A/N: First: Sorry, this chapter is mostly Alex/Lewis again and it's kinda… „porny"… so if you don't like it, we completely understand… ^^" It's definitely needing the M-rating, though… but yeah…
In the next chapter (Chapter 26), you will find out a lot more about Lewis and his connection to Tyler and also why Michael is doing what he's doing… he has his reasons. I understand that you all hate them for now, but it hadn't been easy – especially for Lewis – either…
Also… One comment said, Jackson should tell Mark, because Mark has slept with the wife of his best friend "whatsoever"… yes… but Jackson doesn't know that…you must not forget that he wasn't there when that happened and maybe doesn't even know that much about his past… But they WILL talk at some point…
Thanks for all the comments and now enjoy your ride… *coughs* With Chapter 25… 26 comes soon! :-)
Alex Karev POV:
Alex's mind was reeling.
After leaving his argument with Jackson. Feeling angry, hurt, and completely bewildered he made his way to their apartment. He knew April would be there, but the man had no idea what he would say to her.
As he pulled up to the apartment he thought of everything he missed. April's sickness, her sudden mood swings and hostility towards him, even Jackson's insistence that Alex talked to the woman should have all been clues.
And Alex chose to ignore each and every one of them.
Walking in the door the place had seemed completely different in the 24 hours since Alex had left it. He looked at everything with new eyes.
"Alex?" April asked as she walked out of the kitchen and saw him standing at the entrance.
He felt terrified and the first thing he took notice of was her stomach. It was still flat and if April was pregnant she was a long way off from showing it.
April looked just as nervous as Alex felt and it made this whole situation at least a little bit easier. She would have every right to hate him and demand that he never darken her doorstep again.
She walked towards him and just before she reached out to touch him Alex jerked away. Walking around her he made his way across the room before turning around to look at her.
The hurt was painted on her face and Alex knew it would only be one of many times she would look at him like that if he didn't do what he had to.
But first he had to know.
"Is it true?"
Her eyes went wide and her body stiff. Alex had caught her off guard.
"Alex, I-"
"Jackson told me" Alex said and the small bit of hope that he had that this was all a huge misunderstanding was slowly diminishing.
"Jackson?" she asked, her voice full of hurt and for a moment Alex thought of saying nothing. If Alex couldn't have April in his life, why should Jackson be able to?
Alex could easily make her hate them both.
In the end he knew he could never do it. Alex's world might be crashing down faster then he could pick up the pieces, but dragging Jackson down with him wouldn't do anything but prove he was an even worse man then he believed himself to be.
"He didn't want to" Alex said "he begged me to talk you and I was able to figure it out myself".
Bowing her head April looked like she was trying to compose herself "I wanted to tell you, Alex" she told him "I just didn't know how to deal with this, it's not like either one of us planned for it"
"You're pregnant" Alex said bewildered. Speaking the words aloud held a sense of finality. As if now that it was out in the world neither one could pretend that it wasn't happening.
She walked up to him and grabbing his hand she held it tight in her own. He watched their entwined fingers and his heart longed for all the possibility it held.
Alex would have given anything for this. Her hands felt soft against his own rough surface.
"I'm so sorry, Alex" she was already on the verge of tears and he pulled her into a hug. His own tears stained her blue blouse as they fell on the delicate fabric.
"No, I'm sorry April" he whispered and the words could barely get choked out. She reared back and looked up at him. Her smile full of hope that the two would find a way to deal with this and become a family.
"It's okay" she told him as she brushed her thumb across his cheek to wipe a tear away "We can beat this".
As he stared at her the images of what he had done with Lewis came to him. So graphically explicit that it made Alex shudder slightly.
"April I-" he tried to say before she shook her head.
"Not tonight Alex, let's just save all that for the morning" she grabbed his hand once again and was about to lead him up the stairs before he pulled his hand away from her grasp.
"I can't"
"Alex" her voice was soft and cautious "I know this needs to be discussed, but I just want to know that we are okay"
Pulling the girl flush against his body Alex put his head on her shoulder "I want to give you everything you deserve" he said "and you deserve every bit of happiness that the world has to offer"
"We can have that; together" April said holding Alex's waist tightly.
"I'm not made for this" Alex said "I can't be the man who gives what you and this kid deserve". He would ruin their lives; it took him less then 10 hours to betray April in every way possible. What could he do if given a lifetime?
"Alex" she said, her voice desperate "you are so much better then you give yourself credit for"
"No" he told her "I should have understood why you were so upset; I should have at least given you the benefit of the doubt"
"Look at me, Alex" her voice was strong and commanding "we both made mistakes, but we can grow past them"
"I slept with someone else"
Her face looked as if she had just been slapped. All colour had drained from her and she looked at him shocked.
"What?"
"Last night" Alex said; staring at the ground too ashamed to meet her eyes "I thought we were done"
"You couldn't even give it a day" she was angry; furious and Alex knew he deserved it all.
