I Finally Know Where my Heart Is.

Thanks to everyone who is still reading and reviewing this story. Thank you for the patience shown through my surgery and recovery.

So, last we left Finchel, Rachel figured out what was going on with Finn and Det. Laskey/Agt. Simmons. Finn is working with the FBI to catch Major Burnside who it seems is continuing with a protocol used on Soldiers at Fort Benning and was banned. The Man in the Box has yet to be revealed. Hold on tight kiddies it's going to be one hell of a journey. Will our pint-sized diva let Finn go it alone? Will our sexy solider buckle under Rachel whims? Who will be in danger? And who or what is the man in the box? Only time will tell.

I am extremely excited for these next few chapters. These are all mine. Once again, I'd like to thank VioletB for letting me finish this story and for her wonderful notes and encouragement. To my Finchel sisters Cab4five, Lefthandedrn and BevB, thanks for the kind words and encouragement. February has been an extremely hard month and having you guys to talk to made it bearable.

It's now June and I finally finished this Chapter. More soon. I will be starting a part time job in the next week or so, I'll write as I can. I do plan on finishing this story.

Finally, I like to thank the Finn to my Rachel, my Husband, my love, my Brian. He helped me tremendously in the concept and overall vision to complete this story.

Chapter 25 Freak Out and Understanding

Last night after Agent Simmons was in my room we discussed what happens next. He gave me something called the hopper. It's a field drug that speeds up healing. About 20 minutes after the injection my sight returned to normal. No longer did I have to see Rachel through a haze. She is still so beautiful. The strength in my legs was returning as well. Agt. Simmons said I'd need a couple more doses for my legs to be strong enough that I could walk again.

I would have to act like my legs were still weak. Agent Simmons has a doctor at the base a Fort Benning that has long suspected Major Burnside of wrong doing. He will be assigned my "case" to keep me from returning to active duty. My mission is to go back to Ft. Benning and observe. When Ag. Simmons and Doctor Casado (Fort Benning's MD) tell major Burnside I am well I will be wired with sound and video.

I'm straight up terrified. After finding out I had been drugged I was angry and sad. How could this happen? Did this happen to my dad? Major Burnside was also my dad's commanding officer when he was at Ft. Benning I was told. Ag. Simmons assures me I will not be in extreme danger. Although he was clear to Rachel and myself that I will be doing something dangerous, but he would always be in my ear and close by with a tactical unit to save me.

But right now, my immediate concern is a 5'2" brunette diva, throwing an epic fit of unknown proportions. "Finn this is ridiculous, you are not an FBI agent. You have no training for undercover work. I'm not in the mood to lose you Finn. I … I don't even know how you can seriously consider this. Don't you care what I think. You did this without consulting me. I your goddamn fiancé Finn. I just can't believe this. "

"Rach, calm down and come here. You know when you pace it freaks me out." She came over and climbed into the bed with me curling herself around me. "Rach, I now you can't understand it, but I have to do this. For my dad, myself but most importantly I have to do this for all the guy or girls who come after me. Burnsides has been doing this to soldiers for far too long. He must be stopped."

"I get that Finn, I really do. But, why you? Why can't they use like a real FBI agent?" she pleads with me.

"Because Major BS already knows me and embedding an FBI agent would take much longer. I'm going to be safe. I'm not going to do anything that would take me away from you. We have to start our life together. I have chunks of time missing and the man in the box is something I have to solve otherwise I can't get on with my life."

She sighed, and I could feel the tears wetting my chest. "I love you so much Finn. I don't want to be in a world if you're not in it. Promise me, that you will come home, promise me."

"I promise, I will come home safe and all the mystery solved. I Love you so much Rach and I want nothing more than to have babies and grow old with you. But while I'm gone, you need to promise me you will live your life. Don't let my absence and what I'm doing take over. I know you Rach, you have to live your life."

She whispered. "I have no life if you're not here."

I pulled her up, so I could see her face and make her understand. "Rachel, you have to go on living like nothing is going on. We aren't supposed to know what Major BS is doing. If you stop doing everything you are supposed to then that will raise suspicions. Can you pretend for me baby?"

The tears that were falling stop and she nods her head yes. "I can, if it will keep you safe, I can."

Just as she hopped out of the bed the pain in my legs was starting to bother me, Agt. Simmons walked in the room.

"Finn, Rachel. It's time for another dose. How are you feeling?" He asked as the doctor here administered the hopper. Oh, yeah, my doctor here is also in on it. That's why he was pushing so hard to have me stay. Agt. Simmons was working on getting my cover and "care" set in Georgia.

