Life goes on continued
Amber
It had been three weeks since Amber settled down in Savannah. So far she really liked the city and was happy there was no snow. Amber hated the snow and she giggled and teased Ran over the phone when her friend told her it was already snowing in Seattle. Amber talked to Ran at least four or five times a week and was filled in on the latest gossip. She laughed until her side hurt when Ran told her people thought the Goth girl had to move away because she was pregnant. Amber told Ran to tell people she was expecting triplets. Amber stopped having nightmares about her attack and she healed mentally and physically. Amber would always end the conversation asking if her friend had seen Sam. Ran avoided the subject and talked about something else and Amber let it go which she knew was best. She missed Ran so much…and Sam. Amber still had a few crying fits at night when she was in bed over Sam, but it was getting better. She would never forget her first love as promised but she hoped one day she would get over the pain.
Amber enjoyed the city and history behind it. She loved how old it was and visiting the sites and places that were hundreds of years old. She even went on some of the tours on weekends and loved the ghost tour and the tour of the plantation homes. Amber could vision herself sitting on the large wrap around front pouches, wearing a hoop dress, and talking with her friends. The girl even connected with two of her mother's best friends and the ladies had a fit over Amber. They kept telling her how scary it was how much she looked like her mother at seventeen. Amber would smile at their politeness, she knew she didn't. That was another thing she found charming with the city, everyone was so polite. She had people twice her age calling her m'am or honey or dear. Amber loved it. She also found the accent of the people wonderful. After three weeks she would still giggle when she heard y'all or other local dialect words. She also adored their townhouse in the historical district. The home was over a hundred years old and at night she could hear the creaks of the old house, but she loved it. It was in fantastic shape and within walking distance to the river front and one of the town square parks the city was famous for. Amber even liked it that Patrick was home most nights unless he had to work the late shift on occasion, but even then he would still come home. Amber would always have either his dinner or breakfast waiting for him. Her brother did make the mistake of giving Amber a tour of the plant he worked at and if he was not one of the bosses he would have beaten more than a dozen young men up due to their ogling of his sister and some of their comments. Amber just flashed her flirty charming smile at the boys when they would fall over themselves to introduce themselves to her while Patrick made mental notes on which ones to talk to and discuss the rules of work place behavior with. Amber found the older men more charming than the younger ones due to their politeness and how they acted like gentleman. Overall she liked it…she just missed her friend Ran and of course Sam was always in her thoughts.
After they had been in their new place for a week, Mr. Isuel called and told Patrick that their apartment sold and the money from the sell was deposited in Patrick's bank account. Patrick took most of the money and put it in Amber's college fund and decided it was time to get Amber a car. After visiting all the car dealerships in the city, Patrick was about to go crazy. Amber took the same approach to picking out a car like shopping for a dress. Patrick was exhausted and had to tell Amber no several times when she wanted certain cars like a supped up Mustang. Finally Amber looked at her brother.
"I want a truck."
Patrick was shocked, "A truck! What in the hell are you going to do with a truck?"
"Well…we live in Georgia and I see a lot of girls drive trucks. I want a big truck with those knobby tires and…what do they call it…wheel drive. Yeah a wheel drive truck."
Patrick laughed, "First it is called four wheel drive and you do not need a big truck. It you really want a truck we can get you one of those small ones."
"Nope. I want a big one…with four wheel drive." Amber pouted. It took her five days, but her pouting and charm finally wore Patrick down and they got Amber a big four wheel drive truck. Amber had to let Patrick drive it off the lot to their house while she drove Patrick's car since it was so big and she was afraid to drive it. For the next week Amber had to use Patrick's car while he drove the truck since Amber could not drive something that big to well. Patrick actually liked the truck and driving it and one day finally asked Amber if she would prefer to have his car and he will keep the truck.
"Well…I guess…I mean…do you really think I can't learn to drive it?" Amber asked in a disappointed voice.
"Yeah, Amber…it's just too big for you. I know my car is old, but it is in great shape…real great shape…and runs perfect. I put a lot of work and money in that car. Hell, most of the parts for the engine are only two or three years old. It's safer for you. Plus it suites a cute girl more than a truck does."
Amber sighed sadly, "I guess…but can I drive the truck every now and then? Maybe even in the mud?"
Patrick smiled, "Sure…I'll teach you how."
Amber walked to her room that night with a huge smile on her face. It took Patrick a full week to realize he had been manipulated and Amber always wanted his car from the first time they went looking for cars and could not stand the truck and knew he would love it.
Amber started her new school a week after they got to Savannah and was so nervous her first day. One thing she did get right, she thought she looked so cute in her uniform when she admired herself in the mirror her first day. She was going to pay attention to the other girls and see if she could maybe shorten the length without getting into trouble. She wore her blue plaid and pleated skirt and opted for white thigh highs instead of the knee high socks. She decided to wear a tie with the white blouse. She wore her top button undone and the tie loose from her neck. The girl wore her thick black hair up the first day and braided the two red locks and they hung down so they framed her face. Her bruises looked so much better and she could see out of her eye again. Amber decided she would tell people who asked that she was in a car accident. Amber looked at herself and then put on her stylish reading glasses she decided to try and wear all day until they made her head hurt. She applied her black makeup around her eyes and decided on crimson lipstick to match her nail polish. She again smiled at how cute she looked and frowned. Funny, I am going to school dressed like how Sam liked me to dress when we used to play our games before…no, no, no…not now…do not think of her now.
