Description: who else has sally invited and will they be welcomed by everyone? Where does Sophie go does Sian let her go by her self!
Rating: 16 (Drug use)
Kk so here is chapter 25 really now I know its 25 chapters in but really this is just the beginning so enjoy hopefully! ;) will post second part later on today hope fully! ;)
First sorry chapter lol - Alicelily ;) so know that you are not going to be happy when you get to the bottom: D
Chapter 25 – part 1
Sophie's p.o.v
After Rosie left it took me a couple of minutes to stop my self from falling back to sleep in sians arms, she made me feel really safe but as Rosie said everyone is down stairs so I guess we got to get up.
"right come on lets make a half decent attempt to look well decent" I mumbled trying to shake the sleep from my voice and pulled Sian up but she just pulled me back down onto the bed again and was staring at me keeping a firm grip on my waist.
"Soph"
"Hhmm" I acknowledged moving myself closer into her hold
"Are you okay with everything?" there's that worried look again I brought my hand up to her cheek as I brushed my knuckles slowly caressing her skin as it shot the tiny electric waves down my fingers
"Im fine really" I whispered as her eyes fluttered closed at my touch, I leant in slowly
"Sian there's nothing for you to worry about k" I closed the remaining space brushing my lips against hers trying to reassure her that I was fine when im with her even though there are the few odd insecurities that are going through my mind but I will get over them and telling her about them will just make her worry for no reason. . . .
I pulled away from her pulling her up from the bed wrapping my arms around her, she held me so tight that I thought I was gonna pass out. . . . .
"Right you lets sought our selves out yeh" I stated turning towards my mirror as I watched Sian reflection walk out of my room clothes are ok I guess minus the hoodie, this one has lost her scent now anyway I will just go and nick another one later. . . I had my dark grey skinnies on and a white top but then I spotted my long beige London New York Paris jumper top.
I walked over to the pile of clothes that my mum had placed on my chair last night, I took my top off as I caught sians reflection in the mirror just standing at my door. . . .
"perving are we" I asked as I turned round placing my arms through the sleeves as she started walking over, I pulled it over my head as she pulled the rest of it down slowly brushing her hands down my sides
"Think you should have left it off" she concluded smoothing out the material over my stomach
"Don't think . . . . . . My mum would appreciate me walking . . . . . around in my bra and jeans some how" I managed to say as she kept trailing her hand across my stomach making my breath catch
"So who cares? I know I would"
"Yeh well what happened to for your eyes only plus Rita sunita and dev 'n' that are downstairs" I smirked a little trying to contain the smile breaking out. . . .
"Two very good points Webster it's not fair" she leaned in stopping mere millimetres from my lips waiting for me to make the last move, I tightened my grip on her neck pulling her towards me a little more but I didn't kiss her if she wanted a kiss then she is gonna have to kiss me, but she wouldn't she is stubborn like that so I tugged on her bottom lip slowly staring into her eyes I know she is gonna cave she always does no matter how stubborn she is.
She let out a tight gasp before she leant in the rest of the way kissing me passionately as she granted me access all those thoughts about me being paranoid about me thinking that im gonna lose her just melted away just from her touch but unfortunately as much as I would like to recreate everything that happened earlier we are in a house full of people
I pulled away from her resting my head against hers settling my breathing
"You know if this carries on Rosie isn't going to be the only one that's heard us" she pulled back with a confused face
"What do you mean?"
"I will tell you later but at the moment I don't want to miss Rosie's announcement you know what she is like she will probably just blurt it out if she gets nervous, you ready" she nodded her head and I took her hand leading us down stairs,
"You know what it is don't you tell me I know you do" I lifted my left hand putting my finger to my lips telling her to be quiet as I stopped us on the stairs then pointed to my ring
"Really" she whispered she looked really shocked, I nodded my head and continued walking down stairs. . . . . .
I pulled Rosie through the conservatory into the back garden as she clung to her wine
"Sophie what are you doing you weird child" Rosie exclaimed
"Are you actually going to tell them tonight" I asked excitedly she nodded her head sheepishly, I pulled her into a hug, see this is what we are like fighting having slanging matches one minute then we are fine, it's weird
"Sophie can you do it for me" Rosie blurted out as I laughed knowing that she wanted me to tell mum and dad for her.
