Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, Stephenie Meyer, the luckiest lady on the planet, does.
A/N: Welp, this is the big lemon! If you don't want to read it just skip until the first "* * *" and you'll be all good.
ENJOYYYYY! (I don't want to dedicate this chapter to anyone because that'd be a little creepy.)
Renesmee
He began kissing me slowly and softly running his hands down my arms. His lips worked their way to my neck and he moaned softly.
"Do you know how damn beautiful you look? How much I want you?" His voice was low with desire and the sound made me ache for him.
I pulled his mouth back to mine and attacked him furiously. When I felt his tongue part my lips I moaned loudly into his mouth and ran my hands into his hair pulling gently. This only encouraged him and his hands were soon at the tie on the front of my bra. I licked down his jaw line and began sucking and kissing along his neck to his ear.
"Oh my God." I breathed into his ear before nibbling softly at the lobe. He slowly undid the tie to my bra and I put my hands on his. I wasn't sure if I wanted him to but I knew that for me to give myself to him fully and completely, I would have to trust him. I knew I wasn't as busty as any of the girls at school, let alone Monica but if Jacob really did love me, he wouldn't mind.
I felt his hands move under mine and my bra was off, just like that. I looked down and, sure enough, there they were, just like they always were, glued to me for eternity. Jacob's face remained the same and I felt a million times better when he went back to kissing me, I guess he approved. I puffed my chest out, pressing my bare chest against him, loving the way it felt.
He groaned in response and I arched my back off the bench, pressing into him as he licked his way over to my belly button.
He pulled back up to kiss me and I put my lips at his neck, my teeth gently pressing against his skin until I finally bit him, not hard enough to break the skin, but hard enough so that he growled into my neck when he felt it.
"Nessie…God…" he gasped. His breathing was ragged and I knew he was losing control.
I pushed him onto his back and straddled him grinding down onto him through his boxers. He grabbed my hips roughly and thrust up against me as I threw my head back at the sensation of his hardness against me. I wanted him so badly.
I had never done this before and God it was scary. I was panting and my heart was beating so hard I though Jacob would be able to hear it by now. I looked down at him and he smiled, breathtaking I swear to you. He was so perfect and chiseled and amazing in every single way and it hurt me to look at him and know he'd done this before. That this would only truly be special for me.
My mind was ruining everything for me, making me feel so useless it made me want to stop. Jacob put his hands on my hips and held me firmly, looking deep into my eyes. I stared at Jacob, probably, no, definitely the hottest guy on the face of the planet and knew this had to mean something to him too. If it wasn't he wouldn't look at me like that, with his gorgeous brown eyes staring so deep into my eyes I thought I would faint.
I nodded to myself and let the beat of the music lead me in some sort of approximation of a precession. This was the moment I knew would change us both forever. It would either make or break us, either way, this would be the best moment of my life.
I leaned forward and began kissing and licking his abdomen and chest as my hands ran over his body. He shivered and moaned. I nibbled up his jaw line and kissed him again our tongues slowly stroking against each other.
I reached down and slipped my hands into the hem of his boxers and began easing them down his hips. He lifted up to allow me to slip them off and shifted me to sit beside him so he could kick them the rest of the way down his legs. I reached my hand out and slowly ran my fingers on his uh…spot…
He growled loudly and threw me onto my back pulling at the tie on the sides of my panties to bare me to him. He leaned over me before moving slowly down my body kissing and nibbling, setting my skin on fire.
When he reached my hips he lifted one leg over his shoulder, settling himself between my legs and licking a trail up the inside of my thigh. I shook with anticipation and desire my hands gripping the fake leather on either side of me.
He pulled up from between my legs, his eyes dark with passion and slid up my body to catch my mouth with his. I could taste the sweat from the both of us on his mouth and I was amazed at how much that turned me on. I pulled him down on to me and he moaned loudly squeezing his eyes shut as he pressed against me.
I was thrusting my hips under him needing the friction, needing to feel him, needing more. He growled into my neck and thrust his hips back against me breathing heavily. I moaned out his name and he pulled up to kiss me at the same time as I wrapped my legs around his waist.
"No, Jake," I breathed. "Please don't stop. I want you. I'm ready." I dropped my legs down and opened them wider to accommodate him.