"I feel a lot better than before the hopper. I am anxious to find out what is really going on." I say looking at Rachel seeing the sadness there. I hate that I'm putting that sadness back into her eyes. But this is the only way to get answers. I don't know what they did to me and that scares me more than actually having to do this thing.

"Well, Finn we got everything set to go to Georgia. In two days you will be transferred by MASH unit helicopter. Remember you have to pretend your vision is still blurred and your legs are still extremely weak." Dr. Fielding explained. "Mjr. BS thinks he put this all-in motion, but it was Agt. Simmons. He has a staff on the MASH helio to ensure your safety and I will be flying there with you to "hand off" your care to Dr. Casado who has been brought up to speed on your care and subsequent recovery."

"Mjr BS is none the wiser. I assure you both he has no idea what we are really doing. In fact, he has already departed for Fort Benning." Guaranteed Agt. Simmons.

After some more strategizing Agt. Simmons and Dr. Fielding left. Rachel looked at Finn and followed the two men to the door closing it fully and locking it. She turned and there was a look in her eyes I know very well.

"If you are to be gone in two day we better make the most of them." She purred as she sexily climbed on top of me. "Are sure you are okay Finn? You were just shot." She hesitated but I pulled her to me and planted a kiss that would alleviate any doubt.

"I'm more than fine. The hopper works really well babe, my legs are still a little weak but I'm moving them and the gunshot wound is just about completely healed." With those answered she moved to straddle my hips. Lifting her shirt over her head she looked down on me biting her bottom lip. My hands immediately went to her ribs tracing a line under her bra covered breast until both hands reached behind her and popped the clasp releasing my two favorite girls from their silky prison. Lifting up I captured her nipple between my lips laving attention. Rachel's head was thrown back and she was moaning in pleasure. She was so beautiful to me.

I leave her right nipple and take the left showing it affection as well. "Finn" She whispered into the quiet of my room. Nipping and sucking on the rosy bud is causing me to grow harder and I buck my hips up into her center. She gets the picture and starts removing her skirt and panties, while I remove my hospital gown. We are both naked and full of want.

"I love you Rachel." I said to my gorgeous girl. "Love you too, babe" she responded. She lifts herself up and drops down on my hardened cock. Once she was fully seated I placed my hands on her hips to help set the rhythm. Slowly she slid up and slowly she slid down. I sat up and wrapped my arms around her to pull her closer to my chest. Our lips locked onto each other. The sweet dance causing our skin to become damp.

Being this close with Rachel, being inside of Rachel was the only place I ever want to be. She was solid and firm, yet curvy and soft. Her hair cascaded down her naked back tickling my fingers as she continued to move. I felt the euphoria coming from inside us both. Rachel clamped her walls around my length sending shock waves through my body into hers. We hit that sweet surrender together crying out each other's names.

Rachel lifted off me and snuggled up next to my naked body. We pulled the sheet over our sweaty bodies. I sensed Rachel was crying before I felt it. I pulled her chin up to look into her eyes. "Rach, It is going to be okay. I promise. We will get our forever. We will get a clean last name. I love you and wild horses couldn't keep you from me."

"Finn…I…Let's get married before you go. Please. I want to be your wife. I should be your wife."

I looked down into her beautiful brown eyes seeing the plea to get married. We should be married. "Oh, Rachel I want nothing more to marry you, it's all I ever wanted. But is it really a good idea?" I ask her.

Rachel sat up and pulled me up with her. "Don't think Finn, I know coming from me that sounds crazy because I like to plan things, but I'm asking you to be spontaneous with me and let our hearts speak. We need to be married Finn. I can feel it in my bones. I can't explain it, but we have to get married."

She is almost hysterical at this point, so I pull her to me and gently kiss her lips. I stroke her hair and calm her down. "Let's do it! Let's get married. But Rach, let's keep it between us for now. I don't know what would do if it got out. But we will have to tell Agt. Simmons and Dr. Casado."

She pushes her lips back to mine and we seal it with a kiss. "Oh, Finn this makes me so happy." However, she frowns and continues "Your mom will be so upset if she isn't there Finn."

I sigh because she is right. We could trust mom. "Well then she will be there. She will keep it private. She trusts me and if I tell her it has to be quiet for now, she will."

When Agt. Simmons comes back we will tell him and he will set everything up, he knows a lot of people who know how to be discreet and then I can do what I have to do, knowing Rachel is mine forever. It will be a strong motivator to wrap this investigation up quickly but efficiently.

For now, I'm going to make love to my gorgeous naked girl.

Thanks for the patience with me. I know that VB usually gave longer chapters, but I can't do it. I have to write when the inspiration hits. I don't have any written outline. Everything I want to do is in my head. I work better for me to write about 2000-2500 Words a chapter. It probably means more chapters but that is ok.

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