Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach or InuYasha. This story is rate M for various reasons.

A/N: Thanks for reading this story and all the favs and follows. This story is little longer than I originally planned, but it's all good. OK, DragonSlayer96, time to see if your nose is correct regarding Lady Abyss, she maybe a bad spirit or she may save the day.


Release

Sesshomaru gazed in the direction of the penthouse with the sun rising at his back. It had taken all his self-control not to return the penthouse. His need for Yoruichi was raging. He'd spent the reminder of the night sitting in the same spot battling his internal hormonal demons. He took a deep breath.

"This is getting harder it's almost as if my body wants to take over. I can't allow that. I am not sure what will happen if I do. Damn, mother was right I wouldn't last a year. Hell I am not even sure if I can last a week. It is good thing Yoruichi is leaving maybe if she is a way for period I can settle down. Right now her scent is calling me and I want to go to her but I can't."

Sesshomaru perked up. "She's leaving. Her scent is moving a way but the pull is still too strong for me to move. She's headed in the direction of the shopkeeper. I'll wait until she enters the shop. Hopefully, she'll meet him in the underground training center. Every time she trains with them it dulls her scent because she says it's so far underground."

Sesshomaru waited for Yoruichi's scent to dull. He hoped that it would calm his urges. It worked. Sesshomaru gave himself a few minutes to calm down before moving. He took his time as he headed back to the apartment. When he arrived Jaken was waiting for him.

The little demon ran to Jaken with tears in his eyes. "My lord you have returned. I was so worried about you."

"I told you not to worry, Uncle Jaken. Good morning Uncle Sesshomaru."

"Good morning Rinette."

"Sesshomaru you've returned." Yoruichi entered the den from the balcony.

Sesshomaru froze in place. She was back much faster than he anticipated. He was afraid to face Yoruichi. Her voice and scent were stirring up his desire once again. "Yes, but I have to leave soon," he said with his back to Yoruichi.

"Where are you going milord?"

"Jaken it does not concern you."

"I hope you'll be back before I leave." Yoruichi moved around to face Sesshomaru. She knew he was hiding something.

"When, when are you leaving?"

"In the morning. I'll be gone a for four days."

"Yoruichi, you're leaving for that long. I was hoping we could do something together this weekend." Rinette pouted.

Sesshomaru turned to Rinette. "She'll be here tonight we can all do something together tonight. We can do anything you like."

A huge smile covered Rinette's face. "For real Uncle Sesshomaru, can we go Planet Fun Land?"

"Yes." Sesshomaru had no idea what Planet Fun Land was, but anything would be better than being alone with Yoruichi.

"We can make it a party and invite Uncle InuYasha, Nabiki, Maru, Shippo's family." Rinette danced around. "It's going to be great. I'll call everyone before I go to school. You're amazing Uncle Sesshomaru."

Yoruichi and Jaken mumbled, "Yes, amazing" in unison. Jaken and Yoruichi stared in disbelief at Sesshomaru.

"I'll be back. Jaken help Rinette make arrangements." Sesshomaru left the apartment once again.

Yoruichi felt Jaken cut his eyes at her. "What is Jaken?"

"I am watching you."

"Why?"

"Because"

Yoruichi waited for Jaken to add more but he just stared at her out of the corners of his eyes. Yoruichi sighed. "Now you can watch me leave the room."

\\\\\ After Planet Fun Land

Sesshomaru carried a sleeping Rinette to her bed. Jaken was supposed to be watching Yoruichi but he was too busy bouncing around to pay any attention. He learned about cotton candy for the first time tonight. After eating five bags he was so hyper he could not focus on what Yoruichi was doing.

Yoruichi watch Sesshomaru and Rinette from the doorway. She thought it was sweet of Sesshomaru to carry Rinette from the limo to her bed. Sesshomaru showed Yoruichi a father like quality tonight and she liked it. She really liked it. It surprised her that thoughts of Sesshomaru, as father was a turn on.

Her scent changed and started calling Sesshomaru. Sesshomaru knew he had to do something about it. Yoruichi was waiting for him and he knew it. Sesshomaru turned out the light and left the room.

He had to think of something quickly. "Yoruichi, would you like a bath?"

"A bath sounds wonderful."

"Good I'll draw you a bath."

"Sesshomaru, that's so sweet of you."

"I'll be finished by the time you finish your nightcap. Let me get Jaken so he can fix it for you." Sesshomaru practically ran down the hall to find Jaken.

After Yoruichi's bout with the rat poison Sesshomaru often had Jaken to make a special nightcap from a chocolate cream liqueur, goat's milk, and coconut cream. The drink was served warm. Warming the milk gave Sesshomaru time to prepare the bath.

