Okay here is this chapter, hope you guys like it!

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, I'm far too normal to.

There is nothing really I want to say, so go on!

Bella's POV

''Bella, what were you thinking?'' Alice asked in an annoyed manner, as she passed me a new box of tissues.

I shrugged as I sneezed into the tissue.

Alice had been thrilled when I told her the big news of Edward and me, but now she seemed annoyed. I couldn't blame her; I was lying in bed with probably the worst cold I have ever gotten. And Alice didn't want to leave me alone, so she staid here with me.

According to Rose, Edward had not gotten sick, while I was here feeling like I was going to freaking die! And to top it off, my own sister was annoyed with me because she had to look after me, instead of spending her time with Jasper.

''I wasn't thinking,'' I admitted hopping she would let it rest. But of course she didn't.

''Of course you were not thinking!'' she practically screamed at me. ''This could be dangerous, you could have gotten hypothermia!''

I rolled my eyes. Sometimes she was such a drama queen. ''Alice, we didn't go to Antarctica, we went on a hike,'' I reminded her.

Alice just shrugged, and didn't say a word. Okay, now she was mad at me.

''Alice,'' I spoke softly so she knew I was going to be nice. ''Why don't you go spend your time with Jasper, I don't mind.''

She turned to me quickly. ''But what kind of sister would I be if I ever left you alone when you got sick?'' she asked, but I could see the hopeful spark in her eyes.

''Fine,'' I smiled. ''Then I band you from taking care of me, now you have to go.''

She laughed, while I coughed.

Ten minutes later, she was already saying bye, and heading over to Jasper's house.

I sat there, completely bored, until I had a sudden urge to go to the piano that was located in our 'Music' room.

As I stood there, with the door closed, my hand went to grasp the knob, but it shook as I reached for it. Part of me knew that I wanted to do this, but the other part of me knew that this was going to hurt me.

After all, this was something I just to enjoy with my family, and at the end music was the reason why we separated from each other.

As lame as it sounded, sometimes I wondered if, after the many happy moments music brought us, it was taking all that away. It didn't really make sense, and it was pretty stupid.

I sighed. It had been a long time since I last played for myself. It always brought up all those stupid arguments about being the 'leader.'

I reached, once again, for the stupid door knob, and opened it before I stopped myself. The inside was just how it just to be in Arizona.

The piano was on the left side of the room, facing the window. There was no light in this room, so the only light would come through the window. All the other guitars were there, along with three microphones.

Everything seemed to be waiting for us, the way the guitars were facing the piano, as if waiting for the beginning of the song to be played.

I felt tears making their own way down my cheek, it felt lonely here. Like, if maybe, the time we spent here never existed.

But it did! All those songs we just to play, and our very favorite were real moments. Even all the times we argued were real, too!

I sighed as I sat down at the piano bench, and turned to face it. All those happy memories started playing in my head.

Flashback

''Emmett, please let's try to be serious with this song!" Alice pleaded.

Emmett shook his head. ''Who picked this song out anyway? We are entering the school talent show, and this song is depressing!'' he yelled out at nobody in particular.

I rolled my eyes. ''Emmett, You raise me up is not depressing, it tells about somebody being there for you,'' I explained.

He nodded, and I begun to have hope that he understood, until he opened his mouth. ''I understand.....you picked out this song, right? But I still don't understand why have to play this song!''

I laughed a frustrated laugh, while Alice just shook her head, but started to warm up her bass, or guitar, whatever.

We all followed suite, and soon enough the opening chords to the song were played, and I sang the first words.

''When I am down, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still wait here in silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.''

The song spoke louder than actions, or any other thing that could be said. It was perfect.

End of Flashback

I laughed at the happy memory. It was one of the many songs that we played more than once.

Since the talent show, we played it everywhere, at parties, or to ourselves.

It was a song that spoke the relationship between us.

I played a C sharp just to see how in tuned it was. I cringed at the sound; it wasn't bad, but it wasn't good either.

Careless to how in tune the piano was, I started to wonder if I still remembered this song by heart, just like I used to.

I placed my fingers over the keys, and begun to play the opening chords. As soon as I closed my eyes, I started to remember perfectly.

''When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When trouble comes and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.''

I smiled as I remembered the day Emmett found me outside of class in middle school, and he tried to cheer me up. I had been upset, and he made everything better.

''You raise me up so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up......to more than I can be.''

It was then that I felt an arm wrapping around my waist. He pulled me into one of his big hugs, and I felt more tears trailing down my cheeks.

''I love you, Bells.''

Okay, I need to apologize for the long time I have not been updating, but I had a big book report. It was important, and I don't think my teacher realized that I had a life outside her class!

Anyway, sorry! Please review! Anybody who guesses (I don't think it's that hard!) who talked to Bella at the very end, will get a preview of the next chapter!

The song that is mentioned here is called You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban. It's a great song, you should go listen to it!

Thanks!

~Mitxi