They stood staring at one another, Maddie was torn, kissing him felt so right but she knew it was wrong. She closed her eyes, trying to gather her thoughts, she opened them and he was so close to her. She could smell his scent, his hands were still on her face. He leaned in, his lips grazing hers, she opened her mouth to him, his arms went around her. She was lifted off the ground, and held against his body.
She didn't know what was wrong with her, but didn't want him to stop kissing her. His mouth traveled from her lips to her ear lobe. "God lass, you're so beautiful." His hands moved down to her ass pulling her tightly against him.
She pulled away from him again. "I'm sorry Chibs!..." Sophia called for her from the kitchen, she rushed from the room to check on her daughter. Embarrassed and ashamed that she had kissed him.
"I'm heading back to TM." She just nodded her head, not making eye contact with him. She heard the door shut, she and Sophia went and laid down for a nap. She watched her daughter curl up in a ball and drift to sleep.
Covering her up with a blanket, she left the bedroom, she went down to the livingroom room, sitting down on the couch. She saw the plate of food that Chibs had brought her, forgotten on the table, she picked it up, carrying it to the kitchen. Dumping the food in the trash, she cleaned up the kitchen.
She looked around the house, it needed a good cleaning. She started with the livingroom, cleaning it from top to bottom. She went back into the kitchen doing the same, she sat down to rest for a few minutes before moving on to the bathrooms.
There's where Happy found her when he got home, scrubbing the bathroom, bathed in sweat. "What the hell Maddie? You're suppose to be taking it easy and resting."
"Hap, I'm fine. I needed to clean, the place was a mess." She winced as she got up off the floor. Happy picked her up, and carried her down the hall to their room. Getting ready to lay her down in their bed, she stopped him. "Wait, I'm all sweaty and gross! I need a shower first! Please! Besides Sophia is still sleeping in our bed! She smiled at him.
He growled and cursed, carrying her into the bathroom, he took her clothes off of her. Reaching into the shower he turned it on, letting the water heat up. Taking his own clothes off, he pulled her into the shower. He slowly washed her body, being careful not to hurt her. She leaned herhead back, getting her hair wet, he poured shampoo into his hands, lathering her hair.
"You're so beautiful Maddie. I love you!"
"I love you too Hap!" He gently washed the shampoo from her hair. She grabbed his body wash, pouring some in her hand, she ran it over his body. She watched him close his eyes, as her hands ran over his body.
He pulled her close to him, kissing her. He reached over turning off the water, opening the door he grabbed two towels. He wrapped one around her and the other around himself. She pushed opened the door and they stepped out into the bathroom.
She turned around standing on her tip toes she kissed his lips, he wrapped his arms around her pulling her to him. "You're killing me!"
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She had left work two hours early for her doctor's appointment, she didn't tell Happy about it because she didn't want him to worry. It had been eight weeks, she had several tests that were being done this afternoon. She was nerves bur was glad to have them done and be able to get on with her life.
She was sitting in the doctor's office waiting to get the results. Dr. Laws came into the exam room smiling at Maddie.
"Other then being a little under weight, everything else looks great. There's no reason why you wouldn't be able to conceive again. You can resume regular sexual activities."
Maddie thanked the doctor and quickly left. She headed home, pulling into the drive she saw Happy's bike. She walked into the house, he was pacing the livingroom looking worried and pissed. When he saw her, he stopped pacing. He stormed up to her, grabbing her arms.
"Where in the fuck have you been?"
"Work."
"Bullshit! You left two hours ago! So where were you?"
She pulled her arm from his grasp. "I had a doctor's appointment you jackass!"
His angry expression quickly changed to one of concern. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"I had a bunch of tests, I didn't want to worry you..."
He pulled her into his arms. "What did the doctor say?"
"That more children are possible and we can start working on it tonight..." He picked her up, carrying her towards the bedroom.
"I'm sorry I was a jackass..."
"You can make it up to me." She smiled at him, as he tossed her on the bed. He slowly undress her, kissing her exposed skin. He took her nipple into her mouth, gently sucking on it, she arched her back. His hands moved down to her center, rubbing against her clit. "Hap.." He insert his fingers inside her, moving them in and out. She moaned, moving her hips against his hands.
