.
1st: I am writing a new story called Don't let go so check it out!
2nd: I need ideas, because I have writer's block on Gray Skies.
3rd: Share out my story! Tell people what a cool person I am! Kidding.
4th: MORE REVIEWS!
5th: Sorry if I offend anyone in this chapter
Okay since I guess I'm finished I will write my disclaimer.
Disclaimer:
Steph: Why do you keep asking me this?
Me: Because I want it!
Steph: I told you for the last time NO!
Me: Come on please!
Steph: NO
Me: Pretty please!
Steph: NO!
Me: Pretty please with a cherry on top?
Steph: NO!
Me: Why not?
Steph: I married him first!
Me: Ew why would I want your husband? I'm talking about Twilight!
Steph: *Slaps forehead with palm*
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Chapter: Ignorance
I woke up to birds chirping.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I screamed at the birds.
Silence.
I got out of bed and headed into the shower. I sat on the floor while the shower kept hitting my head. Five minutes and I was still in the same position. I finally got up and wrapped a towel up around me. I walked into my room and went into my closet. I found an outfit on.
I had on a black tank-top, black Linkin Park sweater that stopped mid-thigh, dark denim skinny jeans, and black converse. I left my hair wavy and my long bangs to the side. I put the diamond earrings that Carslie said Renee sent me, and put my charm bracelet on.
I grabbed my bag and went downstairs. I ran into the kitchen, grabbed a breakfast bar and walked to school.
"Bella!" Edward called, but Alice shook her head at him. I stood not even 100 feet away from them. I stopped in my tracks. I looked at them, and they looked at me. I wiped a tear away and went to school. People stared at me while I passed by. Probably because they have seen me with Edward too much.
Edward.
I missed Edward. I wish I could run up to him, and kiss him forever.
But I can't.
He lied to me.
Also I fucked everything up.
I shook my head to clear the thoughts and ran into the English room. I sat in my usual seat and took out my notebook, and started drawing. The bell rang, and students came crawling in. Then I felt the chair slide next to me.
"We miss you" she whispered.
"Only been a day" I said my voice cold.
"So it seems like centuries to us" she whispered.
"Well I guess that's too bad" I shrugged. She gasped.
"Why are you so mean Bella?" she said. I turned to her. Her eyes soften a little bit.
"Really Alice? You want to play that game?" I asked her.
"Thats different, we swore not to tell" she said.
"Sorry Alice" I turned to my seat.
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The next classes were both annoying, yet hurtful.
People kept on staring at me every where I went, like I was fucking Miley Cyrus wearing only a bra and panties. I stood just at the lunchroom doors, thinking if I should go in.
Everyone will reject you a voice in my head said. I shakily put a hand on the lunchroom door.
I wouldn't do that If I were you
I sighed angrily, and started walking the opposite way. I soon started running and tripped at the Forks High entrance. Then James appeared right next to me.
"Need help?" he asked. I punched him, but all I met was air. I looked around.
There was no one in sight.
I sighed gratefully, and got on my feet. Then I felt a breath on my neck. I gasped and turned around.
Edward.
My stare instantly turned hard, and I started walking. But that was stupid because I knew Edward would catch up with me. Five seconds later, Edward was right beside me.
"Bella I'm sorry" he panted.
"I don't want you apology" I sighed. He grabbed my wrist. I slowed to a stop.
"Bella seriously! I'm really sorry. What do I have to do to make you forgive me?" he pleaded. I looked into those green emerald eyes, the one that had capture my heart. I looked deeper into his eyes and noticed the golden flecks that were in them. I looked down.
"You lied" I whispered. He let go of my wrist, and pulled me into his chest.
"I'm sorry Bella" he sighed. I looked up at his beautiful face. Then I glared at him.
"Why do you always do that?!" I screamed. He looked shocked about my outburst.
"Do what Bella?" he asked.
"Make me feel these feelings?! Edward every time I'm near you, I get butterflies in my stomach! Every time I see you, my heart wants to jump out of my chest! Every time your even two feet away from me, I want you to move closer! Every time you are gone, I feel like killing myself. I'm scared Edward! I know what I feel, but these things that I'm feeling……….they are so scary" I sobbed. I probably looked stupid right now. My hair was in a mess, my clothes were not ironed, and tears were running down my face.
"And you never looked more beautiful than you have been" he whispered.
I never even realized I had said that out loud.
I looked at Edward and wiped my eyes.
"Your lying" I shook my head. Edward pulled his hair in frustration. I almost laughed at this, but this was a serious matter.
"Bella! Do you realize this?! I feel the same way! Every time you cry, I want to hold you and make you feel better! Every time your happy, and I'm sad your beautiful face makes me feel better! Every time your mad, I wanna go beat up the person whoever made you mad in the first place. And when your gone………I just can't live with myself. Bella I feel those things too, but I already figured out what they are." he smiled.
"Please enlighten me" I laughed humorlessly. He held on to both of my hands. I closed my eyes at the soft touch, that created a tingling in my whole body.
"Bella it's love" he kissed my eyelids. I snapped my eyes open. He chuckled at my nervousness.
"How-"
"Bella all the signs are there. I talked to my parents, I talked to everyone else in the group, and they all say it's love. Even though we have only been together for about a week, this is what a relationship is about. This is what our relationship is about. That what makes us special Bella. We're one of a kind" he whispered, his sweet breath fanning my face.
"What because we have been through almost anything?" I asked. He nodded.
"And what's important is that we did it together. That's why you shouldn't be mad at everyone else. They did all of that because they love you. If they didn't love you, you would have died in that ballet studio," insert wince here, "But you didn't. And that's what makes as whole. You have a family that loves you, you shouldn't push them away" he finished. I swallowed the lump that was building in my throat. I held on to both of his cheeks. He sighed.
"You don't know what your touch does to me"
I laughed and ran a finger through his bronze-like hair.
"I'm glad I have that effect on you" I whispered. He laughed and lightly brushed his lips against mine. I whimpered at the lost touch, but opened my eyes. In just that one little small kiss, I knew what he was trying to say.
I love you.
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Author's note:
I'm so mad!
This was NOT an awesome chapter!
But I'll let you be the judge!
Until then Twi-fans!