"I'm so sorry, April" the tears were back again "I just don't know how to do these things"
"That's not an excuse"
"I know" he responded "I just-...I'm complete shit" he had been told that since he was old enough to know what the words meant. His father, his mother, every single social worker who grew too frustrated with him as a child to try and hide behind false politeness.
There was a reason he had never managed to keep one relationship in his life. If people didn't believe he was worthless then Alex made sure to show them.
"Alex, you're not-"
"Yes, I am" he wasn't going to make the girl lie to herself "I never deserved you in the first place and I'm sorry that I... you don't deserve to be saddled with a horrible husband and an even worse father"
"What are you saying?"
"I'm going to support you in whatever decision you make" Alex told her "if you decide to keep it I promise that I will give you whatever you need to give it the best life possible"
"It needs you" she said "I need you"
"I ruined every single thing that has ever been good in my life, April. Do you really think I won't do the same to this kid... to you?"
"I believe you aren't the monster you believe you are" she said and her own tears blurred her vision "I just wish you could believe that"
"I wish I could" he made his way to the door "I'm moving out"
"Alex, wait!"
"I'll have Jackson get whatever I need" he had to go, because if he stayed he might convince himself that trying to make this work was a good idea.
"For what it's worth I did love you, Kepner" and before she could say anything he was out the house and walking to his car. Getting inside he started it up and sped off into the night.
As he drove aimlessly he noticed a message that was waiting on his phone. Picking it up he played it and when he heard Lewis' voice his heartbeat increased.
"Hey Alex; I don't know if you're doing anything tonight, but if you want to swing by I would be more then happy to have your company"
Pulling off to the side of the road Alex took a deep breath. He thought of April and the life they could have had. A wife and a kid had always been a dream of his and to have come so close to it felt like a cruel joke. She deserved a good man who would appreciate everything that she could give him. A man who could be the kind of guy she had always wanted.
A man that was not Alex Karev.
Quickly dialling Lewis's number he waited for the man to pick up and did his best to get rid of all the heartbroken emotion in his voice.
"Hey Alex"
"Hey" Alex responded "I was wondering if that offer still stands?"
"Of course it does" Lewis sounded happy and uncomplicated. He sounded like everything Alex wanted to be right now.
"Okay, I'll be there in about 30"
"Sounds good" Lewis told him "everything okay?"
"Yeah, just can't wait to see you"
"Same here"
Turning off the phone Alex put his forehead on the steering wheel and closed his eyes. All he could see was April's face as it stared at him in tears.
Pulling back onto the highway he shook her face out of his mind and focused on what was waiting for him. Lewis and a smile that was easy enough to get lost into for the night.
April Kepner POV:
"He... he cheated on me... after only a couple of hours..." April cried, clinging to Meredith as if her life depended on it. After Alex had left, she had wanted to call Jackson, but she was sure he would spend the night at Mark's and disturbing them was the last thing she wanted to do. Especially since the two of them had quite some problems as well, even though she didn't know exactly what was wrong in their relationship, but she did know that something was wrong.
"That's... that's so typical Alex," Meredith replied. "Whenever something gets complicated, he looks for the easiest way out."
April looked up at her, still not able to hold back the tears. "But... but how can I deal with it? How can I ever trust him completely if he does something like that to me?"
"I don't know..." Meredith replied truthfully, gently stroking April's back. "What I know is that Alex is a very broken man, and that every person he ever loved left him. It was pretty bad when Izzie left him."
"Tell me about it," April said silently. She knew that Izzie Stevens was Alex' ex-wife and that she had left him at some point, but that was about all she ever heard about her and she only had seen her once when she was at the hospital for a consult.
"She was... like the love of Alex' life... and he thought with her he could have it all... they had this on-off relationship going on for years," Meredith explained, leaning back at the wall. They were sitting on April's kitchen floor next to each other, and now Meredith was putting an Arm around April's shoulder, pulling her close.
"Well... then they were finally happy, but Izzie was diagnosed with a brain tumour... and the chances of survival were five percent. Five. Izzie started to push him away, and Alex thought he would lose her... but he promised her to always be there for her and he even married her... and only a couple of hours later he had to watch her die. They could reanimate her, but I... I know how awful it is to see the person you love like this." Meredith went on.
"Well... Izzie got saved... but all of a sudden... when she was cancer-free, they started fighting. And fighting. And it got worse every day, until she left him. After all she just left him from one day to another... and I think this was the last straw... I think it made Alex lose faith in love."
"I know he loves me," April gave back, fighting back another bunch of tears. "And I... I don't want to let him go like that."
"But he cheated on you... do you want to ignore that fact?" Meredith asked carefully.
April shook her head. "No... but it's not like I'm totally innocent. I played my part in this whole mess as well when I started pushing him away. After all that happened with his ex-wife, he must have felt like everything repeats with me."
