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Degrassi: Jenna's POV

When the bell ranged I was still shocked on what I heard Adam say.

'I self-harmed myself.' Still ranged in my head. Was everything that bad for him? 'I still can't believe he never told me this. Clare and Eli never told me this either. I think I need to talk to Clare about this.' I thought to myself. My next class was with Clare, Alli, and Becky so that will be a good time to talk with her. I walked into the classroom and went straight to her desk, which was behind my desk.

"Hey Clare can you tell me a little bit about what happened when you caught Adam?" I asked her curious.

"Well I don't think that is my place to tell you because I don't know what was going on in his head when he did it." She said.

"Can you please tell me a little bit about it please?" I asked.

"Yeah Clare tell us because she is his girlfriend." Alli agreed.

"What's going on?" Becky asked.

"We are trying to figure out what happened last year before Jenna started to date Adam. What he did to self-harm himself." Alli filled her in quickly.

"He did what!" she asked.

"Okay I will explain." Clare said

"Thank you." I said.

"Adam was outside of the school at a table. I went over there to talk with Adam about finding out he was transgender. When I came over I saw him with a lighter and a hair clip. He explained how he was feeling." Clare explained to me.

"That's not self harming yourself." Becky said.

"Yeah Clare that doesn't make since." I said.

"Not if you heat up the metal hair clip and place it on your arm and it starts to burn into your skin." She said.

"Oh my god." Becky said covering her mouth with her hands.

"Yeah were just happy that he is better now. Since then he's been better until he saw the body last week. Eli and I are just glad he is better." Clare said.

"Yeah me too." I said.

"I just hope he doesn't feel that way again." Becky said.

"What do you mean?" I asked her.

"Well we don't really know what he was doing the past week he may have went back to his old habits at a point during his pain." Becky said, which started to get me nervous.

"I doubt that he would do that." Clare said.

"It doesn't hurt to find out if he did or not." Alli said.

"Yeah." Becky agreed.

"I don't know about that." Clare said.

"Why not?" Alli asked.

"He might get mad that we would think that." I piped in.

"Come on it won't hurt to find out if he is alright by us." Alli said.

"Come on it's just a quick question and a look over his body." Becky said.

"Fine. We can do it." I said.

"Count me out I don't need him mad at me more then what I told you." Clare said.

"Okay so we can check him later today." I said.

"Alright." Alli said while Becky nodded.

"Good luck! You're going to need it." Clare said.

We went looking for Adam once school was over. He was at his locker.

"Hey Adam." I said to him smiling. He looked at me annoyed.

"No I haven't been self-harming myself Jenna." He said with a very annoyed voice.

"What how did you know I was going to ask that." I asked him.

"Eli text me 5 minutes ago saying that Clare told him that was what you were going to ask me." He said.

"I can't say I didn't thought about it but I didn't because I been talking with a counselor about this." Adam said calming down.

"I was just worried since you didn't talk to me about this." I said.

"It's fine because I knew you were just asking because you care." He said.

"Adam, Are you busy tonight?" I asked him.

"Yeah I am." He said.

"Doing what?" I asked him.

"Hopefully spending time with you." He said smirking.

"Good because if it was stupid I was going to make you spend time with me." I said smirking.

"I figured so." He said.

"I will see you ladies later." I said grabbing Adam's arm and walking to his car. 'I'm not done with you just yet Adam Torres.' I thought to myself.

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