Sesshomaru made the perfect bath for Yoruichi. He mimicked the same scene she made for them the other night. Sesshomaru made one change he used rose oil instead of lavender. The rose oil would cut Yoruchi's scent. He doubled the scent of roses by burning rose scented candles in the bathroom and bedroom. Then he capped off the rose scent by spraying a floral scented air freshener. The bathroom and bedroom smelled like a flower shop by the time he was finished.

Yoruichi walked up behind Sesshomaru and wrapped her arms around him. "Sesshomaru this really is wonderful."

"I am glad you like. I'll leave so you can relax."

"Leave, it's more fun when we bath together." She squeezed him tighter.

"Yes but you have a big week ahead you should relax. It'll be better for you."

"You know I am ok, Sesshomaru. I am pretty resilient."

He turned and kissed her on the forehead. "Relax Yoruichi. You had a big evening 20 minutes in the tub will refresh you." He kissed her on the top of her head. "I'll be waiting in bed". He left the room.

Yoruichi took Sesshomaru's advice. She took a 15-minute bath instead of 20 minutes. When Yoruichi entered the bedroom she found Sesshomaru asleep. "I guess I am not the one that needed to relax."

Yoruichi felt another familiar spiritual pressure. She quickly got dressed before Soi Fon arrived.

Sesshomaru wake up. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing, I'm just leaving earlier than I thought."

"What?"

Soi Fon knocking on the glass door interrupted Sesshomaru and Yoruichi's conversation.

"Come in Soi Fon."

Soi Fon bowed. "Lady Yoruichi, I apologize for interrupting, but the meeting time has changed. I was sent to bring you back to Soul Society."

"Soi Fon I'll met you at the gate."

"Yes Lady Yoruichi." Soi Fon disappeared into the night.

"It's time for me to go Sesshomaru." She kissed him softly. "I'll only be gone for three nights."

"I'll be waiting." He kissed her good-bye.

The next day Sesshomaru was miserable. Yoruichi's absence bothered him more than he could have imagined. He was yearning just to be near her. Sesshomaru spent most of the day wondering around the city. He was trying to find something to take his mind off Yoruichi but it was not working. Her scent was gone and Sesshomaru believed his body was searching for her. He'd gotten to a point where he needed Yoruichi.

When Sesshomaru arrived back at the penthouse he was surprised to find Maru playing cards with Rinette and Jaken. I could ask for more pills. If Yoruichi and I mate right after taking the pills it should be ok. The other night we were able to enjoy each other for a while. I just need a release. I can't go on with the yearning if I do I may not be able to resist Yoruichi. "Maru I need to speak to you alone".

"Certainly, Lord Sesshomaru". Maru placed his cards down. "I'll be back guys."

Sesshomaru led Maru out onto the balcony. "I wanted to know if you had more pills."

"Lord Sesshomaru, I apologize I don't have any more pills. I used them all. It's been a good month. Don't worry I can get you some more when I return to town in the middle of next week.

Yoruichi will be returning in three days. I can't wait another week. "Marui I wanted them for this weekend."

"Oh you have big plans this weekend. For you uncle, I will get in contact with my supplier before I fly out tonight. I have to go through a friend of mine to get in contact with the supplier. Normally it'll take about day, but my friend has great connections. I'll have her get everything done to night. Then I'll call you with a time and place to meet the supplier once my friend has made arrangements. A two week supply is 40,000 yen or you can go with month supply for 79,000 yen".

"I'll take the month supply. Jaken will write you check."

"Don't worry my friend won't let you down. It's all good uncle. I'll call you." Maru walked back inside.

Sesshomaru stared at the night sky. He wondered if Yoruichi had such a perfect view of the skyline. Maybe she would have if she were actually outdoors. Yoruichi was playing game of go at the house of her old friend Kūkaku.

" Yoruichi, how are things going with you and Sesshomaru? I heard you moved in together because you were under a spell. While staying there you got bit by a rat."

"Urahara forgets important details when he gossips. I haven't moved in with Sesshomaru I just spend a lot of time there, and I was bitten while fighting a demon rat in old abandon factory not at Sesshomaru's. I am all better now, but most importantly Ryuk is dead Rinette is safe."

"Life with Sesshomaru sounds exciting."

"But what Kūkaku, I know it means something when you have that look on your face."

"Nothing, I just thought with you and Sesshomaru as a couple you'd be giddier and doodling the name of your future children". Kūkaku smiled over her teacup. "How is dating a demon?"