"That doesn't give him the right to cheat on you... to fuck some random chick." Meredith replied.
A heavy sigh left April's lips. "I know..." She said, keeping silent afterwards. It still hurt to even think about Alex with this other woman she most likely didn't even know, but she felt like it was her fault, too.
"You don't deserve this," Meredith answered, looking into her eyes. "But... I... I think Alex really needs you. You're maybe the only person who can help him out of this hole he dug himself into. I really think he loves you. He has been so happy over the past couple of weeks... I haven't seen him this happy since Izzie. And I know he always wanted a family."
"He did?" April asked, feeling slightly surprised. She hadn't expected this at all, but she wasn't stupid. She had seen it in Alex' eyes. That it took a lot of him not to give them another chance.
"Yeah... maybe without realizing himself, but he feels like he's not worth any happiness... I tried to tell him that this is not true. I really tried, but there are still moments when he does something stupid and then he feels like he had been right all along." Now it was Meredith who sighed.
"I need to... I need to tell him that I still love him, no matter what he did," April said, slowly getting up from the floor and leaning against the counter. "I can't ignore that he slept with some bitch, but if he thinks I'm gonna make it this easy for him... if he thinks he can get rid of me that easy, he's completely wrong. I'm carrying his child and we need him."
"You should tell him that," Meredith replied with a soft smile, getting up herself.
"I tried," April gave back, looking at her. "I would do anything if he just gave me a chance to tell him that I'm willing to deal with his shit as well. With all of his shit. That I want him in my life."
Gently, she started stroking her flat stomach. "I know it's very early and so much can still happen until... until I start showing, but I really want this baby... and I want this family with him... and if that's the only reason for him to reject me... that he thinks he's not good enough for me... I need to show him that this is not true. Because I'm not perfect either."
Tears started welling up in her eyes again. "I mean, who gets pregnant the first time sleeping with her potential new boyfriend?" She laughed bitter. "My life just... just is not how I planned it at all."
"When is life ever as planned?" Meredith asked, gently wiping away one of April's last tears. "But I know you can do this. With or without Alex... but if you decide to fight for him, even though he should be the one to fight for you, I will have your back. I will do anything in my willpower to support you in this."
"Thank you, Meredith," April replied, hugging Meredith close. She had never thought the two of them could become such good friends, but she was thankful for it. She knew Jackson would still have her back as well, but it meant a lot to her that Meredith had come immediately when she had called her. That she had asked her to stay where she was and not even fifteen minutes later she had rang at her doorbell.
"What for?" Meredith smiled, rubbing April's back. "That's what friends are for." She let go of April to look her in the eye again. "And even if things with Alex don't work out for whatever reason, never forget that you still have me. That I'm your friend and nothing will change about this."
"I still hope we'll find a way..."
April knew it was maybe silly to hope for another chance with Alex, and maybe he didn't even deserve this chance, but she was neither ready nor willing to give up on him so easy. Maybe he just needed to see how much he meant to her. Maybe he just needed to see himself in a better light, because even though he had made his mistakes, April knew she wasn't perfect either. Quite the opposite. Alex would most likely never have slept with someone else, hadn't she been so stupid. So bitchy. So moody. Fucking pregnancy hormones. This would be a long eight months, but hopefully it would get better with the time. Same for the morning sickness.
"You're gonna be fine. You're strong enough to get over this, and maybe if Alex sees how much you mean to him, he will give in and give this relationship a real shot." Meredith replied and she sounded a lot more positive than she had before. Which helped April being positive as well.
"I will talk to him again as soon as I have a chance... I didn't even have the possibility to tell him that I wanna keep the baby. That I'm gonna have this kid with or without him. He said he's gonna support my decision, so I don't know... maybe at some point he's gonna start to love his baby and recognizes that this is something he really desires."
"Yeah, maybe" Meredith poked her in the side gently. "What do you think if we order pizza and watch some unrealistic romantic movies afterwards?"
"I say it sounds like a plan," April replied, already grabbing her phone. She felt a lot better by now, knowing that she had friends she could really rely on, and maybe Alex would change his mind again as well.
Lewis Avery POV:
Lewis still couldn't wrap his head around the fact that Jackson obviously still was in contact with Tyler. Who had never bothered to contact him after everything that had happened between them. No, instead he had started a relationship with his younger brother, and it had broken something within Lewis. Something unable to get repaired at all.
And now he found out that even after Jackson's and Tyler's relationship had ended, they still talked to each other. They maybe were even still friends. Lewis felt so disappointed and something within him felt empty. Really empty. Sometimes he still missed Tyler so much, and he hated himself for it, but Tyler had been the love of his life. Maybe still was.
Of course, Lewis didn't want to get back together with him. After all he had done to him, he would never ever give him another chance, but that didn't change the fact that those feelings for Tyler would probably never vanish completely. There would most likely always be some love for his former fiancé.
