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Chapter 25

You Have To Say Goodbye

Collin POV

Came on Emlie you can do this. You can survive this. Please, Please survive this I need you please. I cried over her body for two days, she didn't move, breath or even think. I didn't need this not with everything that is going on. I can't lose Emlie and my mother I just can't. It was my turn for patrol so I phased and did a quick watch Jake didn't want me leaving Emlie's side and I didn't either. Running the area was funny, because whenever I did patrol at night, Emlie would sit by the window her face and hands pressed up against the window and wait for me. It made me run patrol a hell of a lot faster and safer. After the run I got back, half wishing that Emlie would be waiting for me by the window, only to find Rose staring out. Her and I were getting along, some what she wasn't happy about it still but she knew I would risk my life for Emlie and well that kind of got me bonus points. I phased back quickly and was in the room in seconds.

"You know you should go feed," I said walking towards Emlie.

"I know," she sighed looked back at Emlie then at me. She had this weird face, like she wanted to tell me something but decided against it. I smiled, " you should really go, your eyes are turning really creepy," I said mostly with hand gestures. She laughed and started walking out the room when she turned around.

"Collin" she said

"Yeah?"

"Huh I thought I'd never say this but I'm glad my daughters with you. You take care of her, Okay."

"Yes ma'am with my life," with that she smiled and walked out the room. I sat down on the bed and held Emlie to me.

I love you princess come on please don't do this to me. I can't lose you I love you too much.

Collin

Emlie

I love you too much to die she laughed, mentally of course

How you feel

Like shit

You scary me by not breathing

Oh sorry about that my vampire senses kicked in

You're okay now?

Not really still can't move my body but I can think and speak to you

I love you

I love you and I heard what you said to my mom. With your life huh?

Yup with my life

Have you slept? She showed me what happened last time this happened

I laughed no not yet I had to run patrol

Oh well you better get some rest then or it'll be worse this time I smiled

You rest first

I'm fine it'll take a couple of hours before I can start moving my fingers and toes but it such just take a few. And in the mean time I want you to rest please.

Okay but I need to phase just in case…

Umm yeah tuck me in under you

Always

Took her from the bed and placed her on the ground phased and tucked her in where she was before.

Emlie POV

It was pure hell not to be able to be heard. I mean I heard very thought and every word but I couldn't move or speak. I didn't need to breath all the time so I guess I just stopped which scared them a little but I once I could I was happy and to wake up, mentally, to Collin was amazing. Yeah we fought but I couldn't give him up. I guess I realized this when I was hitting him in the living room. During my 'coma' I was healing myself, thank you Kevin, and it took a lot of time but after two day and about seven hours I was able to open my eyes, I woke up sniggle next to Collin's big head, his fur was soft, it helped me drift back into sleep.

I was in Collin's house, weird, actually I was in his mother's bedroom and she looked horrible. I mean she was pale, skinner then usual, her breathing was labored. Beside her was Sue, she held her hand and was mumbling something I guess it was a prayer or something. His mother was on the verge of death. I walked up to her, part of me wanted to heal her; ha Collin knew me so well, but I knew she wouldn't like that she knew my secret and knew what I could do and she always told me that 'you can never escape the gods' I knew she was right but a person like that shouldn't die. As I approached her, her eyes opened and looked at me and smiled.

"Emlie," she said her voice weak and brittle

"Hi Mrs.…Jackie," I said correcting myself.

"Emlie…you are an…amazing girl…and…" she was having difficulty speaking

"Please Jackie just think it, you don't need to use up all your energy," I said

Emlie you are an amazing girl and I want you to take care of Collin. He is crazy about you. You have to be there for him when I'm gone.

No Jackie don't talk like that you're going to make it

Ha you're just like him but I must go the cancers taking over

No wait he has to say goodbye. I felt the tear run down my cheek. Please he has to say good bye.

She just smiled. The picture faded and I woke up sobbing, Collin was still sleeping so I shook him, hard

WAKE UP COLLIN I yelled

What?

Come on we have to go

Where what's wrong?

Nothing just came on wiping tears from my eyes

Where are we going?

Your house

I didn't have to say anything else and he didn't argue just bolted out the window and we were at his house in no time, he phased back followed me into his house. His mother was still breathing Sue was at her side. Collin walked in and I swear you could smell death getting closer

"Collin you have to say goodbye," I started crying. He had to I didn't get the chance and I wasn't going to let him miss that. He walked over to his mother and held her hand; slowly she opened her eyes and smiled at him then at me. I stood next to him, "I'll leave you alone with her," and looked at Sue who got up and left the room with me. I walked out into the living room and sat down on the couch and I listened to her heartbeat, it was getting slower by the minute. I couldn't do anything to stop this I couldn't heal her, she didn't want me too, I couldn't replace her but I sure as hell can try to be there for him. My phone started buzzing

"Hey mom," I cried into the phone.

