LLL- I'm in College now. It's hard to find time to update but I love my readers so it happens. the hardest part with this chapter, I couldn't remember if I'd let Eren be on top before and I still don't know soooooo yeah. Were you Eren?

Eren- I don't know. It's all a blur

LLL- Seriously...

Eren- You've never had Levi fuck you. You don't know the struggle.

LLL- Uhm... OK... I know the struggle of not owning AOT/SNK and at this moment I'm glad I don't own it

The air is cool and he squints his eyes open. His head is pounding and his vision is slightly blurred. It isn't until he attempts to sit up that he realizes that he is tied down. Suddenly he tries more violently to become detached from the bonds. Becoming aware that the binds are tighter that he'd expected he studies his surroundings intently. The room is dark and there is a small dresser to his left. Levi is tied hands and feet to a bed and he is completely naked. From the looks of the window, it is late night outside. He tries to remember what he did today. It wasn't much. He'd cleaned the house and had a talk with a military police general about the future mission outside of the walls. Then he went back to the house and everything after that is a blur.

Looking up at the cieling his vision starts to adjust to the dark and he can tell that he is an old infirmary building that is only used for emergencies such as breaches. That's when Levi catches sight of a person sitting in the corner in a chair. He struggles against the binds again, his grunts echoing through the room.

"Don't bother straining. You won't get out of those knots."

"Like hell I won't," Levi grunts, pulling. He feels the ropes starting to tighten and put burns on his wrists. The persons stands up out of the chair and walks closer to Levi so that he can see his face. Levi squints his eyes, thinking he isn't seeing this correctly. "Eren? What the hell are you doing?" Eren says nothing. He walks closer to Levi and crawls on the bed over top of him. He lowers his face down to Levi's abs and starts to kiss his cool skin. Eren's lips are warm against Levi's chill flesh, causing the captain to grunt in unwilling pleasure. "You little shit, stop it."

Eren raises his head only slightly so that Levi can see those devious green eyes. "Stop? But you offered."

"Offered? Quit talking idiocy."

"You said it yourself. If I ever wanted to do something like this," Eren bends down and puts his mouth on Levi's nipple, licking. Levi lets out a moaning grunt trying to with stand the pleasure before Eren sits up again, a knowing grin on his face. "Then I'd have to knock you out and tie you down. I proudly took that offer."

"Fucking idiot. It wasn't an offer."

"It was either that or a challenge. Either way, you're mine tonight." Levi pulls at the ropes more and Eren smiles. "You're cute when you're like this. Just becareful, the more you pull, the more damage you're doing to yourself."

"How did you even manage to get to me?"

Eren looks into the air. "I had a little help from Erwin."

Levi sighs brashly. "When I'm out of this I'm killing both of you."

"I doubt that."

"Do you know what I did to the military police who violated Armin."

"This is different. It's only considered rape if you don't want it. Deep down inside Levi, you want it."

"I. Will. Kill you."

Eren chuckles at this and crawls further onto Levi, licking his neck. Levi throws his head back, almost welcoming the warm slickness Eren's tongue. "Until then I can do as I please."

"It's your funeral." Levi's eyes narrow as he glares at Eren. "Do your worst."

After sex that neither of them have experienced in a long time Levi looks down at Eren's unconscious body. (N/A: EHEM, uhm, well I know some of you want extreme detail on what they did. It is updated in the Rated M story Painful Connection/Pain in Love)

"Tch, he enjoyed it that much?" Levi lays back down and can finally see how cold this room is. Eren is drenched in sweat and completely naked on top of that. He might get sick if the two stay like this. Levi sits up and gets to his feet, the binds were broken long ago. Now that the ecstasy has disappeared, he can really feel and even see the rope burns on his ankles and wrists. They are getting darker as the seconds pass. Standing, he can see that his own clothes are next to the bed. He bends down and takes the time to slide them on.

