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Today had been a bad day Ryan surmised as he walked towards his car.
He always felt guilty afterwards. Knowing his Sarah had to tiptoe around the house because he was unwell. It reminded him a little to much about the times he had to deal with his own mum suffering from withdrawal..keeping quite, cleaning her up.
Intellectual he knew it was different. He and Tim had talked about it enough times so he even knew it emotionally.
it just....he sighted.
And know the day after he was suffering his post migraine hangover which forced him to keep his sunglasses on even indoors so he had looked like some Horatio wannebe all day.
Then there had been this thing with IA. It had been about Eric and apparently he had said something wrong cause Eric was angry with him again.
The whole interview was kind of a blank for Ryan, his head was filled with cotton wool and the had set him opposite the window so the strong Miami sun had shone relentlessly in his sensitive eyes.
And then there had been Horatio. First off all he had asked how Ryan was feeling. Considering he had taken the day off yesterday because he had been sick that made it pretty normal. But not the way Horatio had asked it.
There had been something of about his tone of voice and he had looked almost guilty.
And afterwards he obviously had something more to say.
He had started...a sentence , several times making Ryan pretty nervous.
And the suddenly he had snapped his mouth shut.
Told Ryan never mind and to go back to work.
It made him feel like something was hanging over his head.
It must be something pretty bad if even Horatio was to afraid to confront him with it.
Pulling his car out of his spot he tried to shake his worried feelings. Horatio had always been strange towards him and people in general come to think of it.
And an angry Eric was nothing new.
He had bigger things to worry about.
Like how to convince Sara that kicking boys wasn't a good way to endear yourself with your teacher and how to get his boiler fixed while leaving enough money in his checking account to buy food for Sara and him until his next paycheck.