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CHAPTER 24
Carlos PoV
Logan blinked at me. He was giving me the deer in headlights look and I felt like somebody had kicked me in the balls.
"I shouldn't have done that, right?" I mumbled looking away feeling my cheeks burn. I had been the one to tell him that there couldn't be a relationship between us and there I was, calling him my boyfriend "I'm such an idiot, I'm sorry…y-you don't have to meet her, I-I'll tell her the truth"
"Carlos, look at me" I swallowed before turning my eyes, he had his thinking face on "I didn't want to tell my mom about you" I felt a pinch in my chest "Nor I wanted to call you my boyfriend because…" he sighed looking down and I could almost hear his next words: This was just a flink, I'm a doctor so I don't have labor boys as boyfriends, I don't think you're… "Because I…God, why is this so hard to say!" he slumped on my chest hiding his face on the crook of my neck. I wanted to tell him that I got it, that he didn't need to be nice to me, that I was leaving anyways but a huge lump in my throat prevented me for it. I had always thought that my crush on him would be over in time that I was just awed by him but the longer I was with him, the bigger that crush became, so big in fact that calling it crush…didn't cut it anymore. "I don't love you" I literally winced when he said that and he must've felt it because not two seconds later he was making me look at him with a panicked look in his face "No, No! I didn't mean it like that! W-well I actually did but not…Fuck!" he slapped himself in the face.
"Want me cut it short and just accept that this is just for sex?" I whispered actually surprised with how even my voice sounded.
"NO!" It was my turn to look baffled.
"They what are you talking about?"
"I don't love you but I want to!" I gaped at him "Yes! I-I mean we hardly know each other but I do want to be your boyfriend and I'm so honored that you told your mother about me, I know how close latin families are…w-what I mean is that you surprised me, you really did" he smiled prior ducking his face to kiss me "But it was a good surprise, a really fucking nice one" I mirrored his smile taking his lips to mine once again.
"But why didn't you tell your mom about us?" he grimaced.
"One of the reasons I bonded with James in college was that we had one big thing in common: Our mother's are…difficult" he moved until he was laying next to me looking up "Ever since my dad died she became…close minded. She wanted me to have the 2.5 kids with a lovely wife, the white picket fence and the dog. The American dream" he bit his lip "Over the years I focused on studying to get just that and make her happy, she had suffered so much working her ass off to pay college –even if I got a full ride I still needed books and stuff like that- so it didn't hurt me to miss one or two parties in order to make our dream come true" I turned not taking my eyes from him, this was the first time that we spoke about stuff like this "She doesn't even know I'm bi" he winced "I don't think she would take it well...she still hopes for me to look for Camille and, I quote, work things out" he grimaced and fake shuddered "Like I will ever be close to that bitch again"
"I thought you and your mom got along" I took his hand with mine beginning to play with his fingers.
"We do…when we talk about the hospital, science and nerdy stuff like that, but not my life" he shrugged "I can live with her bitching about James, he can take it and he doesn't care…but I wont stand for her to whine about you, that's a fight we're not ready to have yet"
"You don't think I can take it?" I asked absolutely not looking like a teenager saying that he was mature enough.
"I know you can, but I can't not with you" he turned to look at me tracing my eyebrows and nose with his fingertips "Let's go shower and then we'll call your mom" we got up and walked to the bathroom.
Having heard his side of things made me feel like I had lost some sort of weigh around my chest, things felt more real and I now I could hope for more. I could hope for my citizenship, for being able to visit my family anytime, for having the chance to know Logan…and like he said, to love him eventually.
"I like this idea" I said once he stood under the water stream letting it soak his creamy body. I licked my lips feeling my dick stir "And the view"
"Not a good idea, we're doing this together to be practical"
"I can't be practical with you naked in front of me" I took a step forwards but he stopped me putting his hand in front of me.
"I unleashed a monster" he rolled his eyes "No wonder you and James are such good friends, you both love sex way too much"
"But sex is good" I pointed out "If I was alone in an island and I could have anything I wanted I would ask for you, a ring and a rollercoaster"
"Why would you want a rollercoaster?" he began washing his hair.
"Because it's awesome, duh" I raised my shoulders fully knowing that it was the most logical answer of all.
