Dear Diary,
Today I saw him again. He looked so amazing. So carefree, as per usual. I just want him to hold me in his arms, to cradle me softly like a baby. I want to feel his warm skin rub against mine. I imagine it would feel so good and smell amazing.
Is it so wrong? Is it so wrong to love someone so much you'd do anything for them? I see nothing wrong with that. Of course, nothing could ever defeat love, for love is the most powerful force in the world. Nothing will ever get in the way of my love for my dearest.
I don't know what to do, my stomach is just so full of butterflies. Maybe I'll talk to him tomorrow. It'll be scary, but I know he'll just love me. That's it then! Tomorrow for sure I'll confess my love for him. I'll show him exactly what he means to me, and then we'll live happily together as a couple.
Please wait for me, Subaru. I'm coming.
A new girl showed up to school. I don't know where she came from, but her and Subaru are already friends. That's so nice of him; showing her around the school on her first day.
I talked to the new girl. Her name is Emilia. She's so sweet. It's been a while since I've ever had a friend so I'm excited to hang out with her.
I DID IT!! I finally talked to Subaru! Just talking to him I could tell he was in love. Maybe someday we'll be married together!! Oh I can't wait for that day!
I invited Emilia over to my house today. She said my sister was just as beautiful as me. She's just so nice. Just like Subaru.
I've gotten closer to Subaru. It's like a dream come true! And I have Emilia to thank for it. I've begun to hang out with her a lot more which, in turn, lets me interact with Subaru more often.
I still haven't confessed to Subaru. I don't know what it is I'm waiting for, but I just can't find it in myself to do it. Maybe I'll ask Emilia for help, she seems to really like someone, which could help in this situation.
Everyone is so scared. No one wants to go outside anymore. I hope I had nothing to do with that.
School resumed as normal. There's been talk of a dance coming up soon. I've never taken part in one, only watched from a distance. Waiting.
Today I lost another friend. I hope they can forgive me, but I know they'll never come back to do so.
Today I didn't see him, and it hurts.