Amber drove to school thinking she looked very cute but to other people the small brunette was very sexy. It took her a couple of weeks, but she got used to the school and even met a few girls to be friends with. It was a small school and her senior class only had forty two students and none of them teased her or made fun of her semi-Goth makeup. She found the classes wonderful and even challenging at times. Amber was soon the top of her class and got a reputation of being a very intelligent girl and brainiac. She liked that reputation compared to the reputation at her former school. She also had to decline a number of boys when they asked her out, stating she just got out of a relationship and was not ready to date yet. Yes Amber liked her new school and was even invited to a sleep over party by one of her new friends, Brittany. Most of the other students, especially the boys, found Amber charming and very pretty and she seemed to fit right in. When Amber first started the school she was afraid it would be full of rich snobby kids and was happy to be proven wrong. There were a few rich kids, but they did not seem snobby at all. Most of the other students were from middle class families where both parents worked and struggled to afford for their children to go to a private school. Amber found out the private schools in Georgia were different than the ones she knew of in Seattle. In Seattle the private schools were for the rich kids while here they were for parents who worked hard so their children could get a better education. Amber discovered the public school system in Georgia was not the best in the world. She thought most of the other students were adorable and friendly and loved the way they talked and not at all like she expected them to be.
Amber arrived at Brittany's home in the suburb area of the city and told Ran she had to go. The Goth girl had been talking to her friend on the phone and asking advice on how to act and to help calm her nerves. Amber was very nervous. Ran just teased her and kept reminding her friend to just be herself and she would have the other people eating out of her hand in no time. Amber checked her make makeup in the vanity mirror and smiled. She had to look her best if she was going to meet Brittany's mother. Brittany invited her to dinner and the other girls would arrive later. Amber's new friend seemed excited her mother was actually going to cook since she worked all the time. Amber got out of the car and smoothed her short black and red pleaded skirt and took a deep breath. She checked her makeup one more time in the side view mirror just in case. Amber jumped when she heard a voice behind her.
"Yeah…you look good so no need to check yourself…you look damn good."
Amber turned and saw a very good looking young man with long hair of about twenty staring at her. He was dressed in tight jeans and black tee shirt with "Guns N Roses" on the front and a light tan leather jacket he wore unzipped. In his left hand was a motorcycle helmet. Amber gave him a charming smile, "Hello, I'm Amber St. Claire. A friend of Brittany's." She held out her hand as the boy approached her. He took her hand and gently shook it.
"I'm Burr…Burr Davis, Brit's sister. Nice to meet you Amber." Amber giggled at the name.
The boy smiled, "Yeah…I know…I got stuck with my grandfather's name. You must be a new friend of Brit's. Most of her friends are not as pretty as you and dress more conservative."
Amber blushed and adjusted her skirt subconsciously. Burr laughed, "Oh…I like it…a lot. I was about to take a ride on my bike before dinner and just had a brilliant thought. Want to go for a ride. I have an extra helmet. "
Amber blushed and thanked him but declined and was glad to hear Brittany's voice behind her. "Burr, leave my friends alone. God…can I have at least one friend you don't hit one? Stephanie would not like it!"
The boy looked past Amber's shoulder and smiled, "Well, Britt, if your friends weren't as pretty as Amber here I would not hit on them. And for your information, little sister, what my girl friend does not know will not hurt her." He turned around and took a few steps and looked over his shoulder at Amber and smiled, "The invite always stands, Amber, just let me know if you want a ride…on my bike."
"God, Burr, you are so disgusting!" His sister yelled and the boy just laughed and walked away.
Amber turned to face Brittany; she stood about five five and little over weight, not fat but a little chubby. The girl had short straight blonde hair she wore a little above her shoulders and a very cute face and naturally tan skin. Amber liked her. She had a very bubbly personality, a great sense of humor and was full of confidence. Brittany was very popular and everyone at school liked her and she had a habit of talking fast and a little scattered at times to where people would assume she was a classic blonde air head, but she was very smart in her school work. She was wearing a pair of jeans and a long sleeve tee shirt. She smiled at Amber and took her hand.
"Come on…let's get inside. It's chilly out here today. And sorry about my brother…he's a pig. Hey, I didn't know tonight was going to be so formal…and did you bring your jamies?"
Amber got her over night bag from her car and allowed the girl to lead her in the house. Amber was introduced to the blonde girl's mother who was almost a carbon copy of her daughter.
"Mom, this is Amber. Amber, my mom."
Amber stuck out her small hand, "Nice to meet you, Mrs. Davis."
The woman smiled and wiped her hand on a hand towel and shook Amber's hand. "Oh please…call me Susan and I gave up the Mrs. when I got rid of Mr. Davis. A pleasure to meet you, dear, Britt told me all about you. You are her knew Yankee friend."
Amber blushed at the insult, "Gesh, mom, she thanks you insulted her…Amber, she did not mean it in a bad way. These old Southern women call everyone born north of South Carolina a Yankee…she did not mean anything by it."
"Oh…ok…well…nice to meet you, Susan." Amber said softly and Susan Davis took her hand in both of hers.
"Oh, honey, I am sorry…it really was not an insult. Please…forgive me." She smiled at Amber in such a friendly way that made Amber smile.
"It's ok…really…and my mom was born here in Savannah."
Susan laughed, "See, Britt, I knew she was a good girl." Brittany rolled her eyes and Amber giggled. "Oh by the way, dear, you father called and cancelled his plans for dinner next week…as usual."