"Okay, I'm going. " he groaned and began to push slowly into me.
I was wet and he slid in easily. He flexed his hips gently, pushing forward a little more each time all the while watching my expression, ready to stop if he was hurting me. He was shaking with the effort of going slow and I appreciated his tenderness.
When he reached my barrier, I grimaced and he paused staring at me questioningly. I shook my head and gripped his shoulders willing him to continue. He took a deep shaking breath and leaned to kiss me before thrusting his hips forward quickly.
I gasped and cried out at the sharp pain and he stilled and looked down at me, his black strands hanging over his dark eyes. "I'm so, so sorry. The worst is over now. Just relax and let me make you feel good."
I reached up to brush the hair back off his forehead, something Jacob only let me do to him. He hated when other people touched his hair. "I love you Jacob, I love you so much."
He kissed me gently, all the while not moving, letting me adjust to the feeling of him. When I began to respond to his kissing, he dragged his lips down my neck. He started to move with me, thrusting gently into me. The feeling of him sliding slowly in and out of me was overpowering and I moaned into his neck as the pain was washed away by new pleasurable sensations. Sensing the change, Jacob picked up the pace and began thrusting deeper and faster, I ran my hands down his back.
He slid his hand under my butt and lifted me slightly, angling me towards him. The change in position allowed him to thrust even deeper than before, touching new places and creating friction.
"God! Jacob! Please…faster!" I cried out against his shoulder.
He hitched my leg around his hip and I quickly followed with the other. He leaned forward and pressed his face against my chest as he bucked harder and faster against me. He was moaning my name huskily over and over and I could feel something coiling and tightening in my abdomen, slowly building as his hips slammed into mine and I lifted to meet him.
"Guh, Renesmee…ugh…so good…love you…" His moans were becoming louder and louder and I mewled in response.
I gasped and bit his shoulder, eliciting a low growl from him and causing him to thrust even harder into me. The coil in my abdomen suddenly snapped and I howled out his name, digging my nails into his back and lightly clawing at his skin. "Jacob!" He picked his head up at the sound of my release and moved faster, trying to reach his release as well.
He grunted loudly and thrust forward a few more times before I felt him stiffen and then pulse inside me. He pressed his face into my neck and yelled out my name as he shuddered with his climax. He thrust a few more times softly before he stilled his movements and pulled back to look at me panting beneath him.
"Are you okay?" He whispered gazing at me tenderly and brushing my hair back from my damp face.
I cupped his face with my hand.
"I love you Jacob." It was all I could say.
I was blown away. I had never felt so amazing and high up in my entire life. Jacob made me feel otherworldly and I prayed I made him feel the same way. Jacob handed me his shirt and I smiled, buttoning it up around me, liking the way it felt to sleep in his clothes. He slipped on his underwear, smiling ear-to-ear.
"That was the best thing that's ever happened to me." I blurted out. I felt completely stupid for saying it and bit my lip.
"Yeah, you're telling me." Jacob let out a breath I had no idea he was holding in and winked at me.
He moved off of me to lie beside me, drawing me into his arms before reaching over the back of the seat and pulled an afghan out, lying it over the both of us as I shivered from the cold and lack of heat. Jacob turned off the car and looked at me, gaze unfaltering.
"I really do love you Renesmee. Remember that." Jacob said quietly and kissed me, more passionately than I think he ever has, running his hand down from under my arm down ribcage, and down the curve in my side until his hand rested lightly on my thigh.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his forehead, something I've never done before, and played with the hair at the nape of his neck, knowing his biggest weakness. He smiled, flashing all of his milk-white teeth at me and kissed my throat, making my eyes roll into the back of my head.
Jacob stroked my face with his hands and I felt every part of my ache. I was so sore, so much in pain that it made me physically exhausted. I let my eyes drift closed and I could feel Jacob hold me tighter next to him. I smiled in my sleep and pressed my face into the crook of Jacob's neck as he kissed the top of my head.
Goodnight. I tried to say, but Jacob had took every last ounce of energy out of me. I closed my eyes all the way and drifted to sleep in Jacob's warm arms, truly happy.
