|* Hey,
first of all thanks for all your funny and cute reviews! Made me almost cry ... After this chapter I plan to do a time leap. BAAM, ten years later!
:P
... no, just three or four weeks. So enjoy it!
x aida *|
When Blaine wakes up, it's shortly after 10. He turns on the TV and watches a silly show and the clock by turns.
Stop it! He's just watching a movie with a friend. She's in love with him. But he loves you!
And is gay, anyway. He loves you, Anderson!
Stop being insanely jealous!
Then he scans the bed.
Maybe he left me a message ...
But as he finds nothing, he leans back, takes a sandwich and eats it.
Kurt hurried up like crazy to be home early and as he enters the bedroom, Blaine just stares at him, pouting like a child, what makes Kurt grin.
Blaine turns off the TV and sits up.
"Thought you'd leave me at least a note or something ..."
He crosses his arms and watches how his boyfriend slowly walks to him, pulling out a red rose from behind his back and holds it out to Blaine. Smiling, he takes it and Kurt sits down next to him, writing something while Blaine sniffs at the flower.
Hadn't enough money for a whole flower bouquet.
Blaine laughs, lays the rose on the bed stand and turns to Kurt.
Still mad at me?
Pursing his lips, Kurt stares at him, and looks so cute while doing this, that Blaine just has to kiss him.
"I'm not mad at you. I'm just envious of anybody who spends time with you."
Gently, Blaine strokes Kurt's nape and regards his blue eyes, while thinking about whether he should say it or not.
"I think Michelle," mumbling, he averts his gaze, "I think she's in love with you."
Surprised, Kurt laughs out and Blaine gives him an angry look.
"I'm serious! I watched her today!"
Kurt raises his brows.
We know each other for ages!
"That doesn't rule out that she has feelings for you!"
Annoyed, Kurt stands up and starts to change his clothes.
"She looks at you like she'd eat you up any second!"
Kurt doffs his shirt and puts on another one.
If he wanted to get intimate, he would stay undressed.
Blaine sighs and stares out of the window, feeling how something dark wraps him, crushes him, by thinking about that there is another person who is attracted to Kurt.
"She's pretty, isn't she?"
Then, he feels a cold hand on his neck, which starts sliding downwards to stroke his back. With a sigh, he closes his eyes and waits for Kurt to do something, anything.
Relieved, he starts to smirk as he feels Kurt's lips on his temples, on his cheek and later on his neck. He turns quickly around, grips Kurt's right arm and pulls him on the bed.
You're really challenging.
Blaine stares down to his boyfriend, who lies on his back, wearing a shirt and shorts.
He interrupted dressing himself to comfort me. Cute ... hot.
Slowly, Blaine's fingers slide over Kurt's body while his eyes remain on Kurt's.
"I just can't stand the thought that someone else ... is with you ... touches you the way I was the first you allowed to do," he mumbles, strokes Kurt's cheek and lets his skin burn with pleasure where he touches him.
"And I want to be the last you allow to love you in this way," he whispers while Kurt's heart races and his head feels dizzy. He guides his gaze through the room.
Notebook?
Blane sees it and hands it over to Kurt, lying down next to him.
Even though, Michelle's in love with me - what isn't the case – that doesn't change anything between us.
He stops writing.
Shall I write down that I love him?
It's important for him to know ...
But he said he knows it anyway?
So he looks to Blaine, who stares at the note, feeling unsatisfied with the message.
Kurt muses about what to do.
Distract him ...
Slowly, Kurt bends over to Blaine, starting to kiss him. He lays his left hand on Blaine's waist, forcing it to slide deeper to his belt.
"Wait!"
Kurt stops and regards his boyfriend with big eyes.
"It's important that there's nothing between us, I want to clarify it."
In wonderment, Kurt sits up and crosses his legs.
"I really really ..." Blaine stops and stares out of the window.
"I really care about you," he says and faces Kurt, looking insecure and nervous.
"My problem is that I want to spend -"
Again, he stops and avoids looking to his boyfriend, but this one takes his hand and holds it tight.
Go on!
"I know we're young and callow ... especially me. Sometimes I act like a child and -"
Sometimes?
Kurt smiles and squeezes his hand a bit more.
"- and I know that most people find 'their person' just at an older age, but you're here. I found you."
With raised brows, Kurt watches him and his heart almost skips a beat, when Blaine looks at him again, teary-eyed.
