Dear Hannah Jane,
Why aren't you answering the phone again?
I slept for days to make the pain go away,
But all I thought was: was this goodbye?
Was the last our last.
If so please don't forget me.
I'll never forget you.
Because I know this means more to you than I
and it means life to me.
I don't cry anymore.
my mother's finally smiling again.
but my writing's getting messy and my
hand it has a cramp.
I've written this four times.
Please please please
read these and never forget.
Forgetting was something you
could never do.
It's something I learned from you.
It's something you taught me
with your love, your trust,
your beauty, your grace,
your undeniable happyness,
and you.
I love you my Hannah Jane.
My bumblebee.
My peanut.
I'll write to you some other time.
When I wake up from this horrible dream.
Promise me you read this.
And I'll promise I'll never forget Arizona.
Or e.e.cummings and our frist kiss(es).
oh and, I love you more.
-Always and Forever.