Nessie flew to her room and slammed the door behind her not wanting him to see the tears in her eyes. She heard the door across the hall close softly. Then she heard her parents. "You knew about this didn't you? That she was having sex? You knew and you didn't tell me. Thats why I haven't heard her thoughts very much. Cause you knew. I thought maybe it was just because she was having thoughts about a boy, but I never thought you would keep something like this from me Bella."
"Edward I'm sorry. I knew how you would react so I thought it was better if you didn't know. At least not yet. You're overreacting like you always do. I love you and I love Nessie. I was trying to protect you from the things I knew you weren't ready for." Nessie heard the front door open. "You kept secrets from me Bella. I love you and I love our daughter, but I would never keep something like that from you." With that Nessie heard the door shut and then she heard footsteps coming toward her room. Then her door opened slowly.
"Renesmee, are you ok?" Nessie looked at her mom from where she had laid on the bed. "Fine mom". She lied of course. She could tell her mom was upset. "Are you sure, cause I was going to go see Alice but if you need me..." "It's ok mom, go see Alice." "I love you Ness." "Love you too mom." She heard her mom leave the house after that. She put her face in her pillow and felt the tears overflow. She tried not to make a sound but she must not have managed cause the next thing she knew Ryan was next to her on her bed pulling her into his arms. "Shhhhh, it's ok Ness. It will be alright, you'll see."
Nessie cried while he held her and rubbed his hand over her back and through her hair. When was finally able to speak it was barely a whisper. "I'm sorry." "You have nothing to apologize for Ness." "Ryan my dad has never walked out on my mom. He did that because of me, because of my actions. I hurt them both because of my selfishness." "C'mon Ness, you know thats not true. Your dad will be back and he'll talk to your mom. They will be fine. You will be fine." Nessie shook her head and started to push away from him. "No, it won't. He wouldn't even look at me when he sent me in here Ryan. I can't...I have to get out of here." Before Ryan could grab her she took off at her full speed out of her room and out of the house. Ryan immediately jumped up and ran after her.
It took him all of five minutes to catch up to her. She had already made it pretty far into the woods. He had tried to grab her arm a few times but missed. He finally managed to grab her arm and when he did he halted to a stop causing her to stop with him. Tears were pouring out of her eyes. "Let go of me!" She screamed at him but he didn't listen. He tried to pull her to him but she started hitting his chest. "Let me go, I have to get away from here, let go!" She kept screaming. "Ness, please calm down. Just listen to me please."
But she kept screaming and hitting his chest. Then Ryan froze. He heard a loud deep growl and quickly scanned the trees. He spotted the wolf and knew at once who it was. "Fuck, not now." He said it under his breath. The wolf came into full view only a few feet away from them. Ryan knew it was Jake. "Uhhhh Ness," She kept struggling against him and Jake growled louder. "Could you please tell your wolf to back off before he attacks?" Nessie stopped hitting him and turned to see Jake in his wolf form growling deeply at Ryan. Ryan still had a hold of her arm and he wasnt about to let her go. He knew she would bolt if he did.
"Go away Jake, Ryan let go of me!" She was still screaming and there were tears in her eyes still. Jake growled louder and Ryan tried to pull Nessie back just a little bit. Ryan suddenly let out a growl of his own before almost yelling at Jake.
"Look, I didn't hurt her, she was upset over what happened when we got back and she bolted from the house after her parents left. I had to chase her to find her, if I let her go shes going to bolt again and I dont think you want that any more than I do so back off!"
After he yelled Nessie finally quit hitting him and he took the chance to pull her in his arms and hold her tight. She didn't fight him this time and instead she cried into his chest. Jake stopped growling and observed the situation now. He went back into the woods and reappeared seconds later in his human form. "What the hell happened?" Jake asked both angry and concerned as he walked toward them.
"Edward was mad at both of us but Nessie got really upset and told him some things he didn't know about her. He got mad and sent her to her room without looking at her. Then he got mad at Bella for keeping secrets from him and left. Bella checked on Nessie and Nessie lied saying she was ok so Bella went to see Alice. I went to Nessies room and tried to tell her it wasnt her fault but she wouldn't listen. She said she had to leave and just bolted. I followed her as quick as I could and finally caught her. You saw her fighting me cause I refused to let her bolt again."
