Spencer's POV

"Raise your hand if you wanna get laid tonight!"

"If you just wanna play tonight!"

"If you just turned gay tonight!"

These girls have amazing voices. I'm so happy to be apart of something like this.

"Cut! Awesome take girls. We have an hour break for lunch and when we get back we will pick up where we left off." I yell.

"This is going great so far. I want to thank you again for directing this for me." Angela said to me.

"I'm honored that you wanted me in the first place. This movie is so much fun and its nice to laugh while I work everyday. So thank you for hiring me." I respond with a smile.

"I'm glad you are enjoying yourself. Have a nice lunch. I am going to meet Sarah." She said with a grin.

"Have fun, I'll see you in an hour." I said as she walked away. I picked up my bag and started to leave when I heard my name being called. I turn to see Michelle and Lisa walking towards me holding hands. Everyone seems like they are so happy in their relationships and it makes me jealous. First Ashley and Brooke, then Angela and Sarah, and now these two. Geez I sound pathetic. "Hey what's up?"

"We are going out to lunch with Lily and we wanted to know if you wanted to tag along." Michelle said.

"Yea that sounds much better than eating lunch alone." I tell them.

"Cool how does Panera sound?"

"Awesome I love Panera, Lets go!"

Lily and I found a table while Michelle and Lisa waited for their food.

"So Spencer, how are you liking the movie so far?" Lily asked me.

"Its great. I'm really enjoying myself. How about you?"

"Its really fun. I'm happy to be apart of this."

"So am I, its so amazing."

"So how are you liking the city that never sleeps?" She says with a laugh.

"I really like it, even though I haven't seen much of it. And it doesn't help that I'm a little home sick. I miss my friends and family so much." I frowned.

"I'm really sorry to hear that. Maybe you can visit them soon."

"Maybe but we don't have a break from filming for a while."

"Well how about you let me take you out this weekend so you can take your mind off of being home sick." She offered. God I hate turning people down. And I have to do it for the second time.

"I can't, I'm sorry."

"Why not? I mean from what I know you are single and hot. I just want to get to know you." She is making this really hard.

"Ok I'm going to be honest with you. Its not that I don't like you or anything, I'm just in love with someone else. If anything was to happen between us, I wouldn't be 100% committed to you. That would not be fair to you at all." I confessed.

"How do you know if you don't even try?" She is not giving up.

"I've tried dating someone else to get over her and we ended up breaking up because she caught us making out. I'm just trying to be honest with you Lily so that you won't get hurt in the long run."

"Ok I guess I can understand that. What I don't understand is why you can't just tell her how you feel." I hate explaining this.

"Are we talking about Ashley?" Lisa asked as her and Michelle came to the table.

"Yes." I said sadly.

"She's too much of a chicken shit to tell her how she feels." Michelle says.

"Thanks Michelle." I say as I slap her on the arm playfully.

"What? it's the truth." She said defensively.

"Nothing. I'm just afraid of being rejected. I mean we have this amazing friendship and things could get awkward."

"Or better." Lisa says. "You'll never know if you don't try."

This is so confusing. I really want to be with Ashley and I hate the fact that she is with Brooke, it makes me so insanely jealous. I've been in love with her since freshmen year of college but I was just too stupid to realize it. I love her so much that I'm thinking about risking our entire friendship. I value it but I think we can have so much more than just friendship. She has to feel the same way for me. I mean all of the subtle touches, innocent glances, and amazing songs. But I could be seeing it for more than what it is. Gosh this is so hard. "Spencer, Spencer, Are you there?" Lily says waving a hand in my face.

"Oh yea sorry I spaced out. What happened?"

"We think you should man up and tell her how you feel. I mean you aren't dating anyone else because of her. She should know." Lily says.

"Yea and we understand the whole not wanting to risk the friendship but as I said before if she is real friend then she will understand. And if she doesn't feel the same way she won't freak out." Lisa adds.

I contemplated what they said. "Ok." I said simply.

"Ok what?" Michelle asked.

"I'm going to tell her how I feel. I'm flying home this weekend and I'm going to be completely honest with her. If she doesn't feel the same way then I can't say that I didn't try. I just hope it isn't too late." I said frowning.

After we ate lunch we went back to the set and finished filming the car scene and finally called it a day. Michelle gave me a ride home. I've got to say that its much better then trying to flag a cab down and paying for a ride home. "Alright I'll see you tomorrow." I say to Michelle as we pulled up to my building.

"Ok we have to plan for your trip tomorrow over lunch."

"Alright I'm looking forward to it. I can use all of the advice that I can get. I'll see you tomorrow, bye."

"Bye." Michelle says as I get out of the car.

I tap on the window and she rolls it down. "Thanks for the ride, you saved me some money."

"No problem, whenever you need a ride just ask." She replied with a smile.

"Ok Thank you. I can definitely save some money like that." I laugh.

"Yea for sure. Bye Spencer."

"See ya." She rolls up the window and drives off.

I go up to my apartment and unlock the door. I walk in, close the door, and lock it. You can never be too sure in New York City. There are some crazy mother fuckers out here. Just as I locked the door I hear someone start to play a guitar. Speaking of crazy mother fuckers. Wait, what if it's the neighbors? No that's too loud, its definitely coming from in my apartment. Who the hell is here? I grab my umbrella that was by the coat rack. I put it up and get ready to attack. Damn I live in New York for a month and I am already getting robbed. Wait, I don't have a guitar. What the fuck is going on?

Why would someone come in my apartment and play their guitar? Wow this is a stupid burglar. I walk down the hall and I get to my door to my bedroom. I turn the handle a little bit and I step back, kick the door and run in the room. I yell "WHO THE FUCK IS IN MY APARTMENT AND WHAT DO YOU WANT!" I look at the person on my bed. My heart starts pounding really fast, and I drop the umbrella.

They stand up with their hands up in defense and say "Whoa there is no need to hit me with an umbrella."

Oh my god I can't believe what I'm seeing. I'm speechless right now. I can't move at all.

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