It had been a week since the incident with Lou ..much to Tilly's delight lou kept her distance ..
Right Tills.. Zoe called out as she came bouncing through the study hall... I have finaaaaaaaally bagged us some tickets to the Silk Suite.. Yaaaay excited...she screeched waving the tickets about ..
No way? Tilly grinned .. How?
The Silk Suite was a very exclusive club in London .. Tickets were like gold dust Zoe and Tilly had been trying to get their hands on some for months ..
Wellllll don't ask me how but Casey's cousin has hired a VIP booth for her birthday and weeee arrrrre invitttted...Zoe explained
Tilly grinned lookin at the tickets .. " oh shit.. She sulked.. If we've been invited then that means Lou probably has as well..
Fuck her Tills Zoe grinned .. "We're going to the Silk Suite.. Woo hoo
Tilly's face fell... " I'm not bothered but... Well Jen .. She might ..
Zoe shrugged.. Jen will be ok she knows nothing happened between u and the fruit loop...
I know.. Tilly replied .. But well I don't know how she's gonna feel knowing I'll be out in the sane place as her..
One way to find out .. Zoe nodded towards Tilly's phone ...
Tilly bite the inside of her mouth thinkin about how she would tell Jen ..
I'll wait till later...
Make sure u do then Tills.. Zoe begged.. This is gonna be ace.. And we've been dying to go for like ever...
Later that night Hayley , Jen and Tilly were sat eating dinner ..
So have any of your two been to that Silk Suite? Tilly asked casually
Jen shook her head
Yeah once .. Hayley answered .. The place is epic.. And I mean epic.. Can't believe they made it an exclusive bar though the dicks..
Why do you ask ? Jen asked
Tilly shrugged .. Oh um.. Well you remember my friend Casey? You met her that time at my flat.. Well her cousins having her 21st their this weekend!
Lucky bitch.. Hayley's moaned with a giggle ..
Your love it Tills.. Make sure you hit their cocktail bar " Hayley added
Oh I'm .. I'm not going! Tilly informed them..
What? Why the fuck not? Hayley gasped
Tilly shrugged .
Jen looked directly at Tilly .. She's going isn't she?
Tilly looked over at Jen..
She? Who's she? Hayley asked interested ..
Lou... Jen answers not taking here eyes off Tilly ..
Oh.. Hayley said .. I'll um take my wine and go for a bath I think .. Grabbing her glass and gettin out of the way as quick as she could .
I'm not going.. Tilly whispered as she sipped her wine ..
But you want too.?. Jen asked
It's just a night out Jen .. Tilly muttered..
So you don't want to go? Jen asked
Tilly bite her bottom lip.. " I don't really even know the girl .
Jen nodded.. That's not answering my question is it?
Tilly got up to scrap her plate .. I don't want any trouble..
You mean you don't want to go because you think I'll have a problem with it? Jen corrected her
Tilly closed her eyes for a second
Before turnin to Jen
Well would you ? She asked
Are you askin me if I mind you going out with your friends? Jen asked .. Then the answers no of coarse not
If your askin am I ok with you being around that Lou ? Then no I'm not..
But... I can't stop you from having a life Tilly .. If you want to go then I won't stop you ..
Tilly was torn she felt like although Jen was saying these words she didn't mean them .. She knew Jen was trying to do the right thing ..
"Jen I'm not going to put myself in a situation that will do anything to cause problems for us ... Tilly said
Would I like to go ? Yeah I would but it's not like i never go out again..
Jen sighed .. Tilly...
Look Jen it's fine.. I'm really not that bothered .. I'll quite happily stay in with you ..
Jen could hear in Tilly's voice she was just tryin to keep her happy..
Go.. Jen sighed.. You can't stop having a life because...
I'm not gonna stop having a life " Tilly interrupted ! I'm just not going to this party..
There be others... She added.. Can I grab a shower ? She asked changing the subject
Knock yourself out! Jen replied..
As Tilly left the room Jen sat alone tapping the table with her fingers..
Something inside her felt uneasy.. This business with Lou was certain to cause problems .. As much and Jen and Tilly didn't want it to ..
Jen felt it was the calm before the storm ..
The rest of the evening was filled with awkward conversation about everything but .. Every time Jen tried to talk about it Tilly shot her down ..
Deciding to have an early night the pair went to bed falling asleep with their backs to each other .. Jen lie awake thinking about the last few days..
Even though their relationship was nothing like before.. Part of Jen felt like there was always going to be something in the way of their happiness ...