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Chapter 24
The nogitsune he smirked he brought me into a building to the basement I saw Lydia.
"Lils" Lydia said in relief
"Oh look it's the bitch that thinks she's all that" I said smirking
"What did you do to her?" Lydia asked the nogitsune angry stupid girl I thought
"I fixed her I took the love, happiness and trust away" the nogitsune said smirking
"You monster" Lydia shouted
"Someone's here" I stated with narrowed eyes
"Just on time" nogitsune stated
"Your nervous aren't you" Lydia said to him I grabbed her by the throat
"Not as much as you should be" I said coldly
"You know there coming" Lydia gasped out
"Lily drops her" nogitsune ordered so I did "go greet our guests" he said then kissed me I kissed back
"Lily this isn't you" Lydia said I ignored her I turned and walked away as I got closer I heard
"I'm here to save my best friend." Allison said
"I came to save mine." Scott said looking at Stiles
"I just didn't feel like doing any homework." Isaac said I walked towards them
"Well wasn't that emotional I think I might cry" I said disgusted they all looked at me shocked
"Lils" Allison said confused
"Yeah?" I asked glaring
"What are you doing here lil sis?" Isaac asked
"Helping" I state
"Who?" Scott asked
"The nogitsune" I said smirking
"Baby what happened to you?" Stiles asked worried walking towards me
"Nothing he helped" I said tilting my head
"Helped you do what?" Stiles ask
"not be the weak one anymore and I'm going to make sure you feel ever little bit of pain I felt for the past month" I said shoving Stiles to the floor "good luck everyone you're gonna need it" I say smirking I walked away going into the basement again I looked at Lydia "your friends are here to save you but will they" I said smirking the nogitsune brought Lydia through the gate I followed
"I already know there here and I don't need to scream to know there going to kill you" Lydia said to the nogitsune I slammed her into the wall
"You won't be there to see that if I kill you first" I sneer
"Good. Because that's exactly why I brought you. I needed to know when they'd be close enough. When my own death was closing in." nogitsune said the oni appeared I shifted "Because only when they're close, can I do this" he said then snapped the blade we disappeared in front of everyone
"What does that mean?" Isaac asked
"It means there's been a change in ownership." The nogitsune said he put his arm around me I smirked
"Now they belong to me."
"Lily what are you doing?" Mrs. y asked me confused
"Reaching my full potential, the nogitsune was kind enough to show me what I could achieve, how much power I could have if I let him" I said darkly the oni attacked I went to attack but nogitsune held me back
"not yet" he said I huffed I watched as Isaac got cut I felt no sorrow or pity I enjoyed it Allison shot one with an arrow and it disappeared what the hell I thought I turned to the nogitsune to see he was confused. Allison got stabbed I smiled we went to leave but I stopped the nogitsune
"wait here please" I said he nodded I walked up to them to see everyone staring at Allison "see this is what happens, an eye for an eye people say this is why you should all give up and not try to stop him. This is your last warning back off or you will all die and I will help him kill you all sweet dreams" I said walking away to the nogitsune he smirked at me and we left.
I got bored as soon as we left the nogitsune took me to the basement of eichen house what fun
"Nogitsune" I said he looked at me "I'm going out to have some fun" I said smirking he smirked back
"Go on then I told you, you belonged with the darkness" nogitsune said smugly I rolled my eyes I think I'll start with Scott I thought of him he was at the sheriff's station. I transported outside of it then walked in Isaac, Lydia and Scott was all sat there looking depressed.
