I woke up warm inside . I hadn't fully recovered get and could feel my walls aching which made me winch . I heard Jimin groan as he woke up which made me smile . I backed up abit and we met each others eyes as he opened his slowly adjusting to the light. He smiled when he saw me .

"Good morning ." He smiled .

"Good morning ." I grinned . We kissed each-other on the lips slowly like we had been married for years . I rolled out of bed and sat on the side stretching my hands . I felt his soft hands massaging my lower back and I smiled . I got up and showered quickly getting changed into yesterday's now slightly crinkled out fit . Jimin was still stretching when I left the bathroom .

"Oh come on, get ready I'm hungry."

I smiled . Suddenly I felt like eating . I was happy. This is strange .

He smiled . "Ok sorry!" He laughed ,

"I'll shower later ," he shrugged joining my side as we walked downstairs .

I heard chewing and chatting in the kitchen and we entered side by side.

It all went quiet when we walked in and stood in the door way. Everyone looked up at us kind of scared and shocked . Tae looked abit angry and jealous along with shocked . Hoseok dropped his spoon splattering milk all over the place . I blushed .

"Stop staring." Jimin said walking towards the fridge .

I followed him and everyone's eyes followed me . I felt like crying suddenly . Did everyone hate me now ? Think I was a whore ? Knowing I was still with Lin. They must have heard me .

"W-what happened last night?" Tae blurted our breaking the silence .

"Shut up Tae," Jimin said quietly slightly embarrassed he looked at me .

"I mean , I don't think I have ever heard someone scream so loud ." Jungkook giggled covering his mouth.

I blushed .

"Jungkook ah!" I squealed . I hid my blush in my sleeve .

"Stop ," Jimin said sitting down . "Your just making everyone uncomfortable ." He started eating his cereal. I sat down beside him with an apple . Looking at the table as I ate it .

"When did this start?" Namjoon said raising his eyebrows and looking at us .

I looked away uncomfortably.

"Uh," Jimin blushed . "Last night I guess." He blushed .

"What even were you..." Hoseok asked with his mouth open .

Namjoon gave him a scornful look.

"I lost sleep over you." Yoongi huffed looking at the table .

"Ahhhh ohhh ahh!" Jungkook imitated me in a high voice .

I blushed and smacked his shoulder and he giggled proud of himself .

I seen Minseo coming down the stairs and she smiled at me when she seen me . She sat beside Jungkook .

"I heard you last night," she smiled and I blushed . "I-uh yeah sorry." I blushed .

"No it's fine ," she smiled . "Better you then me ." She smiled at Jungkook who smiled back at her .

"You never told me about this Jungkook ." I smiled .

"Oh , it never came up, you never told me about this ." He smiled . "Ah Jimin faster ahhh." He mocked me again.

I smacked his shoulder again and smiled .

"So since your now,well involved with someone especially someone like Jimin, who is well an already engaged person you need to know some regulations ." Namjoon started. I blushed at 'involved' , he sounded like my mother talking to a twelve year old me about how babies are made .

"Bang PD is open to us being in relationships , as long as it doesn't get out to the public and the fans and doesn't interfere with our work it can happen." He smiled . I nodded . "O-ok." I smiled nervously , thinking about Lin.

"What about Lin." Taehyung said angrily .

I looked at him briefly and blushed . "We broke up a few days ago." I lied .

He frowned . "Really?" He said sarcastically . "Why didn't you tell me ?" He pressed . Everyone looked at him angrily .

"I don't have to tell you everything ." I raised my voice slightly . He stared at me full of anger . I stared back at him full of resilience .

"Okkk" Minseo laughed nervously.

"Let's just calm down, okie?" She smiled looking at me and I smiled slightly focusing on my apple again.

"Okie?" She looked at Tae who gave her a death look and she quickly turned away.

Why is he so angry at me?

When we finished breakfast everyone went to get ready except me as I had a day off . I looked up to realize Tae hadn't left either and he was staring at me .

"Why him?" He asked bluntly.

I looked up at him questioningly.

"Excuse me ?" I asked in disbelief.

"Why him?" He shrugged .

I scoffed . "And not You is it?"

He looked away uncomfortably.

"I can't believe you." He huffed .

"Oh why!? Because I didn't chose you come on !" I turned away .

We sat facing away from each other until everyone returned .

"Are you not working today?" Jimin asked me .

"No, I have a day off ." I smiled .

"Oh wow! So lucky!" Jin smiled sadly.

I frowned on pity . "What will you do?" Namjoon beamed .

"I think I'll watch TV and then go for a walk or something ." I smiled , "maybe shopping ."

I crossed my legs but it hurt and winced and quickly uncrossed them. Jungkook seen me and laughed out loud . "Y-you tipped her at the seams!" He laughed into jimins shoulder who cursed at him and started pushing and wrestling him while Jungkook laughed . I blushed as Tae gave me a dirty look as everyone else laughed .

"Oof! Were late!" Namjoon said panicked looking at his watch . "Come on into the car." Jin said to everyone and everyone started filing out to the car. I waved and smiled at everyone as they left .

"Gah ! J-Jimin ahhhh huah!" I heard Jungkook shriek in giggles as he left and squeal when Jimin kicked him.

I waited until the door shut and then turned on the TV. My legs were killing me so a day of rest is just what I need .

I curled up and watched my favorite love drama then tried to delete it from the Netflix account for an hour as I didn't want anyone seeing it.

I changed into a fluffy jumper I found in Jimin a room and a pair of leggings that I found in Taes room . I smelled like a mixture of Tae and Jimin and I liked it . I decided to go for a quick stroll in the park . I sat by the lake watching the ducks swim and duck by.

I hugged my legs thinking of how much I had probably hurt Tae . It's not your fault . I felt tears welling up in my eyes . Oh stop. I wiped them away .

I decided to take a trip to a nearby pharmacy to buy the pill as I didn't have any at home . I flicked through the aisles until I found it and bought it from money I found in the pocket of jimins jumper .

I popped it along with some water back at the house . My legs were killing me and I felt ripped inside .

I wandered around the house attempting to get the password to Yoongis studio but failing countless times. I wandered down to the basement which was a huge studio .

I examined the squeaky clean floors and mirror , stroking my hands across it and hearing my fingers squeak across it .

I lay down on the floor stretching my whole body and pushing past my sore muscles . I was so un stretched and sore that everything hurt but I bared through it. How am I meant to work this tommorrow .

My phone beeped and I looked at it .

Jiminahh ahh uhh,

We are going to the beach tommorrow night if you would like to join us ,

Just know that we all want to sleep okay? :)

~Jungkook

I rolled my eyes but laughed .

:|

Yes ! I would like to come but I can't promise anything :0

~Yoona

I regretted that and slapped my self when I sent it and realized I couldn't unsend it .

~Jungkook

I smiled when I received the picture . But cringed knowing that Jimin has basically seen me confessing that I wanted to have sex with him again.

Anyway . I'm going back to my apartment now and I'm resting until tommorrow . It's going to be a big day.

*This chapter could be hella longer but it's already like 1.5k long so I'll end it here and continue in the next chapter !*

•thanks for reading !•