After Jackson's comment, Lewis had called Alex out of an instinct. On the spur of a moment he had dialled his number and left him a message after only reaching his answering machine. And it hadn't taken Alex a while to get back to him.
Lewis had been able to push away all thoughts of Tyler, deciding that it was probably the best to concentrate on him and the thing they were having, because it was hot, and it felt good, and it just was all but complicated, and it was exactly what Lewis needed right now.
Tonight maybe more than ever.
When he heard a key unlocking the apartment door, he froze for a moment. Shit.
Only a couple of seconds later, Michael appeared in the hallway, greeting him with a smile. "Hey, Lewis. Didn't know you were already at home. Thought you would be busy making friends." He winked at him.
Lewis let out a sigh. Great. Was Michael about to cross the plans he was having with Alex without even realizing it?
"Kind of, yeah... but actually, I am expecting someone," Lewis admitted.
"Already?" Michael asked with a grin while getting rid of his coat. "Don't tell me you already know who Jackson's boyfriend is and are about to seduce him?"
"Well... not exactly," Lewis admitted. "But I am going to seduce someone. If it's even necessary. I already fucked him twice last night. And it looks like he can't get enough of me."
"No surprise," Michael replied, moving closer to Lewis. "But you're not throwing me out of my own apartment, are you?"
"I think I'll find another solution," Lewis replied with a shrug. "You know a nice hotel or anything like that nearby?"
"Uhm..." Michael scratched the back of his neck. "Well... I think there is one close by, but since I never really needed one, I'm not so sure about the address... But I mean... I can really go, if you need me to."
"No," Lewis said immediately. "I can't kick you out of your own apartment, as you said yourself. And since I'm sure it's gonna get... very loud... it might be better for me to leave anyways. For now." He winked at Michael.
Only a couple of seconds later the doorbell rang and Michael grinned at Lewis. "Guess that's him?"
"If you don't expect anyone yourself, I assume it is, yes..." He was already on his way to the door when Michael got ahead of him.
"What are you doing?" Lewis hissed, causing Michael to grin.
"Saying hello to your… whatever he is…" and with those words he had already opened the door and looked not even a little surprised a couple of seconds later when he found Alex Karev standing in front of him.
"You?" he asked nevertheless, not wanting to cause any trouble for his best friend.
Alex raised an eyebrow, but he looked just as surprised as Michael probably should be. "What are you doing here?"
Michael leaned against the doorframe. "I'm living here... who would have guessed it's youLewis is expecting." He tried not to sound too sarcastic.
"Excuse my roommate, he can be an ass sometimes," Lewis interrupted, grabbing his jacket.
"I love you, too, Lewis!" Michael said ironically, patting Lewis' shoulder as he passed him by.
"I'm leaving," Lewis informed Michael, before gently pushing him further into his apartment and closing the door once he was outside himself.
"Where are we going?" Alex asked confused, still looking at the door and not at Lewis.
"Hotel... don't worry, it's on me... I just think we could need some privacy. I don't assume you want Michael to hear you moan my name when I fuck you into the mattress." Lewis grinned, causing Alex to take in a sharp breath.
"No... not really... how thoughtful of you," he replied, walking alongside Lewis and getting into the elevator with him. "I didn't even know you two knew each other. Is he... your boyfriend or something like that?"
Lewis let out a laugh. "Do you really think he would have let me leave with you if he was?"
"Right," Alex replied, still looking kind of insecure. "Listen, if this was bad timing, I can leave."
"The hell you're going to leave..." Lewis said, pressing Alex against the elevator wall with his body and placing his lips on Alex' for a hot, fervently kiss that left no doubts about how much he wanted Alex.
He could and most likely would have gone on for a lot longer if the sound of the elevator wouldn't have been a sign for them arriving at the ground floor.
"You know what?" Lewis started, walking next to Alex to the exit.
"What?" Alex asked with a smile.
"I can't wait to have you underneath me... to fuck you again, because last night was... awesome. I couldn't stop thinking about it." Lewis replied with a wink.
"Me neither... and... right now I need you more than anything in the world." Alex seemed pretty distant all of a sudden.
"You okay?" Lewis asked once they had exited the building.
Alex stopped, turning to look at him. "Yeah... I don't really wanna talk about it, to be honest. I just wanna fuck. I don't wanna have anything complicated and I'm definitely not looking for a relationship or love. I just want to have fun."
"Hey... that's completely fine with me, because I'm everything but complicated." Lewis smiled at Alex. "Where's your car? I can't wait to get out of here and repeat last night. And maybe... just maybe... if you're a nice boy, I'm gonna let you fuck me too." He winked at him, seeing exactly that the mere thought made Alex nervous.
"Don't worry..." He leaned next to him so he could whisper into his ear. "I'll guide you through everything. If we really wanna do it like that... if not that's fine with me as well... uncomplicated, remember?"