"Hey guys what's wrong?" I asked them in fake worry
"You know what's wrong" Lydia snapped
"Aww is it cause wittle ally died" I said condescendingly pouting they glared at me
"Don't call her that only the real Lily can" Scott said annoyed
"But I am the real Lily well Scott this makes everything easier for you doesn't it" I said
"What do you mean?" Scott asked me confused
"The whole kira-allison thing you don't have to choose anymore, with Allison gone you can easily be with Kira now isn't a little part of you glad Allison's dead?" I asked smirking
"shut up" Scott said in anger starting to shift "now, now Scott we don't want people to find out do we not that I'm bothered I could just kill everyone in this room now without hesitation" I taunted I looked at Isaac
"Now Isaac I'm heartbroken for you seriously the girl you started to love never really even thought off you the same way. It was always Scott for her you just wasted your time don't you feel kind of stupid now" I teased Isaac growled "hey that's not nice I don't want to put you down now do I" I said coldly I turned to Lydia "Lydia" I said
"What?" she asked glaring
"It's okay to feel guilty you know I mean Allison died because off you" I said sighing
"What are you talking about?" she asked in confusion
"If you didn't let yourself get kidnapped Allison would still be alive, she came to save you and that cost her, her life" I stated
"Enough" Lydia shouted
"Never speak to me like that again or Allison won't be the only dead one" I growled at her she nodded I could sense the fear one of the officers walked by I tripped him over and grabbed him by his throat.
"Lily" they exclaim I look at them
"How easy would it be to kill him here and now?" I asked them they looked at me nervously
"You don't want to do this Lily" Scott said to me raising his hands in surrender I heard the click of a gun I turned to see officers pointing their guns at me
"What's going...?" I turned to see John coming out of his office with Chris
"Hey guys would you believe me if I said this wasn't what it looks like?" I ask shrugging the office I had a hold of was kicking his legs Scott knocked me to the floor
"What are you doing?" John asked me confused
"What does it look like, having fun" I say annoyed
"Sheriff?" one of the officers asked
"Drop your guns get out of here" John said sternly I sigh
"I'll be seeing you" I whisper to the others then walked out where to now Derek I thought I saw he was at the loft when I got there I saw Ethan and Aiden was there two and they were injured.
"Lily?" I heard Derek ask confused
"What happened here finally get a taste off your own medicine?" I asked the twins smirking the looked at me shocked "what you killed people karma was bound to catch up to bad they didn't finish off the job"
"What the hell is wrong with you?" Aiden growled
"I've had enough of your shit" I growled I lifted him up and threw him into the wall "the old Lily may have put up with this but I'm not learn some respect or I will make you" I slammed him into the floor I turned to Ethan glaring
"You know I tried so hard to think of you as good but you let me down" I said in fake disappointment
"Lily what did the nogitsune do to you?" Derek asked with a hint of worry
"Oh look who we have here the failed alpha you failed us all Erica, Boyd, Isaac and me." I said to him he glared at me "did I upset the little beta because that's what you are now isn't it after your girlfriend turned out to be a psychotic killer that murdered my aunt." I said coldly
"I'm ready for the fight but are you three I mean three failed alphas it's actually funny that you all thought of yourselves as big bad alphas what are you now two omegas and a beta. Your all pathetic I bet you thought I was the weakest one didn't you well we'll see who is weak tonight" I taunted and left I went to the animal clinic I walked in but couldn't get past the gate Deaton came out
"Hello Lillian" Deaton said sadly
"I'm guessing your golden boy Scott told you that the evil nogitsune changed me" I said annoyed
"Lillian I can help you?" Deaton said softly I laughed humourlessly
"You help me Deaton you haven't been much help to me. You couldn't even come see me after my parents died why you think I made sure you never heard about me being under suicide watch and that's all because you lost my trust. All I wanted was comfort after the fire I didn't get it from my aunt see didn't care all I wanted was my favourite uncle Alan that used to make everything better. But where were you Deaton?" I asked coldly
"I was here" Deaton said quietly
"Oh yes here in your animal clinic helping poor defenceless animals while I was trying to die. I don't want your help I don't want anything from you I just came to say that if you try in some way to turn me back to normal I will rip your throat out" I said then walked out finally time for Stiles I thought of him and saw he was at the Yukimura I went there and walked in