* * *
It was five in the morning based on the clock shining bright green in Jacob's 1986 Volkswagen Rabbit. I sat up and looked down at Jacob, asleep and snoring happily, a dreamy smile lighting up his face. I thought about what we had done not too long ago and smiled, seeing Jacob's face in the dim green light out of the blackness of night was something I never thought I'd wake up to.
I stroked his face, wiping away the hair matted down onto his forehead. I kissed his forehead and snuggled in close next to him.
"I'm awake you know." He said softly. I jumped and he laughed, turning towards me and kissing my nose.
"Did you get any sleep?" I asked, wiping the sleep from my own eyes. I stretched my arm out and he took my hand in his, kissing up my arm.
"Not with this body next to me." He smiled and I closed my eyes, smiling with him.
"I still can't believe… I mean it feels like a dream…" I sighed.
"Damn, was I that good?" Jacob asked sarcastically, kissing my neck. I let him kiss up my neck and behind my ear, breathing shallowly by my earlobe. Jacob knew that that wasn't what I meant, but I think he was better off joking around.
"Do you feel… different?" I asked, turning so Jacob could hold me tightly in his muscular arms.
"I always feel different with you." He responded, kissing the tip of my nose.
"That's not what I mean." I teased and Jacob groaned, stretching a little until his bones cracked. I ran my hand over his forearm, tracing the tattoo on the side of his shoulder that he and all his friends got as a symbol for the Quileute heritage.
"I do. I feel better, like I'm complete now, but, I feel the same way about you. I'll always love you, no matter what we do." Jacob promised and I ran my finger down the center of his Pecs and down his row of abs. Jacob shivered and caught my hand before I could go any further. He smiled at me and ran his hand through the front of my hair.
"You can definitely tell you just made love." Jacob smiled, untangling my hair with a touch so gentle I was almost convinced it wasn't the motor-bike riding, tattoo wearing, ripped beyond all belief Jacob Black's hands. The way he said "made love" rather than "had sex" made my heart thud unevenly in my chest.
"What do you mean?" I asked, confused.
"I mean," Jacob smiled, "your hair is all over the place, you're wearing my shirt, and you look," Jacob kissed as low as the buttons on his shirt let him up my throat and towards my chin until his lips met mine, "completely irresistible."
"Oh." I said weakly. He chuckled and I frowned.
"Why do I not have this affect on you?" I asked, trialing my finger back up his toned abdomen, tracing his collar bone with the tip of my finger.
"Trust me, I've got it a lot worse." He gulped and I licked the tip of his chin. I was being so flirty it was unfair.
"Do you?" I asked, and licked his bottom lip. He caught my mouth on his before I could move away and I giggled as he turned me over, hovering on top of me.
"Now you're about to get it." He growled and kissed the skin near my collar bone, pinning my arms above my head.
Then I braced myself for round two… it was even better the second time.
* * *
"Renesmee, I really don't want to study." Jacob groaned, playing with the strap to my tank top until it fell down my shoulder. I gripped it before I could show Jacob anything and slipped on a nearby sweater, sitting crisscross on my bed. Jacob groaned and put his head into my lap, facing up at me.
"Ness, babe, come on!" He complained, puckering his lips.
"Jake, we need to study. The test is right around the corner! This is the last week of winter break and Mr. Kenneth-Jones isn't going to postpone it because you didn't study." I argued, pushing his head out of my lap. Jacob got up and dragged the wooden chair from the other side of the room, sitting in front of my bed with it.
"Yeah, but I have a test in all my classes. You don't have the same teachers I do, I don't want to study all of those subjects." Jacob sighed, putting his elbows on his knees. I looked down at him and took out a math textbook. Jenkins jumped up on his lap and he sat back, scratching Jenkins behind the ears.
"Alright, I'll tutor you in math first." I started opening the book but Jacob shook his head, shoving another handful of potato chips into his mouth from the bowl he'd filled when we were downstairs in my kitchen.
"I already know math." He argued. I raised an eyebrow at him.
"Oh really?" I answered doubtfully.
"Yeah, look I'll even give you an example… you plus me equals better math." He smiled, full and bright and I rolled my eyes.
"Okay, what about science?" I asked, grabbing the science textbook from the pile of books we were reviewing.
"I already know lots about chemistry." He winked and I sighed, putting my fingers to my temples. Then I got an idea.
