I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT!

CHAPTER 25

(Edward)

It had been a month since Bella went shopping and I was home with the kids. Things had been going great up until about a week ago when Bella started pulling away. She'd suddenly gotten very quiet, we'd text some, but she was always too busy to go do anything. She had said she was getting ready for parent teacher conferences and was really stressed out. I knew it was a stressful time for any teacher, as I'd just finished with mine, but it seemed different with her, she sounded tired all the time and just off in general.

I stopped at Starbucks and picked up two cups of coffee, then drove over to the school. I found Bella sitting at her desk with her head in her hands.

"Hey beautiful," I said walking in her room. I'm not sure what reaction I was expecting, but the one I got was not it.

"What are you doing here?" She asked looking up. She was pale and had dark circles under her eyes, she looked like she hadn't slept in days.

"I missed you, so I thought I would bring you some coffee," I said sitting it down in front of her.

She covered her mouth getting up and running out of the classroom. I quickly removed the coffee and set it on one of the desks.

"Sorry," She said coming back into the room.

"Sweetheart, is everything okay?" I asked.

"No Edward everything is not okay!" She snapped. "Nothing is okay!"

I was shocked, she'd never acted this way to me. "What's going on Bella? Are you sick? Is Jaycie okay?"

"Well I'm throwing up what the fuck do you think?" She sneered.

"Bella, do not talk to me like that!" I snapped. "Now what's going on with you?"

"Get the hell out of here!" She yelled.

"Bella, what the fuck is the matter with you?" I asked totally shocked by how she was acting.

"I can't do this anymore!" She exclaimed, tears were in her eyes.

"What?" I asked. "What can't you do?"

"Just go Edward, get out of here."

"Fine Bella, I'm leaving! I will not allow you to treat me this way!" I snapped. "I will not stand here and play these childish games with you! When you are over what ever the hell your problem is, you call me, I sure as hell have nothing to say to you!" I turned and stormed out of the class room slamming the door behind me.

(Bella)

I burst into tears as the door slammed closed. I had chased him away when I needed him the most. I couldn't do this without him, I needed him. I needed to fix this. I got up and chased after him, finding him already in the parking lot.

"Edward!" I cried. He stopped but didn't turn around, his shoulders slumped and head down. "I'm sorry."

"I don't get it! What did I do to you?"

"Edward," I cried unsure of how to tell him what was wrong with me.

"What is going on Bella?" He still hadn't turned around.

"I'm really scared Edward."

"So scared that you yelled at me and told me to leave?" He asked turning around. I wrapped my arms around my body. "I don't get you, I thought we were doing great, now your scared and yelling at me."

"I'm late Edward," I cried shaking.

"You're what?" He asked looking at me.

"My fucking period is late!" I cried.

He ran his hands over his face and into his hair. "Has this happened before?"

"Only once," I whispered.

"With Jaycie?" He asked and I nodded.

He walked over to me and pulled me into his arms. "Oh God Bella, why didn't you tell me?"

"I don't know," I whispered. "I was scared."

"How late are you?" He asked.

"A few days."

"Any other symptoms?"

"My breasts are really sore and everything makes me sleepy, yet I haven't slept in nights. Edward, I'm really scared."

"How long have you been throwing up?" He asked looking from my stomach to my eyes.

"This afternoon," I admitted.

"Lets get your stuff and we'll go get a test and find out."

"Ok," I whispered.

I was shaking as I packed up my stuff. Edward paced the classroom on his phone. "Hey mom, listen, um, I was wondering if you and dad could take Matt and do something tonight?" There was a pause. "Yah, Bella and I are having some problems and we need some time to work through them and it could take awhile." There was a longer pause. "Ok thanks mom, tell Matt I love him."

I started to feel sick and had to sit down and put my head in my hands. When I was pregnant with Jaycie, I was sick, but not this sick. I wanted nothing more than for Edward to take me in his arms, instead he started dialing another number.

My stomach churned and I knew I couldn't fight it any long. I ran to the bathroom, throwing up in the toilet. "Oh Bella," He whispered.

"I'm so sorry," I cried leaning against him.

"Sh angel, lets go get your stuff and go get you a test," He said kissing my head.