"Hi" I said smirking at everyone
"What are you doing here?" Mrs. y asked me
"I've come to join the party grandma" I said irritated
"Lily" I heard Stiles say
"Yes?" I asked coldly I saw Kira "hey Kira still heartbroken I mean I know if I had a crush and we kiss but then the girl you know he is not over confesses her love to him, it must hurt right here" I taunted indicating the heart I saw her eyes tearing up
"Lily stop" Stiles said softly
"Why?" I asked confused
"This isn't you" Stiles stated I made him touch my arm
"See this is me that happy freak of a girl is gone and I'm here to say" I said smirking
"Lily fight it please baby" Stiles pleaded
"Like you did every time the nogitsune wanted you to let him in. Every time you let him in I cried so much I thought you wanted to leave me I thought you wanted the power over me. Want to know something else?" I asked him irritated
"What?" he asked tears down his face
"When you twisted that sword in me I was never that scared not even in the fire, you wanted to know why I was that scared" I asked coldly
"Why?" he sobbed
"Because I thought I was going to be killed by the only person I had ever loved I wanted to tell you I forgave you for everything that had happened to me. I have always put your feelings before anything else. Would you like to know why I'm like this" he nodded "it was to protect you so much I gave up my happiness and love for you to not be hurt" I said emotionless
"That's enough" Mrs. Yukimura demanded seriously does no one have manners
"you would have thought for a 900 year old woman you would know better I guess not considering you brought the nogitsune to life" I said annoyed
"Leave" Mrs. Yukimura said indicating the door
"Make me" I said crossing my arms
"Lily don't" Kira said holding her sword out
"come on then" I said shifting Kira didn't move I knocked the sword out of her hand and grabbed her by the hair and put my claws to her neck
"Wait" Stiles shouted I looked at him
"What now can't you see I'm busy? Scott told me how excited you used to be at finding a dead body well you're gonna be ecstatic in a second" I growled at him I looked to Mrs. Yukimura "apologise or I will kill her" I demand
"I'm sorry" Mrs. Yukimura said staring at me I nodded and let Kira go then grabbed her sword
"Now that wasn't so hard was it?" I asked her with raised eyebrows she shook her head I looked at Stiles "you stuck a sword in me and made me fear you I think it's my turn" I say pointing the sword at him "it's hurts like a bitch just to warn you" I tell him smirking I saw Stiles shaking slightly
"You won't hurt me" Stiles said confidently I look at him in disbelief
"And why won't I?" I asked expectantly
"Because no matter if you're being controlled or not nothing can take away our love" Stiles said tearing up I looked at him frowning then punched him
"Yeah that's bullshit, the nogitsune may have possessed you but I will never let you make me feel that weak again that I promise you" I said getting ready to stab him when I heard someone clapping I turned around to see the nogitsune
"Wow I actually have goosebumps but sadly Stiles can't die yet" the nogitsune said to me I nodded and dropped the sword the nogitsune transported us outside
"Have fun?" he asked me
"The best" I said darkly I smiled then kissed him he returned it eagerly "now what have you been doing?" I asked curiously
"Sending a gift to the sheriff" he smirked "now let's go time to visit the hospital" we transported there we walked in with the oni behind us we went to the reception desk
"Hi, there. Could you page Melissa McCall for me, please?" nogitsune asked the nurse one of the oni stabbed him "Well, I guess I'll just find her myself." The nogitsune said sighing
"You never really get good people persons here" I say with sarcasm we walked down the hospital hallway the nogitsune's arm around my shoulder we was both smirking. The oni stabbed or cut anyone in sight, people was running and screaming now this is fun
"You really know how to party don't you?" I ask him amused
"Yes I do" the nogitsune said smirking as Melissa got cut with the oni sword "now let's go to school" he stated I nodded and followed as soon as we teleported I could sense they were here
"There here" I told him
"Good now go do your part and have fun" the nogitsune said I smirked I walked out the school door, you
"Oh, this is definitely not part of the plan." Stiles said confused
"Do any of your plans ever go to plan?" I asked walking in front of them they spun around to face me I waved "hey there it's a bit chilly isn't it but hey I like snow congratulations on coming to your deaths so unprepared now let me bring my little friend out" I said smirking the fake nogitsune came out Kira pulled her sword out.
