Okay! So I know that in the original story line, Sirius and Tonks are related, BUT WE CAN OVER LOOK THAT! Just pretend, if you can, that they aren't. I know, I'm sorry :P. Anyway, now that I have cleared that up, I hope none of you mind but I tried out writing from Remus' point of view! Thanks for reading this far, I love you all :)

NOT JK ROWLING (to my dismay)

~Notesandlit123

Remus POV

I looked at the man sat in front of me, waiting for anything - some sign of recognition. But he was broken. I didn't have anything left to say, I just wanted to be with him in his moments of grief as long as he wanted me there.

'Can we talk about her?' Sirius said, quietly. My heart jumped as I heard his voice.

'Of course, Sirius.' I replied, leaning back in my chair. Although, I tried to disguise the fact that my sinking into the chair was out of relief that he had finally spoken.

'She was mad.' Sirius said, I could see the love on his face, I was just waiting to see it within him.

'Yes, she was' I said with a short, quiet laugh.

'And she loved life, she loved life so much.', he smiled. I smiled.

'She loved you, Sirius.' I couldn't pretend that I knew what they felt for each other, but this I couldn't doubt.

'You know, after we lost James, I thought I'd never be truly happy again. But I was wrong. That night, after we confronted Pettigrew, I found Harry. And.. and I found you again, Remus. And you two completed me. You were the reason I was alive. Then, I met Tonks. And she was a third reason. I had just been made completely whole. I had family.' Sirius, looked up at me. 'I don't know what I'd do if I lost you and Harry.' My heart sank.

'Sirius, I', I started but I couldn't finish.

'I need you and Harry. More than I need oxygen. More than I need Firewhiskey for Merlin's sake!'. Sirius smiled to himself. 'You, Harry - Tonks, you're all the light in my life. You are all the fuel of my life and, with out you, I wouldn't be me.' My heart sank even lower.

'Sirius, I promise you.. I promise you won't be al..' but I did not finish what I was saying. I got up.

'I'll be back' I said over my shoulder as I left the room.

Someone else needed to be here.