"Alright Jacob, since you're obviously only focused on one thing," I said pointedly, "why don't we play a little studying game?" I asked and Jacob's face lit up.
"Okay." he smiled, his loud and sudden response made Jenkins jump off his lap and he frowned at that. "What a man-slut," Jacob crossed his arms, "Just comes here to get what he wants and when he's done he just up and leaves." Jacob grimaced and I laughed.
"Alright, back to business… let's start off easy… let's see, what haven't we reviewed… History!" I announced. Jacob nodded, sitting upright and alert.
"Who was the first president of the United States?" I asked and Jacob scoffed.
"George Washington." He answered effortlessly.
"Good." I smiled and slowly peeled my sock off my foot. Jacob looked confused for a moment so I asked another easy question.
"What was the name of the first lady?" I asked, toying with the end of my other sock.
"Martha Washington." He nodded, completely confident. I took off my other sock and threw it across the room, putting one of my legs on Jacob's shoulder.
"Very good." I purred and Jacob seemed to catch on.
"Next question, I'm starting to like this game." He kissed the top of my foot and I smiled.
"When was Abraham Lincoln assassinated?" I asked, toying with the zipper to my sweater.
"Umm… hold up, I know this one." Jacob closed his eyes and really tried, I hoped he wouldn't hurt himself.
"April 14... 1865?" Jacob answered and I nodded, unzipping my sweater.
"And what was so special about that day?" I asked, slowly zipping my sweater down.
"Uh… It was Good Friday!" Jacob answered, shouting and getting more into this game than I thought he would.
"Very, very good Jacob." I approved and took off my sweater, tossing it across the room.
"What were the thirteen original colonies?" I asked, playing with my the button to my jeans.
"Um… Delaware, Georgia, North Carolina, South Carolina…Massachusetts, Connecticut, Pennsylvania, Maryland, New Hampshire… Rhode Island, Virginia, New York, and…" Jacob put his finger to his chin and pursed his lips, "New Jersey." He added.
"Jacob, I had no idea how much stripping influenced your brain to work." I said teasingly. Jacob stuck out his tongue as if to mock me and then watched eagerly as I unbuttoned my pants. I slid them off and Jacob gulped loudly.
"Okay, who said 'ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country'?" I asked, crossing my arms and putting them at the bottom of my shirt.
"Uh… Hold up, I need a minute…" Jacob said taking my foot into his hands and rubbing it softly.
"That's not going to make me give you the point." I warned, even though I was thoroughly enjoying Jacob's massage.
"I know." Jacob winked and looked up as if the answer was written on the ceiling. "Robert F. Kennedy?" He shrugged. I bit my lip and shook my head.
"John ." I corrected him, leaving my shirt where it was.
"Are you sure?" Jacob asked, his hands crawling up my leg.
"One hundred percent." I said stubbornly. Jacob pursed his lips, crawling up my body until I was lying flat on my back, Jacob on top of me.
"I don't think so." He shook his head, his nose rubbing against my collarbone.
"I know it was JFK for sure so, don't try and cheat your way out of this one." I warned and Jacob kissed me.
"I'm not cheating… I'm just finding an easier way to win." He chuckled against my mouth and I sighed in defeat.
"You know, I'm never going to play a game with you ever again." I laughed out loud, putting my hand over my mouth so Jacob wouldn't kiss me again.
"Why not?" Jacob asked, hovering over me and staring into my eyes.
"Because you always cheat." I mumbled. Jacob scoffed and rolled his eyes. I smiled underneath my hand and he lifted my hand from my mouth, moving his closer to mine. I let him kiss me as he pinned my arms above my head.
"I don't always cheat." Jacob argued, his mouth leaving mine and dragging down my cheek.
"You're the biggest cheater I've ever met!" I retorted and Jacob kissed up my arm. I already knew what Jacob wanted and it wasn't going to happen. That would be the third time I've made love to him and I was not about to do that today.
"I'm just very focused on getting what I want." He chuckled under his breath and kissed the heart on the necklace he gave me.
"Don't flatter yourself mister, you don't always get what you want." I kissed him before he had a chance to say anything and he laughed when I'd let go of his lips.
"I got you didn't I?" He stated simply.
"Don't be so-" My phone rang in my pocket and Jacob sighed heavily, rolling off of me. I picked my phone out of my pocket, "Hello?" I answered.