"Like I promised, Stiles. We're going to kill all of them. One by one." The nogitsune said the oni appeared I'm so loving this
"What the hell is this? Where are we?" Scott asked me
"Between life and death." I said bluntly
"Bardo." Lydia said
"But there are no peaceful deities here, Lydia. You're dying, Stiles. And now everyone you care about is dying, too." The nogitsune said
"Well there goes that surprise" I state sighing
"Lily what? What do you mean?" Stiles asked me worried
"We've captured almost all of the territories on the board, Stiles." I say walking in front of Scott
"The hospital." Then in front of Stiles the sheriff's station. And now the animal clinic." I said smirking I turned to the nogitsune "go on" I said to two of the oni "say hi from me oh wait they don't talk" I huffed
"Do you know the ritual of seppuku, Stiles?" the nogitsune asked him
"No, and I don't want to." Stiles said I gasped
"That's so rude, want to know something nogitsune I think you should tell him anyway" I stated annoyed
"When a samurai disembowels himself with his own sword to maintain his honor, but that's not the cut that kills him." The nogitsune said
"Is anyone else waiting in suspense?" I asked them no one replied
"The killing stroke is made by his kaishakunin, who beheads the samurai with his own katana." Nogitsune continued
"Now is time for a guessing game Stiles" I said smirking
"Lily this isn't you" Stiles repeated why does everyone keep saying with that deal with it
"It's what you made me now back to the game, who is it Stiles, who needs to kill you for everyone to live?" I asked him coldly "I'll give you a hint the name begins with s" I stated I saw that he knew straight away
"Scott, Scott is your kaishakunin." Nogitsune said
"we're going to make your best friend kill you, Stiles. And you're going to let him. Because just like you, they're all going to die. Everyone touched by an Oni's blade. Unless Scott kills you first. And if he doesn't I'm all for it" I taunted
"Why Lily? Why are you doing this?" Stiles asked me sadly
"To win the game." I whispered in his ear the oni got ready to attack so did Kira and Scott they started fighting. I walked over to Stiles and Lydia they backed up well Lydia did.
"Hey love birds looks like you have a choice to make Stiles you or everyone else" I said tilting my head
"Lily look at me" I did "I love you, you can fight this I know you can please fight it" Stiles pleaded
"I could" I said pretending to think "but I don't want to" I said bluntly
"This can't be real." Lydia said quietly
"tell that to them." I said indicating the oni "looks like there losing" I taunted as Kira dropped her sword
Stiles picked it up
"Stiles, no!" Scott shouted
"What if it saves you? What if it saves all of you?" Stiles said putting the blade to his stomach
"Lily you're forgetting something" the nogitsune said
"oh crap I forgot to remind you" I said they looked at me confused I punched Lydia she fell to the floor "Stiles I think you might be forgetting something the deal I made with my adoptive mother" I stated I saw his eyes widen in realization "that's right you can either save the girl you supposedly love or everyone else hurry up times running out" I say fake sweetly Stiles looked conflicted he kept moving the sword away from his stomach then back again. He looked of the sword really looked at it
"You have no moves left." The nogitsune said
"I do. A divine move." Stiles stated
"Well good for you Stiles you've just made everything so much worse" I said then walked into the school a few minutes later they walked in
"You really shouldn't have done that" I said slowly
"Why not?" Scott asked
"Cause now I have to do this" I said punching Kira she hit the lockers and landed on the floor. The nogitsune did the same with Scott
"Hey babe" I said to the nogitsune
"Lily" he said then kissed me I moaned into it we pulled back I could sense Stiles jealousy I smirked
"This was my game. You think you can beat me at my game? Divine move. Divine move. You think you have any moves at all? You can kill the Oni. But me? Me? I'm a thousand years old. You can't kill me!" the nogitsune shouted angrily
"But we can change you." Lydia said I saw a shifted Scott coming up behind him I punched him I laughed
"Babe do you want to be changed" I asked the nogitsune in fake disbelief
"No I don't think I do" he said I turned to Lydia and Stiles
"See he doesn't want to" I heard something behind me I turned to see Kira with her sword "are you going to kill me" I asked bored
"No" Stiles shouted
"Okay no need to shout" I said annoyed I was about to walk over to the nogitsune when I was flung down the hallway I looked up to see Isaac I did the same to him
"Come on Isaac make Allison proud" I taunted
"Lily don't do this I don't want to fight you" Isaac said softly I rolled my eyes
"Too late" I state
"It is too late" Isaac said I was confused until I saw Scott biting the nogitsune