"I am not some a school girl dating her crush so I won't be doodling anything." Yoruichi sighed before she took a sip of tea. "Being with Sesshomaru isn't a fairy tale. It's so frustrating earlier this week he was full of passion. He even called me his mate" she cut her eyes to the side, "but then he returned to being hands off. Did you have that problem with Ura-, never mind it's Urahara. If you sneeze he'd see it as you wanting to play doctor."

A crafty smile covered Kūkaku's face. "You know Urahara, he's not type of guy that says "no". Sesshomaru is a different kind of guy. Although I thought he would've been all over you after summing you to his bed every night."

"After all that went on I suggested we take things slow, but the other night, we got so close to getting on the train", Yoruichi rolled her eyes, "Now he won't take us to the station. I told him I was leaving for a few days, and he let Rinette chose what we should do the night I left. Rinette decided we should go to Planet Fun Land and even invited InuYasha and his crew to come along. Sesshomaru was exhausted after a night of watching everybody else have fun. He drew me a bath, but the most action I got all night was being hit on by pervy Dan. "

"Maybe Sesshomaru just doesn't know what to do?" Kūkaku saw Yoruichi's raised eyebrow, "Yoruichi, I don't think Sesshomaru has a lot of experience with women. Sorry to burst your bubble you were the only one with Lord Sesshomaru fantasies. The rest of us thought he was kind of scary."

"Why?"

"His tendency to kill a lot, mistreat poor Jaken, he wasn't very nice to InuYasha, and he's a demon. Yes, he's attractive but he's no sweetheart even other demons feared him."

"Sesshomaru maybe a demon but he's still caring in his own way. Plus, Rin mentioned how Kogra and that Sara person had fallen in love with him."

"OK, one of them allowed herself to be devoured by demons and the other was killed by her father or whatever he was. Yoruichi you may want to be careful" Kūkaku smiled and Yoruichi frowned. "I'm kidding about that part, but I am serious about him not being experienced with women none of the women you mentioned actually dated him. He may not be ready for train ride. He stopped taking you to the station because he knows you're going to wanna get on the train. "

"Hmm, I don't know about that I think he's more than ready to climb aboard, but you may be right about him not being very experienced with women. I say go slow and we crawl. Now he's worried I am not well enough to take the train ride or even see the train. One night he referred to his bedroom as our den and said I was his asawa. He could be worried about making a mistake, thanks Kūkaku."

/{{ The Next Day

The following day Sesshomaru received a call from Maru. Maru's supplier would meet him at midnight at the Hirokouji Café. Sesshomaru had apprehensions regarding the meeting, but being with Yoruichi was overriding his judgment.

At 11:30 PM Sesshomaru put on his jiwa naamio and walked the café. The café was crowded. Sesshomaru did not like crowds. He wanted to leave the moment he stepped in the café. The scent of coffee, tea, and pastries consumed his sense of smell making it difficult to distinguish the scents of the human around him.

Most of the patrons were young and loud. Sesshomaru moved as far away from the crowd as possible. I sat in the last available booth at the back of the café. He was the only one in that area without a laptop or mobile device. Plus he was dressed in a suit. He thought the supplier would not have a problem recognizing him. Sesshomaru's patience was wearing thin it was 12:05 AM and the supplier was not there. At 12:07 AM a short guy with spikey hair stopped at Sesshomaru's table and gave Sesshomaru note.

Sesshomaru read the note out load. "I am in the second booth across from the counter." Sesshomaru looked toward the booth but did not see the supplier. He sighed and walked to the booth. Sesshomaru's eyes slanted as soon as he saw the supplier.

"Lord Sesshomaru I am glad you came to me for help," said Lady Abyss. "Please take a seat."

Sesshomaru started to walk away, but Yoruichi would be returning soon. It was getting harder and harder to be around her. He had to do something about it. He sat across from Lady Abyss. "Give me the pills."

"I don't have them." She saw Sesshomaru stand. "Please wait, what I mean is I don't have them with me. I couldn't bring them with me. They're not ready yet. We had some complications at work. Unfortunately, my contact was unavailable and I couldn't let Maru know there was a problem. I figured this was something you didn't want Mr. Jaken involved in so I didn't contact him. I am almost finished. You'll get everything tonight. Like I said before Lord Sesshomaru I want to serve you.

"Why?"

"You are powerful Lord Sesshomaru, and I like having powerful individuals on my side."

"You expect me to help you at some point."

"Yes, I do". She stood. "My car is waiting outside I'll take you to my workshop and finish your order".

"Fine"

Sesshomaru left the busy café with Lady Abyss. Sesshomaru did not say a word during the 20 drive from the café to Castle Towers. He didn't speak until Lady Abyss opened the door to her apartment.

"I thought you said we were going to your workshop."