"No biggie…I was not looking forward to it anyway…'Brittany, you have gained weight, Brittany you should let your hair grow, Brittany you need to wear a dress more, Brittany you are just a poor excuse for a daughter and I am so ashamed of you!' I could do without all that." Amber noticed a little sadness in the girl's voice.
The girl's mother sighed, "Yeah…well I was married to him for twelve years…so I got you beat." Brittany laughed as Mrs. Davis turned to Amber, "So, dear, are your parents still married?"
Amber looked down at her feet and felt very uncomfortable. Not at the particular question, she had no problem telling people her mom and dad died. She was uncomfortable with the entire scene. Apparently this family was very open and had no secrets.
"Umm…my mom and dad died when I was thirteen…but yeah they were married."
"See, mom, God you and your big mouth!" Brittany yelled at her mother.
"Oh, Amber…I am so sorry…I…I...damn, I do have a big mouth sometimes. Trust me I am normally not like this. It's just my ex gets me so angry at the way he treats his daughter. I wish he would jump all over his son for a change…may straighten that boy up a little. But no, God forbid if he has to yell at his precious boy…see there I go again. Amber dear, we really are not this crazy…I promise. So do you live with relatives?"
Amber smiled, "It's ok, really…and I live with my older brother. We moved here because he got a job here."
"You should see her brother, mom, a total hottie…sorry, Amber; saw him when he used to come pick you up sometimes. All the girl's talk about him. God, mom, he is beyond fine."
Amber blushed and said it was ok and she was used to it. She mentioned Burr was cute and Brittany laughed and her mom chuckled, "Amber, you seem like a very sweet girl so a warning. I love my son dearly, but stay away…he is no good. I hope you don't have a bad boy fetish."
"Yeah, ask Melissa tonight about him…she dated him for a few weeks…she can tell you all about my brother and to stay away."
Amber blushed, she did have a bad boy or bad girl fetish, "Umm…no I was just commenting on him…that's all."
Both mother and daughter laughed and Brittany told her mom they would be in her room until dinner. Brittany took Amber to her room and they talked and chatted for a while and Amber gave Brittany a semi makeover when the blonde girl begged her to fix her makeup like hers. When she was done, Amber gave the girl a mirror and they both laughed. The look did not suite the blonde at all. They ate and had a nice dinner and Amber relaxed more as the conversation went back to normal and she discovered she really like Brittany's mom and got a little jealous over the relationship between mother and daughter. Not angry jealous, just jealous she wished she had a mom and would wonder briefly if her and her mother would laugh and joke and tease another like these two or would it be more like Ran and her mom. They were very close, but it was more Ran teasing her mom on purpose just to irritate the women. After dinner their two other friends arrived, Melissa and Kathy. Melissa was a very pretty light skin black girl with a fantastic body that made Amber wish her boobs were bigger. Melissa was popular with the boys and was the type of girl who used her looks to get by in life. She was a shameless flirt but very charming. Amber liked her for her confidence and even if she used her body and knew she looked great she was anything but stuck up. Kathy was a mousy girl who Amber liked the most. Kathy was thin and had short dark brown hair that always looked uncombed and she never wore makeup and wore a thick pair of glasses. She was well like by the girls at school, but the boys ignored her. Kathy was very political and very liberal in her views and she would say or do things at school like try to organize some form of protest and constantly got in trouble for her actions. Amber smiled when she remembered first seeing the girl. It was her first day at the new school and she was waiting to meet her advisor and heard Kathy in the advisors office yelling and screaming it was her right of free speech to protest the right to choose on the abortion issue and the advisor mentioning yes it was but she should not have used some of the language on her signs and since this was a private school she was not entitled to free speech. Amber remembered the girl storming out of the office after she was given a three day suspension. Amber thought she was very cute and thought the boys were missing out not getting to know her because she was very funny and smart and a little wild if what she said about some of the things she did was true.
The girls set up in the living room for their spend the night party and had plenty of junk food and various movies for the night. The girls changed into their pajamas and settled in. Brittany's mom left them alone for the night and Burr went out and told his mom he would not be home until the next day. He gave Amber a leer and a wink, which made Melissa huff, and left. Amber knew it was silly and childish, but she was having fun. Besides sleeping at Ran's or Ran at her house she never had a real spend the night party and was enjoying herself. The talk soon turned to boys and who at school was cute and who they liked; typical teenage girl subjects. All three of them of course mentioned Amber's brother and how hot he was. Amber just rolled her eyes. The conversation started to get more personal as the night went along.
"Ok…who was the worse boy you dated?" Kathy asked the group.
"Worse how…with sex or the way you were treated?" Brittany asked.
Amber blushed a little and Melissa chimed in, "Both…I'll go first…worse in sex was Steve…God he sucked...and not in a good way. Worse in the way he treated me would have to be…" "Burr" the other two girls said before Melissa could.
"Yeah, a real jerk."
Brittany laughed, "Yeah, but you kept dating him for a while. If he was that bad…and I know he is…why?"
Melissa grinned and held her hands apart about a foot and a half, "Because he is so huge…that's why."
"Oh gross!" Brittany yelled and Kathy smiled with interest, "Really…umm…" They all laughed except Amber who blushed. She never did like discussing her sex life with other people. She was not a prude by any means as her sexual partners could attest to, but to her sex was between her and her partner. Plus she did not want it to slip she was bi sexual. She had no idea how the girls would react.
