Here is the finally of my story. I hope you all have enjoyed it and read more of my work. This story has been great and interesting to write. I had a lot of fun doing it. Thank you for those who have been with me since the beginning your patience is well deserved. Also thanks to all those who reviewed I loved your comments. I hope this final chapter is a good end to my story. I believe that it is, and I tied up all the loose ends. Thanks for everything I love you guys
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SPOV
It's been seven months since that eventful day. I haven't talked to Jack in that time. He's called and texted me everyday, but I never responded. I didn't know what to say. Mom tried to get me to talk to him since I moved back in our house with her. Right now I was on my way to meet her at Bliss's house. She was finally well enough to clean it.
Charles refused to let anyone touch it but her. He said Bliss was her daughter, so only she had the right to go through their things. I had thanked him for that, he was different then what I thought. He even told Allegra that he didn't blame her for the decision she made, he never did. He had seen her love for Stephan and new it was pure and true. Just like my dad's was for her. It surprised me a lot. Mainly because on top of that he defended me when the conclave found out about my pregnancy. I don't know if it was because I'm holding his grandchildren or because I was Allegra's daughter. But for whatever reason I was grateful to him.
"Mom," I yelled as I entered Bliss's home.
"She's not here," Mimi said coming out of one of the bedrooms. I shut the door before speaking.
"Where is she and why are you here?" I asked her.
"She's taking my spot on the conclave by my request and in return she set up this meeting between me and you. I knew you'd never come if I were to ask you myself," she said kindly. It was the first time I had ever heard Mimi truly speak in a tone that wasn't hostel or crude in some way.
"what do you want Mimi?" I asked in the same tone deciding to give her a chance to speak before running off. Her face was so humble and sad; her eyes said she wasn't lying as the next words left her mouth.
"I want to apologize to you. For the way I've treated you and the resentment I've had and the jealousy as well. For believing that you were the dark force that was going to destroy us when in reality you're the goodest of all. I'm sorry for everything that I have ever done to you Schuyler. I'm not here to ask forgiveness because I don't deserve it at all. All you ever tried to do was help me and I hated that. I am very grateful to you more then you know." I was shocked and happy at the same time. She was apologizing to me as well as complementing me and putting her self down in the process I felt the little hope she had. I didn't deserve it.
"I'm far from good Mimi if anyone deserves your hatred it's me. I took everything from you. And although I'll never admit to anyone else, I felt horrible doing it. I saw your pain when I cleared you and I can feel your hopelessness. I hut you more then I have ever hurt anyone. I deserve your hatred and I thank you for it. You had every right to think what you did, if anything I agonized it on. I apologize to you and want you to know that you have my forgiveness. I forgive you for what you've done to me even though I deserved it. Your hatred and accusations were actually my saving grace. It helped make me strong and powerful. Because of the way you treated me and got others to see me the same way, I found the strength to prove you all wrong. I found out who I am because of you. If anyone is good here Mimi it's you. You might come from darkness, but you're not evil. You may act like you don't care, but doing what you're doing now shows you do. I am honored to call you not only my family, but my friend. With out you we would never have contained Lucifer." I told her. Before I could say anything else she was across the room and engulfed me into a hug. It was a little awkward considering my stomach was in the way, but it meant so much. We had finally found common ground and I felt the Hope coming off of her. When we released I saw tears in her eyes. Her face mirrored my own.
"I'd like to have a friendship with you. It might be terrible at times, but I'd like that and I forgive you to." She said smiling and I felt pure hope.
"Good." We moved over to the couch as we talked. "So I heard that Jordan is still alive." I said picking a topic that was less personal.
"Yeah Kingsley is gathering up a task force and has personally asked me to be his second. I don't know how to answer. I mean I want to do it so much, but I feel like I'm needed here more." she said to me.
" Mimi your whole existence has been doing things for other people. Lucifer, Charles, Me, Abbadon. Though it may not look like it, you were held down by chains, but not anymore. New York will get along without you and if this is something you really want to do then just do it. Everyone here is safe and if we need you you'll be a call away. Go help Kingsley bring Jordan home. His Hope for you is strong I can feel it. Go we'll be fine." I told her truthfully.
"Thank you Sky. And you're right I should go and I will. Jordan is Pandora after all. That's why Lucifer wanted her killed more than anyone you know. He had no clue she didn't have the box till afterward." She stated happily and defiantly. I had no idea that she was Pandora, but she did say that she would watch over me and I guess the best way to do that was to watch over Lucifer and make sure that I'd be ready when he came. She went to Jordan because she somehow knew he was in Bliss. And I think she had Cordelia's help, but that's only for me to find out.
"Your welcome Mimi so much. And it's good to know that Pandora was with us the whole time in flesh watching things closely." I stated truthfully.