"No Roseh you're the one getting married to Jason there for you are the one that has to do it, count your self lucky you are already engaged all you have to do is tell them and there is not half as many people as there were in the rovers when I actually asked Sian considering everything that had happened it could of all gone completely wrong and she could of said no and left me standing their like a complete freak, so I think you are going to be ok, after all I am engaged to a girl"
"Ok but promise me you will be next to me when I tell them pretty please you know how snobby mum gets over the Grimshaws and Jason is a Grimshaw"
"k I will but lets get back in cos it is freezing and as it is mum already thinks we are up to something this is just going to make even more suspicious" . . . . . . . . . .
We had all just finished dinner as there was another knock at the door
"That must be Molly and Tyrone they said they would pop around after dinner" My mum stated as she went to open the door,
My whole body tensed as Sian's grip on my hand tightened I was just about managing small talk with my dad and now she is here I can't do it, im not going to be in the same room as them both, I have just about managed to put up with my dads acting. . . . I looked around then to Sian the only ones that looked as tense as I did were Louise brogan Sian and Carla. . . . . I gotta get out. . . . . I looked at my dad and all of them emotions I felt when I had run away had flooded back into my head, there conversation they had in this very living room.
Playing over and over again in my head, I feel really light headed as those words come sauntering back "jack's your son not Tyrone's" those five words bringing that churning feeling back to my stomach, I stood up from the couch glaring at my dad before I took off upstairs probably leaving everyone baffled but I didn't care, I couldn't stay in there any longer I just wanted to be on my own. . . . . . . . .
I sat in the corner of my room on the floor not bothering to turn the lights on, as I brought my knees up to my chest willing my self not to cry over what he has done to this family anymore. . . . My bedroom door opened slowly as Sian voice echoed through the room. . . I know that she is just trying to be here for me and that I have put her through a lot but I just want to be on my own I can't take seeing anyone at the moment more I don't want her seeing me like this how I have gone back to this weak pathetic person in a blink of an eye because of what Kevin has done see I just called him Kevin not dad, my head is proper messed up at the moment. . . .
I stood up walking over to where Sian stood staring at me in the dark. . . . .
"Im gonna go out for a bit I will be back in a little while"
"Well im coming with you im not leaving you on your own again soph no way" I shook my head I didn't want to be around my family at the moment just need to clear my head again but in a much more sensible way
"Sian there's nothing to worry about im just gonna go for a walk clear my head, k love you" I kissed her and moved out of my room making my way towards the stairs
"SOPHIE" I stopped and turned to face her I really don't want to argue with her
"What Sian" I sighed
"Where you going" she asked her voice turning soft again
"Dun no yet Ryan's probably he has some mates over" I moved to the top of the stairs as she raised her voice again
"What is it with Ryan, why can you talk to him and not me?"
"what do you mean how can I talk to him and not you, WHAT THE HELL HAVE WE BEEN DOING THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS SIAN HEY, I THOUGHT THAT WAS PRETTY MUCH TALKING, I EVEN GAVE UP MY VOW FOR YOU" I really didn't mean it to sound that harsh
"Even gave up what's that meant to mean soph" her voice was just above a whisper as a tear rolled down her cheek.
"Sian I really don't want to do this now, just do me a favour if you love me don't follow me"
"What so you can run away again your right Soph that is weak" her hand flew up to her mouth as she shook her head
"That was low even for you, but thanks cos now I know what you really think" she started to walk towards me as I took something off and threw it towards her but she didn't seem to notice" don't, im gonna go over Ryan's so you know where I am if im not back"
"What do you mean if your not back" I shrugged and continued going down the stairs I heard a sob escape from her but I just continued walking away, everyone in the front room was dead silent looking a bit uncomfortable no doubt listening in
"Haven't you all got something better to do then listening in to other people's conversations?"