"What about you, Amber…any dark secrets about your boyfriends?" Melissa asked her.
Amber shrugged, "Well…I guess this guy named Wynn would be the worse in both categories." She said plainly hoping they would move on to another subject.
"Was he a boyfriend of just a hook up?" Kathy asked.
"Well…I… not a boyfriend. I thought I wanted him to be…but later was glad he wasn't."
"So did you leave any broken hearts back in Seattle?" Kathy asked.
Amber smiled sadly, "Well…umm…no broken hearts in Seattle…can we just change the subject."
Kathy scooted over to her and placed an arm around her, "Awww…can't you see girls…she did not leave a broken heart but had hers broken. Poor girl…this calls for chocolate why you tell us all about the jerk!" They other two girls agreed and Melissa handed Amber some chocolate candy, "Cheer up, Amber, they are plenty of boys at school who are interested in you…I finally have some competition and glad about that…I could not handle them all myself."
Kathy snorted, "Yeah you could…you're a whore." The girls laughed and even Amber chuckled. She did not want to talk about Sam but Kathy was persistent. "So tell us all, Amber, we are here to help."
The three girls wanted details and Amber did not want to give them, "Well…it was the classic I loved…Sam…and Sam loved another girl…that's about it."
"No way, not that easy…we want more." Brittany said, "I mean…did y'all date or was it you being in love and he did not know you even existed. Did he cheat on you? Spill it girl!"
Amber told them a little as possible and they seemed satisfied but she did notice Kathy giving her an odd look. Later that night Kathy said she wanted more popcorn and asked Amber to go with her to the kitchen. Amber said ok and left Melissa and Brittany watching some slasher movie she was not enjoying anyway.
"So…you ex, Sam, she did a number on you huh?" Kathy asked when they were in the kitchen.
Amber shrugged, "Yeah…I guess…I mean she was…is a wonderful person and we got along great except for…well…I could not compete with a girl named Carly. You know the type…like Melissa, prettiest girl in the school, perfect in everyway and to make things worse Samantha had been in love with Carly for a long time and…"
"I knew it!" Kathy exclaimed in a whisper, "I knew it…Sam was a she and her name is Samantha. So are you bi or a lesbian?"
Amber took a step back with a look of horror on her face, "I…that was not fair! You tricked me!" Amber was angry at the other girl.
Kathy chuckled, "Yeah…I did…and for that I'm sorry. But after listening to you I kind of figured it out. Don't worry, Amber…God…like I care if you are gay or not. I am Miss. Liberal remember, and an active supporter of gay rights, etc, etc."
Amber smiled, "What about Brittany and Melissa…you won't tell them will you? I…I…well I went through a tough time…a very tough time…at my old school because of it and other things."
Kathy smiled sadly, "The umm…bruises on your face, huh? Yeah I know a beating when I see it…been there on the receiving end before. Hun, I have known both of them since we were five. Neither will care…I know that for a fact. True some kids at school are not open minded as us…and Britt's mom may freak a little. I know Britt would be cool with it and hell Melissa would flirt with you…I love her but she's a whore and flirts with anybody just to flirt. But I did have an ulterior motive when I suspected you were into girls."
Amber gave the girl a shocked look, "Kathy…look…I think you are cute and I like you…but…well…I just got my heart broken and…"
Kathy laughed, "God, Amber…not me…I not into girls. But well…I…we…have a friend we have known for years and she goes to Temple…a very conservative religious private school…anyway…she is gay and well…maybe we could introduce you to her and you can talk to her. Her mom and dad are real strict and conservative and don't know. They would disown the poor girl. I don't mean to date her…even is she is a doll…but be a friend to her. Neither of us can understand what she is going through and we can tell she needs someone her own age to talk to. So…umm…maybe just meet her?"
Amber smiled at the other girl's loyalty and concern for a friend and that was what made up Amber's mind. "Sure…we can meet. I mean…I am no counselor or anything, but talking would not be a problem."
Kathy smiled, "Thanks, Amber…I know it is weird, but she does need someone and we can tell she hurts sometimes. The four of us grew up with one another and her dad sent her to Temple because he felt it was better for her. They are so fucking strict there. Hell…the girls have to wear dresses or skirts that can't go above the knees and the boys have to have short hair…very religious school. And…well…don't take this the wrong way and it is meant as a very high compliment…I don't think you are very conservative."
Amber laughed, "Yeah…well…true…so umm…popcorn is done. By the way…I do like boys too…more into girls, but I have dated boys and not opposed to it."
Kathy got the popcorn from the microwave and the girls went back to the living room. Kathy told the other two that Amber wanted to meet Dahlia (the girl's name) and they both gave the Goth girl a curious look and Brittany smiled at her and Melissa actually winked and moved to sit next to Amber.
"God, Melissa…you are such a slut! You are not even into girls!" Kathy said and gave Amber a look that read "I told you so."
Melissa laughed, "Yeah…but I find lesbians so sexy…and Amber is very sexy if she was straight and now she is even more so."
Amber blushed but actually enjoyed Melissa's flirtations the rest of the night. She liked it because it made her feel attractive and knew they were harmless plus Melissa knew not to overstep the line. Amber thought the pretty black was a pro at flirting. She knew how to make herself sexy but not go overboard. As she settled down to sleep, with Melissa getting closer, Amber was glad she made some new friends.