And it was completely true. He wanted the same Alex wanted, even though the reasons might be different. He enjoyed fucking Alex so much, and knowing that Jackson really didn't like it, was just a bonus for him. It made him enjoy it even moreso.
Alex Karev POV:
The hotel was just off the main highway. More upscale then Alex would have thought Lewis would go for since it's only purpose was a place to have sex undisturbed.
He was an Avery, though. Alex doubted any of them went for the cheap option in anything they did. Alex thought of his first week living with Jackson and watching the man unpack Alex realized that three of Jackson's shirts cost more then most of his entire wardrobe.
Once the two men checked in and walked into their room Lewis walked over to the bed and fell backwards; his arms and legs splayed wide.
"Man, this is comfortable" Lewis said as he sat up on his elbows and looked over at Alex "you should come feel" he added with a smile that made blood rush directly to Alex's cock.
He didn't have to be asked twice.
With a smile of his own Alex wiggled out of his jacket and let it fall to the floor before running over and jumping on top of Lewis. Hearing the man laugh made Alex feel better than he had since he last saw him that morning.
This is what he needed. Alex wouldn't fuck this up. He knew sex and knew sex well. He thought of Lewis' comment earlier about possibly being able to fuck him and Alex couldn't believe how hard he got from just the thought of it.
With Lewis lying under him Alex rolled his hips and when he heard the man take in a sharp breath Alex smiled.
"Someone has gotten confident" Lewis said with a smile.
"I had a really good teacher" Alex responded, burying his face and kissing Lewis's neck. He smells so good Alex thought and sticking out his tongue he traced a line from the bottom of Lewis' ear to the man's collarbone.
"Fuck, Alex" Lewis hissed as he put an arm around his neck and Alex loved hearing the sounds his actions called.
"Wrap your legs around my waist" Alex said as he reached a hand between their bodies and found Lewis' belt.
"Alex I-"
"Do it"
To his surprise Lewis did as Alex told him and fuck if feeling Lewis' legs being around him wasn't one of the hottest things Alex had ever felt. Unbuckling the man's belt Alex kissed Lewis as he unzipped the man's pants and reached inside and grabbed a hold of Lewis' cock and got another sharp breath.
Alex was going to fall in love with that sound.
"I wanna fuck you" Alex said "I want to watch you become completely undone while I'm buried inside of you"
Lewis looked up at him and Alex could see the lust in his eyes warring with trepidation of letting Alex fuck him.
"You gotta earn it" Lewis told him; lifting his hips and getting his own moan out of Alex "don't think I'm going to make it easy"
Alex smiled. He loved this; Lewis wasn't small and delicate and Alex didn't have to worry about hurting him. Hell, Lewis would probably like it.
Lifting up off of the man Lewis' legs fell to the side as Alex kissed him and made his way down the man's body. Quickly unbuttoning Lewis' shirt Alex opened it up. Bending down Alex kissed the centre of Lewis' chest then followed that by taking the right, then left nipple into his mouth. Lewis had a thing about his nipples and Alex stored this little fact away for future use.
Once Alex kissed his way down to Lewis' waist he sat up on his knees. Looking down at Lewis Alex gripped the man's waist and yanked him forward. Grabbing the back of his neck Alex lifted Lewis up and gave him a bruising kiss.
"I'm going to have you begging for it"
"I don't beg" Lewis' voice was strained. Alex was getting to him, but he didn't want the man to see.
"We'll see" Alex said as he pushed Lewis back down and worked on pulling down the man's pants and boxers in one swoop. Alex managed to get them down to Lewis' ankles where they became hindered by the man's sneakers.
"Kick them off" and Lewis did as he was told. The first one made a loud thump that was closely followed by the second. Once the sneakers were gone Alex finished taking off Lewis' clothing; leaving the man only wearing his open shirt.
"Damn, you're hot; anyone ever tell you that?"
"I've heard it once or twice" Lewis told him with a wide smile.
"I bet you have".
Pulling Lewis close to him again Alex wrapped a hand around the guy's erection and gave it a few slow pumps. "How does that feel?" Alex asked as he got on his knees.
"Good" Lewis choked out.
Leaning in close Alex was a mere inch away from Lewis' cock. He ran his tongue lightly up the shaft before encircling the head. The same taste of salt and soap greeted him and Alex wondered if all cocks tasted like Lewis', or if the man just knew how to keep people like Alex coming back.
"Shit" Lewis turned his head to the side and buried his face into the mattress. Alex took that as a good sign. Bending over Alex teased the slit with his tongue and watched as Lewis grabbed onto the bed sheets.
Going back down Alex cupped Lewis' balls in his hand and gently put one, then both in his mouth and it caused the man to buck his hips.
They felt heavy in Alex's mouth, but with the weight came a sense delirious pleasure as he tongued the folds. Slowly releasing them Alex made his way back up to Lewis' cock and after tracing them with his tongue once more he took it into his mouth and worked his way down it.