It's clear that Eren did quite a number on him when knocking him out. He can't remember being hit and his head is still hurting. After fully dressing himself, Levi walks out of the room to look for covers to put over Eren. As soon as he steps out he is face to face with Erwin.

"So he didn't hurt you too bad, I see."

Levi extends his arm to punch Erwin in the face but the chief moves slightly to the side, avoiding the attack. Levi rolls his eyes and walks past Erwin. "Leave. You've done your damage."

"Where's Eren?"

"I thought you were watching us. He's on the bed passed out."

"I wasn't watching..." Erwin's sentence come to a pause. "Wait, did you say passed out?"

"Yeah, why?" Erwin runs into the room, alarmed. Levi follows him into the room as he grabs Eren's wrist, checking his pulse. "What? Afraid I killed him?"

"He was only doing that because of an experiment Hange conducted on him."

"What?" Levi's voice his somewhat angered. "Hange did what?"

"She gave him a supplement she developed hoping to make his titan abilities stronger. She did it earlier today."

Levi looks to the side. "That's why I didn't see him all day today," he says more to himself.

"It didn't do what we hope. It just made him extremely aggressive. He couldn't sit down and he was destroying things we needed so I asked him what might help. He told me about what you said to him and what he wanted. I didn't see any harm coming out of it so I helped him. To be honest he hit you much harder then I'd intended but you're fine...Aren't you?"

"I'm fucking fine."

"The point being, I was afraid he'd worn out too much energy from the supplement and died. We don't know any of the side effects."

"I told Hange no more experimenting."

"Yeah I..." Erwin stops talking and thinks about what Levi just said. "You remember telling Hange not to experiment on Eren anymore?"

"What? No, I told her no experimenting on titans. This has nothing to do with that brat."

Erwin raises an eyebrow but brushes it off. "So when he's done what he wants he passes out from over exhaustion and has no effect on his titan form. That's disappointing."

"So you helped him knock me out and do what he wanted. Why? You don't value your life?"

"I knew you wouldn't do anything. You lost your memory, not your soul. There had to be a bell that rung in your head telling you not to hurt him. And besides, who could resist sex like that." Levi punches Erwin in his stomach with immense force. Erwin feels an organ move inside of him but tries to act as if the impact had no effect. He studies Eren's naked body. "He's big."

"Don't you have something you need to be doing? Somewhere else?"

"Yeah. Sleep. Tomorrow we're going to go outside of the walls to clear out those titans and then go to get that medicine so we can try to get your memory back."

"Why don't we just go to the medicine first? I think the titans can wait."

Erwin shrugs. "You've got a point. I'll consider it. Take care of him." Erwin makes his way out of the room and Levi sighs, going to do what he was before Erwin appeared. He grabs two blankets from another room and covers Eren. He's always looked cute when he's exhausted.


The sunlight shines into the room and he squints his eyes. He feels a slight soarness in his hips and immense pain in his ass. Eren smiles stupidly at the familiar feeling before rolling over and sitting up. His vision is slightly blurred and he wipes his eyes. He sees a set of clothes on the dresser waiting for him. He grabs them and dresses himself. This takes about 10 minutes as he tries to maneuver around the pain.

He hears a light knock at the door and looks up. Hange stands there with a strange smile on her face. "So... how do you feel?"

"I'm ok now. I can't remember much of what happened last night but in all honesty I'm not bothered by that. I have a feeling it was good."

"Well that sucks."

"What?"

"If you can't remember anything how am I supposed to get data."

Eren shrugs his shoulders. "Ask Erwin maybe."

"Eh, I already talked to him but I was hoping to get some primary source data."

"Sorry."

"It's okay. Just let me check a few things." She runs up to him and grabs his wrist. "Vitals are normal." She puts her ear to his chest and then places her hand on his forehead. "temperature is normal." She then moves behind him and lifts up his shirt. "Whoa..."

"What!?" He panics slightly.