"Bit hard when you're screaming at each other" Molly added I glared at her
"Who the fuck asked you" I Scoffed looking her up and down in disgust as I pushed past her
"SOPHIE LAUREN WEBSTER YOU WILL APOLOGIZE NOW" my dad bellowed, he is even sticking up for her, I laughed at him
"Like hell I will" I grabbed my coat slamming the door as I walked out and down the road towards the kebab shop where Ryan's flat is hoping that he is in. . . . . . .
I rung the buzzer to his flat and he picked up immediately, I asked if it was alright for me to still come around and his voice seemed to brighten up as he realized that it was me. . . . .
I walked up the stairs as Ryan was waiting with his door open
"Alright soph" he asked as I took what ever drink was in his hand and necked it
"Well Ryan I already like her" some blonde replied, I looked at her sizing her up straight blonde hair just below her shoulders light blue eyes, cute but no where near Sian. . . . .
"Jeez Ryan your not on the light stuff are ya" I stated slowly as the liquid warmed the sides of my throat
"Well it was mine, and soph this is Alex and jack unfortunately you have just missed the others as they just left"
I greeted them both as I dropped down on the sofa next to Alex I think that's what her name was crossing my legs as I took my jacket off flinging it at Ryan
"Don't I know you?" she quizzed
"No sorry" I replied glancing in her direction she did look familiar but I couldn't place her
"I swear I have seen you before"
"Nope can't say I have seen you before" nope can't remember if I have or not
"So what happened to you not touching alcohol again then Soph?"
"Ryan shush it will ya, and get me another just had the worst dinner party from hell"
"Come" Ryan said as he grabbed a couple of beers and stretched out his hand for me to take as I did.
We walked through to his room as I dropped down on his bed dramatically adding effect to how I felt as he handed me one of the beers, I took a long swig as Ryan laughed
"What" I asked him
"Just never seen this side of you before that all"
"And that's funny is it Ryan your such a dweeb"
"k, so you wanna tell me how this dinner party was the worst" I nodded my head slowly and told him how Rosie planned the party to announce her engagement then how everything was running smoothly until the knock at the door, mum had invited Molly and Tyrone and everything I was starting to feel again, leading to the argument with Sian the outburst at everyone in the front room which then lead me here
"Hey Ryan, jack said you want a couple of lines" Alex interrupted
"Eehhh yeh why not" he looked back at me and smiled shyly before getting up
"Ryan lines seriously" I asked slowly
"Yeh im sorry if it makes you feel uncomfortable and if you wanna leave"
"why would I wanna leave Ryan I just got here plus I need to clear my head before I even think about setting a step inside that house again tonight" he just nodded his in agreement
"So you need to clear your head a bit, why don't you try it definitely takes your mind off of things, trust" he said seriously
Is he being serious? I guess he is after all he ain't laughing and he still has that serious face on
"Ryan I don't know,"
"C'mon soph a couple won't hurt just enough to give you a buzz and you only live once right" he said enthusiastically
He is right but then if I do I would be breaking my promise to Sian and my mum Rosie and myself, you know what stuff it Ryan's right a couple won't hurt not like I ain't done it before. . . .
"k, im in" great he pulled me up of the bed as I went to drink some more of my beer but it was bone dry, I don't even remember finishing it, ok then. . . . . . .
Flash back
"C'mon soph it's only a party, it will be fun I promise"
"Sian I don't know where exactly is it and who's"
"Dunno Chesney said it was someone he works with at the market"
"So Chesney know them"
"Yeh were going to meet him now, please, please, please"
"So why didn't you just say that instead of making me play the guessing game" I laughed as she tugged me down the street towards chesneys
A few hours later and the party were in full swing, and Sian was right it is fun.
Chesneys brought Katie with him and I had Sian so we were ok we had just done shots and Sian was practically already off her rocker and twice we have been offered coc weed you name it we have most probs been offered, and I don't know why but I am really tempted as that guy said you only live once right so why not once won't hurt right. . . . .
