For all of you absolute AkuRoku haters, I'd skip the last bit of this chap. All you need to know is Roxas horribly uses Axel. And trust me, he hates it.

So it had come to this…something as juvenile as passing notes.

Axel looked toward his door every morning now, begging and pleading to himself that there'd be a note. This morning he was greeted with a small, folded yellow sheet of paper that had been slipped under the door.

Axel ran toward it like a starving man to a free buffet. He desperately opened it and could feel the tears start to form even before he had read a single word.

Ax

I hate this…I hate him. I hate that we don't even have time to speak to each other because of all the work we're doing. Why now? Why never? What ever happened to "Once we get Kingdom Hearts, we'll be free to do what we want together"? I dream of that, Ax. Oh gods, do I wish for that…

But why…why do you spend what little time you have with him? I want to see you Axel! I want to be the one you talk to! I'm sorry for whatever I've done. I can't even begin to describe how sorry I am for whatever it is that I've done to you to make you avoid me like this.

There's actually sometimes when I feel my ring almost burn…do you think it's when you're thinking of me? Does your ring do the same thing?

Sending my love to you,

Demyx

It was enough to make him curl up into a ball and weep. He gripped the paper tightly, wishing it could take him back in time so he hadn't seen him. All that ethereal beauty, that angelic voice…

"Dammit Axel!! You're stronger than this! Do it for your husband!" The Flurry actually yelled at himself, pounding the floor with his fist. He couldn't, nor wouldn't let anything come between him and Demyx.

Ever.

Demyx gasped when he saw a piece of paper on the floor just inside his room. He grabbed it, slammed his door, and began to read the note. He had almost ripped it in trying to open it so fast.

Demy-

We'll run off. I swear to you, the minute we're free of here, from everyone, we'll be gone. What world do you want to live on? Do you want to get a house or an apartment? If I were you, I'd start thinking about this in whatever spare time I have, got it memorized?

Demyx could almost audibly hear Axel laughing a bit then, that rich warm sound flowing past those perfect lips. It made him chuckle some.

And about him…Superior's got me as his sole guardian. There's no way I can't escape him…He is the key.

Enough of that…I miss you so bad. I don't think I've felt this kind of pain ever. Do you feel it too? Like you're arm is gone when you need it most? Or someone just punched you in the gut when you were least expecting it?

Ah, there it is again, my ring feels cold. Are you thinking of me? I know I don't live a second without thinking about you. I miss you so much, Demy…I…can't put it into words. You were always better at them than me anyway.

Wishing you were somehow here again,

Axel

P.S. Don't apologize. I hate hearing those words pass your lips.

Demyx wiped at the tears that were falling down his cheeks. Gods, how he loved this man.

Axel entered the dark room, blindly looking around for Roxas. He had told him to meet him there, but where was he?

"Roxas?…Hey Ro-uhh-" Axel said, being interrupted at the feeling of someone's arm snaking around his waist. He felt a soft, cold hand rest on his arm, moving seductively across him from behind.

And a song that Demyx and he had made love to had entered his head at this moment…

I feel your fingers

Cold on my shoulder

Your chilling touch

As it runs down my spine

Axel was suddenly forced to turn around. All he could see were those piercing blue eyes as he felt the cold hands begin to unzip his coat. He found himself grabbing onto his assailants wrists and trying to stop him, but he was weak from seduction.

Watching your eyes

As they invade my soul

Forbidden pleasures

I'm afraid to make mine

"Roxas…no…don't. I-ahh-" He was cut off again as the hands spread themselves across his bare chest.

"That didn't sound like you wanted me to stop…" Roxas smiled as he came closer to his prey.

Axel's physical heart was pounding in his chest as he watched Roxas nuzzle his chest, pressed tightly against him. He felt tears start to form in his eyes. He knew how horrible it was…he was scum, no, more than that…but he couldn't. He just couldn't…stop.