"Hey Nessie, wanna hang out today?" It was Emily.
"Actually, I'm helping Jacob study," I started and he snorted, "but, I can hang out later." I amended my statement and Emily sighed.
"I never see you anymore, but fine, whatever. Call me when Romeo leaves." She was frustrated and I could tell. I hadn't seen Emily all winter break, with the exception of Christmas Eve morning when she gave me my present.
"He's leaving now," I blurted out. Jacob sat upright and looked at me with a "what-the-hell?" face. I shrugged helplessly and he fell back onto my bed, sighing heavily, "Just come over." I told Emily and Jacob rolled his eyes.
"Really? Okay, I'll be there in, like, five minutes. Bye Nessie!" She hung up then and I turned to face Jacob.
"I thought we were supposed to spend the day together." Jacob mimicked my tone from when I'd called him early this morning and made him get out of bed -for that exact reason- so we could "spend the day together."
"I know Jake, but, I haven't hung out with Emily since…" I trailed off, thinking of how long it had been.
"Ness, couldn't you just have given me… another hour?" Jacob mumbled, getting up and grabbing his things.
"I'm sorry Jacob. I'll make it up to you." I promised, getting up and walking towards him.
"How?" He groaned, turning to face me.
"Well," I wrapped my arms around his neck and played with the hair at the nape of his neck, knowing how much he loved that, "We could go out," I pecked his lips lightly, "Or you could sneak up here," I pecked him again, "Or we could…" I left the rest of the sentence for Jacob to finish. He put his hands on my hips and pursed his lips.
"Cover you in Cactus Fruit Jelly." Jacob finished, laughing almost hysterically.
"Oh my God." I cringed just thinking of the disgusting substance, remembering the sour, bitter, horrifying taste of the bright pink desert. "Anything but that." I groaned.
"Hmmm, I guess that would be okay." He shrugged, kissing me again.
"See, all better," I said simply and broke away from Jacob. He groaned, slipping his sneakers back on. I slid my pants back on and grabbed a big grey sweater from my closet, pulling it over my head. He took his bag and I opened the door, walking down the stairs. Jacob walked down behind me and I opened the front door for him. He kissed me once, not wanting to let go before he left and jogged down the porch steps out to his car, parked out in the driveway. I watched him leave and sighed, standing in the doorway.
He didn't even say "I love you."
The second Jacob was gone I wanted him back.
I had exactly one second to breathe before Emily's white Saturn pulled into my driveway and she parked, getting out with her Dolce and Gabbana sunglasses, Gucci purse, and matching Coach knee-high boots.
"Renesmee, what the hell?" She motioned towards my bare feet, pale blue skinny jeans and my big, grey sweater.
"What?" I asked, offended to say the least.
"You look like crap." She sighed, taking off her sunglasses.
"Well, I thought we were staying here anyways. What does it matter?" I crossed my arms and she walked up the porch steps, grabbing my wrist and dragging me inside.
"No, I'm treating you to lunch. You need some meat on these bones, you're wasting away!" Emily pinched my cheeks in her hands and shook them a bit, letting go only to sit down on the living room sofa.
"I am not wasting away, first of all, and second, where would you take me to lunch?" I was taken aback by what Emily had said about me wasting away. Now that I thought about it, I had been getting a little slimmer. I sat down next to her and leaned my head on her shoulder, missing my best friend and -pretty much- my sister.
"I'm taking you to this Mexican place. They have really good chicken quesadilla's. You'll like it." She put her arm around my shoulders, pulling me in close to her. Emily was about two inches taller than me and had the qualities of a mother. I always thought of Emily like that, someone I could talk to… like a protector.
"Alright." I sighed and leaned in to Emily a little more. There was something weird bubbling in the pit of my stomach. It didn't feel right. I felt like I should take a Tums or spend the day in bed, but I disregarded it. I felt like I really, really needed Emily right now and I wasn't sure why.
"Okay, look. I'll even let you wear that frumpy outfit if it makes you happy." Emily said playfully. I sighed heavily and pulled myself up, finding some socks in the laundry room by the sofa and shoved them on, looking for my winter boots.
When I was finally wearing shoes and Emily had stopped sending rapid text messages on her phone, we got up and walked outside. I locked the door before I left and I could see Jenkins in the window, meowing sadly as I got in Emily's car and she backed out, speeding down La Push Street.
