as most of you know, i had to change my account i hope your all still reading and i am truly sorry for the inconvience! on to the story
~Jared's POV~
"Kim you know he's fine, you kneed to get home" i tried to tell her, we have been in the hospital for two days. two days! her make-up is smuged, and she is getting really self contious. not that i think she is any less beautiful, she is so adorable when she is like this. and we have school tomorrow!
"Jared, im not sure. I mean carol needs me" she begged her brown eye's spakling, her cheeks had a constant blush now. and her usual straight black hair had waves in it, i prefered it this way.
"Carol will be fine without you for a few hours, Kim please if you don't do this for you, do this for me please. lets go home" I tried one last time, she sighed in her waiting room chair and then leaned back and put her hands over her face
"Fine, Jared. for you!" she said getting up, i stood up next to her she watched me go up it was quite a hillaroius sight. like she forgot how tall i was i stood at a 6'7 and she was about 5'5 i was 12 inches taller than her and she just shook her head and walked away mumbling something along the lines of
"he grew again? no wonder i feel so short" i laughed and she continued her quiet little rant "and super-wolf hearing whopty doo" I laughed harder and kissed the top of her adorable little head putting my arm around her waist, she leaned into me and i felt so at home, like this was the place i was suposed to be for the rest of my life with kim in my arms.
when we reached the car i opend the door for her like a true gentlmen i was, and who my mother taught me to be i bowed when she walked in, she giggled just a short ahppylittle giggle but her smile stayed. i walked in to my side of the car she had it opend for me and she was bowing for me now just her head. when i got in she pulled her head up and winked at me. i couln't stop smiling the whole way home.
i droped her off at her house kissed her cheek ever so lightly she smiled opend her door and suprised me by saying:
"I love you Jared" and before i could say anything she closed her door and ran off, like a true princess would. my smile duplicated.
"I love you too, Kim" I said as i put my car in reverse and headed towards the McClain household, when I pulled in i automaticly assumed something was wrong. I heard no oven, or vacume or scribling of a pen from marry-eve. no video game, computer, or ipod from jason. and finaly no clinking of tea cups, fluffing of stuffed animals, or squealing from my youngest sister katie. I didin't even hear breathing, thats when i went into panic mode.
I ran into my house searching for my siblings screaming there names searching in every direction, all of there favourite thngs were gone. marry- eve's two favourtie cook books her ball mit, her laptop and her ideas journal (wich she never let me read). Jayson's ipod, laptop, psp, and dsi xl. and finaly Katie's rag doll morash (she let mom name it) her cudly over sized bunny captain. fuzzy beard (she named it, and if your wondering yes, it it dressed like a pirate) and her tea set.
I was running around the house like a mad man, mom and dad were going to kill me if i lost my siblings! i almost missed the note on the fridge, it was in marry-eve's hand writing. I was scared to death that it was a randsome note.
hey Jared, we put this on the fridge because we knew it would be the frist place you looked. were staying at emily's until kim's friend gets out of the hospital, you know she's really nice! like the home-maker mother we never had! haha don't tell mom i said that! and if you don't mind can you tell your friend Embry to stop staring at me, he's been doing it all week-end! don't worry about us, take a shower change your cloths see kim! just be sure your hear to get us by 9:00 sharp sunday night! katie does have a cerfew. love you! M-E!
i sighed a breath of relif, they were with emily... WAIT! EMBRY STARING AT MARRY- EVE? what the hell? breath jared, breath im sure everythings fine. i walked verry slowly to the bathroom, beside the living room up the stairs 3 doors on each side down. pausing at my older brother's room touching the exterior crown molding. no one goes in matt's room, well not since he moved out when i was just 10, marry- eve and jason don't remeber him much, katie wasn't even born yet. he hasn't come back.
i let all my emotions out in the shower, silent tears came down like a waterfall as i thought about my life. it just wasn't complete without my older brother, knowing where he was, if he was okay. we haven't even recieved a christmas card, birthday card, or a thanksgiving call. thanksgigving was always his favoutie holiday, since it was his it was mine too. i loved the way our family used to be, the perfect family. but now ever since my mom started working double the hours, she is never home, neither is dad.
with Kim in my life i realized how our perfect family was so messed up. mom wasn't suposed to work double the shifts. it's not like we kneded the money she was suposed to bake for bake sales, be kind and generous, and always be there for her kids. dad wasn't suposed to work twice as much as mom. again it's not like we kneed the money, he was suposed to voulnteer as a baseball coach, teach us the fundamentales, and really bring out the fun in it.
marry-eve shouln't be the family maid. she should be enjoying her childhood, playing baseball, hanging out with friends, and going to the mall. jayson should have friends. but insted he is on the wii all day scared of rejection, he should be asking girls out brining them home and then falling for a different girl! and sweet katie, sweet sweet little kaite should be, well beeing a kid but insead she is stuck in the houe playing with her dolls by herself because we can't drive her to her friends house because we don't have a car.
