Chapter 25 You saved this stuff?

Randy's POV

Gently I trailed a finger over her sleeping form, her chest rising and falling as she breathed. Last night she had me, she broke me completely. Looking her over I actually for once didn't care, it felt so good last night even if I did have to finish myself. But now I knew her little game I wasn't going to break so easily, if she wanted to tease then she was going to have to work alot harder.

"Morning Randy" Raven uttered sleepily "How are you this morning"

"I'm fine, hows the arm?"

"Still itchy as" Raven laughed gently "Can I still have a kiss good morning?"

I lent forward until my lips were inches from her's "No." Rolling away, I got out of bed before I fell again. Raven whistled as I pulled on some boxers "What?" She looked at me when I shot her a look. "I'm allowed to perve, aren't I?"

"Sure perve away, just remember you ain't touching for at least six months"

Raven shook her head "You mean weeks Randy"

"We'll see" I grinned pulling on a shirt.

"Ah so someone is still mad that they had to finish alone"

"What you did while I was asleep is your business"

"How badly do you wanna have sex right now?" Raven asked me honestly

"So badly that I've resorted to thinking about Sheamus naked"

"Whatever works for you" Raven teased getting up. "Well you think about playing with Shea, I'm going to have a shower and play with myself" Raven winked heading to the bathroom. As soon as the door was shut I let out that frustrated groan. This was going to be harder than I thought.

When she got out of the shower I pulled her against me, it was torture knowing that she was going to stop it but I had to admit in a weird way this was fun.

"I was thinking how about we stop this silly game and just give in." I kissed her neck her hands travelling down and resting on my ass.

"I would love too really but I have to go and have lunch with Dad" Raven lent up and kissed me before slithering out of my grip. "But I'll meet you at the airport"

"Sure if you still want we could join the mile high club"

Raven laughed "No thanks, I'm already the vice-president"

Raven's POV

I waited for Dad patiently at the little diner he asked me to meet him at. As soon as I got there I ordered a very large coffee. That feeling was still there, twisting inside me. I just wanted it to stop, for once I was happy and I wanted it to stay that way.

"Hey darling" Dad smiled sitting in front of me. "What happened to your arm?"

"You don't wanna know?"

"Fight or something else?" Dad raised an eyebrow at me.

"Something else"

"Your right, I don't wanna know" Dad laughed ordering a coffee. "I didn't think you would come"

I shrugged "It's free food Dad, you know how much I love food especially when I'm not paying for it"

Dad laughed "I knew that would get you"

"So how is Jamie?"

"Really good, belly is growing really fast. I have to admit John has been very good to her"

"He's a good man" I said simply looking over the menu, a waitress came over to take our order. "I think I will have bacon, eggs and pancakes. All together"

"Raven that is disgusting" Dad looked at me horrifyed.

"Don't mock it until you try it"

"Then I'll have the same"

"Shouldn't be too long" She smiled at us before going away.

"Have you found someone yet?" Dad asked, he obviously hadn't heard about Randy and me, which was surprising.

"Yes"

"Anyone I know?"

"Do you know Sheamus?"

"Yes" Dad looked at me worried

"Well it's not him, it's Randy"

"Really relieved right now." Dad laughed before looking at my arm "Did he do that?"

"Yes but not in the way your thinking"

Dad let out a puff of air, "I'll trust your judgement on that. Your a smart girl"

"Thank you"

Dad pulled a large manila folder out of his coat. "This is for you"

"What is it?"

"Open it and find out"

The waitress returned and put down our food, I took a bite of my food before going back to the folder. "Do I want to know what's in here?"

"We'll see when you open it" Dad shrugged tucking into his food.

Out of curiousity I pried it open, various birthday, christmas and father's days cards tumbled out. Sweeping through I had a look at the other bits of paper. Various drawings, awards and match listings. Letters from the SAS, my birth certificate and alot of other stuff.

"What is this stuff?"

"This is every card, every drawing, every letter and every other thing you have given me over the years." Dad shrugged simply. "Everything that you have accomplised in your lifetime I have taken somehow and put in this folder. Your sisters all have one. Not surprisenly yours is the thickest and Izzy's is the smallest" Dad laughed, It seemed insulting to Izzy but we got the joke. Police didn't exactly let you keep a copy of your rap sheet or mug shot.

"What do you do with this stuff?" I was amazed that he had kept all this stuff. Half of this dated back to when I was eight and I felt forced to give my step father a birthday card. (My mother had met him two years after my real father died, back then I hated him but soon he became Dad. He was no longer the step father, now he was my second father)

"Pull it out and just look through it, good memories and all that"

I pulled out a bit of paper, it had a list of every match I had competed in. It belonged to a DVD. "You recorded every match?"

"Yup, been watching them again with Jamie."

"You do this with all of us?"

Dad put his fork down and looked at me "All my children have grown up and moved away. They are married and living lives of their own, I miss you guys more than you realise"

"Is that why you got so mad at me when you found out about Jamie?"

"I got mad because my little girl had finally grown up, I'm sorry that I blamed you" Dad patted my hand.

"It's alright Dad" I looked through the folder again "I can't believe you saved all this stuff."

"It just keeps getting fatter and fatter. I keep adding to it" Dad laughed as I pulled out a recent letter I had written him.

Guilt ridden I put my head on the table after shoving my half eaten food away. I felt so bad for thinking that he didn't love me because he did love me. He loved me like he loved Izzy, Harm, Jamie and my brother Jeff.

"Raven are you ok?"

"Yeah"

"Are you sure?"

I shook my head sadly "That feeling is back. I can't explain it"

"Have you talked to anyone about this?"

I shook my head again, I couldn't.

Dad sighed "I think you should talk to Randy about how your feeling"

"He wouldn't understand"

"Maybe not but he's your partner Raven and that man loves you more than you realise. Even Jamie see's that and you know what we say, if Jamie can see it then your not being very sublte"

I laughed gently "I'm not sure if I can talk to him about this"

"Raven trust me, talk to Randy because maybe he's the one to pull you out of it"

A/N Should Raven talk to Randy?