Thank you everyone for the wonderful reviews, it means a lot to me. Ok so some of you may get a little pissed at me, but hear me out first. The story isn't going where I wanted it to go. What I wanted was for Christian and Ana to become friends. Best friends. To the point where she asks him to help her get pregnant. Well since the story isn't turning out to the way I wanted it, I'm changing it up a little. Some of you may get pissed and some of you may love it. All I ask is for you to give me a chance.
I wake up hours later, the towel has unwrapped itself from my body and I am sprawled out on the bed. Slowly opening my eyes, I take a look around the room. To my surprise Christian is sitting on the oversized chair that sits in the corner, he has his head resting in his right hand and has his left leg draped over the arm rest sleeping. I slowly get out of the bed and grab the sheet and throw it around my body, it hangs just from the top of my breasts down. (Like how Ana has it in the trailer) I walk over to the chair where Christian is sleeping. He is still wearing the same clothes he had on from the previous day, but his shoes and socks are off leaving him in his sexy bare feet.
I sit on the floor leaning up against the chair between his legs, I lean my head back onto the sit. I feel him stir a little in the chair. I close my eyes and listen to his breathing.
I don't know how long I had been sleeping but I wake up to feeling Christian run his hands through my hair. The strokes are short. I hear him let out a long sigh. I open my eyes to look up at him. He doesn't smile, smirk or grin at me. He face is emotionless, he is just staring at me. His eyes look glassy like he is just about to cry. I turn around slowly so that I am facing him.
I rest my elbows between his legs on the chair. He lowers his left leg and I prop my arms on his thighs.
"I'm sorry" he whispers.
"I'm sorry too"
"Can you forgive me?" he asks
"You didn't do anything wrong Christian, I'm the one who walked away"
"But I'm the one who freaked out on chip, which caused you to come after me. And if I would have never asked you what chip whispered to you we wouldn't be having this conversation right now" I lay my head down on his leg, he brushes the hair out of my face and runs his finger along my jaw line.
"Are we still friends?" he asked. He takes a deep breath waiting for my answer.
"Of course" I lift my head and smile up at him. I glance over at the clock on the night stand and see that it's already 4 in the afternoon, we're going to be leaving in an hour or so for dinner.
"I'm going to go and take a shower before we head out for dinner" I tell him and I lift myself off the floor while holding on to the bed sheet that I am half wrapped up in. I don't know what came over me but half way to the bathroom I stopped and looked over my shoulder, Christian eyes were glued to me. He is watching every step I take. Fuck it! It's now or never, this may make us or break us.
While still looking at him I drop the bed sheet exposing my naked body, I hear him gasp and see him lick his lips. I bite my lips very seductively and continue to walk into the bathroom. Once I am in there I quickly think of what I'm going to do once he is in here, that's if he took the hint. I turn the water on full blast and quickly step in, I let the water run over my head for a few seconds soaking my hair.
I close my eyes and turn around so that my back is facing the shower door. I figured by now Christian would have come in by now. Trying my hardest not to cry, I grab the soap puff and squeeze some of my body wash onto it. I take a step back so that I can wash myself and I bump into something. I turn around and Christian is standing there naked and his member is fully on display, and my assumption was right as I glanced down, he will break me in half. The thought of being deliriously sore because of him turns me on like never before.
He stands there smirking at me, I know he knows what I am thinking.
"Can I help?" he asks and takes the puff from my hand. He moves my hair over my shoulder and starts to wash my back slowly. He fingers lightly touches me sending waves of goose bumps up and down my body. He stands closer to me, I can feel his erection press up against my lower back and my upper cheeks of my ass.
I lean my head back and rest it on his chest. His hand snake around to my waist and continues to wash me. The puff falls to the floor and his hands make their way to the front of my folds. He slips his fingers in rubbing his index and middle finger over my clit. He rubs tiny circles over and over again, I feel my whole insides tighten by this feeling.
His fingers slip lower into my core and I let out a soft long moan.
"Fuck you are so wet" I bite my lip.