The bloke came back over again asking us if we were sure that we didn't want but I agreed to try it and he showed me how and that but I think this made Sian sober up a bit as I had left her with chesneys and Katie telling them I was going to the toilet and followed the bloke into one of the rooms upstairs, I know what you are thinking stupid for following a stranger into the room but there were quite a few people in there as well. I took the two lines that he offered me and it felt weird at first burned a tiny bit, but he said it was just cos it was my first time and that I wasn't used to it...
Through out that night I did about four lines and continued to drink with Sian, she kept saying my eyes looked weird but she didn't question it any further she seemed to sober up a lot as well, and when the bloke came over to offer me some more I told him I didn't know what he was on about he seemed to get the hint and Sian just seemed oblivious either that or she just pretended like she didn't know. . . . .
Flash back ends
Carla's p.o.v
There was a knock at the door interrupting Rosie telling Kevin about her new job and leaving brogan to fill in the important parts that she had missed so there was no misunderstanding, I don't think she knows what she has let herself in for on that one
"That must be Molly and Tyrone they said they would pop around after dinner" sally chimed
Ok this is going to be awkward for sure, I looked over to the arm chair where Sophie and Sian were sitting, to be honest I don't think she is going to be able to take much more through out the evening she has been trying to avoid conversations with him, but she has been civil with him. . . . If that was my dad well I would have dropped him straight away. . . . but Sophie wants her family to stay together even if it does mean going on like this. . . and seriously what does molly think she is playing at coming round here. . . . . Sophie stood up from Sian and left the room quite hastily going upstairs, Sian looked as baffled as I did when molly entered probably thinking the same thing how can she just walk into this house after everything she has done at this whole thing as she shook her head at me then followed Sophie upstairs, Kevin was just staring in direction of Tyrone and molly talk about making it obvious
"SOPHIE" we heard Sian shout from upstairs they must have been standing on the landing because where everyone was quiet you could slightly hear them, Rosie tried carrying on her conversation but it was no use we were distracted by whatever was going on upstairs just when you thought we had all pretty much started to move passed everything, it all takes one giant leap back. . . . . .
"What is it with Ryan, why can you talk to him and not me?" That we heard clearly how much I would love just to get up and wipe that stupid smirk off of molly's face
"WHAT THE HELL HAVE WE BEEN DOING THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS SIAN HEY, I THOUGHT THAT WAS PRETTY MUCH TALKING, I EVEN GAVE UP MY VOW FOR YOU" Sophie started off lightly but it was muffled from where they were upstairs then it was all pretty much clear and the way she had said it was pretty harsh but we don't have the full picture of what was said and done
"Sian I really don't want to do this now, just do me a favour if you love me don't follow me" every one was still sat in an awkward silence as they argued at the top of the stairs
"What so you can run away again your right Soph that is weak"
There were a few intakes of breath from people mainly Rosie and my self as we locked eyes. . . . after a couple of seconds you could hear footsteps thundering down the stairs as we were all met by an upset Sophie clearly back on the path of destruction by the looks of it. . . . . .
She looked around us all her eyes lingering over her dad for a second longer than the rest studying us...
"Haven't you all got something better to do then listening in to other people's conversations?" her voice wasn't normal it was laced with frustration and hurt and most of all anger.
"Bit hard when you're screaming at each other" Molly added if I hadn't of seen it before then I wouldn't have known what it was; the look that took over Sophie's feature was that of pure hatred towards Molly. . .
"Who the fuck asked you" Sophie looked her up and down in disgust and pushed past her
"SOPHIE LAUREN WEBSTER YOU WILL APOLOGIZE NOW" Kevin's voice rattled through out the living room, there was a scary cold striking laugh from Sophie as she answered back
"Like hell I will" and all that was heard after that was the door slam. . . .
I looked at sally and she looked just as dumbfounded as I felt.
"Molly im so sorry she's just upset im sure of it" Sally stated, Sally if you knew then you would not be apologizing right now.
After about five minutes of awkward silence Rosie struck up conversation again, as I made my way up stairs to find Sian sat in the middle of the landing just staring at the floor there were tears but that's all. I picked her up off of the floor and started to walk her to her room as she stopped and went back and picked something up, I didn't see what it was but I saw it glint from the light as she picked it up and got an idea of what it might be. . . .