The flesh felt hot and moistening his mouth Alex tried to make it as wet as possible for Lewis. After each bob back up Alex was able to get a little more of the cock into his mouth. He couldn't quite deep throat it yet, but Alex knew eventually that would be a skill that he acquired.
Lewis' hips moved in time with Alex's mouth and every time they went up Alex went down. The day's problems were getting further and further away as Alex lost himself in the act of blowing Lewis. No reminders of failed dreams, or untrustworthy friends; when Alex was making somebody feel good like this it made him hate himself a little bit less.
His mind was so focused that it wasn't until he heard the hitch of Lewis' voice that his concentration was broken.
"Alex, I'm close" he said and he sounded just short of desperate. It was a sound Alex didn't want to stop. Increasing his pace the man could feel Lewis' on coming orgasm. Lifting his head up he moved quickly atop Lewis and looked the man in the eyes.
"Tell me you want it" Alex said as he pumped Lewis' cock again.
"Alex" Lewis was his at this moment and Alex knew the man was fighting a battle he couldn't win.
"Tell me"
"I want it" Lewis told him.
"Want what?"
"Fuck me, Alex" Lewis pleaded "I want you to fuck me"
"Beg for it"
"Please, fuck me Alex"
Alex celebrated his victory.
Lewis Avery POV:
Lewis couldn't believe what was happening. He couldn't believe that he was begging Alex to fuck him. Yes, he had thought about it and he had to admit, the thought was quite hot, but he wouldn't have thought he would actually almost conjure Alex to do it to him. That was so not him. Alex brought out things in Lewis he didn't know he was having inside of him in the first place.
Lewis could see in Alex' eyes how much of a victory it was for him that he had managed to make Lewis beg. And how much it meant to him as well. The shimmer in his eyes made it all worth it. And it turned him on so much; he couldn't even put it into words.
"Satisfied now?" Lewis asked with a grin, before pulling Alex down to him and touching his lips with his own. Just a swift touch, but it was also a promise for more.
"Very," Alex grinned back, still massaging Lewis cock but finally letting go of it, so he could make the next move.
"Show me what you got," Lewis said, watching Alex part his legs and he let him handle him, because he knew he was in good hands with him. "But first..." He sat up and started unbuttoning Alex' shirt. "First you should get undressed. I think it's a little bit uneven at the moment... and I'm sure..." Lewis leaned forward and kissed Alex' cheek before catching his earlobe between his teeth. "I'm sure your... little guy down there... agrees with me." Demonstratively he grabbed Alex' already pretty hard cock through his jeans.
"Seems like someone is really excited." Lewis commented, causing Alex to grin.
"Well... you moaning my name... got the little one pretty hard pretty quickly." Alex admitted, and Lewis loved the way his confidence had grown alongside his cock. He seemed to have learned a lot within only one night between them, but it had been quite a hot night.
"Is that so?" Lewis asked while pushing Alex' shirt over his shoulders and watching him getting rid of it.
"Yeah... and now you have to help me with my problem..." Alex demanded.
"Oh yeah?" Lewis asked with a grin. Yes, he definitely loved this new side of Alex. Pretty much actually. Him being so dominant totally turned him on.
"Yeah..." Alex replied, pulling Lewis even closer to himself. "First..." He grabbed Lewis' hands and placed them at the waistband of his jeans. "...you're going to undress me... and finally let him out..."
"Go on..." Lewis replied hoarsely. He already couldn't wait until Alex was finally inside of him and made him come, even though it would take a little longer. He opened Alex' belt and the button, before he pulled down the zipper and gave Alex a push so he landed with his back on the bed. Afterwards, he pulled his jeans down, together with his shorts, so Alex would finally be naked as well. He got rid of Alex' shoes first and threw them out of the bed, before he undressed him completely and leaned over him again.
"Afterwards..." Alex said, getting on his elbows and catching Lewis' lips with his own to kiss him feverishly, and god, this man could kiss. Lewis had to admit, everything about Alex was perfect and just what he needed right now. He needed distraction and something nice and uncomplicated. All the things Alex was able to provide, even though he maybe didn't even know.
"Afterwards..." Alex went on once they tore apart. "You're gonna suck me off..."
"Why would I do that?" Lewis asked with a raised eyebrow. "What makes you think I'm going to take your cock in my mouth right now? What if I don't want to?"
"Well..." Alex replied with a grin. "I'm sure you want. Because you want my cock in your tight ass, and I won't give you that if you don't suck my cock first."
"I see..." Lewis replied, placing a soft kiss on Alex' neck. "And I get that you totally learned from last night... I never thought you could be so..."
"Demanding? Decisive? Confident?" Alex cut him off.
Lewis let out a laugh. "I wanted to say cocky, but yes, that too."