At the touch of your hand

At the sound of your voice

At the moment your eyes meet mine

I'm out of my mind

I'm out of control

Full of feelings I can't define

It's a sin with no name

Like a hand in a flame

And our senses proclaim

It's a dangerous game

Roxas's hands began to move down Axel's waist to rest on his hips. Axel moaned lightly as he was pushed back and fell onto the bed that seemed to appear out of nowhere. He still couldn't see anything but Roxas's blue eyes as the boy straddled him. He could feel the boy's swelling member against him, making his mouth water in a way that he despised. How could he do this to his Demyx?! How could he be this horrible and terrible of a person?!

A darker dream

That has no ending

And so unreal

You believe that it's true

A dance of death

Out of a mystery tale

Roxas bent over and kissed Axel's warm mouth. He could feel the apprehension he had. He'd fix it. The blonde began to undo Axel's pants, taking any chance he could to massage him as he did so. When he had his pants down to his knees the blonde released the redhead's mouth, nodding for him to move up the bed. Shakily he did so.

The frightened princess

Doesn't know what to do

"Axel…relax."

'How can I?' Axel wanted to say, but he simply nodded, letting the boy continue.

Will the ghosts go away? (No)

Will she will them to stay?(No)

Roxas moved to be higher up between Axel's legs, ripping the pants off of him along with the boxers he had on.

Either way there's no way to win

Roxas began to tease Axel's cock with his mouth, playing with it till it was half erect.

Axel couldn't believe what he was doing. 'It's all a bad dream…a very bad dream…this isn't-' "Ooohhh-" Axel moaned as Roxas did a particular trick with his tongue.

All I know is I'm lost (No)

And I'm counting the cost (No)

My emotions are in a spin (No)

I don't know who's to blame

It's a crime and a shame

But it's true all the same

It's a dangerous game

Roxas had now moved up Axel's body and began to claw at the gorgeous flesh there. He was fully naked and wanting it, right in front of him. It was to die for. He could see the looks of pleasure on Axel's face, ignoring the tears that were falling from his face intermingling with the sweat. He kissed him again, hard and passionate, forcing him to bring his tongue forward. He smiled against those warm lips when he felt Axel's hand move to tangle itself in his hair. He grinded against the older boys waist, enjoying the nip on his lip that Axel did in response. He then moved back down to kneel in between the boys legs as he started to undress himself in front of him, of course doing it quite seductively.

Axel's mind was starting to play tricks on him. As Roxas undid his coat, he saw Demyx doing the same. As he removed his shirt, he saw Demyx mimicking it. Demyx was there, but not. It made his tears fall faster and harder. All he could do was watch those blue eyes as they glowed in the dark.

Roxas motioned for him to turn over once he was fully undressed. Axel couldn't help but do it. How could he stop now…how could he…

Roxas leaned over the older boy, digging his nails into his hips and eliciting not only a short scream from him, but also a grind that begged for him. He reached out and fumbled with a tube of lube, finally able to squeeze some out onto his fingers. He began to stretch Axel, widening him and feeling himself almost cum simply to the sound of his agonizing screams of pleasure. Finally, waiting for the right moment, he impaled Axel onto him.

No one speaks

Not a word

But what words are in our eyes

Silence speaks (Silence speaks)

Loud and clear (Loud and clear)

All the words we (don't) want to hear

Roxas had begun to pump into Axel furiously. He let his hand move down to play with Axel, keeping in time to his movements against him. The redhead begged in broken sentences for him to stop, but they were both too far-gone. Axel knew his face was not only flushed from sex, but from the extreme pain he felt at even doing such a thing. How could he?…How could he?

And the song in Axel's mind continued to mock him…

At the touch of your hand

At the sound of your voice

At the moment your eyes meet mine

I'm losing my mind

I'm losing of control

Fighting feelings I can't define

It's a sin with no name

No remorse and no shame

Fire fury and flame

Cause the devil's to blame

And the angels proclaim

Their screams resonated in the room as they both came. They collapsed, barely able to move. Roxas lied on top of Axel, who was now not only shivering from weakness, but also from his tears.

It's a dangerous game

"Axel…I love you."

Those words burned Axel more than anything else ever had.

The song is "Dangerous Game" from Jekyll and Hyde the Broadway musical. Amazing song.