I should be a better suport sistem, but since matt left our life is screwed up. there are no photos of him anywhere, mom litteraly locks his door so that no one can go in. and finaly whenever she tells a story she always leaves the part about matt out. when i got out of the shower i stuck my ipod in my dock turned it on 30 and turned it on my favourite song. no one but my family knew this but i was a total gleek! i loved glee, even songs i hated. loved it when glee did them, marry-eve was stil pissed that finn and rachel arn't still together. she keeps yelling at the t.v " ya big deal rachel kissed puck how differnt is it from you kissing rachel when you were dating quinn?"
so while my glee-pod was singing i decided to sing along, i mean why not? I was alone! and i couln't help but notice that it sounded like they were saying taco taco taco over and over again, but that was just my imagination. I think.
"Just a small town girl livin' in a lonley world, she took the midnight train going anywhere" i sang, i had to admit i was an okay singer just not as good as finn hudson! when the song finished i got dressed and headed out, bringing my glee-pod in my cargo shorts running towards Emily's house. when i got there Sam was in the back yard playing catch with marry-eve and Jayson. that was suprising, and giving them pointers too
"Remeber rotate your hips and sqash that bug!" sam said,they both laughed "perfect!" I walked into the yard they both saw me and smiled
"Hey Jared" all three said as I walked inside
"Hey guy's, lookin' good" I said and smiled, i was supried to find Emily in the kitchen, with katie? she was scared of the "hot thing that breath's fire" or as i like to call it the oven.
"Hey, jared you hungry" emily asked smiling "me and this wonderful princess of yours hve been baking all day, isn't that right katie?" Emily smiled and messed up the little girls hair
"Ya jerry, me and emmy cook all buncha thingys!" she said smiling, i saw ( litteraly) 100 cookies, 75 brownies, 50 cupcakes, 45 assorted muffins, 30 chickens, 20 meatloafs, and 10 apple pies, and 5 apple fritters.
"I believe you katie-pie, is jerry aloud to eat some?" i asked verry politlely
"whats the magic wo-rd" the little girl ased in two silables
"Preetty pretty please?" I asked
"Ummm, kk Jerry-bear" the little girl sang as i grabed a plate just as i did i heard paul and embry behind me
"There real cute man" Paul said while stuffing his face with a cupcake
"Ya, i know" i said smiling and thinking of all the good times i've had with them, katies first bithday, marry-eve's first home-run, the first time i taught jayson how to pick up a lady with smooth pick-up lines... then he got hit by a lady with a good backhand. good times, good times.
"So, dude are you mad at me?" Embry asked, i was taken aback. there was nothing he did that i could remeber... though i did have a very bad memory.
"No, why would i be?" i asked i looked at him, he looked ashamed. what did he do
"I...uh...I imprinted..on...on...on" he tried to get it out paul slaped his back and he spit out "yoursister" my mind whent blank, no way in hell! for the first time since becoming a werewolf, i lost my appetite
"WHAT!" i screamed outraged "SHE IS 12 YEARS OLD DAMNIT! YOU HAD NO RIGHT!"
"Look! Im soory Jared, i really am you know I had no control. i have no feelings to her that way yet! all i want is for her to be safe and happy the love comes later! im sorry if im making you uncomfortable, but i hope i make myself clear where my feelings towards marry-eve are totaly brotherly!" i growled at that
"She already has a brother" i told him, getting right up in his face
"Well, consider this a bit of help. you said it yourself, she kneeds a real childhood, im just gunna help a bit" he said walking towards my sister, she smiled when she saw him comming, i guess i had to excepte the fact that, yes marry-eve was my sister. but i had to give her away sometime, embry is one lucky man. as was I, i had my siblings, my pack, and on top of everything else i had kim.
yeah, i wanted to rip embry's head off. but that would be mean. damn it.
alright, hope my wonderful reviewers found the story! and to all you lurkers that don't review, thanks for reading. hope you all liked this chapter, and the song Jared was singing is "don't stop believing" i haven't done one of these so why not!
I don't own twilight, i only own my characters. all rights go to stephanie myers.
~FRG