I woke up the next morning, realizing Jesse isn't there. I wrap one of the blankets around me, put on my boots and walk out of the tent to find him. He's standing in the snow with his boots, jeans and a heavy sweatshirt on with the hoodie on his head. He faces back at me and says, 'Look who is awake.' I come up to him also wearing boots, and nothing else but the thick, blanket, around me. Jesse hugs me up, smirks and says, 'Where is your clothes, crazy girl?' I giggled and say, 'I was too anxious to find you first.' Jesse continued to hold me tightly and said, 'Watch the sun rising. Isnt it amazing?' I nodded and said, 'Amazing like you.' Jesse smiled down at me, reached in to kiss my lips and then smiled some more, saying, 'I love you.' I now smiled back, big and said, 'I love you too.' We kissed a little longer until Jesse asked me to get some clothes on so we could go eat breakfast. I asked him if I looked like crap and he said, 'No, you look fine. I'm not getting dressed up either. This is vacation, baby. Relax.' I smirked while shaking my head and said, 'Ok then. I will relax.' I went back into the tent to try and put on deoderant, put my hair up and brush on some foundation really quick. Jesse was yelling for me to come on and then I came out. We left, holding hands and walked down to the cabin where we ate last night. We sat in a different spot but the place was still heated enough. We were served breakfast and we sat quietly, eating. This girl came up to us, recognizing Jesse and said, 'Oh my God. Jesse McCartney?' He smiled up at her and said, 'Yes?' She covered her mouth and said, 'No way. What are you doing up here?' Jesse smiled trying not to act bothered and said, 'Actually, im here with my girlfriend for the weekend. I mean...fience. As of last night.' I was trying not to blush out so big, feeling so embarassed but excited. The girl just looked so shocked and said, 'Oh thats so exciting. Congratulations!' I smiled at her and then looked at Jesse who was trying to eat a piece of bacon but facing away from the girl. Then she sighed and said, 'Ill leave you two alone. Nice meeting you.' We both nodded and said the same. She walked off finally and I smirked asking, 'Well she was friendly.' Jesse nodded still facing down at his plate, then his eyes glanced up at me and he said, 'So you up for skiing today?' I smirked and said, 'To be honest, im terrified to skii down any mountain. Could we just go tubing instead?' Jesse smirked too and said, 'You will be fine. Ill be with you the whole time.' I smiled with a sigh and said, 'Ok, I trust you.' We finished kept eating but the girl came back with another girl and said, 'I know I already bothered you but could my friend and I please get a picture? I promise we wont bother you again after that.' Jesse smiled and said, 'Sure. Let me just make sure theres nothing in my teeth.' I smirked as he faced me and smiled. I smiled back and said, 'Youre good, hon.' Jesse nodded, facing the girls and said, 'Fire away.' The friend of the girl ran around behind our table, squating down and smiling. Both Jesse and I leaned foward over the table and smiled as well. I felt so weird to say the least but I guess if im really going to be Mrs. McCartney, I have to get use to stuff happenning like this. The girl snapped the picture and then they both waved as they left. Jesse smirked at me and said, 'Im sorry about that.' I shook my head and said, 'No, its fine. I wouldnt be surprised if ive seen one of them on twitter before.' Jesse narrowed his eyebrows at me and asked, 'What do you do on twitter?' I got caught off guard and then said, 'Uh, well, ive been on twitter the same time you got a twitter. I actually got one because of you and well, I have friends on there...' Jesse sighed and said, 'Well I just hope you arent telling them all of my business.' I shook my head and said, 'Never. Infact, most of them have no idea im with you. I just told them I was a nanny for a really rich guy in Cali, I just refuse to say names.' Jesse smirked and said, 'Fine. Im not upset, I just need to know I can trust you at all times and that you wont cause me trouble.' I nodded quickly and said, 'I swear with all my heart. All your secrets are my secrets. I love you too much to break our bond.' Jesse stood up then and said, 'Im going to go pay our bill and use the bathroom before we skii. Meet me outside in five minutes.' Jesse walked off and when he did, I felt really bad. I should have told Jesse right away that I tweet to other fans and while most don't know about us, there is a few fans that I trust and tell everything to. If Jesse knew that though, he wouldn't trust me anymore. I can't help that I have a lot of online friends. I use the bathroom as well and when I come back outside, Jesse is just standing there looking out towards the sunshine. I stand beside him quietly, he faces me and says, 'Lets go.' He walks on and when he does, i'm holding back tears. I know he said it was ok but I can tell he's really upset. I follow him and as we start up this hill, i'm getting out of breath. I have to stop in my tracks to take a breath. Jesse faces behind him and says, 'You ok?' I shake my head no and say, 'I can't breath. I have to take a breath.' Jesse smirks, gets me to climb up on his back and starts carrying me up the hill. I giggle and say, 'Aww, you would really carry me up the hill?' Jesse kept walking, just not as fast and said, 'Well im not leaving you behind by yourself.' I continued to hug his neck to hold on and sighed, feeling so bad. We finally get to the top and there is people already skiing, theres a guy with a stand that holds all the gear and there is another skii lift going to the taller mountains. Jesse sets me down, faces me and says, 'Okay you ready?' I shrug nervously and say, 'Im actually nervous. Ive never been anywhere close to skiing. Theres not always a lot of snow back home.' Jesse smiled and said, 'I want you to relax and try to have an open mind. I will be with you every step of the way.' I took a big breath and went for it. We suited up, Jesse showed me what to do and then we road the skii lift up to the hill everyone is skiing down. I'm holding his hand, so freaked out and Jesse smirks, saying, 'Its too late to back out. I swear you are going to love this. Just think of it as a stroll down a gorgeous, snowy, mountain.' I nodded, took a gulp of air and then when the lift got to the drop off spot, Jesse jumped off, grabbing a hold of my wrist and helping me off too. We get over to the edge, putting on our skiis and mask. Jesse gave me a thumbs up and then yelled out, 'I want you to go first to get a head start and I will be right behind you so if you take a crash into the snow, I can help you up.' That didnt make me feel too good but I was willing to suck it up for him and be adventerous. Ive already slept with him in a tent. I guess skiing could be the next spontaneous thing on my list. Although i'd rather be back in the tent beneath his sweaty body. I tried to prepare myself, I got in the position that Jesse showed me earlier and then Jesse helped give me a boost. I began to slide down the mountain and realized this was it. There was no turnning back and my speed was only increasing from here. Soon I was half way down the mountain, squealing out in fear and hearing Jesse yell, 'GO BABY! YEAAAAAA!' I was so shy but excited because I keep thinking about the ring on my finger and about Jesse saying last night that we would see each other naked for the rest of our lives. That excited me and gave me the will power to let go and enjoy this time. Jesse ended up beside me, gave me the thumbs up and said, 'Looking sexy. Keep that form up and you will make it just fine.' I was too afraid to move my arm and give him the thumbs up but I wanted to. Finally Jesse beat me to the bottom and as I approach him, I forget how to stop. I end up diving into his arms and we both fall back on the snow. I feel bad and say, 'Jesse! I'm sooo sorry! I forgot how to stop!' Jesse laughed out loud and said, 'You were so great!' I took off my mask the same time he did and we ended up crashing our lips against each other and kissing. Then we helped each other up and road the skii lift back up to the top, talking and feeling so good. I honestly felt like all fear was gone and thanks to him, I can do anything now. He's the wind beneath my wings and i'm enjoying this whole weekend with him.