He presses even harder into me. I reach my right hand to behind me between our bodies, I grab hold of his harden erection and squeeze slightly. The sexiest gasp escaped from his mouth, I release the grip I have on his erection and start to grind my ass into him. He has one hand on my lower stomach pulling me into him and the other is still working its magic on my sex. I don't know if it's because I'm not used to having a man place his hand there or if it's because I'm worried that Christian will feel the tiny stretch marks but I manage to slip my hand between his hand my stomach.
He continues to alternate from my clit to my core, the feeling is so over whelming that any second now I am going to combust any second, I can already feel my knees start to want to give out.
"Christian I'm…..I'm going to" he stops. He moves his fingers out of me and I feel empty and wanting more. I turn around to look at him giving him a look to why he stopped when I was just about to cum.
"Come here" he pulls me to him and bends down slightly and grabs my ass and lifts me up, I wrap my legs around his waist and he kisses me. The kiss started out soft and sweet, but then turned into something much more deep and passionate.
Still holding me he walks out of the shower and straight into the bedroom. We are both soaking wet with water dripping from every inch of our bodies. He walks until his knees hit the side of the bed, the thought of him throwing me on the bed is the first thing that came to my mind. But instead he turns around and sits.
He lets go of my backside and moves his hands, one hand is at the small of my back holding me tightly and the other is spread around the back and side of my neck.
"You are so beautiful" he looks me in the eyes. I reposition myself over his erection.
I let him slowly enter me, the feeling of fullness over whelms me. My mouth goes to an O as he goes as deep as he can.
"Fuck Ana you are so tight" he says before he starts moving his hips. I match his rhythm with my own and soon enough we become in sync with our movements.
I can feel my orgasm building again just like it did it the shower, I knew it wouldn't be long before I erupt into a million tiny little piece all at the hands of Christian Grey.
"Ahhhhhh" I cry out as Christian pinches at my harden nipples.
"That's it baby scream for me, I want to hear you"
"Oooohhhh god Christian, yes just like that. Don't stop" his thrust become harder and faster.
My orgasm is just about to rip through me until Christian lifts me up off of him. What the hell? Why is it when I am so close this mother fucker stops?
"Christian what wrong, why did you stop?"
"Because I want to make love to you Ana"
"Isn't that what we we're doing Christian?"
"No Ana. I was fucking you, and I don't want to fuck you I want to make love to you. I want to look into your eyes and watch you come undone under me" He stands up with me still in his arms, he turns around and kneels on the bed. I let go of his neck and fall to the middle of the bed.
He slowly crawls up the bed kissing every inch of my body starting from my toe until he reaches my neck. He positions himself just right between my legs, he looks at me waiting for me to give him permission to enter. I nod my head and he slams into me. My head arches back and I let out a loud scream of pleasure, he takes his time thrusting into me…..in…..and then out…..in…..and then out again. My body is still not used to his size so every time he pulls out I wince a little.
He starts to slow his actions, kissing me, hold me tightly. Even though I close my eyes every once in a while, when I open them he is staring at me, my blue to his grey.
"Oh god Ana" he moan into my mouth.
"Fuck Christian I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm coming. Don't stop, Ahhhhh fuck don't stop" I scream. He thrusts hard into me a few more times.
"Fuuuucccckkkk" he screams as his own orgasm takes over his body.
He falls on top of me knocking whatever air I had left in my body out of me. We are both laying there panting like a dog in heat. I can't believe what just happened. Wait maybe I'm dreaming again. I run my hand over my face trying to not make it obvious, and I pinch my cheek as hard as I can.
I start to drift off a little, but I am waken by the feeling of Christian pulling out of me. I don't think I'll ever get used to that feeling. He rolls over to his back and stares up into the ceiling.
"What are you thinking?" I ask and almost regretting it at the same time, my stomach feels like it's in knots.
"We shouldn't have done that" Just his words alone make me feel like I'm going to throw up.
"Why?"