"That's stupid, you should think about asking for food or shelter" he frowned moving so I could start cleaning myself.
"Those are boring!"
"Those are necessary!"
"They are stupid and boring" I said matter-of-factly watching him put his hands on his hips.
"And how do you plan to live?"
"I already know how" I spoke smugly pulling him close to me so I could whisper to his ear "Don't forget the ring"
"Why do you need a ring?" his hands moved to my shoulders.
"Not just any ring, a big ring" I took his earlobe between my lips sucking it lightly.
"Where will you put it?"
"In a very special place" I lowered my hand letting my finger trail through his awakening dick "I'm sure I wouldn't die if I was buried inside of you 24/7…and I've read somewhere that having a ring wont let you come until I say so" he moaned as I felt his hips move to meet mine "That way when I'm hungry I could eat your cum and I could give you mine when you are"
"Holy shit how do you come up with this stuff?" he breathed rubbing his hardness against my own.
"I just think of all the things I wanted to do to you…it's natural" I took his shoulders and pushed him away from me before turning him around and pushing him to the wall "Like right now I want to fuck you right here…saw it somewhere and I haven't been able to get it out of my head ever since" he moaned ducking his head under the stream and opening his legs wide.
I bit my lip trailing my eyes all over him before getting on my knees and grasping his ass with my hands.
Logan PoV
I gasped feeling his hands spread my cheeks as I felt my dick jump fully knowing what he was about to do and still not believing it.
The innocent Mexican boy was long gone for now.
"Carlos!" I gaped trying to get air inside my lungs as his wet tongue touched my skin. That was completely unsanitary, gross and wrong.
But it fucking felt like heaven.
I rested my forehead on the tiles already a moaning mess with every lick. He continued opening me using his tongue for a while, and just as I began to feel my abs to contract I felt the first finger move inside of me, then a second and a third.
The moment one of them brushed my prostate I came all over the wall.
"You okay" I felt his arm around my waist keeping me standing as his face nuzzled the back of my neck.
"Yes…" I turned to kiss him sensing his aroused cock moving between my cheeks "Fuck me, make me cum again" he groaned as the only warning before pushing inside of me. It stung a little but before I could even process having him inside of me, he was gone.
Then all the way in
And out
In
Out
Full
Empty
"More…more" I whimper completely hard again eager for more of that wonderful dick of his. He fucked me harder every time, fulfilling my need until I was climaxing again just after I felt his hot seed shoot inside of me. This time the orgasm left me boneless and sated, needing nothing more than to sleep for eternity.
And I did just that, letting blankness overtake me going limp between his arms.
Logan
Logan
Logan
"Logan!" I groaned willing that annoying voice to go away "LOGAN!" the yell came before a hard stinging sensation in my cheek.
"Ow!" I whined opening my eyes startled only seeing Kendall's laughing eyes looking back at me.
What the…?
"Welcome to the land of the living" he grinned just as I heard the unmistakable laugh of my best friend. Slowly I turned my head around only to see James laughing hysterically near the doorway and a very red Carlos sitting next to me on the bed.
"W-what happened?" at this Kendall began laughing too and Carlos turned even redder moving his gaze away.
"Oh God, this is too good" said James between laughs "And here I was thinking that I was the master, Carlos you have to give me tips dude"
"It's not funny!" snapped Carlos glaring at the laughing couple.
Completely bewildered by their reactions I tried to search my memory for the reason of me having lost conscience…until I remembered the last thing we had been doing before I woke up.
"And he remembered!" yelled Kendall looking at me.
"H-how did you know?" I blinked at him.
"You just turned a nice shade of red my friend" he winked prior getting into yet another laughing contest with his husband.
"I-I'm s-sorry Logie! I-I never…I should've known…I-I…" began Carlos taking my hand "I was so scared when you didn't wake up! So I called them…" he explained sheepishly as another round of laughs erupted from the newlyweds.
"Oh shit my stomach hurts!" I heard James say "Man, what did you do to him?"
"None of your business" I answered him before I turned to look at Carlos happily feeling a pair a boxers on me "It's okay Carlos…I kind of asked for it" at this he grinned prior kissing me lightly.
