Thank you for waiting so an extra-long chapter. Also this chapter is rate M since I can't remember if this fic was T or not. Enjoy and please continue to review.

I bit my bottom lip as I entered the house. He wasn't there which was perfect, that meant that I could set things up and I could gather my nerve to do this. Hell I wasn't sure if it would be appreciated nor actually understood. I can't believe my whole life just turned into some warped version of a rom-com.

I of course made sure I looked my best, I was of course putting myself out there. I wanted him to understand, to know that I wanted to be with him in the deepest part of the sense. Not because I thought he was attractive but because I had fallen in love with him, with all of him. I wanted to show him the depths of my love for him.

I turned the light off and added candles, vanilla and cinnamon had always been our favorite scents. I added bunch of Sakura flowers to a bath I drew. I was going to show him how much we both need each other. Of course I couldn't focus on rather or not this was going to work so I kept myself busy. I even cooked his favorite foods just to help my case.

I knew he was hurt, actually didn't truly realize how much he could be trusting me because like always I can't read anything that goes on in his little head. I let another anxiety filled breath loose, 'I hate this feeling. I feel so uncertain of myself. If this was a process of growing up than I no longer want to be an adult.'

I groaned, that was not any way to be thinking I should feel. I am adult with complex relationships and feelings. Every time we seem to be going straight I seem to do everything to set him off. When did falling in love with a fictional character get this hard? Should I leave a cautionary tale for others? Well, that is assuming I even go back to my own reality.

I heard him come in and I all but fainted. This was it and now that it's come to this I'm starting to panic. What if I fail and we never get back together? What will I ever do without him?

I walked to where he was. "Hello Sesshomaru, I.. I fixed us dinner and afterwards if you want to talk or..or maybe..take a bath..?" I trailed of uncertain of anything and I was hating the stare he was giving me. If we were truly mated to each other we could have felt what each other was feeling. Hell, I wouldn't be thinking he hates my guts and this was a big mistake this time around.

"I'll just…" I was cut off from my rambling by a kiss. My eye widened in shock. WHY WAS HE KISSING ME?! He pulled away only slightly, a look in his eye I've never seen before; And even then words I've never thought would ever fall from his lips. "I was wrong and I am sorry."

"But I….wait...What?.." I swallowed. "I was going to apologize and…and…" I was shut up again by him kissing me. " I hate it when you ramble like that." He kissed be back again, lifting me up and carrying me to the bedroom. I kissed him back and dame it if I wasn't crying happy tears. For once in our relationship he is somewhat making an effort even if it's just to say he was wrong and that he was sorry.

I wrapped my legs and arms around him as I deepened the kiss. I was like a total relief, like I was coming home from a very long exhausting day at work. He was like the feeling of Christmas, like getting the huge candy at Halloween and even more so that warm feeling up being held by the one you loved.

He laid me on the bed and a finally looked up at him; the moonlight making his hair glimmer and I could see that look in his eyes. The one that held all of what he felt for me, even without having to say it out loud. I reached an un steady hand to his face. He skin was smooth but masculine and he put his hand on top of mine. He will always leave me speechless.

He leaned down over my and we kissed. This kiss wasn't like home, it was like the contact between our lips were the big bang and we have started a new universe. With just us and what we were feeling. I knew my hands were tangled in his hair because I could feel the silky threads between my fingers.

His hand had made its way into mind and as he moved his lips downwards, onto the most sensitive part of my neck. I feel a shiver run its self-down my spine and I let out a gasp and a tiny whimper. He always did know what got me going and even now it made me want him even more. I want all of him this time, no more holding back.

He made his what back to kissing my mouth but when he pulled away again, my breath panting and his hair a little messed up from my hands being in it; I realized that we had taken some article of clothing off. He shirt was off and his pants unbuttoned with the zipper down. My shirt was off and my skirt with my bra being well on its way off of my body since we somehow got it unbuckled.

I touched his ear and I could feel a shiver go down his body, I truly wanted this. I leaned up to his neck and then I licked his ear. I hear him let out a deep moan from that contact before a whispered the best I could into his ear. "I want you…all of you…" It was then that I realized he had been holding back on me.

He growled a little and the next sound was a tear. He ripped my bra off even though I'm sure I could have removed it just fine and my panties were a lost cause. He pulled my left breast into his mouth as I let out a moan. "Oh…..thats... Sensitive" My moan turned into a whimper. It wasn't long before he switches and that had me wanting to give him pleasure as well I reached a hand into his pants and palmed his erection through his underwear. It was so hard already and he let some throaty moan and nipped at me.

"L. let me make you feel good…" I wined out as I pulled him out, exposing his member. He moaned and held me tighter with his other arm as I moved my hand up and down. We went like that, making each other feel good and exploring each other with our hands and mouth. After a while I couldn't take it anymore. "Please….I need you…Please!" I begged. My body was on fire, it was feverish from wanting him and from the feelings. My legs were restless and the apex between them was hot and moist. It wanted what I was begging him for.

He looked at me to see if I was serious before he got rid of those accursed pants and under garment. He positioned himself in-between my legs and looked to me more. He needs to move faster; I'm going crazy because he just has to be careful. "Sesshomaru, I know I haven't done this before but if you don't hurry up and give me what I want I will take it from you." I all but growled at him.

He chuckled before putting the tip near my entrance, "This will hurt…" was the only warning he gave me before he slammed all of his impressive size inside of me to the base. I let out something of a pleasure-pain howl and grabbed onto him. "Don't you dare stop!" I ordered. I felt him so deep inside of me, I felt so full and stretched. As I caught a hold of my breath to calm down he started moving inside of me, first in small movements but when he started with long strokes I lost it. "Oh kami! More..ugh… you feel so.. so good." The tones of my voice moving higher pitched as I voice how good he was making me feel.

He moved me to where I was on my hands and knee, he thrusted seemingly deeper into me, so much so I thought I would break in two. The only sound I could hear besides my moans and the slapping of our bodies meeting was his soft groans. He moaned on how tight I was. I could feel myself, my whole body tighten and then there was this feeling of extreme breathlessness as I came. I could vaguely remember him cumming and a bite on my shoulder before we laid, a tangled mess, together in bed.

I remember content feeling flowing all through me, I was relaxed as I fell asleep.