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"Will you two quit it up here, you sound like a herd of sheep." He said laughing and shaking his head.
We just busted out laughing and went back to having fun together. I really do love Jasper forever and always.
Bella POV
Today was our first official date as being a couple. I was happy, but also scared. I'd never dated anyone but Edward and Edward was just so easy to date. He and I had a few official dates, but usually it wasn't that much.
You know… hold hands, talk, I eat even though I can't anymore, and all that boring stuff, but it seems different with Jasper. I don't know, but it scares me.
I was going to find something to wear, but Alice had already figured it out. She pulled out a dress that was beautiful. It was black with sparkles. It really fit me and it looked awesome. She also grabbed me some high heals. After becoming a vampire, I have much better balance.
I keep thinking of Jess and what she said. I really do think I know her from somewhere, but I don't know where. I shrugged it off and started thinking about Edward and I. That was something I didn't do often, because it hurt too much.
I am in love with Jasper, but Edward was my first love… you know, I'll always be in love with him even if it is a little bit.
He lied to me though. All those times we talked about him not having a girlfriend and being a virgin, somehow I don't see that.
I just can't believe he would lie to me like that…. Edward didn't seem like the lying kind of person, but that proved wrong when he slept around with Alice.
Stop thinking about that, my mind kept telling me. It just hurts me worse.
Then I started thinking about the past few days. Edward's been kind of off lately and he told me he was going to start something with someone, but he didn't tell me who.
But, Edward also told Emmett that he didn't have a girlfriend. I'll have to ask him that.
Just as I had thought that, Edward comes up the stairs.
"Morning Bella… well should I say afternoon?" He said in an awesome mood.
"Hey Edward, how are you?" I said making small talk. I really wanted to ask him about what I thought, but then again… I didn't want to.
"Ahh I'm ok, you?" He said and I replied fine.
"Bella, I really owe you an apology. I know I lied to you numerous times and I'm sorry for that. I couldn't go back in time and fix my mistakes. I thought after Jess I would be alone forever, but you gave me the reason to keep living. You gave me everything I am now. I have to thank you for that because without you, I wouldn't be strong enough right now." He said seriously.
"No thank you Edward. You gave me more than I ever gave you. And for that I'm eternally grateful for." I said and we talked for a few minutes about who gave who what.
"Edward can I ask you a question?"
"Yes, I was figuring you had questions…" He said trailing off.
"Um, well… I was wondering, you said you met someone hunting and you were going to give it a try, but yet you denied having a girlfriend. I was wondering which it was?" I said embarrassed.
"I figured someone would ask me this question. I did meet someone, but then the next day I went to go find her and ask her… when I seen her and her boyfriend kissing." He said looking at me.
"I'm sorry Edward…" I said trying my best at comforting him.
"It's ok, I jumped to conclusions. I don't even know why I said that… I just think I wanted to make you feel better?"
"Ok, well I'm still sorry. Now one more question… Is everything Jess said true?" I said embarrassed again. I tried not to show it though.
"Well, yes… she is right. She made my life hell too. Which is why I was so upset last night, but I'm going to talk to her today. I'd like to know why she did what she did."
"Yes well I wasn't talking about that… I was talking about you guys being a thing?"
"We were a couple, she was the only one I loved, before you came along, but I didn't want her like me, a monster. I went to her window to see her the last time and she was in pain. I tried to get out of there, but then her scent caught me. I ran in there and bit her. I realized what I was doing about half way through, so I stopped. That's when she changed and I told her I didn't want her, only because I didn't want her like me."
Edward really was stubborn. We talked for a bit longer then he went down to talk to Jess. I was hoping he would be nice.
I went to get ready… courtesy of Alice. She helped me put my dress on and get ready. She put eye shadow on and some blush. She made me look perfect… and sexy.
Yes, I did say sexy. I, Bella, thought I was sexy tonight. Must be the vampire in me rubbing off; I laughed at that thought.
After she was done with that, she worked on my hair. She helped me curl it and put half of it up, leaving the other half down.
