I was stood in the clearing the wind blowing softly around me like a soft spiral of a twister, my hair twisting next to my face. I wasn't cold but I wasn't warm. I couldn't feel anything.

Images swirling around my face trying to show me things, I found my self trying to block them.

Closing my eyes I focused on Edwards face, seeing him smile at me, his eyes lovingly look at me. My family both human and vampire. Their happy smiling faces.

"No!" I heard a snarl pulling me from my thoughts. Violent images hit me, blood, body's, screams...

No I wouldn't let myself see these things, I wouldn't let them get me... "Edward." I said smiling as I made my head go back to his face, memorizing his features once more, I knew this wasn't doing him any justice but it was all I had for know.

"You will be mine!" came the snarl once more, wending shivers up my spine and skin, the voice was cold and full of venom, I knew who it was, Conrad. No I wasn't going to let him control my thought's, my dreams, he had no right to be here and I was going to shut him out.

I scrunched my eyes, trying to block out the snarls and the growls that evaded my personal place, at the hospital he couldn't control my drams and thought's, I was unconscious most of the time in dreamless sleeps, this was his first try since then and I was not going to subside to it.

The painful images trying to force them selves into my head were growing with power, I couldn't keep this up for long, they were getting heavier and more forceful as they tried to take over.

"Let me in Bella, you can't keep me out for long." came the cold sarcastic voice once more.

"Bella, love wake up... it's time to wake up know." Edward...

+V+

"Bella, come to me." I could hear his voice get closer as the lightness spilled into the darkness and the feeling in my body came back. The soft covers around me keeping in my warmth, cold hands on my face stroking my cheeks, a light weight across my chest.

I opened my eyes, and there he was, my personal God looking down on me, he sat by my side on my bed leaning over me both arms bent keeping his weight off me and his fingers touching my cheeks tenderly.

"Morning love." he whispered as a smile spread cross his face.

"Mmm." I mumbled back closing my eyes and letting my hands wrap around his body. His lips touched mine for a brief second before they came down hard, my heart went wild, we had not kissed properly in days, pecks here and there but no full on.

I made the most of it whilst I could, knotting my fingers in his hair at the nape of his head I let him take possession of my mouth, his cold tongue shaped my lips before he went back to taking dominance of my mouth and lips.

He moved away only when I was gasping for breath. He chuckled as he rested his head on my chest listening to my heart pound. "Would you like some breakfast know?" he asked.

"Maybe in a bit." I sighed as my breath became more normal and my heart had started to calm down.

"Sure." he pressed his lips to mine once more, "Alice is coming over soon to help you shower." he said against my lips as I breathed in his beautiful scent.

"Okay,"

The rest of the day went with out problems nothing happened other then the task of my shower and getting changed, Alice helped with Rose as I had a few problems.

Before I knew it I was lead on the couch with Edward behind me holding me to him.

I was a sleep in moments, back into the same dream as last night.

+V+

I was stood in the clearing the wind blowing softly around me like a soft spiral of a twister, my hair twisting next to my face. I wasn't cold but I wasn't warm. I couldn't feel anything.