A/N: Here's the next chapter!! I hope you guys like this chapter. Warning, I'm horrible at romantic lemon scenes, so I'm not really sure if the following constitutes as a "M" rating. So whoever reads this and thinks it is please tell me so I can change the rating. If not and you think I'm just overreacting then, well, just let me know. THANKS.

:A FEW MINOR CHANGES IN THIS CHAPTER. PLEASE IF YOU SEE ANY MISTAKES TELL ME:

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Voice Of An Angel

BPOV

Edward and I are sitting on my couch, me on his lap. He traces his fingers across my arms and up my shoulders. A line of electric shock follows every touch. Edward smiles at me and kisses my nose.

"I love you." He says, his green eyes filled with adoration. I smile back and lean up to kiss him back on the lips. He holds me up and kisses back with passion. His tongue licks my lips trying to work it's way in to my mouth, and I open to let him in. I wrap my arms around his neck so I can pull myself in closer. Edward shifts his body so he's not on top of me. His lips leave mine and trails down to my neck. A few moans escape me as my hands fall down to his chest, and we're breathing heavily.

This is an odd feeling. So much human emotions are pouring out of me. Edward takes off his shirt and I gasp at the sight of his perfect chest. Before I can even realize it, he starts to take off my shirt. I quickly grab his hands and stop him. "No. Don't. Please?" I say still trying to catch my breath and bring my self back in to my senses.

Edward's eyes becomes full of rejection as he sits back away from me on the couch. I sit up, quickly trying to grab hold of his warm body. "You... you don't want me?" He asks in a dejecting tone.

"No Edward, it's not that." I say still trying to control my instincts, my hormonal instincts. "I do want you. More than you would ever know."

"Then what is it? Why did you stop?"

"Because... Edward, it's just that... I-" I bite my lip, "I could kill you."

"Bella, there's no way you could kill me if I'm on top of you." He blushes after saying that.

"Edward, I could get too excited and lose control of myself and BAM! You're dead." There's also another reason behind me not wanting to go further, but Edward doesn't have to know about that. Edward sits there, breathing slowly... trying to control his hormones I'm guessing. He shakes his head.

"But you wouldn't. You love me too much." I laugh hysterically.

"You underestimate my control."

We sit there in silence for a few minutes. I grab Edward's shirt and toss it to him. "Here, put this on before I jump you."

Edward laughs as he slips the shirt back on again. We go back to normal cuddling before he pulls away again. "So, what's this song you want me to help you on?"

My eyes light up, remembering the tune I have in my head for the guitar. "I need to get the guitar. I'll be right back."

I run out of the room and to knock on Jasper and Alice's door. Jasper opens it before I even knock, with Alice grinning behind him. "Need to borrow something sis?" Alice chuckles as Jasper comes up with his guitar.

"Thank you Jazzy!" I say before giving him a quick hug. I run back in my room, Edward still sitting perfectly on the couch, awaiting my arrival. I sit down next to him and smile.

"So this is the chords I have for the song." I start strumming, changing chords when I feel necessary. Edward taps his foot against the floor to keep beat. His head bobs and he smiles.

"It's a little dark, isn't it?"

"Well, I don't know. To me it's kind of revealing. It shows my emotions."

"So what do you want me to do?" I smile, while biting my lip.

"Could you help me think of lyrics? I already have a chorus."

"What's the chorus?" Edward asks with a smile forming on his face.

I start playing the chords that I play right before what I want the chorus to start. "I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to Heaven."

Edward nods. "I like that chorus. It suits you."

"Thanks. So do you think you can help me?"

"I don't know how to write songs." He says bashfully.

I tap my finger against my lips and laugh. "You know how to write songs. You wrote my lullaby!"

"That's different, Bella. It doesn't contain any words." He rolls his eyes and I shake my head.

"Edward, songs come from the heart! Just sing what you feel." He closes his eyes and sighs.

"Okay. Tell me when to start." I smile really big as I start strumming the intro to the song. After the C/E chord I nod for him to start.

He swallows and opens his mouth to begin. "When I see your smile, tears run down my face. I can't replace. Now that I'm stronger I've figured out. How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul and I know. I'll find... deep inside me I can be the one. I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to Heaven."

As Edward sings the chorus of the song and I notion that I'm going to take over.

"It's okay, It's okay, It's okay. Seasons are changing and waves are crashing and stars are falling all for us. Days grow longer and nights grow shorter. I can show you I'll be the one. I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to Heaven. 'Cause you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart. Please don't throw that away."

"'Cause I'm here for you. Please don't walk away, and please tell me you'll stay, yeah. Stay." Edward adds in. "Use me as you will!"

