Chapter twenty five: Evil

NPOV

April 15

That night I dreamed about Jasper.

We were back in the forest where I drank my first blood. We were both draining that deer, each on a side of it's neck, sucking fervently while looking into each other's eyes. His golden ones burned into mine, he had something intense and dangerous about him, incredibly sexy.
Once the last drop was finished, he tossed the carcass aside and pounced me. His lips were on mine, eyes fierce.
I opened my lips and our tongues were savoring the remaining taste of the blood in each others mouths. There was something wild and animalistic about this kiss, it made my knees tremble.
He wrapped my thighs around his waist and pressed me roughly against a three. I threw my head back, hips bucking against him, rubbing my center over his erection. He growled and nuzzled my exposed neck, pressing himself harder against me.
Released from the kiss, I moaned loudly, and as I felt his sharp teeth sink into my flesh, a pain flashed through me and in that same moment I climaxed, violently shuddering.

I woke up sweaty, my breath uneven, my body burning with need for something.

I couldn't relieve myself, because the image of this fierce predator wouldn't go away, so I opted for a cold shower.

I assured myself that all teenagers have dreams like this. Well, maybe not with the biting. And Jasper was only on my mind because Jake reminded me yesterday of the little crush I used to have. I had completely forgotten about that, and it probably should have been left buried somewhere in the back of my memory.

I was a little jumpy when Jasper asked me if I was ready for school, but he just thought I was apprehensive about seeing Josh after our disastrous encounter so he didn't ask me why. The ride was quiet and I was relieved when we arrived, this new feeling gaining a questioning look from him. I quickly got out, and headed towards my classroom.

When I saw Josh, all awkward feelings disappeared, and all I could think of was how in love I was with him. We needed a long talk and spent lunch break behind the gym, holding each other and talking. Now we had lived through Saturday, we could handle all embarrassing subjects, and I was really glad to be completely honest about my wishes and feelings on the matter. We agreed not to go all the way on Wednesday, no matter how heated up we got, we could touch each other, hands only. And no orgasms required, just some exploring.

We weren't ready to let go by the end of lunch break, so we skipped class and held each other close, vowing our eternal love. Eventually we ended up staying there all afternoon, affectionately kissing. At last I got my intimate cuddling and it was heavenly.

I was lightheaded when I got back in the car, the dream long forgotten.

"This is too much happiness for me, you're going to kill me, girl" Jasper teased, and I beamed at him.

"We talked about everything, Jazz, we were completely honest and he was so sweet…"

"I bet he was, he feels the same, by the way." He smiled at me. "And take care you don't burst, because this will make you even happier: Rose and Emmett are webcamming tonight."

"Oh that's fantastic!!! I really miss them! When? I'll call Jake to come over."

"He's already there, although I don't really see why he needs to be…" Jasper sounded a bit annoyed. I was used to those two brother-figures competing to protect me. Emmett was protective too, and although he is highly competitive, he never rivaled with the other two.

"If they have news that might influence my future, vampire or human, then it concerns him too, with the imprint and all, don't you think?"

"I guess." He kept his eyes firmly on the road.

I didn't want my happy mood to fade, so let go of this argument, instead I asked if he knew why Rose and Emmett would be camming. "No, they just mailed us to come online at eight. We still have a few hours, want to hunt first?"

I never said no to an opportunity to admire my favorite predator, but then my dream popped back to mind. Jasper looking dangerous and so hot, and suddenly this "admiring" during hunt felt like something sexual.

I quickly refused, blurting something about homework. Of course he knew I was lying. He shook his head with a slight grin and muttered "naughty girl".

I panicked and blushed, but then realized he couldn't know who the subject of my desire was and relaxed a bit again, focusing on Josh.

I really had to get this dream out of my mind, tonight I would make up a fantasy about Josh instead. And I would make it a good one, I could let him do whatever I wanted. I thought about Josh's kisses, he was a fine kisser indeed, and imagined him lavishing that same amount of attention on other parts of my body. Boy, I bet he's a natural. I would let him start softly, using his sweet romantic kisses, and then grow more passionately, licking me in places that would make me squirm.

"Hey, give me a break!" Jasper exclaimed.

"Woops, sorry." Damn, I sure did my part of blushing today.

"We're almost there and then I'll be hunting. A few more minutes, think you can manage?" he chuckled.

"God you so like my embarrassment. You're evil, you know that?"

"Me? Evil? You're the evil one, you should know what you're doing to me, sending all that stuff in the air." He pouted.

"Poor you." I laughed out loud. Jasper pouting was really funny.

"Yeah? Well, see how you like that." An devilish grin slid over his face and suddenly I was hit with a crashing wave of lust. If I thought I was horny before I was wrong, now I was horny! And it felt surprisingly good, but I would die if I didn't hump something or someone soon. It took all the strength I had not to put my hand between my legs to rub my aching core, and I panted with a croaking voice "stop… please".

Instantly the feeling lifted, leaving me panting, flustered and slightly frustrated, with wet panties.

"Now you know what you do to me." He laughed out loud at my expression.

"You are SO evil, wait till I tell dad about what you just did." His smile instantly fell. Gotcha!

"You wouldn't!"

"Damn right I would!"

"I'm sorry. Please don't. You're right, that was evil. But you started it. Did you really have to start fantasizing here in the car? I can't turn it off you know." I did feel a bit sorry for him.

"I won't tell, but don't do it again. It's really embarrassing."

"It was kind of funny."

"If you try that again, I might surprise you and send some things your way too, when you least expect it." I threatened.

"You mean like you did last night? Man, what was that!!!" He shook his head.

Now I blushes furiously. I can't believe he just said that. He must feel it stronger if it's aimed at him. I would have to be careful.

"I didn't do it on purpose, it was a dream." I said softly.

"Damn. Must have been a good one, huh?" I only he knew.

"Enough already." I pleaded. He chuckled, but let me be. I was so ready to let the subject go, but then I got curious.

"Is it really that bad for you all the time?"

"I might have overdone it a little bit." He winked at me.

"Evil." I shook my head, rolling my eyes.