She quickly yanks it back down over his back. "N-nothing! Nothing. Uhm well, you seem fine. Let me know if you feel something strange and we can try another later on today."

Eren is still panicked. "More?"

She slaps him on the shoulder with a broad smile. "Yep, I'll see you later then!" She turns and walks out the door.

"Bye Hange," he mumbles with slumped shoulders.

He turns and looks at the room again. Sunlight is shining through the window and giving it a slight glow. He somewhat wishes he remembered what happened yesterday. Since that's not going to happen it's better to just avoid Levi for the rest of the day. He nods at this thought and walks out of the room. The district is quite lively with people in the markets and children running around. You'd think that there weren't titans just on the other side of the wall.

"Hey. Eren!"

He comes to a halt and turns around to see Armin running towards him and Mikasa following slightly behind. She isn't running but there is a smile on her face. "Hey you guys."

"You sleep good?" Armin asks, placing a friendly hand on Eren's shoulder.

Eren scratches the back of his head awkwardly. "Yeah."

"Those drugs Hange gave you didn't cause any trouble in your body, did it?"

"Nothin permanent. Enough about me. I see you're doing better."

"Yeah. The medicine the doctor gave me worked wonders in a few hours, I just needed lots of rest."

Eren nods with a grin and then looks at Mikasa. "Where were you guys headed."

"We're on our way to the Military Police conference building to discuss further travels outside of the walls."

"They are still willing to work with us?"

Mikasa rolls her eyes. "Well those bastards aren't going to go."

Armin sees where her sour mood is coming from. "Yeah. They are just going to throw all of our men out there."

Eren nods. "So who is welcome to this meeting?"

"All of the scouting regiments will be there and some of the Garrison, along with high ranking military police officers," she tells him.

"I wasn't invited?"

"Well yeah but you've been sleep all day. It's well past noon."

"Of course," Eren nods, running his hand through his hair.

"Come along with us," Armin suggests. "I'm glad we ran into you."

"Great. Lets get going." Eren walks along side Mikasa and Armin. The streets are well populated and they get some stares from the locals. Theyare scouting regiment soldiers after all. The three take in the rare light mood in the atmosphere. They take a left turn between two buildings. They are brought to three kids throwing dirt at another child on the ground.

"Trash," one of the girls says.

"Yeah, a brown haired boy laughs. "Go back to the outer districts." He then goes on to kick the little girl on the ground. She is curled up into a ball in the dirt. Eren springs into action.

"Hey! Leave her alone you little brats!"

The kids look over at him. The shortest kid tosses a rock at him and he puts his arm up, just blocking it from his facr. The children have to be no more then 10 years old, if not, younger. Mikasa and Armin are right behind him. The little boy looks at him. "You can't tell us..." The boy's words are halted in his throat and he takes a few steps back, tripping over a rock.

"Dietrich!" The girls tries to help him up.

"They are scouting regiment."

The other two kids gasp. "Th-they kill titans!"

"Run!" All three of the kids hall ass out of the alleyway.

Eren bends down to the little girl who is still curled up on the ground. She peeks up at him out of her sleeve. She is covered in dirt. "I won't hurt you," Eren says gently. "C'mon, stand up." The little girl slowly and gradually gets to her feet.

She stubbornly looks to the side. "I hope titans eat them all."

"Whoa, don't say that! Why were those kids bullying you?"

"Everyone bullies me." Her voice is small and light. It fits her stature quite well.

Armin bends down with Eren. "Why?"

"Why do you care? Just leave me like everyone else does. Nobody likes trash."

"Why would you say that about yourself?" Armin asks.

"Where's your mother?" Eren says.

"I don't have a mother. I don't have a father. I don't have anything. I have no friends and everyone hates me." Tears well up in her eyes.

