— tentacleTherapist [TT] began pestering ectoBiologist [EB] at 09:12 —

TT: Are you awake yet?

EB: yeah! i just finished making dave breakfast, hehe.

TT: I'm glad to hear I didn't wake you, as well as that the two of you sound as if you are doing well.

EB: yep!

EB: did you need something though?

TT: I was just going to inquire as to how things are faring, and by that you know very well I mean on a deeper, more personal level.

EB: oh yeah.

EB: good i guess?

EB: i mean it's kind of hard to say when i'm not really even sure what i was hoping for in the first place.

TT: I know you don't just dive into such serious waters so blindly.

EB: yeah i know! it wasn't… blindly, i guess.

TT: Then what was it, pray tell? I am aware of your leaving Molly, moving out, and taking residence with Dave, all seeming to be more or less related to your feelings for the other.

TT: Are you wanting to enter a relationship with him or not?

EB: well! yes and no!

TT: You're killing me, "Smalls".

EB: i just… i think that considering everything, going with dave like that would be bad. first thing. i don't wanna jump right to that.

TT: Yes, wise choice.

EB: so i didn't leave molly to be with dave. in fact i really miss molly a lot. i still love her after all and i… i actually am not sure if i made the right choice with that?

EB: but i've been having my doubts on being with molly a while. more than a while. and that's… that's not the kind of husband i want to be, it's not the kind of father i want to be.

EB: does that make sense?

TT: Yes, it does.

TT: So what do you want then?

TT: John, are you there?

EB: yeah, sorry! i was fighting with dave over picking up casey. he decided he wanted to.

EB: but anyway.

EB: i guess i want to know what i want.

EB: i used to be so sure, but i don't know anymore.

TT: Take your time, it will come to you. Just don't close any doors for yourself.

EB: i won't. thanks, rose. :B

TT: You're more than welcome.

TT: Best of luck to you. I'm very proud of your strength in all of this.

TT: Remember I'm just a message away if you need me.

— tentacleTherapist [TT] ceased pestering ectoBiologist [EB] at 09:41 —