"Yeah it is." she smiled and then I saw a nervous look come across her face and the Hope falter a bit. " Now about Jack," she started, but the door opened before she finished. I had my back to the door, but I already knew it was him by the sound of his feet and the sudden wave of hopelessness. I was so focused on Mimi and her Hope that I didn't sense him and his until he walked into the room. " What do you know he still walks in at the wrong time." Mimi muttered annoyed and angry. "Sky." he said aloud, although it was pained. I slowly got off the couch as Mimi helped me so I wouldn't struggle. When I was up I put my hand on my back to support it.
"What are you doing here?" I asked confused as I met his eyes and saw pain.
"Mimi called and said that I had to come down here. There was something important she needed to show me." He explained to me. I turned my head toward Mimi and glared at her.
"I really did have something to show him, both of you actually. It's easier if you're together, but just for the record you two do need to talk." she said then turned and walked down the hall motioning for us to follow. Jack walked behind me slowly watching. I knew he was concerned if I would fall or not. I walked into the room that Mimi had walked out of when I arrived. I looked around and realized I wasn't the only one doing research. Lucifer had done things of his own. Including keeping tabs on Jack and I. There were tons of pictures and marks. Also the copies that Jack had made for me.
"He knew that we were the light of darkness all along. And that you two were the ones to activate the bond." Mimi told us. "your father figured it all out, that's why Lucifer killed him and held your mother hostage." she said handing me some papers. They were ripped ones from my father's book.
"No" I said reading the paper. By what it said Jack and I would have to be bonded to create the light of darkness. But we weren't, we couldn't be bonded, it wasn't possible.
"Sky?" Jack said his voice full of concern. I tried to turn and look at him, but I got dizzy all of the sudden and the floor was getting closer to me. I didn't know why. Jack caught me from doing a face plant when I saw it and it all made sense.
"Call 911" I whispered to them, "My water just broke." and then the darkness took me.
(A/N I was going to stop it here and make the next part a new chapter, but I felt that I was making you guys wait to long)
I woke up in a room of bright light with an annoying beeping noise. I turned in the direction of the sound and found Jack asleep on the side of my bed. I was in the hospital. Then it all came back to me. My water broke, my babies. Where were my babies?
"Jack," I said inside and outside my head. He automatically woke and looked at me.
"Sky, thank god your awake." he said relieved as he hugged me.
"What happened?" I asked as I hugged him back. He released all but my hand and looked into my eyes.
"You passed out back at the house. The doctors gave you a sea section and drugged you so you wouldn't wake up during the process. They're so beautiful Sky. I was there the whole time." He said smiling at the last part and so much love and hope in his voice when he talked about our children.
"How long have I been out?"
"Just a few hours, 4 to be exact." He told me.
"where are they?" I asked knowing he'd know I meant the kids.
" In the infirmary. They said they'd bring them up later. One is on a machine. He was having trouble breathing." He said.
"He'll be fine right?" I asked with worry, knowing I wouldn't be ok if I lost one of them.
"Yeah, he's going to be fine." he said then added, " Are we?" there was so much pain in his voice.
"We can't be together Jack." I said sighing.
"Your wrong Sky. We had to be bonded, me and you, to create the light of darkness." He told me .
"How, how are we bonded Jack? You have to go through a whole ceremony and everything." I stated, but his next words threw me off as recognition appeared on his face.
"No you don't Sky. That's just how we like to do it. All you need for a bond are the two people bonding. We bonded that night before the battle Sky and again right when we thought of each other during my bonding with Mimi. I felt You after that, not Her. We just didn't know we bonded. That's why nothing big happened, but we did feel it Sky. We have always belonged together. That's why Lucifer did what he did all those centuries ago. To prevent the light of darkness. He knew either me or Mimi would have to create the bond before it. So he bonded us together so it could never happen. Me and you broke that bond that night. Just like your parents broke the bond that Charles had with Allegra. Only true Love can break bonds Sky." He told me.
" I want to raise our kids with you. I want to spend the rest of eternity with you. Mimi may be described as my other half and twin. But only you bring out the best in me and show me I don't have to destroy. With you I'm not evil. You have always called to me. That's why your mother plays a big part in my past. She held Pandora's box. She held Hope. The only thing I never had. HOPE." he told me, as I felt all his Hope. There was still doubt in my mind though. So much doubt.
"People don't live happily ever after Jack." I told him. Before he could respond though there was a knock at my door. "Come in" I stated.
"Hey how you feeling?" my agent asked.
"Ok, I really want to see my children though." I said turning to Jack.
"I'll see what I can do." He said getting up.
"Thank you." I said as he left the room.
"He loves you ya know. Your bond is strong. I was surprised when I found out. But then again Abbadon has always surprised me. I told you that you were born for great things Sky. But will you find it to follow your heart blind?" He told me. He continued before I could say anything. "In other news, everyone wants to see your children. You drop off the face of the earth for six months then come back married with some kids. The press is having a field day with this. Two models, the top ones at that, are together. When you get off of maternity leave, I'm told your job will still be available."
