I woke up next to Damon our faces where only inches apart. I smiled at how breathtakingly beautiful he was when he slept.
"You know it's not polite to stare at a vampire while they sleep," he teased causing me to giggle as I brushed my hand through his feather light hair.
"I'm sorry…did I wake you?" I asked him. I saw him peek through one eye and bring me closer to him with a growl.
"Even if you did wake me I wouldn't have cared as long as it was you and only you who did…if it were anyone else I'd most likely kill them," he said with a smirk as he hugged me closer to him.
"Damon," I scolded like a mother would a child.
I saw Damon pout and said, "I love it when you're in a good mood."
"I just love being with you," he said looking me in the eyes with complete honesty in his eyes.
"I love being with you too," I said with a smile before kissing him.
There was a knock on the door before we could get anywhere further I got out of bed and walked towards Damon's closet having being in the nude from last night.
"Hm, I like watching you walk away with no clothes on," I heard Damon say.
I only laughed and said, "You are the biggest perv I have ever met!"
"Yes, but you still love me!" He yelled before going to get the door. I came out in one of his shirts and my underwear.
"Stefan what's wrong?" I asked him.
"I wanted to see if you needed a lift to school," he said with his hands behind his back.
I nodded before saying, "Let me guess you want to show off your new car and you don't mine to outdo yours?"
I knew I had him by the way his façade fell as he says, "Just for one day please?!"
I laughed and said, "Fine but you have to give me a foot rub after I go to a job interview. Oh and you have to wait for me to get dressed."
He sighed and said, "Fine."
"Phit chi," Damon said making a whipping sound, while waving one hand in the air impersonating a person using a whip, causing me to laugh as he said, "Bro you are so whipped!"
"Oh the battle has just begun, baby….but I do believe I let you do more stuff by yourself than Elena does Stefan," I replied as I walked over to him and kissed his lips before getting my clean clothes for school and put them on in the bathroom fixing my hair and doing light natural looking makeup and walking out only to be pressed against the wall by Damon.
HE wasn't hurting me it was more like a sexy kind of thing as he stared into my eyes, "If anything or anyone tries to hurt you today text or call me right away."
I smirked and said, "I'll be texting you throughout the whole day no matter what."
He leaned down quickly capturing my lips in his, placing a hot wet and passionate kiss on my lips before he pulled back and said, and "I love you."
"I love you more," I told him before pecking his lips one more time as I hopped into my boots and Stefan and I walked down stairs where I got my bag and got in the car with Stefan outside in the front of the house.
I waved bye to Damon who was standing in the front window watching me like a hawk. I rolled my eyes at his overprotectiveness. We reached school shortly and Stefan left me to go find Elena while I went to my locker. I was nearly tackled in a hug by Caroline who said, "Jade how are you? Are you okay the last time I saw you were before...I can't remember it's been too long!"
I laughed returning the hug to my best friend and was soon pulled into another hug by Bonnie. Smiled at me and Caroline saying, "So have my besties been?"
"Isn't Lena supposed to be a part of the besties group?" I asked Bonnie she shook her head.
I sighed as she told me, "Her and I haven't been talking lately or really seeing eye to eye."
"You too, huh?" I asked her. She gave me a confused look before I looked up and down both ends of the halls to make sure Elena was out of sight.
"My and Damon were goofing off at my house last week and I hid in Elena's bathroom telling her that I was hiding from Damon…and Damon of course assumes that I am impersonating Elena," I said taking a deep breath and watched Bonnies and Caroline's Eyes widen as they automatically knew what was going to be said next.
I nodded my head and said, "Damon kissed Elena thinking it was me, but Elena kissed Damon back."
"Oh my-," Bonnie started and Caroline cut her off finishing with, "Fricken God."
"So ever since that night me and Elena have been on land minds," I told them running a hand through my hair.
"Does Stefan know?" Caroline asked curiously, but her face immediately flashed to anger.
"Elena only told Stefan that Damon kissed her….she never told him that she kissed him back," I told Caroline.
"What the hell is wrong with her?!" Caroline yelled a little bit too loud grabbing attention from a few passing students.
"Stefan mustn't know," I told Caroline and Bonnie grabbing their wrists and pulling them into a tighter triangle with me.
"What?!" Caroline snapped.
"Jade, Stefan needs to know," Bonnie said trying to change my mind, but I wouldn't hear it.
"Stefan. Must. Never. Know," I hissed at them causing them to flinch.
"Why are you protecting her…covering what she did?!" Caroline asked exasperated.
I thought about it…why was I covering for Elena? I had no idea….maybe it was my guilt over killing our adoptive parents or the fact that I betrayed Elena.
I sighed shaking my head saying almost inaudibly, "I don't know."