"So… how are things with you and J dog?" Emily asked, not signaling as she made a right.
"Good. I mean, it's the same but that's a good thing." I said, playing with a hangnail on my thumb.
"So, when did you guys have sex?" Emily asked nonchalantly, speeding past a stop sign.
"What?" I shouted incredulously. Emily looked at me from the corner of her eye with an odd look on her face.
"I said, when did you have sex?" Emily repeated herself and I stared at her, mouth agape.
"How did you-"
"Know? Well, hmmm, let's see," She put her index finger on her chin and looked up once we were stopped at a red light, "You're positively glowing, you've been walking all weird," I frowned to myself, had I really been walking off?
"So?" I crossed my arms and Emily chuckled.
"Besides that, when I asked you how Jacob was you shifted in your seat like you had a secret and told me 'everything's the same' which is the natural line for someone living in sin." Emily shrugged.
"Living in sin? You are such a hypocrite!" I laughed. Emily ran her hand through her glossy, black hair and laughed too.
"Well, besides that little detail, he bought you a necklace that says 'forever and always'." Emily looked at me from over her sunglasses that I didn't notice she'd slipped on. Leave it to Emily to notice every freaking detail.
"So? That's sweet." I disagreed, running my hand through my own hair.
"It might as well say, hey babe, let's fu-"
"That enough!" I screeched. Emily started to laugh and I chuckled over her.
"You need to get better at reading these signs." She shook her head and hit the gas when the light turned green. We passed tons of bright, shiny buildings before coming up to a bright red hut looking establishment with a giant sombrero and a maraca painted on the front of the door next to the restaurant's name, Cancun Grill.
"Alright honey buns, let's go." Emily turned off the car and stepped out, her boots making that comforting click clack noise I used to love to hear when my mom got up for work.
When we walked inside there was low mariachi music playing in the background and a reasonable amount of people sitting and eating.
"For two." Emily motioned to the hostess with two fingers and she nodded, grabbing two menus and leading us to a table towards the quieter part of the building.
"Enjoy Senoritas," She bowed slightly and put the menus down. Emily went to sit and a tall, dark Hispanic man came out of -literally- nowhere, pulling out the seat for her.
"Hola Muchachas what a lovely set of young ladies." He winked, pushing in Emily's chair and coming around to seat me as well.
"Why thank you." Emily put her hand on her chest, acting flattered, and did her ultimate flirty look.
"Can I start you off with something to drink? A Mojito perhaps?" He asked, wagging his eyebrows at Emily and pulling out a notepad.
"We're not old enough to drink, silly!" Emily winked and our waiter looked shocked.
"Are you old enough to give me your name?" He asked. How Cheeky, I thought to myself.
"I'm Emily." She put out her hand and our waiter took it in his, kissing the top ever so lightly.
"Emily," He made the name sound exotic and mystical before pulling back and bowing, "I am Carlos and I'll be your waiter today." He smiled and kissed the top of my hand as well.
"Renesmee." I smiled dully and he bowed again.
"Renesmee." What is with these Hispanic guys and making everything sound so amazing?
"Well, I think I'll have a water, with lemon." Emily said indecisively as Carlos went back to holding his notepad again.
"Un Agua con lemón." He repeated in a soft, velvety tone. "And for you, miss Renesita?" He asked, and I smiled, unable to stop myself from being flattered by our handsome waiter.
"Uh, Coke." I mumbled and Emily rolled her eyes at my lack of "suave".
"Okay, I'll be right back Muchachas." He winked before walking away, well, more like dancing away. Emily flipped her hair back over her shoulders and opened up the menu.
"Okay, he's really hot." I blurted out in a whisper. Emily laughed and put her hand over her mouth.
"I know, right?" She squealed, "See, you need to get out more." Emily put her hand on mine and my thoughts went back to my boyfriend, probably bored out of his mind right now.
"Yeah but, I'm with Jacob." I sighed, "Not that that's a bad thing." I quickly amended. Emily rolled her eyes and looked back at her menu.
"Why do you have to think like that? Just because you're with Jacob doesn't mean you can't look. It's not like he's dropping his pants." She snorted, scanning her menu with her manicured nails.