The next Saturday Amber met her knew friends at a coffee shop on the river front and she met Dahlia. Amber was shocked when she first met the girl. She really did not know what to expect but the beautiful girl sitting next to Kathy was a surprise to her. Dahlia looked as if she was Indian decent (Amber later found out her family was from Sri Lanka) and had very dark black straight hair, sexy dark eyes, and beautiful dark skin. She was taller than Amber, as most people her age were, and had a sexy voluptuous body. But her face was what drew Amber in. She was very pretty and looked exotic and had beautiful natural red lips and the bottom one stuck out a little that gave her a very adorable pouting look. Dahlia wore just a pair of faded jeans and plain red blouse and light red leather jacket. For the first time since Sam, Amber felt herself physically attracted to another girl. She did not include the blonde surfer girl she met at that party. That was not a normal night for her. Amber wished she would have dressed more…sexy instead of the plain white sundress and vanilla colored sweater. No…no…calm down…you just have not had sex in a long time…hell you even got a little horny last week when Melissa was flirting with you…you love Samantha…but she's gone to you forever…no! Just friends, Amber…just friends, Amber scolded herself for her thoughts as she walked to greet the girls.
Kathy introduced the girls and when Dahlia commented how nice Amber was dressed Melissa laughed and said they learned Amber never wore anything but dresses and skirts. Kathy told Amber her and the other two girls were going to walk up and down River Street to meet guys and left Amber alone with the other girl. As soon as they left Dahlia's name was called that her coffee was ready and asked Amber if she wanted anything, Amber declined and watched the other girl walk away. God…she does have a nice butt…it looks…well…big and firm…but not too big….stop it, Amber…stop it…you are not ready for this! Yeah but you are so tired of masturbating and it would feel so nice to feel another person's arms around you and to actually make love to a girl instead of yourself….no! no! no! Not ready! Amber argued with herself until the other girl came back with an iced latte. The girl sat down and looked around nervously. Amber sighed; she was nervous as well and realized she was set up. Her new friends were setting her up on a blind date.
"So…ummm…how long…damn…sorry…ok…I am nervous about this." Amber stammered.
Dahlia smiled and Amber thought it was a wonderful smile, "God…me too…I am…well…I think Kathy did not tell you the whole truth huh? You did not expect a date did you?"
Amber shook her head, "No…she said…well…God I suck at this…she said that you…well…you needed someone to talk to about…ummm…being gay."
Dahlia laughed, "Well she got that right. She told me that and did tell me it was a blond date. Sorry if you were not expecting it. I can leave if you like."
Again Amber shook her head, "No…we can talk, but I have to be honest…I just got out of a relationship a while back and it did not end well. I don't know if I am ready for anything."
"Amber, I am not going to try and seduce you. Kathy was right when she told you about me…I have…well…I have never been with a girl before…so…ummm…don't worry about me trying to get you in bed. I…well…I don't really have many people to talk to about my feelings…I mean…none at all really…no one who understands."
Amber stood up and looked at the stunned girl who thought she was leaving, "I decided I do want coffee…and to talk with you if that is ok." Amber felt sorry for the girl. She never had to worry about her feelings or any type of personal struggle. She just accepted who she was and that was it. But she knew Sam had a hard time at first when Carly rejected her and she knew other girls and boys did to. Amber decided she would be the girl's friend.
Dahlia smiled, "I would like that…and Kathy said you were pretty…but she did not tell me how pretty you are."
Amber blushed and ordered her coffee and sat back down. The two girls talked for hours and Amber really liked the other girl. Both girls agreed to be friends not to get into personal discussions about sex since they both felt that was private, but Amber did ask Dahlia how she knew she was gay and the other girl told her she had been with a boy sexually and could not stand it but she truly just knew. She thought of girls sexually all the time and was attracted to girls and not boys. Amber explained she was bi and even told Dahlia a little about Sam and talked a lot about her friendship with Ran. Dahlia explained she was adopted and loved her mom and dad very much but they were very strict religiously and was afraid to tell them she was gay. Amber told her parents can be a surprise but to tell them only when she was ready to. After a few hours and several cups of coffee Dahlia said she had to go and the girls exchanged phone numbers and agreed to a second date. Dahlia mentioned she had a lacrosse game next Saturday and hoped they could go out afterwards. Amber agreed and even suggested she come to the game and Dahlia said that would be great since Kathy, Melissa and Brittany come to a lot of them and her parents would not suspect anything. Dahlia laughed and told Amber she was adorable when the Goth girl had to ask what lacrosse was. Amber admitted she was not into sports. Dahlia said it was fine and even told Amber she at least hoped she was into people who play sports. Amber sighed, God if you only knew!
Amber and Dahlia went out three more times as friends over the next couple of weeks and got closer and talked more and more. Amber liked the girl…too much and had to fight herself from making advances on her new friend. Dahlia seemed to consider Amber only as a friend and admitted she had a huge crush on a girl at her school but of course that girl was straight. On their third "date" Amber met Dahlia at her last lacrosse game of the year and while she did not understand the game or sports in general, Amber did come to the conclusion Dahlia's team was really terrible, but the Sri Lankan was good herself. Their team lost and after the game Dahlia walked up to Amber with a smile and did not seem too concerned they lost. Totally opposite than Ran, when she lost Amber discovered a long time ago not to talk to her best friend for at least an hour or two or would get her head bit off.
"Hey, Amber…glad you came. So I can go take a shower and talk to mom and dad for a minute and we can leave. I…well…would you like to meet them?"
