Oppa was so handsome... He had a nice body... But... That's was when I realized that I wasn't really ready... I just froze while Taeyeon-oppa was straddling me. I felt so helpless and useless... I couldn't even make things exciting for me and oppa...

"Hey, come on~" Oppa said as he was just in his boxers. I thought I could do it! But it seems like I'm too scared to even see his bare body! I closed my eyes and bit my lips... Be ready Tiff... Be ready for the worse! I feel oppa unbutton my uniform. I just let him... I can't turn back now... But then he suddenly stops. I slowly open my eyes when I felt him stop all his movements and he gets off me.

"Oppa?" I sit up. He turn his back and sits at the edge of the bed. Oh no... He's upset... Ahhhh! I ruined everything! I crawl beside him. Oppa looks down and has both of his hands together.

"Pani-ah, I don't think you really want this..." He says in a sad tone. I felt how disappointed he was... I hug him from the back.

"I'm sorry... I thought-" I tried to explain myself but he covers my mouth.

"Euhehe~ Don't be... Why are you really doing this? If it's just because you don't wanna be boring, it's not like you at all..." Oppa tells me. He caught me! I should tell him the truth now! I now he'll hear me out! But what if gets upset and leaves me? Ahhhhhh! God help me! Amen. He lets go of my mouth. I nervously cleared out my throat... Here I go!

"You always did stuff for me... Even though it was really difficult for you... I just wanted to do something like this for you to prove that I really love you so much oppa... And I... I don't want you to leave me..." I said honestly. He stands and puts on his clothes. I was really surprised! Is oppa gonna leave me now?!

"I won't. I fell in love with you because you were exactly the way you are. I mean, yeah, I wanna do it with you but more than that, I want us both to enjoy it. I feel like raping someone if they aren't enjoying it like I do so no worries yepeunie. But, you're really good at making out now. Euhehehe~" Oppa smiles as he pulls his pants up. I blushed... He approaches me and gives me a hug.

"Oppa... Don't leave..." I hugged him tighter. I can't believe I backed out... I'm such a failure! But I couldn't do it! I cried inside... I don't want oppa to leave yet...

"Ah okay... But what are we gonna do?" He pulls me to him so I'm straddling him. It feels really weird to be a bit more intimate than we usually are but I guess that's part of the whole relationship thing... I pout.

"I'm not sure..." I replied. He smiles. The kind of smile that makes you worried... Is he up to something again?!

"Hmmm... Do you have a laptop?" He rubs my back. I shook my head. Leo has the laptop. I'm not really fond of technology... I'll end up breaking it anyways so I don't bother.

"Oooh okay... I can use my phone. Come here..." He takes out his phone. I get off oppa and sit beside him.

"I watch these when I'm bored... Euhehe~ I think you will learn a lot from these..." He excitedly says. I focus on the screen of his phone. I can hear hard breathing... What is he showing me? Oppa puts his arms around me and we both anticipate what will happen... The scene changes to a girl. Her face was close to the screen... She then holds onto something... Something like a thick rod? But it's fleshy and a bit black... What? Wait a sec...

"Suck it babe~" The voice in the video said. The girl smirks and stops stroking the thing. She puts it in her mouth. It was huge by the way! She sucks on it and bob her head up and down. What is she doing?

"Oppa... What are we watching?" I hug him. He turns off his phone and laughs really hard. I furrowed my eye brows.

"Euhehehe~ Ahh nothing special..." He continues to laugh. I frowned. So I tried to snatch his phone away and look at it again.

"What is it?!" I whined while trying to get his phone. He climbed on my bed and hid his phone behind his back. I was annoyed that he didn't want to show it to me! I also climbed on the bed and tried to take his phone.

"Eh! Nothing! Euhehehe~" He still has it behind his back. I hate it when he likes to play around like this! It is really tiring! I approach him and he still doesn't give it!

"Oppa! What were you showing me?!" I shouted. He shakes his head, laughing at me. Hmph!

"Just something we'll be doing in the future! Euhehe~" He smirks. I really can't understand him!

"Oppa! Give it to me! Give it!" I shouted over and over while attempting to take it from his hands.

"Hey Tiff! Take it easy! Taeyeon will give to you don't worry!" I hear Leo shout from the other side of the door. My face turned red! I sighed and gave up. I sat in the middle of my bed, tired. Oppa hugs me and kisses my cheek.

"Hey, sorry... I just wanted to make things fun~" I sighed. I should be more patient with oppa. He's nice but really playful.

"Oppa, you're so mean sometimes." I puffed my cheeks. He laughed hard again.

"I'm not mean... Just naughty. Euhehehe~ I'll let you watch it if you promise to do a favour for me." He negotiates. I raised my eye brow.

"Hmm?"

"Yeah... Since you want things to be exciting and all... Don't worry. I won't get you pregnant... I mean I won't get you in trouble. Euhehe~" He holds me in his arms. Did he just say he won't get me pregnant?! What is he really up to now?!

"I don't wanna watch it anymore..." I told him while frowning. He continues to smile. His smile is really cute especially when oppa's dimples are showing... How can I stay upset at him when he is so cute and adorable like that...

"Awww~ Come on~ It's exciting! We'll enjoy it." He insists. I can't say no to him twice. That'll just hurt his feelings. So, I decided to give to give it a go! That's right Tiff! A little sacrifice for oppa! You can do it!

"Hmmm... Okay. What's the favour?" I looked at him and he licks his lips.

"Give me a blowjob. Euhehehe~" He whispers into my ear. I furrowed my eyebrows. What is oppa talking about? I don't own a blowjob so I can't give him any... What's a blowjob anyway? Hmmmm... I was confused.

"Blowjob? I don't have one." I replied honestly. He begins to laugh hysterically. Huh?! What's so funny... I can't believe he's making fun of me again!

"Euhehe~ You're really an angel. Do you know what a blowjob is?" He kisses my cheek. I thought hard... Hmmm... Blowjob? Blow... Job... Ahhhh! I can't think of anything about it... I've never heard of it before...

"Is it related to economics?" I asked since there was a mention of jobs. Also 'blow', which is synonymous to inflation, probably market inflation. Wait... Does he need help in our economics lesson? Hmmmm... I'm confused. He laughs again. Huh?! Still not close? What's a blowjob anyways?!

"EUHEHEHEHE! No you baby! Aish! Let's just watch this and you'll find out what a blowjob is... And you said yes remember so no backing out!" He holds me closer and I just nod. We watched it again. I looked at the video closely. Where's the blowjob there? Is it the big black thing the girl is sucking? I can hear oppa laughing while we were watching it. I focused closely... After a few moments.

"Ahhhh! I'm cumming! Oh shit!" A guy's voice said. Something white spurted out of the long black thing... The girl continues to suck and she even gulps it... WAIT A SECOND. WAIT A SEC! The camera slowly zooms out! My eyes widened in utter shock! The big long thing was a black guy's... So the girl was sucking the guy's...

I immediately headed to the bathroom and I felt like puking! I filled the toilet with vomit! It was so disgusting! So that's the blowjob?! My face turned red!

"Pani-ah! Are you okay? Will I still get my blowjob?"