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Disclaimer: I WISH I OWNED HARRY POTTER BUT SADLY...I DO NOT!
WARNING: There are some cuss words and some insults and a little burn by Sirius.
It's Our Time Now
Chapter 25: No Clue
About ten or something minutes they turned to me.
"All right...we're going to bring them in and see if she can at least remember them..." One professor said. She had black grayish hair. Like it was black but with gray streaks. She had beady eyes and square glasses.
"I hope this works, McGonagall," one other lady said. She was dressed in white so I guessed she was the doctor or something.
"It has to work, Pomfrey," McGonagall said.
Oh...so the lady with the gray streaked black hair was McGonagall and the lady dressed in white was Pomfrey...okay...but who are they bringing in? This is a mystery!!!!
(Sirius's POV)
I hadn't gotten any sleep. It was the next morning and what was I doing? Drinking away. I haven't been drinking in a long time...but ever since I got kicked out of the Hospital Wing I started having some Fire Whiskey.
Someone shuffled over to my bed and wretched the curtains back.
I groaned and covered my face with the covers.
"Padfoot. Get up," James told me.
I grumbled a 'no'.
James growled and pulled the covers off of me. "Get up, you sad sack of fuck. A House Elf came and told us that Katelyn has woken up."
I sat up quickly which was a terrible mistake. I groaned and laid back down. I started rubbing my head.
"Mate...you might want to take a quick shower because 1. You stink and 2. The House Elf said it was important that we get there right away." James walked away from me and walked over to his old bed and grabbed some clothes.
Which made me think...Why is James in here? When he has the Heads Dorm?
I sat up slowly and I looked over at him. "Prongs...what are you doing here?"
He looked over at me with a raised eyebrow. "You don't remember?"
I shook my head. "Am I supposed too?"
He shrugged. "I don't know. You were the one that asked me to stay."
"I did?"
He nodded. "Yeah." He walked into the bathroom to probably brush his teeth or something. I don't know cause he closed the door.
I sighed heavily and I began thinking. Why did I ask James to stay here with me?
(Flashback)
The night carried on and I had already started drinking Fire Whiskey.
James stood up and he was about to leave but I grabbed his arm. When he looked down at me, I started begging him to stay and that I didn't want to be alone. He looked at Evans and she said that she wanted to be with Song...so she wouldn't be alone.
(End of Flashback)
There were no words since the Whiskey vanished the words away from my memory.
He had walked out of the bathroom and he was staring at me. "You okay, Pads?" he asked with concern etched on his face.
I nodded. "Yeah. I just remembered why you're here. Thanks...for...not leaving me alone."
He shrugged his shoulders. "You would have done the same for me."
I nodded again. "Damn right I would have." I stood up and I spread my arms out to balance myself.
"Got dizzy there?" James asked me with a smirk on his face.
"Shove off, Prongs." I walked off to the bathroom and I took a shower.
I was ready to head to the Hospital Wing after about ten minutes.
"What took you guys so long?" Evans asked hotly as we started heading to the Hospital Wing.
"Sorry, but I had to wake up this big oaf," James said and I glared at him.
"Oh...I understand now," Evans said as she walked faster.
James, Remus, Song, and I had to practically jog to keep up with the red-head.
"Will you slow down, Evans?" I asked irritated.
"Will you hurry up?" She shot back at me and I sighed heavily. "Got nothing else to say?" She smirked.
"Evans...I will tell you this because I care..."
She stopped and stared at me.
"You are very annoying but I only put up with you because Jamesie here is madly in love with you," I told her and I walked to the Hospital Wing smirking when I saw the red faced James and the shocked looking Evans.
Song and Remus snickered and jogged over to me.
"Sirius...that was cruel," Remus told me and I could tell he tried his best to not smile.
"What? She was getting on my nerves. And I gave Prongsie a little boost."
"You embarrassed them both!" Song yelled at me.
I shrugged.
Nothing matters. I just to see Katelyn. Make sure that she's okay. Make sure that she's in one piece. Make sure that whatever attacked her won't attack her again.
(Hospital Wing)
I pushed the doors open and I saw only Pomfrey, McGonagall, and Dumbledore there. The other professors had left.
We all rushed over to the bed and we turned out heads to look at Katelyn.
She looked...confused. Really, really confused. She looked okay...just utterly confused.
What happened?
"Katelyn?" I asked her.
She looked up at me and blinked at me repeatedly. "Yes?"
"Are you okay?"
"Umm...no?"
I sat down on the bed and I placed my hand on top of hers. "What's wrong?"