"You wouldn't understand"
"Well then why don't you enlighten me then? Huh. Explain to me why all of a sudden you think it was a bad idea to sleep with me. I thought this was something we both wanted. If I remember correctly you told me that you are in love with me and I am in love with you. What changed in the last hour?"
"I'm just going to end up hurting you and fucking up your life, I'm not saying this to hurt you. I'm saying it to protect you. I had a rough start in life Anastasia"
"You're not going to hurt me Christian. I want this, I want to be with you. I love you Christian, I know I have been beating around the bush about everything but I'm finally ready to start a relationship with you" He doesn't say anything.
"So that's it then, you're not going to say anything"
"What do you want me to tell you Anastasia? I love you yes, but it's because I love you that I don't want to hurt you. I'm fifty shades of fucked up and there is nothing you could do or say to ever change that"
"I think that's where you're wrong Christian, but if you want to believe that then go ahead. I'm sorry I can't be what you want or need"
"Ana it's not that you're not what I want or need, it's the fact that I won't be what you want or need, believe me when I say this is for the best"
"So was I just an easy fuck for you Christian?"
"No, you weren't an easy fuck for me Ana. I loved having you in my arms, holding you close to me while making love to you….." I put my hands up to stop him. I don't think I can take any more of this right now.
"Stop Christian just stop. I don't want to hear any more of it. I'm going to go and get dressed and then I am going to walk out this room like nothing happened, and if anyone asks just tell them we kissed and made up short of speak and that we are back to being friends again"
"You mean you're not going to say anything to Kate or Jen?"
"What do you think? If I even utter your name and the words USED together, your balls would be served to you on a silver platter"
"I didn't use you Ana"
"Well it sure the hell feels like it Christian" I look at him with tears coming down my face. He lifts his hand and tries to wipe the tears away but I just push him away and get out of bed and go and get dressed in the bathroom.
After getting dressed and apply some light makeup to my eyes to hide the redness. The rest of the night is pretty much a blur to me. I didn't eat much at dinner and by the time we got to WHS I was already ready to head back to Seattle, I didn't want to spend one more night anywhere near Christian. But of course I had to play nice nice with him in front of everyone, and because of that the night seemed to drag on.
Around 6 o'clock in the morning I decided to call it a night or morning. Thank god everyone was on the same page as me. We packed up all our things and said our good byes and thanked Tina and Charlie for having us and told them that we would see them soon, and that any time they are in the Seattle area to come to the terminal.
We arrived at Seattle airport later that night. Sawyer drove Jen, Kate and I back to our apartment. I kept getting weird looks from Jen and Kate when they saw that Christian and I didn't even say good bye to each other. I explained to them that it was because I was too tired and that I would text him before I went to bed. Of course I never did really text him. In fact I didn't text him until two weeks after we got back from Kentucky.
June and July came and left. Elliot's crew finished the whole concourse area of the terminal, it looked just like it did back in the day. We are now in the first week of August and this coming weekend we open for candle light tours. The girls and I have already talked about waiting until September to start the ghost hunts.
Because I have been so busy around the terminal with everything I hired Mia to be my asst. She was happier than a pig in shit, and because she has worked out so well and learned the history of the terminal she is going to be doing a few of the tours this weekend.
When Grace and Carrick found that out, they bought out the whole hour and a half time slot for friends and family to come on the tour.
The tour is pretty simple, we start off near the entrance of the concourse. We explain to everyone how the idea of the terminal came to play, when construction started and finished, how much it cost back then to build and so on. Then as we go throughout the building someone would fill everyone in on the ghost stories of the terminal. Since Jen and Kate will be doing the other tours I told Mia I would walk with her and fill everyone in about the ghosts.
The weekend is finally hear and everyone but Christian. Everyone has gathered near the clock in the middle of the concourse.