I sat in silence for as long as I could but I wanted to know what happened for Sophie to storm out like she did I just have a feeling that it wasn't all completely to do with molly and her dad
"Sian what happened"
"Nothing"
"Sian I would hardly call that nothing what she said about giving up her vow for you"
"Yeh we did and it felt so right Carla and earlier we were both happy and now because of her its like Sophie has completely closed her self of again and I don't know why or even what I have done and the way that she said the she gave her vow up for me was like I had pushed her into it"
"Sian just calm down ok as Sophie said she has only gone to Ryan's he isn't going to let anything bad happen to her ok"
"That's just it though she can talk to Ryan but not me, yeh she has explained everything to me and everything was out in the open or so I thought but uuugghhh I just, I don't know at the moment a part of me thinks that there is something going on with Ryan.
Another part of me thinks that Sophie is starting to pull away from me even before this whole mess before the overdose before we found out about her dad she just didn't seem all there.
And I never wanted to admit it but when I was going through everything and started going to parties staying out late and that, well there was this one party and some guy kept offering Sophie drugs and well I was drunk but I was still able to think and after a while the guy came back and Sophie said that she was going to the toilets but Chesney said he saw her follow some guy into a room full of people but he couldn't see what they were doing just talking by the looks of it, and I didn't want Sophie to think I was a jealous and clingy cos I had gone off on more than one occasion that night not that I did anything, and after a while she came back and stayed with me for the rest of the night but what made me even more confused was the fact that, that same guy came back up to us openly asking Sophie if she wanted more but she denied it and he left us alone, but the look in her eyes was weird"
"Sian I get where your coming from but why are you telling me all this and what's it got to do with Ryan" she sighed so I figured that she obviously needed to get it off of her chest
"Cos the bloke that offered Sophie the coc was Tom one of Ryan's mates from his band and he's a dealer and . . . . . its just me being paranoid so don't worry, im gonna get some sleep as you said Ryan won't let anything happen to Sophie and we need to ready for our trip to London tomorrow were more fun awaits us so night" I kissed the top of her head as I stood up leaving the room. . . . . . .
Ryan's p.o.v
Alex was rather disappointed that she wasn't going to meet Sophie tonight as I had hoped I told her everything that I planned to do and she was quite surprised that I actually had the bottle to do something like this, but she didn't think I could carry it threw but I will prove her wrong.
Just as jack handed me my shot of whiskey I personally hate the stuff but he said that I was to chicken and that whiskey was a real mans drink and he was really annoying me so I told him if he shuts up I will have one. . . . Yeh anyway the buzzer to the flat went as I answered it Sophie's voice flowed through and boy did she sound pissed. . .
Now my night is just about to get even better
"Ryan who was that and why are you looking chipper all of a sudden" Alex questioned
"That my friend was Sophie seems like my plan is going ahead after all"
"Yeh right twenty says she will run at the sight if the drugs"
"Deal" I stood with the door open as Sophie marched through
"alright soph" I asked as I was about to neck the whiskey but it disappeared from my grip as I turned to Sophie, so much for her not touching alcohol again huh
"Well Ryan I already like her" Alex chimed
"Jeez Ryan your not on the light stuff are ya" Sophie asked as she screwed up her face
"Well it was mine, and soph this is Alex and jack unfortunately you have just missed the others as they just left" I laughed and introduced Alex and jack as he popped his head up from underneath the kitchen counter to say hello
She greeted them and dropped herself down onto the sofa next to Alex taking her jacket off and flung it towards me as I hung it over one of the chairs.
"Don't I know you?" Alex asked confused, does she know Sophie and where from I wonder
"No sorry"
"I swear I have seen you before" Alex sounds really sure that she has seen Sophie before I have
"Nope can't say I have seen you before"
"So what happened to you not touching alcohol again then Soph?"
"Ryan shush it will ya, and get me another just had the worst dinner party from hell"
"Come" I said as I grabbed a couple of beers and stretched out my hand for her to take.