"Well... there are quite a few things you wouldn't expect from me after all..." Alex replied, grabbing one of Lewis' hands and placing it between his legs. "So will you blow me now or did you change your mind about wanting my cock up in your ass? You said it yourself yesterday... you think my cock is pretty... just imagine what it could do to you if I shove it up your ass and fuck you into the mattress..."
Lewis took in a sharp breath. "Oh my god..." he blurted out, placing one of his hands between his own legs and starting to touch himself.
"Hey!" Alex gave him a smack on the back of his hand. "Who told you, you could touch yourself?" He grabbed Lewis' waist and pulled him close, before thrusting upwards so Lewis could feel his cock against his own.
"Do you really wanna risk losing having this pretty cock of mine inside of you?" Alex asked.
Lewis looked at him, biting his lip. "No... no, I don't..."
"So... what do you have to do to get it?" Alex asked as if Lewis had already forgotten.
"Suck it..." he replied quietly, moving downwards just slightly.
"Good boy... then... what are you waiting for?" Alex placed a hand on Lewis' head and pushed him down until his cock was directly in front of Lewis' face.
God, this was so fucking hot, and Lewis didn't waste any time, before he placed his lips around Alex' cock and starting to suck, causing Alex to buck up and let out a loud moan. He let his tongue swirl around the head of Alex' cock, feeling Alex' hands grabbing his head and pushing him down, so he was deep-throating Alex. And it was fucking hot and it felt good giving Alex this much pleasure and hearing his moans, knowing he was responsible for causing them.
"You taste so good..." Lewis mumbled against Alex' cock and he knew talking with his cock in his mouth was sending soft vibrations to Alex' cock.
One of Alex' hands was grabbing the bed sheet while the other was still resting on Lewis' head, guiding him up and down and Lewis let it happen. Lewis let Alex handle him, let him decide how deep he would take him in and how quick he would go.
"Lewis... I... god... I'm..." He pushed Lewis away from him, letting his cock slide out of Lewis mouth, before he sat up and grabbed Lewis' waist, pulling him close and rubbing himself up against him. "You've been a good boy... you earned my cock."
Lewis only smiled at him, letting Alex haul him to his back and feeling him on his body again. He felt Alex spreading his legs wide before he felt one of his fingers at his entrance and hissed. He closed his eyes and waited for the intrusion that came only a mere seconds later when Alex' finger was pushing inside of him.
It had been a while since he had been the receiving part, but he wanted it so bad, it drove him crazy already. Alex drove him crazy. That he was a bit clumsy again only turned him on even more.
"Do you like that?" Alex asked, slowly moving his finger further inside of him.
Lewis moved slightly so he had a better position, looking up at Alex. "That's... a bit better... just... do it... fuck me with your fingers... prepare me so I can have this big... pretty cock inside of me... don't worry, it's gonna be okay."
Alex nodded, getting bolder with every passing second and Lewis could feel that. He started thrusting his finger in and out of him and finally took another one and thrust inside of him with both of them, until he found this sweet spot that made Lewis see stars.
"Oh my god..." Lewis moaned, pressing himself against Alex. "Fuck me... god Fuck me..."
"What did I tell you did you have to do to get it?" Alex grinned and Lewis understood immediately.
"Please fuck me. I'm begging you to put your big, hard cock inside of me and make me come... I need you right now, or I'm going crazy... do it... just please."
Lewis needed him so bad, he almost couldn't believe it himself. There was only one other person who had ever made him feel like that, and this other person had been the love of his life. He didn't have any romantic feelings for Alex at all, so this was something like a first for him too. Feeling so hot for someone he just met and didn't love. Yes, this thing with Alex would be very satisfying. For the both of them.
Alex Karev POV:
"Please fuck me. I'm begging you to put your big, hard cock inside of me and make me come... I need you right now, or I'm going to go crazy... do it... just please."
Alex didn't know how it was possible for words to be so damn hot. Looking down at Lewis he bit his lip and leaned down to bury his head in the man's neck. Kissing his neck and travelling up to his cheek he moved to Lewis' ear "Turn over".
It seemed as if with each passing moment Alex was shedding out of his old skin. The man full of stupid dreams and crippling expectations. Lewis was changing him without even knowing it.
Turning him back to the man he was before Izzie Stevens, before Rebecca Pope, and before April Kepner. The man he was becoming only wanted this feeling that Lewis was able to give him.
Lewis turned over and Alex admired the man's strong shoulders that lead to a slim waist and finished at an ass that could rival most women's.
"How are you possible?"
Looking behind him Lewis smiled up at Alex "What?"
"Were you Averys manufactured in some lab or something"
Laughing Lewis turned back around and placed his chin on the pillow "Yeah, our creators were big fans of Frankenstein"
With a smile Alex leaned downed and gave a slight bite to the back of Lewis' neck, causing the man to jump slightly "Very funny"
Rising back up Alex lapped his tongue over the spot and then started to trace his tongue down from Lewis' neck, then to his shoulder blades and followed that by licking down the man's spine making Lewis shiver.