"no" I shouting Kira stabbed him and a fly flew out off his mouth Isaac caught it in a wooden box the nogitsune turned to dust Stiles fainted a few seconds later so did I woke up to Stiles staring at me I moved back
"Lily" Stiles said worried I was confused it all came back to me like a ton of bricks everything I said everything I did I'm a horrible person. I started crying I felt a hand on my shoulder I flinched away
"Lils" I heard someone said I looked up to see Lydia, Isaac, Scott, Kira and Stiles looking at me worried
"I'm so sorry" I sobbed out I was pulled into a hug I was surprised it was Lydia I was so horrible to her
"Shh its okay it wasn't your fault honey" Lydia soothed
"It was Lyds I chose it was this or Stiles would have got hurt" I cried even more Lydia handed me to someone else it was Stiles I relaxed
"Baby I love you" Stiles said lovingly
"I hurt you" I said softly looking at the bruise on his eye
"Hey it doesn't matter" he said smiling he went to kiss me but I covered my mouth he looked confused
"I have nogitsune germs on my mouth, sorry about that by the way" I said putting my head down ashamed
"Lily you was being controlled it wasn't your fault" Stiles stated I nodded Lydia ran out we followed I was shocked by what I saw Aiden was dead I ran down tearing up
"Ethan" I shouted he looked up I hugged him "I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry" I kept repeating while he cried once he stopped crying I let go then it hit me Allison and Aiden are dead, there not coming back. I stood up and walked away I went home. When I got there I sat on the bed staring at the floor not that long after someone came home.
"Lily" I heard Stiles shout I wanted to reply but I just couldn't I was frozen. I heard him come up the stairs he came into the room.
"Baby thank god I thought you ran off somewhere" Stiles said in relief I just kept staring at the floor "Lily" he said worried
"I wanted to run I don't know where but I wanted to go far away I said I wouldn't shut you out and you said you were here for me when I grieve so here I am. I saw the oni that killed Allison going towards her with the sword I could have stopped it I let her die. I enjoyed it you know I didn't feel happy because he took that from me but I enjoyed knowing she was going to die. The nogitsune and Meredith was right I had darkness in me before I let the nogitsune control me and death really does follow me everywhere" I said my voice hollow
"Baby it's not your fault, you were controlled that's why you felt that way and that's why you didn't stop it. You don't have darkness in you it was the nogitsune with his mind tricks and death doesn't follow you they would have died if you weren't here anyway. I promise you Lily it wasn't your fault" Stiles stated
"Pinkie?" I asked tearing up he linked our pinkies
"pinkie" he said I started crying he held me I cried so much I didn't think I would stop but Stiles just held me till I fell asleep. I woke up to Stiles cuddling me. I felt the need to draw but it was stronger than any of the others like they were jamming themselves through my brain. I remembered I didn't send Rhys off
"Rhys" I said he appeared in front of me "have you killed anyone?" I asked him
"No I haven't "he stated
"What's your full name?" I asked
"Hedrick Rhys "he informs me
"Hedrick Rhys heaven" I say and he disappeared I took my drawing pad out and drew Allison I smiled sadly I drew another one and it was Aiden I was confused I thought I only got one at once I saw them appear in front of me
"Hi" I said weakly
"Hey lils" Allison said smiling
"Hi" Aiden said with a small smile
"I'm so sorry Allison I could have saved you, I'm sorry to you Aiden as well for what I did to you" I said tearing up
"Lils you couldn't have he was controlling you" Allison said softly
"And I forgive you I kind of deserved it" Aiden said chuckling a little
"Baby" I heard Stiles say I showed him the pictures he knew right away. I closed my eyes "Chris, Ethan, Isaac, Scott, Lydia, Derek and Kira come to my house as fast as you can its important" I thought to them they all showed up I showed them the pictures
"There here?" Lydia asked I nodded
"Lindsey" I thought
"Yeah?" she asked
"Can I project a spirit to a group of people?" I ask
"Yes form a circle around them then project them like the others but it will drain you" she explained I nodded
"Hold hands everyone and form a circle Allison Aiden go in the middle, I will project them to you all and I don't know how long it will last." I told them
"Will it hurt you?" Stiles asked worried
"No" I said then closed my eyes I don't know how long it lasted but I started gasping then everything went black I woke up to everyone looking at me
"Um guys the staring is a little creepy" I mumble they all look away I still felt weak Stiles helped me up saying we were going to have a talk about what just happened I groaned. I saw Allison and Aiden stood there.