Ryan was still holding Nessie to him. Jake touched her shoulder with his hand. "Ness" She turned to look at him and his face softened instantly when he saw her. Ryan carefully let his arms loosen around her letting Jake take her into his. He stepped back just a little bit. "Shhhh Ness, it's ok, I'm here." "I can't go home Jake, please, don't make me, I just can't right now. Please." Jake couldn't stand to hear her so upset. "It's ok Ness, I'll take care of you. Don't worry." He held her tightly to him. He looked over at Ryan. "I'll take her back to my house with me. I won't let her leave. She'll be safe." Jake spoke softly.
"Are you nuts, Edward will flip if you take her there, and besides I'm not going to let you take her somewhere none of us can go." Ryan was getting angry and worried for Nessie's sake. "I don't care what you or anyone else says right now. She's upset and she doesn't want to go home so I'm taking her with me so it's your turn to back off now." Jakes voice instantly went from soft to hard and defensive. Nessie heard the tone he used and she had heard the concern in Ryans voice. She gently pulled away from Jake and turned to Ryan. But Jake wouldn't let go of her hand. "Jake, I promise I won't run.' You could hear the weariness in her voice. He reluctantly let go of her hand but kept his eyes locked on her.
She went up to Ryan and hugged him. He held her there and she whsipered to him "I'll be ok, I promise, I just can't go home right now. I need some time. Please." Ryan hugged her tighter then whispered back. "Ok, for you. But promise me if you need anything or if there is any trouble you will call me." "Promise. Thank you. I love you." "Love you too Ness." With that she turned and went back to Jake who immediately wrapped his arm around her and walked away with her. She glanced back once to look at Ryan but he was gone already.
It was after dark by the time they got to Jakes house. He was carrying Nessie in his arms by this time and she had fallen asleep snuggled against him. He kicked open the door and carried her inside. He went to his room and laid her gently on the bed. When he pulled his arms from under her he moved to the end of the bed to get the blankets. Her eyes shot open "Jake?" "It's ok Ness, I'm right here, you're safe. He pulled the blankets up over her. You need your sleep, I'll be right out on the couch." She shook her head. "Please stay with me. Hold me." Jake thought for a moment, he knew it wasn't a good idea, but then he kicked off his shoes and slid under the blankets with her. She instantly snuggled up to his chest as he put his arm around her and pulled her close. "Go to sleep sweetheart" Nessie closed her eyes and within minutes she felt her eyes close and let sleep take over.
When Nessie woke again it was the middle of the night. She felt cold and then she sat up suddenly realizing that Jake wasn't beside her. She said his name quietly but frantically knowing he would hear her if he was near. Within seconds he was beside her trying to calm her. "Ness, shhh, it's ok, I'm right here." He pulled her to him and she wrapped her arms around him tightly not wanting to let him go. Jake could sense something wasn't quite right. "Ness, what's wrong, are you ok?" He pulled her back just enough to look into her eyes. There were tears behind them. "I-I just didn't know where you were." He rubbed his fingers along her cheek and swiped the tears away.
At the feel of his skin on hers, she had a sudden desire that wasn't there seconds before. She felt his face move closer to hers and then his lips were brushing softly and gently against hers. Her body felt like it was on fire from the simple touch. She wrapped her arms around his neck and moved her body into his. Her lips parted allowing him to explore her mouth. His tongue collided with hers and she let out small sigh of pleasure. Together they had slid back on the bed so they were laying facing each other, never breaking their kiss.
Nessie tried to press her body closer to his. She knew what she wanted. She brought her hand up to place it on his cheek but Jake grabbed it instantly. He broke their kiss and spoke in whisper through his panted breathe "Ness, please, not tonight." His wolf was screaming at him from inside to take her but he wanted to do things right. He was already hard just from kissing her and it took everything he had to keep himself in control. "Jake please, I need you." And then she captured his lips in hers kissing him deeply. Jake didn't push her away. He broke the kiss again and this time he sat them both up. He slid his hands to the bottom of her shirt and gently slid it up over her head, tossing it aside. He let his hand trail down her smooth skin and back up again. He let his lips brush hers briefly then whispered against them "I won't have sex with you tonight, but I'll give you what you need."
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