"Oh God...Hap!" He pulled his fingers out of her, lowering his head. He pushed her legs apart, teasing her clit with his tongue. She was clinching the sheet, he slid his tongue inside her. She could feel her orgasam building.
"Cum for me baby!" Happy lowered his head down, licking her clit. Slipping his tongue inside her tasting her, she climaxed. He raised up over her, teasing her with his cock, slowly sliding it inside her. Her lowered his mouth to hers, she kissed him.
He slowly thrust inside her, taking his time, not wanting to hurt her. "Fucking unbelievable!" She raised her hips up to meets his movements. She wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling him deeper.
He rolled over so she was on top of him. "Ride me!" She rocked her hips back and forth, his hands were on her waist. She made slow, small circles wit her hips. Hearing him growl, she smiled down at him. Not planning on speeding up, she continued her slow torture. "Fuck women, you're making me crazy!" He sat up, wrapping his arms around her waist, he thrust inside her. She threw back her head.
"Fuck Hap!" He flipped her over to her back, thrusting into her hard and fast, her hips met his movements. She felt herself getting ready to have an orgasam, her legs squeezed around his waist as she came. His own release came minutes after. He collapsed on top of her.
Laying there for a few minutes, catching his breathe, he looked down in her face. "Are you okay? I didn't hurt you did I?"
"No, you didn't hurt me! I'm fine." He rolled to the side pulling her to him.
"I love you!"
"I love you too." She lay in his arms, cherishing the moment.
"Let's go take a shower!" He picked her up, carrying her to the bathroom. "How do you feel about Chibs?"
Feeling guilty about the kiss that they shared weeks ago, she looked at him. "He's my friend, has been for a long time. I care for him deeply. Why?"
"No reason, you've always seemed close. We've talked about this before..I want to ink you with my crow. I want everyone to know you're mine."
"Are you sure?"
"You're the mother of my child. I love you, your the only woman I want. I'm working on a design, as soon as I have one dine, I want to tat you."
She smiled at him. "I'd love that!" He reached into the shower, turning it on, he pulled her close to him, kissing her. Stepping into the shower, they went for round two.
XXX
"I have to go to Tuscan for club business, tomorrow. You going to be okay?"
Raising her head off his chest, she looked at him. "Yes, why wouldn't I be?"
"I might have one of the guys stay with you and Sophia while I'm gone. I'd feel better!"
"It's not nessccary, we'll be fine."
He growled at her. "Why are you so stubborn?"
"It's in my DNA! If I need anything I can call my brother, or Jax, or..."
"And if someone is trying to hurt you or Sophia by the time they get here it's too late!"
"Of for Christ sake Happy! I know how to shoot a gun, I can defend myself!"
"Someone is staying with you!'
It was her turn to growl, she laid her head down on his chest, she understood his need to want to protect his family, but it sometimes aggravated the hell out of her. "If it would make you feel, better, then fine. Someone can stay with us."
His arms tightened around her, she drifted off to sleep.
XXX
She was being shaken awake, she opened one eye, it was still dark. "Go away!" She pulled the blankets up over her head. She heard him laugh, as he pulled them down, and leaned down kissing her. "I've leaving babe!"
"What time is it?"
"Four."
"Be careful. I love you! Come home whole!"
"I love you too. And always! Rat is down stairs, he'll stay with you until you leave for work."
"So I shouldn't run around half naked...got it!" She felt his hands under the blankets, grabbing her.
"Women, you better keep your shit covered!" He growled. She laughed, he leaned down kissing her again. "See you in a couple of days, I'll call you!"
He walked towards the door. "Hey Hap!"
He stopped and looked at her. "Yeah?"
"You keep your shit covered, remember you belong to me. Don't go messing around with the whores."
"Baby, you're the only women I want." He walked out the door, she heard him stop in Sophia's room before he left.
She laid back down, dozing off until she had to go to work.
XXX
It had been a long day, she was driving home in a down pour, traffic was horrible, then she got a flat tire. She pulled over to the side of the rode, getting out of the vehicle, she tried to change it herself. Let out a string of curse words, that would probably make Tig blush, she threw the jack in the back of her SUV. It was only three, so someone would still be at the shop, she pulled out her phone, and dialed TM's number.
"Teller-Morrow Automotive, this is Filip. How may I help you."