After she was done, I looked at the time. It was almost time. I had 15 minutes before he and I left. I had hid the thought out of my mind for a while, because I didn't want to deal with thinking about it. Too bad that didn't help me right now.
I thought about it for 15 min, and then it was time for us to go. I walked down the stairs to meet him.
I heard him gasp and his eyes concentrated on mine. Jasper looked stunning as always.
We got in the car to go on our date. He and I talked a bit on the way, but other than that, it was quiet. It was a peaceful quiet, not an awkward quiet.
Finally, we arrived at a place. It was a really pretty place, but I didn't know what it was.
"Reservations for Jasper Hale please," Jasper said in his best voice. It was sweet.
"Yes right this way," the people took us to a back room.
I was trying to figure out everything, but I did not know what Jasper was up to.
All of a sudden, a bunch of lights started going. He asked me to dance and I would have died if I wasn't a vampire.
"Yes, I will dance with you Mr. Hale." He took my hand and we danced.
We danced for an hour. Then we started talking. We talked about everything that would happen with us.
Later that evening, we went home. When we got home, we saw that Jess was there with us.
Edward and she were talking, getting along mainly, but I could see he did kind of have feelings for her.
"Hey guys," I said smiling. They all said hi back and asked how the date was.
"It was wonderful," I said smiling.
"Bella, I think you should not be left out in the dark any longer, can I please talk to you in the other room?" Jess asked and I agreed.
We walked in the other room and she told me to sit, so I did.
"You think you remember me right?" She asked and I nodded.
"You do remember me. I was Renee's friend. When you were younger I used to come over. I couldn't be in the sun, so I would just come over in the evening. Do you remember any of this?" She asked. It all made sense now.
"Yes, you were the one whose 'parents' died in a car crash and you lived by yourself. You are the 19 year old who would come over and help out around the house for money and then stay for dinner. You used to play with me… you were a VAMPIRE?" I raised my voice at the last word on accident.
"I was Bella, which is why I left, for your protection. I wasn't sure how much longer I could do it. So I told your mom my aunt was taking me to where she lived and I had to go. I missed you Bella."
"I missed you too, but wait… oh my god." I said jumping up.
"YOU DID NOT!!!" I said hoping it wasn't true.
"Bella please calm down. I'm really sorry… I truly am." I didn't listen to her, I just attacked. I attacked her and we started fighting, until Emmett broke it up.
"Whoa girls, calm down." Emmett said smiling at my work on her.
"NO I WILL NOT CALM DOWN," I screamed.
"You did it; you caused my life hell didn't you?" I screamed.
"Bella, I'm really sorry… I didn't know what it would do." She said sounding upset.
"Get the hell away from me," I screamed and stomped out of the room and up to our room.
When I got to Jasper and my room, I laid on the bed wishing I could cry. I just wanted to let everything go and cry.
I just wanted to cry until everything was good again. Even though it never would be.
See the thing is… my grandpa and grandma on my moms side were murdered by a vampire, who was obviously Jess.
I remembered back to the day.
We were sitting around the house when I got a phone call that my grandma and grandpa were killed. They weren't sure how they were killed but they were dead and there blood was gone out of their body.
I later found out they were murdered and they never found who murdered them.
I just broke down and cried. It took a while to get over that and then on top of it all it caused a family break-up.
Ok maybe not, but it triggered it.
It made me even sadder just thinking about it. Finally later when I was better, I went back in the living room.
"Are you ok?" Jasper asked. I wouldn't let him in my room, so he was worried.
"Yea I'm ok. I just needed time." I said truthfully.
Jess had gone home, Jasper said. She didn't want to bother me. I should probably say I am sorry about it, but I'm not.
The Cullen's asked what was wrong earlier. I ended up telling them the story. The all looked at me in pain at the end and then came the hugs.
"Its ok guys, I'll be ok."
"Ok, I'm still really sorry…" Jasper said.
It will be ok; everything will be ok from now on. I hope.
Ok so I really didn't like this chapter… but oh well. The ending will be kind of a cliff hanger….
Ooh and I decided not to do the fan fiction thing at the bottom, because of the lack of fan fics I got from people. So, oh well… your loss.
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-Emmett-Cullen-lova