"Thank you all for coming and helping out with the candle light tours. We are completely booked solid for tonight, Jen you and Sawyer are going to take the first tour, while Kate and Elliot are going to take the second. Kelly and Mark will take the third and Mia and I will take the last tour which is pretty much the whole Grey/Trevelyan family. If anyone in the group is interested the gift shop will be open but please ask them to wait until after the tour is finished. Also at the end of the tour please let the guest know about the ghost hunts that will start to take place in September. Tickets are $60.00 each and can either be bought tonight or online. Does anyone have any question or concerns before our guests arrive?" Everyone looks around quickly at each other and then shakes their head no.
"Alright, let's all get into position. Our first tour starts in ten minutes and I can hear the cars pulling up" I clap my hands and everyone separates and goes where they need to be. Mia and I go to my office since we are taking the last tour we aren't needed for a couple of hours.
Mia and I go over the schedules for the ghost hunts and tours. We also go over some of the e-mails I have been getting about people wanting to rent out the concourse for wedding and other events that they wish to have here.
I get a text message from Mark telling me that he and Kelly are just about finished with their tour. Mia and I make our way from our office and head over to the foyer where the whole Grey/Trevelyan family are waiting including Christian. He doesn't even attempt to make eye contact with me, in fact him and I have had very little contact with each other. If there is something I need I just have Mia take care of it or even Elliot.
Grace is the first one to walk up to me and engulf me in one of her hugs.
"Ana it is so lovely to see you sweetheart, how are you? You look amazing, positively glowing if I do say so myself"
"Thank you Grace you look stunning yourself"
"Have you done something different to your hair Ana, you look different?" Carrick asks
"Nope not that I am aware of, I have been too busy with work to have anything done"
"Well if work makes you look this good keep up the good job because you look amazing" Grace says to me and I blush.
"So are you all ready for your first candle light tour?" I ask and everyone nods their head in excitement.
We start our tour at the large buffalo statue that was donated to us by the science museum of Seattle. Mia begins with her information about the terminal, while I stand in the background keeping an eye out of everyone's reaction. As Mia finishes up with the information on how the terminal got started I start with how the girls and I came upon this place. Once I am finished we make it over to the old walkway where you used to be able to go to the platforms for the trains.
Mia again starts to talk giving a little more history on how the soldiers would leave and only a few of them would come back. It went on like this for the next hour, we would go to certain parts of the terminal and Mia would talk about the history and I would fill everyone in about the ghost stories. Just as we were walking up the stairs to the fourth floor I started to get a little light headed.
When I stopped on the stairs everyone looked at me and stopped, Grace came running down the stairs to me along with Christian and Carrick.
"Ana are you ok you don't look so well" She places her hand on my forehead and then on my cheeks.
"Is everything ok mom?" Christian asked sounded worried.
"I'm not sure. Ana how do you feel?"
"I'm just a little light headed that's all"
"Do you want to go and sit down for a little while?"
"No I'm fine it passed" I lie a little I don't want to disappoint the Grey family by ending their tour earlier than expected.
"Honey you should let me examine you"
"When we're finished with the tour you can have a look at me Grace, but I am sure it is just stress"
"Ok darling after the tour" she smiles at me patting me on my hand.
We continue to walk up the stairs, Christian stays close behind me. I don't turn around to look at him, I don't need to I can feel his eyes on him. When we finally get to the fourth floor I find a chair in the corner of the room and have a seat. Mia starts again with her talk and I have to say she is doing a wonderful job, she is worth every penny I am paying her.
Soon it's my turn to talk and right when I am about to tell them about the ghost that has been seen walking down the hall holding a clipboard I throw up. All contains that was in my stomach are now on the floor in front of me.
"That's it, this tour is over. Mom can you call the hospital and tell them we are on our way"
"Of course dear" Grace takes her phone out of her jacket pocket and makes the phone call to the hospital.
Ok I am sure some of you are a little upset with the way this chapter turned out. Again I am sorry, but I wasn't taking this story where I wanted it to go. So I did have to change it a little too where I wanted it. Of course it's not exactly what I had in mind but its close enough. Just give it a chance. It will get better. There will be some drama from christian in the next few chapters. Please trust me. And always remember this is Fanfiction and I'm having fun.