"My private workshop is in my apartment. Please come in."

Sesshomaru entered the apartment and followed Lady Abyss. Lady Abyss' apartment was grand to say the least. It was larger than his penthouse. Lady Abyss had very expensive taste. Sesshomaru noted it was full of things. Lady Abyss collected art from around the world and various time periods. Her apartment was neat and orderly. Everything picture, every mirror, vase, and sculpture was in its place.

Lady Abyss opened the double doors leading to a sitting area outside of her workshop. "Lord Sesshomaru, please sit here until I am finished."

Sesshomaru noticed that chair Lady Abyss suggested was positioned near a mirror. The mirror's reflection was reflected in a second mirror. Sesshomaru saw the chair reflected in five mirror strategically position in the room. She could watch him from her workshop using the mirrors.

You want to watch me do you? "I prefer the balcony," Sesshomaru started walking toward the French doors leading to the balcony.

"That's fine, enjoy the view." Lady Abyss went into her workshop.

Sesshomaru did not have time to enjoy the view because it started raining as soon as he stepped out the doors. When he came back inside he refused to sit in the seat Lady Abyss chose. He instead stood near the french doors with his arms folded waiting for Lady Abyss.

Lady Abyss walked over to Sesshomaru holding a small glass bottle. It reminded him of the glass bottle she used to remove the Rinette's spell. She opened the bottle and Sesshomaru heard Yoruichi say his name. Hearing his name surprised him and Lady Abyss' took advantage. She blew on the bottle dust hit Sesshomaru's face.

He blinked rapidly as his eyes lost focus. He saw two Lady Abyss, then one fuzzy one as he tried his hardest to focus. His ears started to ring. His whole body started to shake. He tries to walk but his knees felt like jelly. "What did you do?" He reached for Lady Abyss but he missed completely. Then the pain comes it feels as if something gripping his testicles with a vise and an elephant stomping on his chest. His bones felt like they are boiling. "What did you do?" he asked again.

"Does it hurt Sesshomaru?" She caressed his cheek with her hand. Sesshomaru tried to grab her, but he missed and fell over instead. She kneeled by him. "Let me help you. I just want to help you." She reached for him.

He slapped at her hand. "I don't need anything from", he forced himself off the ground, "you." The shaking stopped. Finally his legs felt solid under him, but the pain and the ringing of his ears remained. His eyes were able to focus a little better. He looked down at his hands and his claws they were slightly longer and he had fur on the back his hands. "What's happening", mumbled Sesshomaru. He stumbled toward the mirror a few feet away from him. His eyes were glowing red and his fangs were longer than usual. He closed his eyes and shook his head. He focused inward. "I, Sesshomaru, will not let this happen. I will regain control." He opened his eyes and once again everything was out of focus, but he could see his eyes had returned to a golden color. The fur on his hand was gone, but the burning inside his body intensified. When he turned to walk away he saw Yoruichi. "Yoruichi" he shook his head, "no she's not here."

" Sesshomaru," Lady Abyss' dress fell slowly to the floor, "I can be whatever you desire." She licked her lips and walked over to him.

The closer she got the better his eyes focused on her. His eyes wonder over her naked body, but it wasn't Lady Abyss' body he saw it was Yoruichi's body. Sesshomaru turned his head. He forced himself to look away. "No, you can't, you can't be her." Yoruichi's scent filled his nostrils. The pain increased. He could barely stand. He held his body up by leaning against a table.

"I can stop the pain. I can give you what you desire." She got down on her knees. She reached her hand into his pants. "Let me give you what you want".

The fur on his hands returned and his claws grew longer. He stared down at Lady Abyss with glowing red eyes and mumbled, "Yoruichi"

"Yes, Sesshomaru", Lady Abyss took him in her mouth. She knew the moment he moaned and closed his eyes she had him. "It feels good doesn't"

Sesshomaru moaned in response. It felt like he was in a dream. He felt his passion overflow as he looked down at the woman pleasuring him with her mouth. The woman he thought was Yoruichi. The woman he desperately desired to be Yoruichi.

"Well Sesshomaru it looks like you're ready" She stood and took his hand, "let's take this to the bedroom and finish this,"

"But Yoruichi," he slurred.

"Shh" She placed a finger over his lips. "It's okay, I promise." She held his hand as they walked slowly to the bedroom.

/\\/The Morning After\\/

The next morning Sesshomaru woke with an excruciating headache. He licked his parched lips. His golden eyes opened slowly. He found himself in a strange bed. "What the " A few flashes from last started to invade his mind. He became angrier about each short flash.