"I want to spend the rest of my life with you and I need to know what you think about it."
The only sound Kurt can hear is his heartbeat.
Dear god, what to respond?
Nothing I could write down would be equal with that what Blaine said.
Gently, he takes Blaine's right hand and guides it to his chest, where he puts it down. Blaine's eyes widen as he feels Kurt's heart and sees how he looks at him.
Blushed, but certain about everything.
The way he took Blaine's hand – like Blaine always take Kurt's – makes Blaine really happy and aroused at the same time.
Suddenly, Blaine approaches to Kurt and pushes him on his back, while he sits down on Kurt's hip, wildly kissing him.
He doffs Kurt's shirt and stares down at his boyfriend's upper body, suddenly feeling the urge to shove a piece of chocolate into Kurt's mouth. Quickly, he reaches for a sandwich and holds it out to Kurt.
"Open your mouth!"
Kurt can't even look as angry as he wants to, while he feels taken back to their first date, as Blaine wanted to feed him ... like now.
"C'mon. It's been days since you ate something!"
For reasons ...
Eagerly, he shakes his head, but Blaine grips it and kisses him, while he opens Kurt's mouth with his tongue. Kurt can't keep his mouth closed when he feels Blaine's tongue, he needs it and can't resist, so he lets his boyfriend's tongue sink into his mouth and wraps his arms around Blaine's back. Quickly, Blaine pulls away and shoves a wedge of sandwich into Kurt's still open mouth, grinning.
Screw you!
Kurt lets out a sigh, bites a piece off and chews it, while Blaine stares triumphantly at him.
Maybe this time everything goes well. Just cheese, white bread, easily digested ...
So Kurt swallows it and waits until he feels how the food reaches his stomach. Everything is okay and Kurt sighs with relief, but then it starts aching, he feels the nausea and tries to shove Blaine away, pressing both hands against his own mouth.
Blaine jumps up and watches how Kurt runs to the bathroom.
Worried, he follows him and sees how he vomits.
Shit!
"Kurt," he screams and sinks down next to him, stroking his back.
Dear god, Blaine! Could you just leave?
Kurt averts his gaze, tries to press Blaine away with his arm, but then he has to vomit again. At pains, he holds his stomach, while tears are running down his face.
"I'm so sorry Kurt!"
Go away!
But Blaine still strokes Kurt's back and doesn't think about to leave. Then Kurt operates the toilet, stands up and starts to brush his teeth.
"We're going to the doctor's on Saturday! No back talk!"
Kurt sees how Blaine watches him through the mirror.
Great!
Would you look at me with a bit more compassion, please?
That's exactly what I need.
Kurt leaves the bathroom and puts on his shirt again, then he lies down and covers himself. He feels how Blaine enters the bed and crawls to him.
"Does it still hurt?"
With a sigh, Kurt shakes his head.
It hurts that you saw my weakness once again.
Slowly, Blaine slides under the blanket and embraces him from behind.
"I'm sorry."
Not your fault.
Blaine's hands are stroking Kurt's chest and suddenly slide above Kurt's upper body down to his crotch, but Kurt grips Blaine's hands, to hold him back.
Not now, not after that.
Blaine would like to touch Kurt's cock and knows he would make it, since he's much more stronger than him, but his arms remain upon Kurt's chest.
Suddenly, Blaine loosens the embrace and turns away. He closes his eyes, trying to calm down and feels how Kurt nestles up to him and lays his head upon Blaine's chest. Blaine kisses his forehead and strokes his arm, endearingly.
"I'm sorry for being horny again, but since we're together, I have the feeling that my testes are under permanent stress!"
Kurt laughs and feels suddenly better, less giddy, but also aroused. Slowly, he guides his hand down to Blaine's crotch where he feels a hard buckle. He watched how Blaine's eyes followed him and now, he lays his hand down and starts to squeeze, slightly.
"Holy crap, Kurt! Don't provoke me!"
But as Blaine guides his gaze from Kurt's hand, to Kurt's eyes, all he can see is the smirk on his face.
"Changed your mind?"
Seductively, Kurt nods his head and gets pressed into the mattress as Blaine leans against him. He starts to kiss his nape and sucks Kurt's earlobe, causing Kurt to smile all over his face.
"I love you," he whispers shortly before he takes off his own shirt and looks down to Kurt, who grins even more.
I love you, too.