She pulled her hand back immediately and I noticed that she was backing away from me a bit. "Well...a complete stranger is all up in my bubble!"
I stared at her shocked. "A complete stranger?"
"Perhaps I should explain what's going on here," Dumbledore said as he moved towards Katelyn and I saw her retreat a little.
What the hell is going on?
"She is suffering from severe memory loss."
"What?" Evans asked quietly.
"No way..." Song said and I could tell by the sound of her voice that she would just break down crying.
"The only people that she has any knowledge of are the professors that were here."
I felt my jaw tighten and my hands clench into fists. Obviously I was angry. If the stupid professor for Defense Against the Dark Arts told me to leave then she would have knowledge of me.
I felt her gaze on me and when I looked up at her she stared into my eyes. My breath hitched. It felt like she was tearing me apart with her eyes trying to figure out who I was...
Please remember me...
(James's POV)
There was a sudden tension in the room when Sirius and Katelyn stared into each other's eyes. If she remembered who he was she would have started yelling at him but since she had no memory whatsoever there was no yelling.
I started to notice Sirius's face turn soft. His hard features that he set when he found out that if he had stayed she would have known him a bit better than now, were starting to soften away. His whole face was relaxed.
I also noticed that Katelyn's eyes kept falling to look at Sirius's lips. I was not the only one that noticed because Lily cleared her throat and they both looked at her.
"Do you remember me, Katey?" She asked softly.
"Is that my nickname or something?" Katelyn asked.
Lily nodded and I heard her swallow down a sob. "Yeah...it is."
Katelyn looked at Lily and she squinted her eyes. "I feel like I know you...but...I don't remember...
Lily let out a shaky sigh.
I walked over to her. "Are you okay, Lily?"
Lily shook her head and she tucked her lips into her mouth. "No..."
I wanted to hold her and tell her that everything was going to be all right. But I didn't know for myself that everything was going to be all right.
(Bexxi's POV)
I stared at the girl that was supposedly my best friend. But what I saw was a girl that looked like my best friend and that she had no idea who she is or where she is.
The girl looked at me and I stared back into her eyes. Maybe she is my best friend...
She has the same brown chocolate eyes. The same long brown hair. The same white skin with a hint of a tan. The same body figure. The same height...the same curves. But...that was it.
There was confusion written on her face. No happiness in her eyes. No smile. No anything. Just a blank face with confusion. Like someone was controlling her and telling her to look confused. Blank but with confusion.
Then the girl looked away from me and she looked puzzled. She had her lips pursed and a wrinkle in her forehead.
I smiled sadly. That was the Katey I remember...but where was the rest of the Katey I remembered?
Where was that temper that made me laugh and that made me scared for my life? Where was the laughter that would make me smile and laugh along? Where was the smile that comforted me in times of complete darkness? Where was the scared the little girl that put up a huge front? Where was Katelyn Joan Beck?
(Katey's POV)
I looked around the room at every single one of them. They had familiar faces but I couldn't place where I saw them. Or how I knew them.
"Can you all tell me your names?" I asked them. "Maybe I might get a spark of memory or something?"
"Of course," a red head girl said. "I'm Lily Evans. One of your best friends. But you call me Lils."
I nodded.
Okay...red head is name Lily Evans. But I call her Lils. One of my best friends. Got it.
"I'm your other best friend. Rebecca Song. Other people call me Bekka but you and Lils call me Bexxi," a tall Korean girl told me.
Tall Korean girl is Bexxi and she is my other best friend.
"I'm Remus Lupin and I am dating your best friend, Bekka," a boy with sandy brown hair said. He had scars EVERYWHERE!!! He scared me a little but then when I actually think about it...
I feel like a special connection between us. Like we can tell each other everything. I hope this feeling is right...
Suddenly the boy with messy jet-black hair and black rimmed seeing glasses raised his arm a little. "I'm James Potter."
I blinked at him waiting for him to finish. I waited for him to say what he was to me.
"I'm your friend. And I know your secret."
I nodded. He could come in handy later…
I looked at the boy with straight black shoulder length hair and gray eyes. "And you are?"
"Sirius Black. And I have no idea what I am to you," he answered.
Well, you're just completely useless aren't you?
"But I think that we are at least friends since we are in the same house."
My eyes widened. "Same house?!"
The old dude…oh what was his name again? …Dumbly something …Dumblydork? Dumbledork? …Dumbledore! That was it!
Dumbledore stepped forward and patted that hot guy with gray eyes on the shoulder. "Mr. Black. She doesn't remember anything. So she doesn't remember about this school."