Lady Abyss stepped out of the bathroom. "Good Morning, Sesshomaru"

"You trash." Sesshomaru lunged at Lady Abyss but she managed to dodge him.

"Don't get mad Sesshomaru. I didn't force you into my bed you came willing see." Lady Abyss clicked the remote and part of the bedroom wall opened reveling a 42-inch flat screen. She pressed play.

Sesshomaru saw Lady Abyss leading him to the bedroom. However, she didn't look like Yoruichi. "It can't'

"Oh it is the video isn't a lie." She smiled. "We could ask your precious Yoruichi if don't believe me."

"Leave her out of this," snapped Sesshomaru.

"I will if you're good boy. It'll be our secret." Her eyes turned cold. "If you're not I'll make sure she see's this, and she won't believe you thought I was her after seeing the video. Think of how devastating it would be for her to see you and I expressing our passion." She paused the video.

Sesshomaru twisted his face. The thought of being with Lady Abyss disturbed him but the thought of seeing it disgusted him to the core. "There is no passion between us. I thought I was with Yoruichi."

"You knew it was me, you wanted me to"

"That's a lie" Sesshomaru activated his poison claw. Anger filled his golden eyes.

"Down boy, one wrong move and Yoruichi's perverted shopkeeper friend will have this video to add to his porn collection. Don't think this is the only copy. Just imagine his reaction or better yet he'll be watching it with his girlfriend. It'll be double the embarrassment for Yoruichi. She'll be hurt and embarrass all because you couldn't control yourself. Admit it Sesshomaru, you lost control and allowed yourself to believe I was Yoruichi; you wanted me to be her. Plus, after seeing this, " Lady Abyss pulled down the right side of her robe and showed Sesshomaru her bandaged shoulder. "She'll leave you and never comeback. Even by some miracle she forgave you, she'll fear you. "

Sesshomaru looked down at his right hand and saw blood. He could smell that it was Lady Abyss' blood. His clawing of Lady Abyss played in his mind. He could her scream, and he saw the blood ooze over her pale skin.

"Good thing I am a demon. If I'd been a human," she paused, " or a shinigami I'd be dead."

He continued to stare at his hand. If it were Yoruichi she'd be dead. The thought pained Sesshomaru.

"Sesshomaru even if she were to get over you cheating she'd be afraid of you. She would still leave, and you know I am right. That's why when I said I'd become what you desired you allowed it to happen. You wanted it to happen. All that pinned up passion and desire you locked away wanted to get out. " She laughed, "Did you think you were sleeping it off Sesshomaru?"

Sesshomaru clinched his blood stained hand. He looked at her out of the corner of his eyes. "You used the pills."

"Oh you figured it out. If you'd slept with Yoruichi it wouldn't have worked, but you knew like I did those pills weren't enough to quiet your savage side completely. You couldn't take the chance. Unlike Maru you don't masturbate when you need relief, you just try to sleep it off. That's unhealthy Sesshomaru. I helped you Sesshomaru. I even took her scent to make it easier. I gave you release, what you wanted. Otherwise you would've lost control and hurt your precious Yoruichi. Sesshomaru you and I are the same. "

"We are nothing alike". Sesshomaru started to walk away. He stopped at the door and without turning around he said, " If you tell Yoruichi about any of this I will rip your heart out.

/-\

Sesshomaru hurried away, but he did not know where he was going. He was so angry he just took flight. He flew higher and faster than he ever had, it was as if he trying to capture the rising sun. He'd never felt so many emotions. "How dare she? I would rip out her throat if weren't for Yoruichi. " Thoughts of Yoruichi flooded his mind. He could feel her touch. He heard her purring as she slept next to him. Her scent flooded his nose. Her laughter and her smile filled his mind. Sesshomaru landed abruptly in a field a less than a mile away from InuYasha's mansion. "Yoruichi" He grabbed the top of his head with both hands, "What have I done?" His knees hit the ground. He pounded both fist against the ground breaking through the topsoil. "Damn".

Lady Abyss' voice played in his mind stating, "Yoruichi will be devastated and afraid." His fist hit the ground once more as he said, "Damn, damn, damn."

He closed his eyes and saw Yoruichi again, but this time she was crying instead of laughing. He reached for her and she pulled away. His fists hit the ground once more. He whispered, "Damn".

He stood up and looked at the newly risen sun. Tomorrow Yoruichi would return. Sesshomaru couldn't let her find out what happened. He'd have to figure out how to deal with Lady Abyss.


Velveteen: I don't know what to say after that.

Miko: (-_-#)

Peace in Chaos: Thanks for reading until next time, peace.
Bonus: Does anyone know where the quote "DAMN, DAMN, DAMN" comes from? (TV trivia)