Standing back Alex placed his hands on Lewis' hips and raised him up so that Lewis sat on all four. Alex kissed the man's cheeks as he started to spread them. Seeing Lewis' opening it looked pink and puckered. He tried to remember what the man had done to him the previous night. Leaning in he licked over the entrance and Lewis' sharp intake of breath was a good sign.
Tentatively, Alex forced his tongue in and received a moan for his effort. Repeating the process Alex could feel Lewis getting wetter each time his tongue pushed in.
"Just like that, Alex"
Spurring him on Alex went faster and deeper. He was getting the hang of it and he had to admit that it wasn't nearly as bad as he thought.
Breaking away Alex wetted one of his fingers and slowly inserted it into Lewis and hearing him hiss made Alex smile.
"You like that?"
"Very much" Lewis told him.
"Wait till you get the big show"
Lewis laughed as he looked back at Alex "You've become such a cocky son of a bitch"
"You know you like it" Alex smiled as he inserted another finger and began working Lewis' opening.
"I want it, now" Lewis told him and extracting his fingers Alex leaned over the side of the hotel bed and grabbed his jeans. Fishing out a condom and the small bottle of lotion he swiped from the hospital he was about to put it on before Lewis grabbed his hand.
"Let me"
Taking the condom Lewis ripped open the package and put the object on the tip of Alex's penis. Placing his mouth over it Lewis used his tongue to roll the condom on.
Alex was going to die here. Lewis was going to give him a damn heart attack.
Once on Lewis squirted some of the lotion into his palm and grabbed Alex's cock. Lathering him up Alex closed his eyes to try and concentrate on not ejaculating right then and there.
Taking a hold of Lewis' shoulders Alex pushed the man back before grabbing his hips and lifting them so that his cock was just at Lewis' entrance.
"I've been dreaming about this all day" Alex said as he lined himself up and once Lewis gave him a cocky grin he pushed his way in.
"Fuck" Lewis said as he tried to get used to Alex.
Lewis was so much tighter then anything Alex had ever felt before. Lewis surrounded his cock and with each thrust in Alex got a little bit deeper until he rested all the way inside the man.
Alex wanted nothing more then to fuck Lewis crazy, but he had to make sure the guy was comfortable.
"How does it feel?"
"Thicker then I would have thought" Lewis said moving his hips "I wanna see what you got"
Needing no more of an invitation Alex pulled out and thrust back in strong enough for Lewis' eyes to go wide. Alex's rhythm was slow at first. Lifting Lewis' legs he placed them around his waist and lifted the man's ass to get better access.
"I didn't know it could feel this good" Alex said as he leaned down and gave Lewis an open mouth kiss.
Lewis clasped his ankles together and placed his arms around Alex's neck. The man was going faster and faster and Lewis could do nothing but ride it out.
Alex moved his hips quickly until he found the spot he was looking for and once Lewis yelled in ecstasy he knew he had it. The same spot that Lewis had hit within him the previous night that had made his brain frazzled.
It seemed to have a similar effect on Lewis and thrusting faster and harder Alex went back to burying his face in Lewis' neck. Taking his hand he wrapped it around Lewis' cock and started to pump.
"Alex" Lewis moaned "fuck" and Alex could feel the man tighten his grip around Alex's neck. Closing his eyes tightly Alex felt the images of the day's events play out before him.
His morning with Lewis, his argument with Jackson, and his break-up with April.
"Alex I'm about to-" and before he could finish his sentence Alex felt Lewis' cock stiffen and release himself between their two bodies.
Feeling Lewis tighten around his erection Alex started to jack-hammer into Lewis and moments after Lewis' orgasm Alex had his own while in the man's body.
Collapsing onto Lewis' chest Alex felt him kiss the top of his head.
"You did well" Lewis whispered and Alex wrapped his arms around the man's waist.
"Yeah?"
"Yeah" Lewis confirmed.
Lewis tried to move, but Alex held him firm "No" he said "just stay like this".
"You okay?" Lewis asked, the concern evident in his voice.
"Yeah" Alex told him as he buried his face in Lewis' chest "I just want to have this for awhile"
"Alex" Lewis said sitting up and Alex groaned, but followed along as he pulled out of the man "Go clean up and come back" he said. Getting up Alex took off his condom and going into the bathroom he flushed it before walking back into the room while using a wet rag to clean himself. Seeing Lewis do the same with a wet nap Alex approached the bed and when Lewis offered him a hand he took it and regained his original position with his head on Lewis' chest and his arms around his waist.
"There we go" Lewis said with another kiss to his head "don't you feel better now?"
"Yeah, better then I have in a long time" and he yawned as sleep started to overtake him.
"Get some rest" Lewis said "you put in a lot of work tonight"
Smiling, Alex had fallen asleep before he could even muster a response.