"What if I am?" I whispered not able to get the word out.

"Then the two of us are going to have a baby." I swear I saw a small smile appeared on his face.

It was a quiet walk to the car, Edward carried my stuff in one arm and wrapped his other arm around me. "I'll drive," He said.

"What about the other car?"

"My dad will pick mine up." He replied.

"You are so calm," I commented as he pulled out of the parking lot.

He sighed and took my hand. "Bella, I love you more than anything and whatever happens with the test, I'll support you every step of the way."

"I just don't understand how this could happen, I'm on the pill."

"Well, it's only 99.99 percent effective," He said softly.

"I never got pregnant on it before."

"Maybe I have sperm with super powers who can get through anything," He laughed.

"That is so not funny!" I snapped.

"Sorry."

I buried my face in my hands crying. "Jaycie is only 5 months old," I sobbed. "I'm not ready for another one right now."

"I know Bella, it wouldn't be the easiest thing in the world." He parked the car and I took several deep breaths before getting out of the car.

I wrapped my arms around his waist, needing to feel some sort of closeness to him. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and kissed me on the head. "I love you Bella. You, Matt, and Jaycie are my life." He put his hand on my stomach. "And if we the test comes back positive, I'll be the happiest man on earth, knowing that we created a baby together."

"So you want me to be pregnant?" I gasped.

"Bella, I'd certainly be okay with it."

We walked down the aisle looking at all the tests. "How did you tell Jake?"

"I was late and not feeling well, so I got a test from the store. I took it in the middle of the night and he came in and caught me."

"Was Jaycie planed?" He asked.

"We had planned on trying on our honeymoon, so I'd quit taking the pill and we were just using condoms. Well one night, that didn't happen and 9 months later, she was born."

"Wow," He said smiling. He looked down at my stomach and smiled even bigger.

"What about Matt?" I asked.

"Planned. Lauren was really sick, so she called me at work asking me to get her a test. It turned immediately."

Suddenly I felt a bit calmer, I wasn't ready by any means, but knew if I was Edward would be okay with it, Matt probably wouldn't take the news to well, but if we were okay than he would be. I grabbed a box that contained two tests and we walked to the counter.

We drove home in silence, I was still trying to wrap my head around everything and how I would take the results, whatever they may be. I was also starting to feel sick. I wrapped one arm around my stomach and covered my mouth with my other.

"Do I need to pull over?"

I shook my head no. "Just get us home."

(Edward)

I pulled in at my house and she jumped out of the car and ran to the bushes. I unlocked the door and went back to help her into the house. "Will you go with me to the bathroom?"

"Sure," I said following her up the stairs. I knew she was nervous and I didn't want her to feel alone.

I sat on the edge of the tub as she took the test. I had a mixture of emotions going through my mind, I was nervous, scared, anxious, a little excited, and shocked. "If this test is positive and I am pr...pre...pregnant, then I don't want to tell anyone right away, especially Matt."

"That's fine with me," I said.

"And if it comes back that I'm not, I never want to talk about this again," Bella said setting the tests on the on the counter.

She rushed back to the toilet and began vomiting. I grabbed a wet cloth and placed it against her forehead, holding her hair out of her face. I sat next to her and she slumped against me, I wrapped my arms around her holding her.

"What are you thinking about?" She asked.

About you carrying my child, getting bigger, glowing, feeling my baby move inside of you. No I couldn't tell her that. "I'm thinking about you."

"What about me?" She asked.

"What you would look like pregnant," I admitted.

"Oh hell no, you want this don't you?" She asked, fear filled eyes.

"Bella, like I said I'm going to be okay with whatever we find out."

"Has it been three minutes?" She asked.

I looked at my phone, "It's been seven minutes."

"Help me up," She said softly. I pulled her up and she rinsed her mouth in the sink making a conscious effort not to look at the tests. "Will you look for me?"

My heart was pounding, maybe I was being selfish, but I wanted them to be positive. I wanted us all to be a family. We could handle it, we'd handle far worse things in life seperately. This would be easier. I looked down at the tests and wrapped my arms around her.

"What?" She asked.

"Bella," I said gently wrapping my arms around her and pulling her into a hug.

AN- SO WHAT DID THE TEST SAY?

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