"Did you sort everything out?" I asked them they nodded I started tearing up again "I don't want you guys to go" I said sadly
"We have too lils" Allison said in the same tone
"hug" I demanded they laughed but hugged me I sighed " ally you're my sister from another mister I love you and will miss you so much I already know where I'm sending you Allison argent heaven" I state "goodbye" I whisper
"alright Aiden your turn I know we didn't get off to the best start" he chuckled "but you did become one of my friends and part of this really weird non blood related family. I love you Aiden" I say smiling till I saw Stiles glare "for barneys sake I love you like a brother Aiden" it was Isaacs turn to glare now I sighed "Aiden I love you but not in a romantic or brotherly way. Happy?" I asked Stiles and Isaac they nodded
"I love you too Lily" Aiden said smiling
"Okay what's your last name?" I asked
"Stevenson" he replied
"Aiden Stevenson hmm I don't know where to send you" I teased "what do you think Ethan?" I asked curiously
"I don't know either it's a hard choice" Ethan teased too
"I will haunt you both if you choose hell" Aiden said glaring I gasped
"Oh no the horror of seeing you every day you have definitely made up my mind now" I joked "Aiden Stevenson hea... wait how many people have you killed?" I ask nervously he looked down and mumbled something "sorry what?" I asked
"20" he says quietly
"Are you kidding" I exclaimed I looked to Ethan "is he kidding?" I asked him
"How many did he say?" Ethan asked me
"20" I say
"Aiden tell her the truth" Ethan demanded I felt relieved he was lying
"25" Aiden said sighing okay maybe I'm not relieved
"yeah just wait a second" I told Aiden I moved to lie down on the bed "Aiden Stevenson heaven" I say and immediately felt the pain I held in the scream this time when it was finally over I smiled a little "there gone" I whispered everyone hugged me well except Derek who offered me an awkward pat on the back. "We all need to stick together now" I state Chris, Isaac and Ethan looked away "what" I demand
"Me and Isaac are leaving" Chris said
"I am too" Ethan said my jaw dropped
"Okay" I whisper looking at my hands "um I need some fresh air" I say quietly getting up
"I'll come with you" Stiles said quickly
"No its fine I need to be alone I'm not shutting you out" I state to Stiles he nods I walk out the house its okay Lily if they want to leave they can I can't force them to stay. I walk to the woods and sit down leaning on a tree. I just sat there for about an hour thinking about everyone when I got home I could sense panic I rushed in to see Stiles pacing with John talking to him
"She's only been gone an hour Stiles calm down" john said frustrated
"No dad she could have been kidnapped or oh my god she could off been killed dad but an APD out for her. Wait call Scott's dad and get him to bring the helicopter the FBI use here" Stiles said panicking I started laughing they both looked at me in relief but I think johns because Stiles would calm down now.