Eren solutes to her, a fist over his heart and the other hand behind his back. She jumps at this, eyes wide. "As a Scouting Regiment Soldier, I vow to be your friend." He gives her a confident smile. "Now all you have to do is let me help." Armin follows his lead. Seconds later Mikasa solutes as well. The girl looks up in amazement at Mikasa and the look of her strength. Her eyes are glossy with tears and they stream down her cheeks, clearing a path of the dirt that is all over her face. In a fit of sadness and sudden relief she wraps her arms around Eren in a hug.

"I'm always so alone." The tears are rolling uncontrollably. Everyone here calls me trash and bullies me because I'm from the outer wall."

Eren pulls out of her hug. "What? You lived in Wall Maria?"

"Yes. In the Shiganshina District." Armin gasps at this and Mikasa's eyes are wide. "I was only 4 when the titans got in. I don't really remember what happened. But I still have really bad dreams about it. The boats were full when everyone was trying to get on and my parents were trapped on the other side. I know they are dead. Everyone over that side is dead now. I lived with my aunt but she was really old and died a few months ago. Nobody likes trash from the outer walls eating all of their food." The little girl looks at all of their expressions and backs up. "You guys hate me now, don't you. Just like..." Her speech is cut off when she is put into a choke hold like hug.

Mikasa's arms are wrapped tight around the little girl's neck. "You are not trash. Nor are you disgusting. You are strong. They don't know what you have been through and they will never understand." Eren and Armin stand up. They are both taking in the emotion of finally meeting another person from Shiganshina and so young at that.

Mikasa stands up next. "She's going with us."

The two guys look at one another. There really is no debating this matter. Together, the group make their way to the Military Police Conference building. When they reach the front door it opens. Jean, Connie, Sasha, Hange, Erwin and Levi walk out. Levi stops next to them. Eren's heart rate speeds up but he doesn't make it obvious.

"Where were you three? The meeting is over."

"Well," Armin says, "we ran into Eren and then..."He doesn't finish his sentence, not knowing how to explain the rest. Levi looks down at the girl and she takes a step behind one of Mikasa's legs.

He rolls his eyes. "I don't even care. Just come to the house so I can brief you on the plans."

They follow Levi back and the others go their own way. When they are in the living room of the house Levi plops on the couch. "Alright listen. Military Police did not find the medicine to be priority. They could care less whether or not I get my memory back. So if we want the medicine, we're doing it alone."

Eren is outraged to hear this. "But you..."

"Shut up. We will all be going outside of the wall to clear out Trost of any remaining titans starting tomorrow. We will be accompanied by 10 Garrison. We are warned not to cause any unnecessary damage to any of the districts."

"Or what," Mikasa dares.

"Who cares. Just do it, they have the upper hand." He crosses his legs. "Now you're turn. Who's the brat."

Armin steps up to talk. "She is from the Shiganshina district. She has no where to go so we are taking her in until we can find her a secure home."

"I don't think I ever gave the ok for pets."

Mikasa steps up. "Shut the hell up. She's staying here whether you give the ok or not."

Levi sends another glare to the little girl and she scoots over and wraps her arms around one of Eren's legs. Levi looks up at Eren and he is looking down at the girl with a soft smile, ruffling her hair. The air in Levi's lungs come to a halt and he looks away. "It's sleeping in your bed. So what's it's name?"

Everyone's eyes go wide as they realize this is a detail they have yet to get. She looks up at them. "Soleanna." (N/A: Soul-ee-auna)

"Soul," Eren nods. "We'll call her Soul."

"It comes with a lot of responsibility," Levi grunts. "First off, clean it." That being said, he stands and leaves the room.

Soleanna looks up at Eren sadly. "I don't think he likes me."

"Don't worry. He doesn't like anyone."

LLL- I am sorry for the lack of updates. IDK where the hell this is going by the way. I'm a writer. I have trouble writing endings so this might take a while. Please review ^_^ And excuse any spelling or grammar errors. OH! And there seems to be a recurring issue with memory loss. Lemme know if its getting too repetitive please. Thanks