"Sweetie what's wrong?" she said frantically

"She dead mama, She dead and I couldn't help her. I couldn't help save her,"

"Who sweetie, whose dead,"

"Jackie, Collin's mom, you have to send Carlisle maybe he can help her. Please mama," as soon as those words slipped from my mouth her heartbeat stopped. It reminded me too much about my mom, Lisa, I never got to say goodbye. Fresh new tears started rolling down my face, about two minutes later Carlisle walked into the house but he and I both knew that there was nothing he could do to help her. She was dead and there was no way of bringing her back. I saw Collin walk out the room I wanted to comfort him but Daddy stopped me, "He needs some time alone," he said wrapping me in a bear hug, things in my life were falling apart I didn't have air to grasp.

"I just want things to go back to normal," I cried, " I want things to be like they use to be,"

"I know, I know," he said tightening his grip.

Rose POV

It was too much like when she first came to me, that night that she screamed her lungs out. She was sad for days she wouldn't eat or sleep. She was a smart baby then and she is now but that's all she was she was my baby and I wanted to take away all those sad memories and fill them with happy ones. It was too much for her, she couldn't handle it and now her rock was sinking fast. I tried to get her to come home but she wanted to stay and be with Collin, who was MIA but I'm pretty sure she knew where he was. So I stayed with her and helped Sue and some of the other women on the revs with preparation for the funeral. Jackie was a nice person always loved to have Emlie around, she was practically like her third mother she loved her. I knew Jackie had cancer along time ago, I could smell in her blood but I never said or thought anything around Emlie, she would have tried to heal her. This was going to be tough on Collin, he didn't have any other family up here, for what I knew, Collin's father passed when he was young and he didn't have any siblings. He had aunts and uncles but they didn't live near the revs. Collin was old enough to live on his own but I was still uncertain about that. Not with all the things going on right now, I knew the kid could take care of himself but an angry wolf would get you nowhere real fast.

I just hope that Emlie can help him out with this, they are perfect for each other and I know that she is the only one that can help him.

Collin POV

I couldn't say anything to her, she just laid there watched me I couldn't say anything. I just listened to her heartbeat. I could have said a lot of things like 'mom I love you' or I could have reminded her about good times, instead I sat there with my head near her chest listening to her heartbeat fade out, reduce with every pump. Just when her finally beats where coming she said, "you promise me that you will take care of that girl out there and that you will never forget that I love you and I am so proud of you. Collin you promise me this," she said her voice was shaky and breakable but yet I could hear her firmness. I nodded, "I promise, I love you mom," but she was gone her eye, once filled with love and warmth were now dead and cold. I could hear Emlie crying in the other room, this was harder for her then it was for me, she saw my mom as her mom and she loved her, she was pretty pissed at me when she found out that I didn't tell her about her cancer. I had good reason. Carlisle walked in and start assessing her body, I walked out I couldn't watch anymore. I walked out to the beach and just walked, I had no clue where I was going but I knew no matter what that Emlie would be able to find me, God I need her right now but I needed to be alone to get my thought together. I never wanted my mother to die but it was better then her suffering day to day. Holy shit everything just hit me, that this was it that I would never see my mother again that I would never be able to talk to her a night about Emlie or have her be there for anything that I do from now on, like graduate, go to college, marry Emlie she won't be there for her grandkids, Shit, shit, shit how am I going to function now. Everything was just pulled from right under me, it felt like I couldn't get a hold of the women I loved in my life, just hours ago I almost lost Emlie and now my mother is gone, she isn't coming back. I sat down on a fallen tree and just stared out to the sunrise. I smiled my mother always loved this time of day and it's nice that she dead during her favorite time. I sat there for two days before Emlie came looking for me she had food with her, that I knew I couldn't eat.

"You want my bacon," she asked I looked up and smiled at her. Her eyes and hair were a blue/aqua color my mom favorite color, she has done that in a while.

"I don't know if I can eat," I said my voice sounded bad. She walked up put the basket down beside me and pulled me into a hug. I couldn't cry for two day and I was like a waterfall I couldn't stop them.

"I'm sorry," she just kept whispering, "I'm sorry,"

Meanwhile in Volterra…

Jade POV

"Aro how nice to see you again?" I said crossing the room

"Jade well it's been years," he said, "and what do I own this wonderful surprise,"

"Your life…"

i hope it wasn't to sad...i tried not to make people cry but it had to happen.

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p.s. i'm working on another story should be out soon and don't know what i'm going to call it but it's going to involves the whole gang and it's sort of a mystery idk yet we'll see how that works out. i'll try to have it before the month is over.