"Thank you." I told him.
"your welcome Sky. I'll handle the press. You just get some rest and send me the baby pictures. I'll be by to see them later."
"Ok." I said laughing. With that he got up and left.
As I waited I thought over the words he and Jack said. Could I really have my happily ever after? Cordelia always told me there was never really such a thing, that something always stood in the way.
"How are you feeling Mrs. Force?" the doctor asked me. My heart jumped as she said my new last name.
"Fine. When can I see my children?" I asked her as she checked me.
"The nurses are bringing them all down now except for the one in intensive care." she stated.
"How is he?" I asked concerned even though Jack had already answered the question. "He'll live don't worry. He's pulling through just fine." she told my smiling.
"Good." I said relived.
"Ah, here they are," she stated as 2 nurses came in pushing 2 clear boxes each and a 3rd pushing one. They pushed them up to my bed and then left the room smiling as Jack and the others came in.
"Can I hold one?" I asked the doctor feeling my eyes water. I never took my eyes off them. They were so beautiful.
"Of course you can." she stated, as she made her way around my bed. She reached into one of the boxes and pulled out a baby wrapped in a pink blanket. I adjusted my arms the right way as she placed her in them. My girl instantly curled up to my chest.
"She's so beautiful. They all are," I said mainly to my self as I looked at my girl.
"Have you picked out any names? We asked Mr. Force, but he said it was your decision."
"Yes," I said thinking of the names I've had since I found out I was pregnant and then the ones I've come up with recently as well. But there was something that had to come before the names. "Before I get to the names there's something I need to do first." I looked up from my daughter and then at Mimi as Jack came around my bed to the other side of me, keeping his distance a bit. "Mimi I want you to be their godmother," I said without hesitation. Everyone looked shocked even her. I smiled, " You can teach my kids how to stay strong and fight for what they want."
She smiled at me with love, understanding and acceptance in her eyes. "I'd love to be the godmother."
If you want us to work this needs to be the start I told Jack in my head without looking at him as Mimi accepted my request.
" Oliver I want you to be the godfather" He stated taking a few steps closer to me. I felt his love and hope. "They need to know to always be there for their friends. That they always stick by them. And though they don't like it do what's best for them, including giving them up. After all you've done for me and Sky it's time to give our thanks."
I smiled as I saw the same things in his eyes as I saw in Mimi's. "I'll be the godfather. Thank you," He said with so much happiness. They had finally put everything aside and found common ground like me and Mimi. We all changed.
"So now that that's taken care of, I've got people to name," I stated looking at almost all my children.
"This little girl," I said motioning to the one in my hands. "Is Allegra Cordelia Force named after the two women who raised me each in their own unique way." I felt happiness radiate off of Jack as I gave her his last name. My mom's face lit up at the name and her eyes started to water as well. I carefully handed Allegra to Jack, then the doctor handed me another one of my girls. " She is Susan Bliss Force, The two that gave their lives to protect me, I'll never forget you, " I stated gazing at her, then again handing her off to Oliver and repeating the process. "And my last baby girl, you are Madeline Schuyler Force, named after the one who I never thought would become a friend to me, but inspired me to keep fighting for what I wanted." I stated then glanced up at Mimi to see tears in her eyes.
"You named her after me?"
"Yeah, she's going to be strong like you to," I replied to her. She took little Mimi from me as I got one of my boys. I smiled as I remembered the people he was named after, the two I didn't really know very long. " He is Dylan Lawrence Force, named after the two who saw what was important." My mom and Charles took him from me smiling lovingly at their grandson. As my next son was placed in my hands I felt tears coming to my eyes, " You little one are named after someone I wish I could have met. But I know he was a great man just like you will be. You are also named after a man that has become an important part in my life. Steven Charles Force. My two fathers." I stated glancing up at Charles. He gazed at me with so much emotion and hope in him. I also saw love behind the tears in his eyes.
" As for my little survivor in intensive care he is named after the two most important men in my life that has always been there for me whether I wanted them to be there or not. They never gave up on me or left me, just like he never gave up. That's why I give him the name Benjamin Oliver Force." I looked up to Jack then and saw the love in his eyes.
You were right we can and will work all of this out. "Six beautiful Children named after the people that mean the most to me." I stated as I took my gaze away from Jack and looked around the room.
I finally understood. I was truly blessed and forever would be. As I looked back on my past and thought about my future I was happy. After all we had went through we all were still breathing and together. Even though we would all go our separate ways, we would always come back together again. We were connected from the beginning, since Lucifer decided to change everything. I had Hope that the future was bright through the rest of our lives. We would go through struggles, but we would over come them because we had each other. I found who I'm meant to be in this world, where I belong.
Forever and Always Hope, that's how long I'll love you. I turned to Jack and caught his eyes with mine. Yes I finally found my home and I wasn't going anywhere.
Forever and Always Abbadon, we will always be together. And I love you too.
I found my Hope Within
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