"Oh…" Black looked sheepish. "I kinda forgot."
"How can you forget that she doesn't remember anything?" …Lily I think it was asked him.
"Chill Evans. Not everyone is as high and mighty as you in academics," he told her.
Lily gasped.
Black looked confused. "What?"
"You know the word academics!!! It's a miracle!!! A bloody miracle!"
The tall Korean girl giggled beside her and when I heard her giggle I couldn't help but giggle myself.
Lily looked at me. "Do you know why I said that?"
"I'm guessing because he isn't the brightest bulb in the tanning bed?" I asked.
The tall Korean girl stopped giggling and stared at Lily, who stared back. Then they both turned their gaze onto me.
I looked confused. "Umm…why are you guys looking at me like that?"
"That's what you always say about someone who isn't smart," the tall Korean girl said.
"Oh…umm…I'm sorry…I'm really sorry…but…what's your name again?" I asked her carefully.
One corner of her mouth turned up a little. "Rebecca Song but you and Lils call me Bexxi while other people call me Bekka."
"Oh. Thanks. I'm sorry about all this. I'm guessing I might be a real bother."
Black placed his hand over mine and he shook his head. "No. Not at all."
I felt a weird spark go up my arm and I stared at him hard. "Are we dating or something?"
He smiled widely…and…and…I…I swooned a little. "No. We aren't." Then his face became all serious…
OH YEAH!!! THAT WAS HIS NAME!!! Sirius. Right…got it.
Sirius's face became all serious. "Why do you ask?"
I shook my head quickly and I felt a blush creep up onto my cheeks. "No reason."
"Are you sure?"
I raised my hands to my cheeks and I felt that they were warm. What's going on?
Bexxi and Lily looked at each other and giggled.
I turned my head to look at them and they were whispering like crazy…
I hope they aren't girly girls. I hate girly girls…wait…I do?
"Do I hate girly girls?" I asked them.
Lily and Bexxi turned sharply to look at me.
I shrunk back from their gaze. "What?"
"How did you know?" Bexxi asked.
"I dunno. I just…thought 'I hope they aren't girly girls. I hate girly girls…wait…I do'? That's why I asked."
"I think you're starting to remember the simple stuff."
"So…can we pull some time out of…school so I can learn more about myself?" I asked everyone in the room.
They all nodded and I heard a few, 'of courses'.
I smiled. "Thanks. This must be hard on you guys."
"You have no idea," Lily said to me.
"I'm sorry. I really am…"
"We know. You're a very forgivable person. It's easy to forgive you. It's hard to get you to forgive someone."
"Really?"
The guy with the scars all over himself cleared his throat and when Lily looked at him, he shook his head.
"What?" Lily asked him.
"Lily, this isn't the way to go over things. There is an easier and nicer way to do this. You keep saying the things you are saying then you will make her think that she is a terrible person, which she isn't."
I stared at him. He had just defended me…not that there was really anything to defend me from…but still…he spoke for me. For my benefit.
"Well, I'm sorry, Remus. But this doesn't have an effect on you. You aren't dating her anymore. You are dating Rebecca so stick to her and stop floating around in this when it is clearly none of your business," she told him off.
"Just because Katelyn can't remember you or anyone or anything else doesn't mean you have to be a complete bitch to everyone, Lily," Bexxi told Lily off.
"She's not being a bitch. She's going through a lot of things that seems you don't give a shit about. This has no effect on you. You aren't even reacting!" James yelled at Bexxi.
I gripped onto the blankets and my fists started shaking. "Stop it," I whispered.
Then they all started arguing with each other. Except Sirius. He had his eyes on me. Seeing if I was okay.
"Stop it," I said a little louder.
But the arguing didn't stop. It just got louder and louder and louder…until…
"STOP IT!!!" I yelled loudly and it echoed throughout the room I was in.
They stopped arguing and they stared at me.
"Stop fighting," Sirius said for me as he held me. "This isn't helping her."
They looked down guiltily. I knew they felt it…but this really wasn't helping. I have no idea what's going…I have no idea who I am. I have who they are. I have where I am.
"We're sorry, Katey. Really sorry. We didn't mean to hurt your feelings or scare you. But this is hard on all of us," Bexxi said hugging me tightly.
I hugged her back even though I felt like pushing her away and yelling at her that this isn't only hard on you guys.
At least they know who they are and where they come from. I have no clue…no clue whatsoever. No clue…
AN: Okay. Well that is that chapter. I am so happy because now I have Microsoft Word 2007 again! It makes me so happy!!! Please don't destroy my happiness with no reviews.
