James looked at Lily over the top of the journal. "Did Jen ever tell you any of these dreams that she was having?" he asked. Lily looked up at him, her green eyes staring into his.

"No, she didn't," she finally answered. "I thought she stopped having them when she stopped screaming at night."

"Hmm…" was his only reply before continuing.

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March 31, 1974

HULLO AGAIN.

Nothing much really happened today. Lina's still in the Hospital Wing and I just wish she would get better. Madam Pomfrey pulled James, Sirius, Emma, Olivia, Taylor, and I aside today in the common room.

"I'm sorry, but I don't think it would be a good idea for Lina to play Quidditch anymore. At least not for this year," she said, looking straight at Taylor, who's captain and the only person not in third year on our team. Which is a bit outrageous.

"But…" was Taylor's only response, before he stormed away, trying not to blow apart.

"I don't know if I'm going to be continuing either," said Emma lightly. "The only reason I joined was because of my parents and they don't pay attention anymore and ever since my wrist was broken, I can't really write as well with my right hand, let alone catch a snitch or something…" she trailed off.

I stared at her along with James and Sirius.

"Let me guess, you two are leaving too?" asked Sirius looking between me and Olivia.

"The whole team can't be guys, now can it?" I asked, crossing my arms.

"I'm still breathing aren't I?"

"Don't get me wrong, I love Quidditch, but next year I really need to study more and…"

The four of us turned to look at her like she was mad. "You've got to study?" I asked.

"Um…yea," was her only response.

James swore. "If you've got to study, then I'm going to fail all my classes," Olivia said, throwing him a glare.

We made fun of her until Lily came over wanting to play chess or something to that effect. She was probably tired of sitting on the couch all alone. James, of course took that opportunity to ask her out, to which she declined saying, "I don't like Quidditch." Which was an outright lie, but none of us who knew that bothered to correct her.

The rest of the common room was laughing at James and Sirius as we walked away.

It was quite funny. So anyway, we had no choice but to go up to our room for at least an hour and that eventually turned into a game of truth or dare that I won't write because…well it's teenage girls playing truth or dare.

Oh my gosh, I should invent a game called Truth or Date. You tell the truth or you have to date your worst enemy.

That would get James and Lily together so quickly that it wouldn't even be funny.

But at the same time, I wouldn't want to do that to my best friends.

Love,

Jen

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June 14, 1974

Er…hiya! I've been super busy. Eh, that's a lie. The truth is that I kind of forgot this in a broom closet when I was studying in there (don't ask, you really don't want to know) when this couple came in, practically tearing each other's clothes off. I nearly hurled. Unfortunately they didn't hear me or see me as all they could see was each other's bare bodies, and that was all I could see, and it wasn't a very pleasant sight, mark my words!

So anyway, just as the boy was fumbling with the girl's bra, I stood up, dropping my books on the floor.

The two of them looked at me strangely and I left.

I hope to Merlin I never run into them again. Ever.

So yea…not much has happened in the last few months. I saw Lily and James die a couple more times, and Harry at a train station multiple times, but nothing major.

Everything seems perfect right now you, school's almost out, but it's not and we can still see each other practically every day (which sometimes is horrible).

Though last night, which is the cause for me trying to urgently to find this I had a dream.

From what I could tell it was probably Harry's sixth year and he was standing on the Astronomy tower, hidden by James's invisibility cloak. Malfoy's son was there pointing his shaking wand at Dumbledore and he seemed to be debating things in his mind deeply. Things went on, some other Death Eaters (I've come to understand that's what they're called) came up and eventually Snape burst up into the tower, pushing Malfoy's son out of the way.

Dumbledore said two words that have stuck in my mind, "Please Severus." And then Snape killed him.

Snape kills Dumbledore.

I really hate my brain a lot.

Jen

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June 30, 1974

Wow. A lot really has happened this year. I got over an addiction and I ended up in the Hospital Wing a lot. Too much for my liking. Sirius started to be semi likable and Remus was pretty helpful in Divination, though I was probably more help there as Mopsus likes me more. (He keeps muttering about how Remus will just go to the dogs some day)

Though it seems kind of trivial, really, if you think about it. Going to the dogs can't be that bad can it?

I should not have said that.

Lily's calling for me to come back to reality to play some card games that she's trying to teach Lina.

Love,

Jen

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July 18, 1974

Yet again, I am pressed with the concerns of you because I forgot you in the library one day when Sirius, Remus, and Peter were over (which I don't get, we spend 90% of the year with them) and Sirius hid this in the library somewhere. Remus told me that night at dinner when my parents had gone away after they finished. I was so happy, I wanted to hug him. I did and Sirius just laughed.

So yup…I'm going to go prank them now, though maybe not Remus, he probably doesn't deserve it.

Jen

Later:

Never mind, he did. I just discovered he was behind the prank on the train which I forgot to write about, where they unleashed yellow canaries into our compartment, wreaking Lina's hair and my Herbology homework that I had already finished for the summer that she was checking over, leaving me to rewrite the entire thing.

WHICH SUCKS.

So yea…And then he proceeded to say that he hadn't known it was going into our compartment and I said, "You shouldn't have wished that on anyone.

ARGH!

Jen

Later:

I just woke up from a dream. Another one, I know.

"Jen?" asked a fairly familiar voice, I recognized it as Remus's after a second.

"Hmmm?" I asked back, looking up from my books.

"I never got how you were so far ahead," he replied, frowning slightly. "You're even farther ahead than me."

"I study at night," was my only reply, Remus couldn't be added to the people who knew. That would only put him in danger. Very serious danger. It had been a wonder that he hadn't been recruited yet.

"Really? Lily told James when he asked her that you sleep at night generally," Remus raised an eyebrow.

"I'm telling you," I answered, leaning in across my book. "It's nothing."

"I'm merely concerned about my girlfriend," he muttered, leaning in too. But before our lips met, someone plopped down in the chair next to me and said, "Ew, keep it down will you?"

I pulled back, looking at him. "What are you doing here, S—"

I didn't see the person, but why was I going to kiss Remus? I thought I was going to end up with Sirius? WHAT IS GOING ON MY DEAR SWEET BRAIN? And why were we in Hogwarts?

Argh, you see this is why I'm frustrated, ON TOP OF BEING FRUSTRATED.

Yours Grudgingly,

Jen

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A/N: AH A LOVE TRIANGLE! AH! Sadly you won't get that full story for about...erm...at least 30 some chapters...I think. I dunno, it's one in the morning and I had a huge concert and I am rambling so yea. YOU SHOULD TOTALLY REVIEW! IT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD! (Though side effects may be thinking about what you just read) Yea, I haven't suddenly gotten the rights to Harry Potter in the few seconds between these two posts, so yea. HAVE A WONDERFUL SUNDAY/MONDAY/TUESDAY and I WILL SEE YOU ON WEDNESDAY!