Amber shook her head, "No…I'm sorry…but I don't think they would like me from the things you said about them. Plus they way I am dressed…well…they may freak or something." Amber was wearing a simple pleated black dress that fanned out and came just above her knees, a black and red striped corset that was low cut and pushed her small breasts up to give her a little cleavage and a short black leather jacket over that. She wore her hair down and black thigh highs and on her hands were fingerless black lace gloves that ended at her elbows.
Dahlia grinned, "Well you look great…wish I could wear clothes that sexy…but seriously…my mom and dad are not that bad. Come on; they want to meet you anyway."
Amber followed her friend reluctantly and met the girl's parents. Dahlia was right they were not as bad as she said. They did seem very conservative and made sure their daughter understood her curfew, but they were polite to Amber. The mother even complemented Amber on her skirt but did frown at the corset. Dahlia got her clothes from the car and said she was going to the locker room to shower. Amber suggested she shower at her house and the girl agreed. Patrick was working a double shift as he did every other weekend and would not be home until the following morning.
Amber was sitting on her bed talking to Ran on the phone, her friend called as soon as they entered the house. Normally Amber would be polite enough to ask Ran if they could talk later, but Dahlia waved her to go ahead and talk. Amber talked to Ran as she got a clean towel from the closet and wash cloth and walked into the room to see Dahlia pulling off her shirt. Amber stared…she could not help herself. The other girl's stomach was flat and her chest large and her hips very curvy.
"…umm…sorry, Ran…did not hear what you said." Amber averted her gaze when she realized she was staring. She moved to the bed and tried to focus on her phone conversation but Dahlia, with her back turned, pulled down her shorts and Amber's heart jumped. Oh…God…please…please…don't do this to me… "…what…no I am listening to you! God…I just got…well…something caught my attention." Amber said in the phone but stared at Dahlia's butt. It was larger than Sam's but not to large and Amber thought it was sexy. She averted her gaze and blushed when Dahlia turned around. "Ran…ummm…can I call you back later…love you to, bye." Amber hung the phone up and shifted on the bed uncomfortably. She was embarrassed she got caught staring. Dahlia walked closer to her and stopped when she stood in front of Amber and used her knees to spread the Goth girl's legs apart. Amber let out a small whimper and bit her lower lip.
"Amber…can…I know we are friends…but I want to kiss you…can I." Amber bit her lower lip harder and looked up at the girl and nodded as he let out another small whimper.
Dahlia leaned down and her lips pressed against Amber's and soon her tongue slid into Amber's slightly opened mouth. Amber whimpered again and let out a moan of pleasure when Dahlia moved her mouth to her neck. Amber tried to reach up and grab the other girl but found her hands only touched air and she let out another whimper this time in disappointment as the other girl pulled her mouth from her neck. Amber opened her eyes and panted as she looked at her friend.
"Amber…I…well…I told you I never been with a girl…and…I…I'm sorry…I know we agreed to be friends, but you are so damn beautiful and when you look at me with those eyes…God such green eyes…I…I can't help it. I'm sorry if I stepped over the line."
Amber smiled, "Dahlia…its ok. I wanted you to kiss me…God I wanted to you to kiss me from the first day I saw you…but…I…I…"
"You are still in love with this Samantha girl…I understand. I appreciate your honesty…but…well how long are you going to…ohhh…never mind." Dahlia picked the towel and wash cloth off the bed and felt Amber grab her arm. She looked at the other girl with a curious look in her beautiful brown eyes.
"Dahlia…I…well…I don't know how long…but right now I do know I want you to kiss me again." Amber looked up nervously and relaxed when the other girl smiled and their lips met once more. This kiss was more passionate and Amber let out a squeaky moan of pleasure when Dahlia started kissing her ear. Amber lay back and pulled the other girl on top of her and wrapped her arms around her and slipped her hand under the girl's panties to feel her naked butt. Dahlia moaned but lifted her head and looked into those amazing green eyes. Damn…she is so irresistible and so sexy! She thought and smiled shyly.
"Amber…I've never done it with a girl…are you sure you want to? I…what if I am not…well…I don't know things and stuff."
GOD! JUST STOP TALKING AND TAKE ME! CAN'T YOU SEE I AM SO DAMN HORNY! Amber screamed in her head but smiled at the girl, "Its ok, Dahlia, we don't have to do anything you don't want to." Amber said as she kissed the other girls neck getting a moan of pleasure in response. Amber started sucking and kissing the girl's neck with a passion and relished in the taste if her sweat.
Dahlia moaned and ground her hips into Amber and pulled back panting. "Am…Amber…wow…ummm…shit…I need to at least shower. I'm all sweaty, baby."
Amber pulled her down and started kissing her again and nibbled on her ear, "No…I like it...I like the taste of you like this. It…is…so…hot…and…sexy…I…want…you." Amber whispered between her nibbles on the other girl's ear. Dahlia just moaned in her pleasure and finally found the strength to role off the Goth girl and on her back. She was panting and Amber rolled on top of her and started kissing her neck. She was not giving the other girl a chance to stop her. Amber kissed down the girl's chest and pulled her bra aside and gasper at the breasts. They were large and firm and had dark almost black nipples. Amber took one in her mouth and sucked it. Dahlia moaned and held the Goth girl's head down to make her suck it harder and Amber did, biting the nipples gently and loving the gasps of pleasure that escaped the other girl's red lips. Amber kissed her way down the girl's stomach and inched her hand inside the waist line of her panties and looked up at the girl for a sign she should stop. Amber saw the other girl had her eyes closed and her mouth shaped in an O as she took in a gasp of breath and continued. Amber pulled the panties down and saw Dahlia trimmed her pubic area very neat and pressed her finger on the girl's clit. Dahlia let out a very loud moan of pleasure. Amber played with the other girl's clit and stared at the beautiful sex. Her dark brown skin got darker and black around her pussy and when Amber spread Dahlia's lips apart she took a deep breath at the lovely very pink inside. Amber thought it was beautiful.
