So sorry for the delay, I wrote four fucking pages then my computer shut down so I had to start over from scratch! So yea. . . I am the worse mood. BUT! I will not keep my fans awaiting for the juicy details of this chapter.

No, I do not own Fruits Basket. If I did Akito would go die.

I am sure a lot of you agree with me! MWUHAHA! (Random)

I have been in this cage so long that I have memorized everything in this damn room. The number of dots on the ceiling, (3,095 fucking dots) the number of spiders that apparently live here with me, (27 damn spiders) and of course where every object stands. Sometimes I think I see the objects move, but I know I am delusional.

Other times I just work out. Why? Because maybe one day if I am lucky I will be able to break through these walls to freedom. To Momjij. To my friends. . . if only. I know that will never happen but I can dream.

Well, I haven't been dreaming at all lately, more like nightmares. . .

Also I have not been eating as much as I should so I have lost quiet a bit of weight. My skin is also becomeing sickly, from the lack of nutrients, and my hair is growing longer.
It is an annoyance. Always falling in front of my eyes.

Maybe next time I see Hatori (If I ever do!) or maybe a maid I will ask them to trim it. If not I will do it myself. Ha ha, like they would give me a pair of scissors. I would probably kill myself. My suicide note would read:

"Akito suck my 'lollipop'! You can no longer control this zodiac! -Kyo"

I would love to see the look on her face when she read that one! But. . . they would tell Momjij. . . oh shit and Tohru too! Better yet, let's not kill myself. Well, I kind of am dying as it is. . .

Plus, I will ask for me to take more than one fucking shower a week! Why must she find sick ways to torture me?!

Suddenly I hear a sound outside my door. . .

My heart skips a beat. Could it be Hatori? Has he brought Momiji with him like I asked? Oh the anticipation is killing me! All these ideas swim in my head.

Slowly the door opens, a sudden wave of disappoint ment washes over me. It is Akito. Wonder what she wants. She has not been here in awhile. Then again no one has. Depressing. Looking down so I can avoid her icy gaze.

It feels as if someone has cut out my heart and left it there to die alone.

She bends down to me and says, "My poor little monster. . . I am afraid I have some terrible news for you. It seems as if that little whiny brat, Momiji has asked for Hatori to erase his memory."

I take that back. It feel as if someone has yanked my heart, stepped, stomped, spit, cut into little ity bitty pieces, and fed to the dog. My heart is no longer here.

Could she be lying? I am in no fucking mood to deal with all this bullshit. But then again. . .
I am not there for Momiji, it kills me without him. I can bearly imagine what he must be like with only memories.

"No, you must be lying." I say in a hush voice.

Akito grabs me by the neck stealing a breath of air from my lungs and whispers right into my ears, spending chills through out my body, "Do not! Accuse me of lying. You know it is true. How could you not see it?! You were not there for him, your memories are heavy weight to him.
He can not take it, so now you are no longer a burden to him. Now you have no one to love you.
You are all alone just like you should be."

Holding back tears I say, "Go."

It only took one word to set her off. I blocked her out. No idea what she is yelling at me. I let my mind drift into thought.

Momiji. . . he is so innocent. I can understand how the memories of me must have killed him slowly just like it is doing to me. But memories is all I have. The only way motivating me to live on. How could he do this?! Does he not love me? But then again . . . Hatori once told me that love is sometimes letting go.

Why did this happen to me? All I do was to be born. I never did anything wrong! Always judged by everyone. . . no one cares. Exsept Momiji. . . and Tohru. . . no Akito is wrong. They all care for me. Even that punk, Hiro. Even that spoiled little princess, Yuki. I am loved. . .

Suddenly I was pulled out of thought by a wave of pain. I focus back to reality and see a knife sticking out from my chest. Did Akito stab me?

Before leaveing me she says, "Do not defy your God."

She slams the door leaving me alone with my wound. Looking down I see blood spilling out. So much for a suicide. Ha ha, dark humor.

No. . . I am loved. . . I cannot die. But then again maybe everyone can just forget me. Follow Momiji's lead.

A lot of questions are left unanswered as I fall into a deep sleep.

Momiji's smile pops into my head.
I must be going to heaven. . .

(Akito's View)

Washing off the knife I kept hidden in my kimono I can't help but to be happy. Did I really just stab that disgusting savage? The look of his pain as he realized he was stabbed pops into my head,
ha ha!

The feeling of power is washing through out me.

I am God.

No matter what those useless fools do or think, they always come back to me. Our bond is inseparable!
My mother is wrong. . . this bond is really. Very real. It courses through all our veins.

Now, I should call Hatori so he can take care of the useless pile of trash for me.

In a cheerful voice I say, "Oh Hatori. . . I have some tragic news. . . I have stabbed that pathetic monster Kyo. Please go take out the trash for me."

I hang up, I feel even more powerful then before.

The bond will never be broken. . . it is my bond. . . mine to control.

(Hatori's View)

Hanging up the phone from my surprising call from Akito. . . Did she really kill Kyo? No, there is still time for me to save him. Shit, this is all my fault I can't help but to feel guilty.

Grabbing my doctor's kit I run to the car. There is no time. I must save Kyo. Maybe some how I can undo all what I have caused. I must erase my mistakes. Please, let Kyo be alright!

Haru runs up to me and asks, "Hatori what is wrong? You look terrible!"

I say quickly, "Kyo has been stabbed by Akito!"

Not waiting for a reply, I slam the door, and hit the gas peddle. There is not time to waste! Kyo's life is on the line. . .

(Haru's View)

Walking back into the cold and noisy room (All those damn machines) I say to myself, "Kyo has been stabbed by Akito. . ."

Staring at Rin as she lays there lifeless I say, "Did you hear that?. . . Kyo has been stabbed by Akito.
Do you hear me?!"

Throwing the chair I was sitting in against the wall I let my black side explodes at the lifeless body, "WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO LOOK FOR A WAY TO BREAK THE CURSE!DIDN'T YOU THINK OF THE CONSEQUENCES TO YOUR ACTIONS! ! ! DID YOU NOT CONSIDER MY FEELING TOWARDS YOU?! FUCK! WHY DID YOU DO IT?! . . ."

Calming down a bit I kiss Rin's dead lips, "You are making me watch you hang on to your life with all these machines. Do you know how much that kills me? Everyday I come in here hoping that you will wake up just so I can say sorry. To be with you once again. Sure I been out with Kyo, Yuki, and that one whore from Hooter's. . . but I have always loved you. . .

I begin crying on Rin, "I love you." Closing my eyes I repeat that several times.

My black side was roaring inside me. . . it took a lot to keep it there. I let all my emotions drift out of me. Letting my tears flow out. I show no shame.

Suddenly I hear a faint voice say, "Why is it raining?"

Opening my eyes to the sound of the voice I see Rin's feirce stare. . .

Oh no! Kyo has been stabbed! Akito is slowly losing it! (Wait she already lost it) Hatori is weighing down him self with tons of grieve and guilt!(AW!) AND RIN HAS AWOKEN! (I was really debating on whether to let her die or not) So Read on I promised two more chapter for June 4th and Abusive Lover shall not let you down! Okay, I am done I need to finish writing the other two chapters!

Abusive Lover (OUT)