Addison met up with Meredith in the basement. Christina had told her that this is where she would be hiding.
When Addie found her Meredith had several charts spread out around her and a neurology text book open so she could study for her up coming surgery.
Addie didn't speak but automatically climbed onto the bed next to her.
"So you're scrubbing in with Derek?" Addie noted.
Meredith nodded and looked up from her textbook.
"Karev has been re-assigned to your mother. Apparently George couldn't hack it." Addie informed her.
"I know" Meredith sighed "George is now working with Derek and I. Derek is considering it an early Christmas present."
Addie chuckled.
"I don't think Dad knows about what has been going on with George." Meredith told her.
"When will you realise that your Dad knows most things. He did this on purpose." Addie explained.
"To torture me?" she asked.
"No to torture him." Addie laughed.
Meredith didn't say anything.
"Think of the fun you and Derek could have." Addie encouraged.
Meredith smiled softly. "You would enjoy this wouldn't you?"
"You bet your tiny arse i would." Addie told her.
Meredith couldn't help but laugh.
"That's the sound i wanted to hear." Addie said; her voice filled with love.
Meredith leaned in and kissed Addie softly. "You always find a way to make me smile." She whispered.
"I'm your wife, it's my job." Addie teased.
Meredith sighs and pushes her books away.
Addie thinks she knows what is coming, but is surprised when it doesn't.
"Addie, why wasn't i ever good enough?" she asks.
Addie is thrown by the question. She had expected Meredith to cover her fears and insecurities with intimacy. That is what she usually did.
"Sweetie, i don't know." She sighs. "I don't know why she ever did the things she did or said what she said."
Addie wraps her arms around Meredith.
"I was never good enough." Meredith sighs.
"Maybe it wasn't because you weren't good enough, maybe it was because you were better." Addie suggested.
Meredith leant into Addie's embrace. "It hurts Addie, she hurts me so much."
"I know sweetie i know."
Addie held Meredith close, rocking her like she was a child. Neither were game enough to speak.
Meredith's eyes were closed, she tried to focus on Addie's touch and the love that she feels in her arms.
Addie's hand ran down Meredith's side.
Meredith nudged Addie as she opened her eyes and looked up into Addie's. She twisted her body and moved her hand up to run down Addie's cheek before curling it behind her neck.
Addie dipped her head slightly, capturing Meredith's mouth. She caressed her slowly, taking her time to reassure her that she was loved.
Meredith turned completely and pushed up into Addie, pushing her back and moving Addie so she was laying down.
Meredith made sure Addie was not laying down on any of the charts before she straddled her.
Meredith grinded her hips into Addie's before she pressed herself further into Addie, leaning down to capture her lips. Kissing her more passionately and aggressively.
"Mer" moaned Addie as she pushed her hips up into Meredith's.
Meredith moaned in return, her hand moving up and under Addie's blouse.
Addie tipped Meredith off and laid by her side. Her hand having edged to the base of Meredith's scrub top. Her hadn sliding up and under, caressing Meredith's hip.
Derek cleared his throat as he moved into view.
Meredith tried to ignore him as she inched closer to Addie, her hand moving further up Addie's top.
Derek taps Meredith's shoulder. "Mer, as much as i have wanted to witness girl on girl, my dreams have had my involvement, and well, you're my sister, so this is not right."
Meredith gasps, and Addie blushes.
Meredith had hoped to block him out, but now that he has truly made his presence known she knew that neither Addie or herself would be able to ignore him.
Meredith groans and pulls away from Addie.
Addie sighs and sits up, before she reaches for Meredith and pulls her up into a sitting position.
Meredith pouts and Addie pushes her hair back off of her face.
"Sorry to interrupt." Derek speaks now that he has figured that it is safe too. "But dad was looking for you and Karev pointed me down in this direction."
Meredith groaned.
Addie runs a hand down her side.
"You ok?" he asked warily.
"I was just studying." She grumbles.
"Is that what it was? I should have tried that excuse out more with Dad. You might have gotten away with it, but i doubt i would have." He replied with a smirk.
Meredith shoots him a dirty look. "What did he want?"
"You obviously." He answers smugly.
"Well?" she asks.
"He wants to see you." Derek sighs.
"Are you and Pres. Going to be there?" she asked.
"Nope" Derek answers. "I think he wants a daddy daughter moment."
Meredith rolls her eyes.
"and no you can't pull the 'you're not my father' crap that you pulled when you were 14, and Addie has patients to see." Derek warned.
"I don't have a patient." Addie interrupted.
"Yeah, Bailey, apparently she mentioned it earlier." Derek fills in.
Addie smirks. "Oh yeah, i remember. When does she want it?"
"Now" Derek replied with an inquisitive look.
"I'm going" she tells him. Addie pushes off of the bed and turns back to Meredith. She gives her hand a quick squeeze before leaning in to give her a quick kiss. "Page me if you need me." She whispers.
Meredith nods. She couldn't help but sigh as she watches Addie walk away.
"Off you trot." Derek gestures.
Meredith glares at him.
"For what it's worth Mer, i get that this sucks for you." Derek sighs before resting a hand on her shoulder.
Meredith shrugs it off before standing. "Der" she sighs. "I love you, i do. But i doubt that you do." She tells him before she turns and walks away.