With that I let go of their wrists and walked away towards class just as the bell rang. I slipped into History class and walked past Ric who was watching me closely. His eyes roamed up and down my body…something a history teacher especially Ric shouldn't be doing.
I took my seat which was in back of Stefan; I pulled out my phone and immediately texted Damon telling him that Alaric was acting weird again.
Not even five seconds later I received a text. I opened it to see:
Look out the window –D
I looked out the window and saw Damon standing underneath a tree. I smirked and started typing on my iPhone.
I should have stayed in bed with you all day…I'd rather be there than in this hell –J
I looked up to see Damon laughing before getting a text
I could kidnap you or even get you out of class –D
I smiled and looked out the window shaking my head and I saw Damon frown causing me giggle.
"Do I amuse you Miss. Gilbert," My head snapped up at the name.
"Excuse me?" I asked Ric…aka Klaus.
"Well I see you can't pay attention so I assumed that you found something amusing…would you like to share it with the rest of the class?" he asked.
I stood up ready to test a little theory that popped into my head. I stood up grabbed my things and said, "Fuck you."
I walked down the aisle and was passing him when he grabbed my wrist pretty damn tight it almost made me cry out, but I swallowed the yelp down.
"Remember who you are talking too now," Ric said glaring at me.
I twisted his wrist until there was an inaudible snap for humans to hear, but I am sure that Vampires could hear.
"Remember who you are dealing with now," I growled with a smirk before walking out of the room and towards the girl's bathroom.
I dropped my books immediately and examined my wrist. It hurt like hell!
I turned and kicked a stall door growling… I was stupid to provoke him, but it had to be done...right?
The girls' bathroom door opened immediately to show Damon he walked over to me casually and said, "What were you thinking?"
"I was proving a little theory…Klaus has been in Alaric's body the whole time he never left he has been toying with our minds the whole time making us think he was outside Alaric's body and that little theory proved he still was inside his body," I said throwing my bad wrist in the air but whimpered when I felt a wave of pain through it.
Damon took my wrist in a gentle feather light grasp and turned my wrist over to show that in fact had been broken in several places. The proof was the bones that stood in disarray underneath the skin. I let a tear fall.
"Damon it hurts," I whimpered and he pulled me to him kissing my forehead saying, "We need to go to the hospital for this okay?"
I froze immediately shaking my head, "Can't you give your blood?"
He shook his head and said, "I can't be giving you blood especially with Klaus around. He can easily turn you and keep you for the ritual."
I nodded knowing he was right and kissed him saying, "Why do you have to be so smart?"
"It just comes natural with my charm and hotness," he replied wiggling his eyebrows causing me to giggle. He grabbed my stuff and I was leading the way to exit the bathroom I felt him slap my butt causing me to squeal in surprise.
"Ass," I muttered.
"What? Oh yes you do have a nice ass. Do you think I have a nice ass?" he asked with a smile as slapped him.
"You have a hot ass!" I yell through the halls causing him to laugh as he took my hand and led me outside to the parking lot where his car…his NEW car awaited us.
I smiled as I rubbed the hood of the car affectionately before sliding into the passenger seat as Damon held open the passenger door for me.
"Such a gentleman," I said with a smile.
"Only for me lady," he said as he closed the door zipped to his side and got in and drove off to the hospital.
"You know I am usually the only one who goes to prove their theory right," Damon said not looking at me as he made a right turn by the grill.
"Well I figured something was still up…he wasn't really himself when he was teaching today…he even asked the class where we left off and that is not Alaric," I said while watching him drive.
"Yea I've noticed that he hasn't really been his whole vampire hunting self," he said making me chuckle.
I sighed and he finally turned to look at me asking, "How are you doing?"
"Fine," I said knowing he was looking for more and as if on que he looked at me and said, "Jade."
I sighed and said, "Everything in my life has changed, Damon. Ever since that conversation in my parent's office…ever since I have become this killer monster… (I saw he was about to interrupt but I cut him off) and I know you're going to say that I am everything but a monster…but you can't. Damon I have caused families pain…killing parents children or killing children's parents…every time I would come home my parents were proud of me deeply…they knew what I was doing…they even knew that I had to kill them in the end…the worst part was I saw the last expression on their faces before they drove off that bridge…and it was understanding and acceptance of their fate.
"I have known for almost five years that what I was doing was wrong, but it felt too good to control it and stop it…They brainwashed me into thinking everything I was doing was good for the people I love including Jenna, Elena, and Jeremy. At some point they would use you against me and I would have to do whatever they say. The part you don't understand is that they are always there watching your every move…everything you did…how you slept…how you bathed…how you ate…how you interacted with the others, and how you killed.