"Missed me?" I teased
"There you are" Stiles said hugging me
"I haven't been gone that long" I said hugging him back "why didn't you just call me?" I asked him confused he blushed
"You didn't think of that did you son" John stated sighing
"I'm sorry for what I did at the station" I said looking down ashamed
"Stiles explained everything though I had to make up an interesting story to get you out of it" John said smiling
"I should really send the officer a Spiderman basket with stickers and glitter" I say smiling they chuckled
"I think a fruit basket will be just fine" Stiles said hugging me
The next day it was time to say goodbye to Ethan, Isaac and Chris I might have got a little emotional
"No don't leave me" I cried holding on to Isaacs's leg I could hear his chuckles
"Lily I have to go but we can still keep in touch with each other" Isaac said softly
"No you're not going" I said sternly I could hear Scott's, Stiles, Lydia's and Chris's snickers
"Stiles can you get her off me" Isaac said to Stiles sighing
"Baby" Stiles said to me gently I glared at him "you're on your own" Stiles said backing up
"Thanks for the help" Isaac said sarcastically "lil sis you know I love you but I just need time away from here" Isaac said sadly I looked at him defeated
"I love you too big bro" I said standing up I hugged him tightly I turned to Chris and hugged him
"I'll miss you Chris" I said softly
"I'll miss you too Lily" Chris said smiling I waved goodbye to them as they got into the car I could feel the tears down my face another two gone I thought I frowned
"Hey baby its okay you can talk to them everyday" Stiles said kissing my cheek I nodded slowly and moved away from him
"I have to go say goodbye to Ethan" I said looking down
"Want me to come?" Stiles asked worried
"No" I said quickly I went to meet Ethan outside the school I ran up and jumped on him
"Whoa lils careful" Ethan said shocked
"Sorry" I said sniffling
"Lily" Ethan said slowly
"I'm going to miss you my gay best friend" I said looking at him forcing a smile
"I'll miss you too my weird small best friend, sure you don't want to come with me?" Ethan asked laughing I paused thinking
"Can you wait a few hours?" I asked him hopeful
"Yes" Ethan says
"Promise?" I asked
"I promise" Ethan said I hugged him again and kissed his cheek. I got home feeling emotionally drained when I walked in I saw Stiles and John sat at the table
"Lily just in time please sit down" John said I looked at him confused but sat down "Lily we gonna talk about what happened" John said sternly my eyes widened
"We don't need to" I said nervously
"Yes we do babe so we can move past it" Stiles said to me with a small smile
"Okay" I whisper
"So before we knew about this nogitsune possessing Stiles body you thought he was the one hurting you?" John asked I nodded
"So why didn't you tell me?" John asked me confused
"Because I thought it was my fault" I say trying to hold it together
"What why?" Stiles asked in disbelief
"Because before that happened I was too caught up in what happened to me that I didn't think about how you was doing, Stiles I didn't know there was anything wrong with you. I was and am a horrible girlfriend so I thought that's why you were hurting me" I said letting a tear escape down my cheek
"Lily I hate to ask but did the nogitsune ever force himself on you?" John asked slowly Stiles looked at me worried I looked away
"Baby" Stiles said sadly
"Yes" I state I could sense there dread and anger
"When?" John asked
"The day he tried to kill Mr. Y he brought me here then kissed me but it was like I was being controlled then we slept together" I say ashamed
"Hey it wasn't your fault" Stiles said softly I nodded
"Lily, Stiles do you think you can both get past this I know you two are still together but do you think it will work?" John asked concerned
"Yes" Stiles said "I don't know" I said at the same time I saw Stiles giving me a hurt look
"I'm sorry Stiles but I just don't know if I love or trust you anymore the nogitsune broke something in me and I need to fix that." I said more tears falling
"What are you saying babe?" Stiles asked worried like he already knew the answer
"I don't if we can be together anymore" I said quickly Stiles looked shocked
"Lily what are you trying to say?" John asked me
"I need to leave for a bit just for a few weeks I'm going to go with Ethan and try to figure things out" I say voice cracking I could sense the shock from them both
"But you can't please I need you baby" Stiles pleaded
"Stiles I can't stay right now my head is messed up and I'm confused" I said to him sternly "just please I'm not running away I'm trying to fix myself and you need to let me"
"Okay but you're not allowed to fall in love with anyone else or speak to any hot guys" Stiles said smiling sadly I hugged him thank you I looked at John for permission he nodded slowly. I went to pack my bags once I finished I said goodbye to the others I opened the door of my jeep putting the bags in the backseat Ethan was in the passengers. I turned to face Stiles he pulled me into a hug I returned it tighter we must of hugged for about five minutes we pulled back and he kissed me and in that kiss I knew he was saying bye.
"I love you baby" Stiles said I heard his voice crack I got into my jeep giving one last bye to Stiles then I drove off wishing I could just turn the jeep around but inside I knew I needed this.
"So you're only coming for a few weeks?" Ethan asked curiously
"No I'm leaving beacon hills forever" I tell him bluntly
"What about Stiles?" Ethan asked frowning
"I don't know if I love him anymore" I said tearing up saying goodbye to beacon hills for the last time or is it?
Well that is the end of Finding Strength. Sequel? Please let me know what you think or if there is anything I did wrong?