"You're okay, really?" he asked leaving his forehead against mine.
"Hundred percent, I'm a doctor, right?" he nodded once before turning to the other two who were now starting to sober up and out of nowhere a huge wake of awkwardness covered them. I rolled my eyes; those two couldn't live without the drama "I'm okay guys, thanks for coming"
"No problem man, you know that…both of you, I will always be there for you" for some reason I felt like those last words weren't exactly meant for us. And the fact that Kendall took a step away confirmed my assumption "But I will use this moment to give you some news"
"What?" Asked Carlos.
"We'll be going to the beach house a couple of days" he grinned tensely "Our delayed honeymoon"
"Good for you. I mean it" I looked at them "We all know how much you need to work things out. Be careful and don't do anything I wouldn't do" at this both of them raised their eyebrows barely keeping their smiles away "Yeah, yeah, that too" I rolled my eyes glad for the lighter atmosphere.
"Be sure to go on dates" grinned Carlos making them blush.
"Yeah" Kendall sounded his throat "I'll still be going to the hockey rink because I can't miss it any longer if you want to hang for a while…" he eyed James "I have no idea how long he plans to have me there"
"As long as it takes" James smiled "See ya, we'll be packing and we'll know when we leave" said this he took Kendall's hand and walked outside the room.
"Want to take a shower?" I raised my eyebrows at Carlos's words "Not like that!" he chuckled taking my hand "I already showered"
"How long was I out?" I frowned.
"About half an hour, Kendall has a lot of experience with his mom so he stayed with you while I cleaned myself…and the shower" we smiled at each other before I pecked his lips "Okay…do you mind helping me get inside? I'm kind of sore"
Kendall PoV
"I can't believe that Logan fainted because of sex! We have barely had sex twice and they are already in the kinky stuff!" I rolled my eyes almost seeing James' pout as I heard him whining from his closet "That is just wrong" I bit my lip…yeah I kind of felt the same but the truth was that we had a fucking lot of problems to solve before thinking about kinky sex.
Like the fact that I was the reason behind James' shitty childhood.
"Stop thinking about it" I jumped when his voice sounded just beside me.
"I wasn't thinking about anything" I busied myself in folding my clothes inside my bag.
"Yeah you were"
"No I wasn't" I spat grasping a shirt between my hands.
"Yes, you were"
"And what if I was?" I yelled turning to look at him "In what else am I supposed to think? Why aren't you thinking about it?"
"Because I already thought about it and I decided that I don't care" I shook my head.
"How can you not care? How can you not demand an explanation or something?"
"I already tried to hate you long enough" he shrugged before pressing his lips "Why aren't you mad at me?"
"What?" I looked at him like he was crazy.
"I hid this from you, I made this job awful for you…I practically raped you because of it" he passed his hand through his face "I think we will be talking about this here…that night when I saw you stealing…I knew, I fucking knew that something was very wrong but I did not care, all I wanted was for you to pay, to feel ashamed of what you were just like you made me feel all those years ago" I swallowed suddenly feeling my throat dry and my heart contracted at his words remembering that awful night "And even when you asked me why…even if" he looked down as his expression turned into a regretful one "Even if I saw in your eyes how much you didn't need that…I couldn't tell you the truth because I knew that you didn't deserve that…"
"But I did…I do deserve it" I whispered also keeping my gaze away "Because I loved it. Watching your eyes full of tears, hearing the other kids cheer for me every single time…it was the highlight of my day" I closed my eyes feeling a couple of tears escape my lashes and his fingers cleaning them "How can you stand being near me?" I whispered "I don't care that you didn't told me…frankly I'm happy that you didn't tell me until now" my breath hitched.
"Why?" I could've played fool and asked him what was he asking about, but I was tired of dodging his questions and keeping it all to myself. Besides the least I owed him was an explanation.
"Because my father was a whore that hated me and loved to show me how much every time he could"
Someone said that I was a complete tease…I think I am LOL :)
Oh well I wanted to write an extra long chapter but I think it's better that way, so we can focus on the important stuff and my dad can stop nagging me to turn off the damn computer hahaha
Sooooo how about that steamy Cargan scene? Heheee I want your thoughts about that and Logan's mom! She will be interesting :D
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