I get home in the morning still tired. I didn't sleep well at all that night. Iwaizumi has some family things to take care of today so he dropped me off along the way. I yawn as I unlock the door to the apartment. No one is in the living room or kitchen, it is only 8. I open the door to my room to see Kageyama asleep on my bed with the laptop I went ahead and let him have for Christmas. I am upset but glad to see him at the same time.

I sit my bag down and make me way over to him. I really want to hug him but instead I shake him lightly. He opens his eyes and focuses on me. He sits up quickly gripping his laptop.

"I have a good reason for being in here," he said quickly.

"Kageyama, I don't want to hear anything you have to say," I sigh. "I forgive you for sleeping in my room but the next time I won't. You know where the door is." I am pointing towards the bathroom door that he can clearly use to go to his own room.

"No," said Kageyama sitting his laptop down and standing up. "I need to say what I have to." I shake my head at his stubbornness.

"What the hell do you want from me!" I demanded almost yelling. "You said you didn't want to be in a relationship with me because you almost cheated. You must have not loved me at all to even consider the thought of cheating…" I grit my teeth hard with everything coming back

"I'm sorry…" replied Kageyama.

"You've said that," I snap cutting him off.

"I made a mistake," he replied his cheeks turning red. "I love you and I want to make up. I want to really try this time."

"No," I reply.

"No?" he said stunned. "Are you not going to even consider it?"

"No I am not," I replied. "Like you didn't consider my feelings when you almost fucked Oikawa." Kageyama face becomes two shades darker.

"Who told you?" he asked menacingly.

"Do you think I am stupid? I figured it out. The fact that you are still fucking him and begging me to be your boyfriend again is downright disgusting." I can tell this hurt Kageyama. His face quickly goes from hurt to angry.

"Me!" he screamed. "You are screwing Iwaizumi who you said you had no feelings for at all and you guys are just friends. You have no right to talk about me as if you are innocent in all of this."

"I love you!" I screamed at him angry beyond belief. "You are so damn selfish. You couldn't even see it. You are the reason I fell into Iwaizumi arms. He treats me so much better than you ever did."

"You don't love him though," asked Kageyama.

"You don't know anything,"

"I know you much better than you think. You think I don't know you went to see him the day we broke up."

"Correction, you dumped me,"

"That is not important…"

"The hell it isn't," I cried. "Why are you doing this to me!"

"I love you," he replied. "I know I love you. I know I can get you back and things will be as they should have but you have to forgive me and let me in."

"I don't have to do shit" I growled. "Get out!" Kageyama tried to grab me but I slapped him before he could get a hand on me. "Get out!" Kageyama didn't try again. He grabbed his laptop and left looking defeated. I release a deep sob because this was the hardest thing I have ever done. I waited for so long for Kageyama to tell me he loves me. It took him breaking me to realize he loved me. I can't put myself out there again. I just can't.

I send Kenma a text asking him if he could come over. Although he is sleep he responds saying he will be here in 30 minutes. I feel much better knowing my best friend is on his way. It gives me time to get myself together before he gets here. I feel bad still crying behind Kageyama.

I have changed into my house clothes and I head out into the living room. I see Tsukishima is in the kitchen prepared to head out. I wave to him making my way over to the coffee although I don't really need it.

"Hinata," he says.

"Yeah," I reply turning to look at him. He frowns.

"Never mind, it's none of my business." He has my attention.

"I don't know what you are referring to but I can assume," I reply leaning back on the counter. "What is it?"

"Do you care about Hajime?"

"Yes I do," I reply not having to think about it.

"Do you really?" asked Tsukishima. He is making me feel uncomfortable slightly.

"Yeah," I reply slowly. Tsukki folds his arms.

"I know you are not over King in there. I heard you guys fucking shouting. It's about time you two talked but it seems nothing came of it. Let me get to my point, Hajime loves you a lot. If you are not going to be serious about him I need you to stop sleeping with him and let him go."

"Tsukishima, I understand you being concerned for your buddy and all but we have an understanding that you know nothing about."

"True," he admits. "I am also his closest friend since he for sure is no longer best buddies with Oikawa. So don't talk to me like I don't know what I am talking about. I heard about what happened at the bowling alley."

I sigh annoyed because nothing happened at the bowling alley! "I don't know who you are getting your information from but nothing happened. I had a good game, got sick, and left."

"Whatever," replied Tsukishima rolling his eyes. "I knew this conversation would be pointless. I just don't want my friend to get hurt but looks like he is going to get hurt anyway." Tsukki walks away quickly heading out of the door. I don't know what to say at this point. Iwaizumi has never said he loved me. Did he say something to Tsukishima about it? I rub my temples before getting back to my coffee. I turn on the TV in the living room as I wait for Kenma to arrive. I drifted off at some point because I jolted awake by the door. I scratch my head as I stumble to open the door.