"Chibs, it's Maddie. I'm out on 580 with a flat..."
"I'll be right out to get you love. Stay in your vehicle with the doors locked."
"Thanks."
She ended the call, locking her doors, she pushed back the seat and closed her eyes. Waiting for Chibs to come help her, the knocking on the window startled her awake, the windows were steamed up. She saw the flashing lights, in her rearview mirror, she saw a scene flash in her mind. She was pulled over, she got out of her vehicle, the cop pushed her up against her SUV and handcuffed her, then it went black.
The knock on her window was a little louder. "Maddie, are you okay?" She looked out her window and could make out Chibs form, she opened the door and got out.
"Sorry, I dozed off, it took me a minute to..." It was still raining and they were both getting drenched.
"Grab your purse, and whatever else you need. I'll drop you off at the house. I'll tow you cage into the shop and fix the tire. Get into the truck!"
She grabbed her things, climbing into the truck, she was shivering from the chill. Chibs got into the truck, looking at her, he cranked the heat. "Thanks."
Pulling off his jacket, he wrapped it around her. "You're skin is like ice."
"I tried to change the tire myself, but I couldn't get the lug nuts lose."
"What the hell Maddie? You have a whole garage full of men, that would drop everything to come help you!"
"I don't like bothering anyone."
"Maddie love, you could never a bother."
She laughed. "I'm sure Jax and Opie, would argue with you."
She heard him chuckle. "Aye, I'm sure they would but you're their little sister. You're suppose to be a bother!"
He pulled up in front pf her house. "Thank you for coming to get me."
"I'll bring it back, tonight once I have the tire fixed."
She took his jacket it off =, handing it to him. "I'll see you later." She grabbed her things, slipping out of the tow truck, she ran inside, to get out of the rain. He watched her go, making sure she got inside alright.
XXX
She was putting the finishing touches on dinner, when the doorbell rang. Sophia was jumping up and down, with excitement. "Mommy, we got compny!"
"I know baby, let's go see who it is!" The little girl peeked through the window by the door.
"It's Fip! It's Fip!" Maddie laughed and opened the door. Sophia threw herself at the man's legs, wrapping her arms around his legs. "I missed you Fip!"
"I missed you too, little love.' He picked her up, wrapping his arms around her.
A scene flashed in front of Maddie's eyes. Sophia was a baby, she was cuddled in Chips' arms. AAAA Fip. Slobbery kisses. His arms were wrapped around her like they were now, he cradled her in his arms. He leaned over and kissed Maddie.
"Maddie, are you okay?"
"I'm sorry what?"
He was looking at her, she blinked her eyes, trying to get the memory back. "I said something smells good."
"It's dinner. Would you like to join us, there's plenty."
"I'd love to."
She went into the kitchen, to check on dinner, it was almost ready. She set the table, trying to bring back the memory, why would she be kissing Chibs, why would he be holding Sophia like she was his. She sat dinner on the table, and called them to the table, he sat down smiling at her. She was lost in her own thoughts, half listening to Sophia's and Chibs' conversation.
"Maddie, did you hear me?"
"I'm sorry what?"
He looked at her, his eyes full of concern. "Is everything okay? You seem distracted."
"I'm fine, sorry."
"I said, Rat had to go out of town, family emergency. I'll be staying here tonight."
"Okay, you can sleep in the guest room."
She picked at her dinner, not eating much, she cleaned up from dinner while Chibs and Sophia played. Again, there was something familiar about the scene like they'd done it before. She was washing the dishes, looking out into the back yard, when she had another memory flash. She had walked into the clubhouse, looking for someone, Jax stopped her, being a pain in her ass. She walked back to the dorm room and found the Filip she wanted in bed with a croweater! She was upset, and she left!
"Fuck!" She had broken a glass while washing it, and sliced her hand. Chibs came into the kitchen to see if she was okay, she had a towel wrapped her hand.
"Let me see love." She held her hand out to him, he examined her hand. "Let me patch you up. It's not deep enough for stitches." He cleaned her wound up, and bandaged it, taking great care.
"Thank you Filip."
"You're welcome. I'll finish the dishes."
She went into the livingroom, sitting on the couch, she leaned back, closing her eyes dozing off. She started to dream, her memories started to run together.