"I dunno. I guess when Jacob and I… you know… I guess it changed things." I shrugged, opening my own menu.
"Stop being so depressing and ogle at our hot waiter. He's not here, he doesn't have to know." Emily shrugged, "I mean, God Nessie you're just looking at him." She shook her head and looked up, smiling when Carlos came back around with our drinks.
"Here you go. What can I get you lovely Mamacitas to eat?" Carlos placed our drinks on the table and pulled out his trusty notepad, looking up at us.
"I'm going to have the enchiladas." Emily batted her eyelashes at Carlos and he nodded, quite absorbed with Emily.
"And for you?" He asked, turning towards me expectantly.
"Um," I hadn't really looked at my menu, talking to Emily while I was supposed to be thinking about what I wanted, "I'll have what she's having." I smiled as flirty as possible and Carlos nodded, scribbling down our order.
"I'll be back with that." He winked and went right back to the kitchen.
"Wow Renesmee, way to flatter 'em." Emily giggled.
"Oh shut up, I got all nervous." I sighed, putting my face in my hands.
"Don't be, at least your trying." She winked, "So, how was Mr. Black in the sack?" Emily wagged her eyebrows at me and I let out a weird noise.
"Emily!" I screeched.
"What? I wanna know! All the girls who've been with him said he has the biggest d-"
"Oh my God Em! Seriously, shut up!" I scolded, slapping her hand.
"Tell me Nessie! Please." She groveled, putting her hands on mine over the table.
"Oh jeez… it was good. It was really good." I shrugged. Emily eyed me and I sighed, throwing my head back. "Okay it was amazing!" I blurted out. Emily's face lit up and she smiled ear to ear.
"Oh my gosh! You don't even know how lucky you are!" She gushed. I giggled sheepishly and she joined in as well. "Where did you guys do it?" She asked, getting more jumpy by the second.
"In his car." I mumbled.
"That is so hot!" Emily shouted. Everyone in the restaurant turned around and stared at Emily and I wide eyed. "Sorry!" Emily shouted again. The disturbed people turned around and continued with their business.
"Okay, that's enough. Tell me about you. I heard you were going out with Charlie Reyes." I raised my eyebrows at her and she blushed.
"Maybe…" She shrugged sheepishly.
"Oh my gosh Em, please don't tell me you've already…" I waited and she blushed deep red.
"I'm sorry but that boy is a man. A M-to-the-A-N." She sighed I felt my mouth open with an audible pop and Emily laughed, "I couldn't help myself." We both laughed at the same time and it made me miss these moments with Emily, I promised myself that I would spend more time with her.
"You are so crazy Emily I swear." I let my laughter die off right as Carlos came around with two plates of food.
"Enjoy ladies." He smiled before disappearing again after serving us our dishes.
Emily and I ate over calmer, less inappropriate conversation. Pretty much stuff about school and finals and how we needed to hang out more. We had finished pretty much everything and Emily -as promised- picked up the tab.
"Thanks Em, I really miss this kind of stuff." I hugged her close over the center console of her car as she pulled into my driveway to drop me off.
"No problem Nessie, call me if you ever want to hang out, 'kay?" Emily squeezed me and let me go. I nodded and waved to her before I got out of the car. My dad pulled up the second I set my foot out of Emily's car and Emily waved kindly. My dad's face lit up when he realized Jacob wasn't the driver and waved back eagerly.
"Hey there Em, haven't seen you around lately." He smiled, lowering his window. He flashed all of his teeth, looking at me before Emily responded.
"Well, I haven't been around lately, I have a feeling that'll change though." She winked at me before waving once more and driving off.
"Hey honey, how was your day?" Edward asked, kissing the top of my head as he got out of his Ashton Martin.
"Good. I had lunch with Emily and just hung around." I answered as Edward put his arm around my shoulders and we walked up the porch steps.
"That's good." He nodded, obviously satisfied. To be honest, I was satisfied too. I spent some time with Jacob, re-bonded with my best friend Emily and made my dad smile for the first time this week.
Things seemed to be looking up.
A/N: That last line is dedicated to Alex because she'll know wuzzup! :D
QOTW: What would be the first thing you would say after, your choice, Renesmee or Jacob had sex with you?!!?!?!?!
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