"Pull my strings just for a thrill. And I'll know I'll be okay." I cut in and then Edward adds,

"Though my skies are turning gray."

Edward and I sing the chorus together until I finish with the final chord.

"Did... did I just make up a song?" Edward asks when we finish. His eyes are wide in shock.

"Yes, you did." His smile brightens up the room. I lay my guitar down before crashing on to him with a hug, human strength, and he hugs me back. "I want this song to be on my album. I want you to be in my band. I want you to sing with me."

"Am I that good?"

"You're beyond good. You're amazing. Edward you have the voice of an angel."

"I could say the same about you." He smirks when I look up at him.

"And think about this! When you get changed, your voice will be even more enhanced. Edward you're going to sound lovely!" He laughs at my sudden enthusiasm.

"Does this mean I'm getting changed sooner?" I frown. He kisses my nose. "I'm only kidding, Bella. Don't need to change your mood."

"Edward, this is a very touchy matter for me. No matter how excited I am about the whole bringing back Isabella Swan." I suddenly remember what Alice had said a while back. "Well, according to your future... you caved in somehow." I laugh out loud. How right Alice was. I should have known not to bet against my precognitive sister. Edward watches me with love in his eyes.

"I remembered what Alice had told me awhile back... how I caved in to bringing back Isabella Swan. I knew better not to bet against her." I hear Alice's laugh in the distance. I told you so. Her voice sings in my head.

Cool it. Or I won't let you be a part of the team. I hear her pout and then she's gone from my head. "Shouldn't we, uh, right down what we sang?" Edward asks as I find myself wrapping my arms against his warm body.

"Nah. I have it all in my head." I tap my forehead. I look at the window and smile. "It's twilight. My favorite time of the day. But it also means the ending of yet another day. Time slipping by, that doesn't even matter to those who are immortal."

"It also means that with each day, I'm getting older." I laugh as Edward frowns.

"Isn't it every mans dream to marry a younger girl? I know when I was human, it was very common." He chuckles and kisses my forehead.

"Of course you would think it'd be common for an older man to marry young." I chuckle as I lay my head on his chest. I can hear his heart beat fast.

EPOV

I have this sensation of wanting to finish what I started earlier before Bella had made me stop. I want to have her, all of her. But she's afraid she's going to hurt me. But I can tell that she was avoiding telling me something else. There's another reason why she doesn't want to move on...

"Bella?"

"Yes, darling?" She looks up in to my eyes and I nearly melt when I see her topaz eyes. I blink a couple of times, regaining myself.

"Bella, I don't want to be one of those guys who pressure their girlfriends to, you know, but I have this feeling there's another reason why you don't want to go through with it."

Bella looks down at her hands and bites her lip. "It's a little complicated. Edward, I grew up in the late 1800's early 1900's. We lived by strict guidelines..."

She watches me for a little bit before continuing. "It was very uncommon for two people to engage themselves in sexual intercourse before they are to be wed. I was taught to live abide these guidelines ever since I was young. And I intend not to break them. Besides I don't think, if there is such a thing of Heaven and God, that it would be a good idea for you to break this guideline as well."

"So, you're trying to keep your virtue? And save mine as well?"

"Edward, if there is a Heaven, I want to be able to share it with you anyway I can. I've done lots of things that are against the ten commandments. I've, unfortunately, killed. I've stolen, I've coveted, and I've done many wrong things since I've become a vampire. Surely, you will let me keep one commandment unbroken?"

She looks up in to my eyes. I can see the honesty and truth behind her words and all I do is nod. "Yes. I will fulfill your wish and wait until we are married. I can't believe I tried to push you. Bella, I'm so sorry."

I close my eyes. How can I be so stupid? It's just that my mom's thoughts triggered something in my brain. "It's just that, that's one human thing I want to be able to experience before I am changed."

I open my eyes. She looks at me and then pinches the bridge of her nose. Something she does when she gets frustrated.

"I'm sorry, Bella. I won't talk about it anymore." My eyes close again.

"It's okay, Edward. I don't blame you." I open my eyes to see Bella's face right in front of mine. Her eyes dazzling me even more. "I promise that we will try after we marry. Okay? I love you, no matter what you do. You are my love."

She kisses me with so much passion I could not help but to kiss her back the same. I feel my heart start to race just before Bella pulls away laughing. "I think we've done enough to your heart today."

I sigh taking Bella in to my arms. "I love you, Bella. With all my heart and soul."

"I love you, too, Edward. For eternity." With her just saying that sends my heart flying.


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