"It was like your whole life was being documented…you had no privacy…whatever you did, and you think they wouldn't see you doing it…they were there, they saw it, and they heard it. That's why I had to look aggressive all the time so they would know I wasn't slacking in my department of awareness and killing. They would always look for people who would do the wrong things outside of the school, like a killing gone wrong…their punishment was death. A person having an intimate relationship with any supernatural being was forced to watch their lover die and then be killed themselves. Damon, we set up war on ourselves and the leader was just a bastard child who thought he could solve all his crimes covering it with accusations for supposed vampires.
"Sometimes I wish I had told my parents no, when they asked me to go to the academy instead of Elena and Jeremy, but I never regret it even after all the innocent lives I have taken and all the blood I had shed to last me infinity. I would never have forgiven myself if Elena or Jeremy had to go…Elena would even have the heart to kill a person, but I did…I had grown a cold heart when I was there, but Elena wouldn't be able to…she's too mushy and kind.(I chuckled a little)
"So yes Damon I am fine because if I didn't have such an F'd up life I wouldn't have met you. And I wouldn't change that for the world. Everything I ever wanted I have here in this car and I may have found it sooner than a normal girl, but like I said I wouldn't change it for the world," I told him turning to look at him as I said the last three sentences.
The car was quiet as he took it all in, but once it was processed over five minutes later Damon asked, "Would you change your whole life to be with me?"
I looked at him in a daze thinking about what he was asking before saying with a straight face, "I would make that decision in a heartbeat Damon, and the answer is yes I would change my whole life to be with you forever, but even forever seems to short, I will change to be with you for infinity, but we need to wait until I am at least the same age you."
"Why? I like this younger Jade," he said with a pout.
"Because I don't want to end you like Stefan and relive high school the rest of my eternal life…just thinking about it now that's probably why he looks so brooding all the time! He has to go to high school for the rest of his god for sakin eternal life!" I said as if a light bud went off in my head. It all seems clear to me now!
Damon laughed taking my hand in his as he kissed the back of my hand causing me to sigh in contentment.
I would give up anything for Damon on a whim…oh god I think I am whipped! Don't tell Stefan!
A/N: Oh god I suck I know! I have made you wait and I deserve to be pelted by rocks!
Damon: There's an idea!
Me: You know what screw you!
Damon: Only in your dreams princess!
Me: *Whispers to you* Damon and I have been on a roll coaster relationship ever since I told him I was going away for a few days to North Carolina.
Damon: You know first off I can still here you! Second of all stop talking to them like I'm not here! You don't know how I feel so shut the hell up!
Jade: Really Damon!
Me: *Tears up and runs out of the room being the sensitive person I am*
Damon:*Yells* Shit!
Jade: You know she is only going to be gone and will miss you more than you will her! The least you can do is not treat her like shit, jackass!
*Voices from the other room could be heard. Elena Caroline and Bonnie try to console me as I cried. Stefan was there and rolled his eyes. He walked out of the room and towards Jade and Damon*
Stefan: Your 'girlfriend' won't stop balling her eyes out.
Damon:*Glares at Stefan* you seriously need to stop doing that.
Stefan: Doing what?
Damon: She may not be Jade, or Elena, or even Katherine, but I still care for her Stefan and she is a part of my life you need to chill the hell down and back the hell off!*Damon lets out an animalistic growl*
Jade: I'm going to check on Victoria…maybe she just needs to get out of the house a few drinks.
*Jade leaves the two vampires to themselves. I have stopped crying, but refuse to go back in there and talk to Damon. All of a sudden my father comes barging into my room*
My Dad: Do you have any idea how loud you all sound through the other wall?! It sounds like you have elephants in this room!
Me: would it be better if we all left and slept at friend's house?
My Dad: There is an idea!
*I frowned hearing him use the same tone of voice of sarcasticness that Damon had used on me not even fifteen minutes ago*
Damon: Victoria…
*Me surprised I hadn't even heard him come into the room than again he was a vampire. I turned away from him biting my lower lip to stop from another flow of tears from falling*
Caroline: What do you want, Damon?! *Snapped*
Damon:*Ignores Caroline and walks over to me* Tor? Please…I didn't mean to hurt you…I was just pissed over the idea of some other guy looking at you, okay? I love you…hey Tor you know I wouldn't be like that without a reason.
Me: *Looks into his eyes to see if he was lying or not and he wasn't.*
*He saw the look on my face and knew I forgave him. His lips captured mine and we easily got caught up into each other such his hand running up my thighs to my sides and towards the hem of my shirt. I heard a squeal and we pulled back hearing Caroline*
Caroline: *Covering her eyes* Keep it PG while we are in the room!
*Me and Damon laughed and looked back at each other and Damon pecked a kiss on my nose and I kissed his lips again*
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