"OOHHHH…Amber…please…more…make me cum!" Amber smiled and did as she was told. She used her mouth and fingers on the other girl's private area until she felt her head being pushed into the girl's pussy and felt her hips start to grind into her face. Dahlia came in a loud screaming moan and Amber continued to use her tongue on the girl's clit until she was pulled up and felt Dahlia's lips crash into hers. The other girl licked Amber's lips and sucked her tongue to taste herself. After a short moment later, Amber lay on top of the girl while she was panting and kissing her face.
"Wow! Ok…I am defiantly a lesbian…oh God…that was…was…damn…that was amazing. I never came like that before." She said as she kissed Amber's face. She pulled back and smiled.
"What happened to 'we won't do anything you don't want to.'?"
Amber pouted, "I didn't hear you try to stop me."
Dahlia laughed, "Amber…I…I want to do the same to you…ummm…and I am about to rip your clothes off so maybe you better take them off. I want…I want to do everything with you." Amber started to take her gloves off and Dahlia stopped her and asked her to leave them on. She said she found them very sexy.
Amber smiled seductively and sat up while still straddling Dahlia and placed her hands under her thick black hair and pushed it up to pile on top of her head and arched her back. She smiled very seductively down at the other girl.
"I want you to take them off for me." Dahlia looked up at the sexy little Goth girl, smiled and started unlacing Amber's corset. She stared at Amber's small but well formed breasts before she reached up and started caressing the rose colored nipples. Amber gasped in pleasure and begged the other girl to suck them. Dahlia was happy to do as she asked and sucked each nipple and felt her head being pressed harder into the smaller girl's chest.
"Bite them…ohhhhh yeeess…harder….make them hurt…awwww….Gooood….moooore….Haaaarder!" Amber screamed out and Dahlia bit the pink nipples until Amber screamed out in plain mixed with pleasure.
Later they two girls were lying in bed with Dahlia on her back and Amber had her head on the girl's chest using her fingers to trace lines on the girl's naked stomach. They had sex two more times and did almost everything. Amber came three times and thought for a beginner Dahlia was very good. She felt Dahlia kiss the top of her head and give her a gentle squeeze. Amber moaned softly. It was nice to be lying in somebody's arms again.
"Amber, can I ask you something?"
"Umm…sure, baby, what is it…if you ask if it was any good or not I am going to scream…after you made me cum three times I think that should tell you how much I enjoyed it." Amber giggled
"No…it…well…when we were you know…when you were between my legs and your butt was in my face and we were…well…you know."
Amber giggled, "Yeah…I remember very fondly. So? Did I do something you didn't like? You should have told me."
Dahlia giggled, "No silly…I love that…it was great…and when you tuck you tongue in my…well…shocked my at first, but it felt so good and I really liked it. But…well…I just noticed…well…your butt had these little thin pink scars on it…and…well."
Amber sat up, "I know…they are disgusting! I hate them! I'm…I'm sorry…I used to have a cute little butt. The doctor said they will fade in time."
Dahlia laughed, "Oh, baby, you still do. I think your little butt is fucking sexy…but…and you don't have to tell me…but how did you get them. Kathy told me you were in a car accident right before you moved and your face was all bruised…but that is…well…you don't have to tell me. I'm sorry I asked."
Amber bit her lower lip and looked at the other girl, "It's ok…really. Umm…I was hurt, Dahlia, pretty bad. I was not in a car accident like I told people. I was…well…at my school in Seattle there were these girls and…and they hurt me…I really don't want to talk about it right now." Amber was surprised it still bothered her to talk about the incident. She stopped having nightmares about it a several weeks ago, but she still could not bring herself to discuss it. She just blocked it from her mind and did not even want to think about what happened.
Dahlia hugged her, "Oh, baby, that is terrible. I am so sorry. I did not…I'm sorry."
Amber smiled, "Its ok…maybe one day I can…but right now it…well…I don't want to." Dahlia hugged Amber and kissed her lips gently. Amber pulled back and smiled, "You know what would really make me feel better?"
"What's that?" The other girl said while stoking Amber's hair.
Amber looked up and smiled, "you could kiss them and make them better."
Dahlia laughed, "Amber, God you are insatiable…I need to take a shower and I am hungry…and…"
She was cut off as Amber climbed on top of her and started kissing her neck as her fingers played with her dark brown nipples. Dahlia moaned in pleasure and consisted to the other girl. Amber squealed in delight when Dahlia tossed her off her body and spread her legs and her fingers fondled between her legs.
"Ummm…God…that's good…Dahlia…you…you don't have to be so gentle with me…I…sometimes I…I like it rough." Amber moaned out and blushed. Dahlia smiled as her head moved down between Amber's parted thighs.