We walked through to my room as so dramatically threw her self onto my bed, I passed her a beer as she sat up and crossed her legs and I took up the same position in front of her. I laughed I have never seen this side of her before its quite fun 'Ryan focus she stole Sian from you if it wasn't for her then we would of got back together I know we would have'
"What" she asked
"Just never seen this side of you before that all" I stated with a smile
"And that's funny is it Ryan your such a dweeb"
"K, so you wanna tell me how this dinner party was the worst" she nodded her head slowly
Told me everything that had gone on at Rosie's dinner party and how Rosie planned the party to announce her engagement, then how everything was running smoothly until the knock at the door, which was revealed that her mum had invited Molly and Tyrone as well, but something else did concern me and I mean actually concern me as she told me about all emotions she was starting to feel again, leading to the argument with Sian the outburst at everyone in the front room which then lead her here 'so she is having rows with Sian hhhmmm this definitely might be easier than I thought and I haven't even done anything yet. . . . .
"Hey Ryan, jack said you want a couple of lines" Alex interrupted as Sophie looked at me curiously
"Eehhh yeh why not" I looked back at her and smiled shyly before getting up and moved over to the door
"Ryan lines seriously never pinned you for the snow type" She smirked 'yeh well I didn't pin you for stealing peoples girlfriend types'
"Yeh im sorry if it makes you feel uncomfortable and if you wanna leave" 'that's it Ryan play it cool '
"why would I wanna leave Ryan I just got here plus I need to clear my head before I even think about setting a step inside that house again tonight" I nodded my head in agreement thinking that this would be the perfect timing to offer well the most perfect timing I would get anyway
"So you need to clear your head a bit, why don't you try it definitely takes your mind off of things, trust" he said seriously
"I know what it's like Ryan-"
"All the more reason then ain't it" I pressed carefully cutting her off
"Ryan I don't know"
"C'mon soph a couple won't hurt just enough to give you a buzz and you only live once right" did I just take that too far with the you only live once, but she looks like she is think about it. . . .. .
"K, im in" 'Perfect definitely easier than I thought especially if she has done it before means no time wasting '
I pulled her up from the bed as she went to drink more beer but it was empty she looked at in confusion shrugging her shoulders as we walked back into the front room I grabbed her another and handed it to her as she practically guzzled it
"Someone's thirsty" I smirked
Turning to jack as he was sorting the lines on the coffee table, I told him to sort a few for Sophie as well. He asked if this was her first time to which she answered no and he smoothed out five rails each. . . . .
Jack passed me the rolled up note as I passed it to Sophie
"Ladies first"
I gestured towards the coffee table as she shrugged and knelt down; she turned back to me reaching up for the tenner as she scooped her hair over her left shoulder leaning back down she closed her left side nostril with her finger as she snorted her first line leaning back wiping her nose as she sniffled she past the tenner over to Alex who was just watching Sophie like a light bulb had clicked on
"Now I know where I have seen you before" Alex blurted out as she also sorted her hair and leant down
"Excuse me" Sophie replied still sniffing a little as she leant back against the sofa pulling her knees to her chest
Alex did her rail as she likes to call them before answering again leaving me and jack
"at that party at the beginning of October, tom offered you but you turned him down the first couple of times and now I know it was you because I remember Sian being their with you"
"Right ok not to be rude but still have no clue to who you are" Alex just shrugged her shoulders as Sophie took the note back blowing a couple more. . . .
3 hours had passed and we had all done on average about 9-10 rails and to say we were buzzing would be and understatement. . . . But now I am starting to regret making Sophie do the drugs there must have been other ways of getting Sian back instead of taking this route but hopefully nothing will come of it . . . but she seems happier and boy can she drink.
Jack has just gone out to get to get some more beers and I got a text from my mum saying that she was gonna stay at ciarans so result. . . . . . . . . Jack came back through shouting something about some people that wanted to see Sophie as they barged through the door just as Sophie was snorting her tenth line they stood there in shock
"SOPHIE WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING"
Thanx for reading! Now Alicelily I know I promised that I wasn't gonna cliff hanger it but I couldn't think of anything else to write! ;) so and it was kinda long so I have split it so I just have to finish the second part and post ;)