Amber and Dahlia started dating and while Amber liked the other girl, she knew she did not love her. She could not love her until she got over Sam. Dahlia seemed to see that as well and they argued a few times over it, but nothing too serious and they always made up. Amber hated that they had to sneak around and had to act as just friends in public, but she respected Dahlia position and played along. Dahlia was introduced to more sexual activities including the use of toys by Amber and at times was shocked, but very satisfied, by what Amber liked to do sexually. She did come to the conclusion that Amber was "freaky" sexually and like to be the submissive sexually as well. Dahlia also thought how interesting Amber was. She was a total perfectly mannered lady in public and she completely charmed her parents to where they thought she was adorable, even if she did dress strange. But in the bedroom she was such a freak and liked things that Dahlia never even would have considered to do. Dahlia did not complain at all since she found she enjoyed most of the things very much. The only thing that worried Dahlia was the fact she was falling in love with Amber and knew her girlfriend was not going to love her as long as she loved someone else so Dahlia never did admit she loved Amber.
Amber and Patrick visited Ran and her parents for Christmas and Amber loved seeing her best friend again. She cried tears of joy when she ran and jumped in the Korean girl's arms at the airport and tears of sorrow when her brother had to pry her from Ran at the airport so they would not miss their flight. Amber enjoyed the visit very much and even thought it was funny Ran got jealous when Amber told her about her knew friends in Georgia. Amber teased her friend about it just to see Ran get mad but she finally admitted to her friend no one could ever replace her as her best friend. The only down side to the trip was when Amber mentioned she should visit Sam, telling Ran that she was ready to be just friends with her ex girlfriend. Ran saw through the ruse and would not let Amber visit Sam to save the girl from another broken heart. Amber persisted and Ran finally had to tell Amber that Sam was dating Carly now (Ran did not know the truth and believed the rumors about the two) and from what she heard the two girls went to visit Sam's mother and stepfather in California. Amber was crushed even if she knew deep down that Sam and Carly would be dating but she would not let Ran see how hurt she was and only cried when she was alone.
The months passed and Amber dated Dahlia and did try to make herself love the other girl, but she just couldn't. She was very fond of her girlfriend but could not love her. She admitted to Ran over the phone her feelings and knew the best thing to do was to break up with the girl since she felt she was just using her as a rebound and for sex. Ran told her she should be honest with the girl and tell her the truth. Two months into the New Year Amber was cooking a nice dinner for Dahlia and planning on a nice evening of watching a movie and hopefully sex. Dahlia had to be home by midnight due to her curfew and she could not spend the night with her, which made Amber very disappointed. Dahlia's parents would not let their daughter spend the night at a friend's unless that friend's parents were home and they had met that friend's parents. Besides Patrick not being home that night due to work, Dahlia's mom and dad still would not let their daughter spend the night anyway since Patrick was not a parent. Since Amber did not have any parents, Dahlia could never spend the night. Another problem Amber had with her new girlfriend. She was not used to having to act just as a friend in public and having to sneak around was getting old. At first she found excitement in it, but now it was tiresome for her. She knew Ran was right, she had to stop leading the other girl on, but the problem was she did not want to hurt Dahlia and the sex was very good once she introduced the other girl to a variety of ways to have sex including toys and role play games.
They evening did not go very well at all for Amber. Dahlia left after dinner and Amber sat on the couch very angry and a little sad. She grabbed her phone and dialed Ran.
"Ams baby, you have the worse timing. I am about to go out with Jason. He'll be here in about five minutes." Ran said as she answered the phone.
Amber ignored her, "Ran…she…she dumped me! Can you believe she broke up with me?"
Ran laughed, "Well, you wanted to break up with her anyway…so what's the big deal?"
"Yeah…but she dumped me. That was not supposed to happen. God, she said she met someone else…can you freaking believe that? The girl was a virgin with girls and never dated a girl in her life and did not even know another girl to date…and then she meets someone else just like that! Hell, two days ago she was all into me and we had wonderful sex and now…Gesh…she gave me the whole 'we can be friends and it is me not you' speech! And I am soo horny too." Amber whined. Ran was the only person besides her partner Amber felt comfortable talking about sex with.
Ran laughed again, "Girl, you are always horny…and speaking of which, I really need to finish getting dressed. I just got over my period and have not had sex in a week and a half….so…"
Amber laughed, "You are so silly, and I never did understand why you always waited so long after to have sex. God…do it anyway…Jason loves you plus he is a boy and boys could care less if you bleed or not." Amber giggled.
"Ohhh…gross…you are sick. God, I knew you were a freak…but that is gross. I like to be clean…anyway…I've got to go. Call you tomorrow so we can talk about the summer. I think I'll be able to stay the whole summer with you…at least until July."
"Yaaay! Love you, Ran…and talk tomorrow. And give Jason a big sloppy kiss for me."
"No! You leave my boyfriend alone, you whore! Hey, Ams…Love you to, you sick freak…by, babe." Ran hung up and Amber smiled. She loved her friend. Amber thought it was ironic that they seemed to grow even closer since she moved, if that was even possible. When she visited Ran over Christmas the two girls were always together and only left one another to shower or go to the bathroom. Amber got up and stated cleaning the kitchen and sighed. Well it was fun while it lasted and at least she did not love me. That would have hard for me, Amber thought as she loaded some dishes in the dishwasher.
Dahlia drove about two blocks after she left Amber's house and had to pull over. She sat in her car and placed her head on her steering wheel and cried. She sobbed with a broken heart. She knew it was the best; Amber never would have loved her since she was still in love with that Samantha girl. Dahlia knew she did the right thing, but thought…does it have to hurt so fucking much! God…I love her and it hurts so much!