Chapter 25
We could smell the change in the weather and knew things would be getting worse. A storm was indeed coming. We returned to the cabin and gathered the rest of our clothes. Luckily Victor didn't shred them.
We gathered our clothes in a bag and returned to the base. We didn't really say much to each other, but we weren't mad at each other, just lost in our thoughts basically. Victor shared a room with his brother, but managed to convince Logan to swap into another room so that way if he needed he could share a space with Kayla. I was putting some of my stuff away in the dresser I was given. Victor was drying his body off from sitting in the rain and he just sat on the bed we would be sharing and watched me.
I knew he was watching me, but I didn't respond. After putting away my last shirt, I then realized something, something that made me grimace somewhat.
"What is it?" I heard him ask me, and I turned and looked at Victor.
"What happens when I go into heat and I am in the heart of the wolf pack?" I asked. He tensed now and stood up.
"How long has it been since your last…session?" he asked. I got into heat every few months, it varies really with the age of the animal, but for me normally it's every five months. I get this sense in my brain that lets me know that my body is about to go into heat, and then I have two days before my body officially starts to throb and change and I desire the male body for seven days. God, I am basically a whore who refuses to keep her legs shut. Normally going into heat for me was something I took pride in, because I had no mate. I could fuck whoever I wanted and leave. But now things are different.
"Four months. We have a month left before I start to feel the change happen, but with my environment and the stress of things that have happened, it could come early and it lasts seven days." I replied and he grumbled a bit and looked away. I didn't want another argument, so I moved in between his legs and took his face in my hands. "This bad Victor. If I go into heat in a pack of wolves I don't know the outcome of what will happen. Any male can smell it no matter the species." His hands took a firm hold of my hips and he glared up at me.
"And no one is going to touch you for seven days, but me." he said. In seconds, I found myself pushed up against the nearest wall. His hands took my wrists and held them above my head. "We will go to that wolf fucker Ivanov and tell him the situation. Maybe that will convince him to break this stupid deal with you and the pack."
I nodded purring gently somewhat liking the restraint.
"You will need to talk to your boss and set up a proper meeting. He and I can go onto his territory, but you aren't." I reminded him, and he sneered leaning in and placing his forehead to mine.
"Fuck, I forgot. I can only wonder why he is doing so much to keep us separated." he said roughly, and I scoffed.
"Wolves are vile creatures. They will do anything to fuck with others." I replied. Although I was not sure of Alexander's intent. "We only have five days, so we will need to do this soon."
There was a loud banging on the door.
"Victor, it's Zero. The boss needs to see the team in the briefing room." said the man from behind the door. Victor growled.
"I'm busy." he called out.
"Now." Zero commanded and Victor rolled his eyes kissing me deeply. I replied and bit his lip hard.
"Go, this is the perfect time for you to talk to Stryker and tell him about my condition." I replied and he grumbled lowly and pulled back.
"Right." he said and pulled back. "I'll be back." And with that he left. I could tell he was stress and worried from just his posture. Even worse, I could sense his fear about what will happen in five days. Maybe, I should do something to make him feel better. But what could I do? I knew one thing would help. I began to strip from my clothes until I was fully naked. Then I moved over to his bed, but before I lied down on it, the full body mirror in the corner of the room caught my attention.
I moved over towards it and examined myself in the mirror. The only thing left on my body was the necklace. I touched it and just stared at my stomach and my legs and chest. Am I broken? Obviously, I knew that answer, because I did not smile while looking at my body. Victor was right, our relationship isn't like Kayla and Logan's. They seemed to be truly happy and in love. They did everything right while we- more like he did everything wrong.
Will we ever be at that point where we are just happy like them? Victor likes to kill and I was just the loner who was living out in the forest and that was okay with me, just living off nature and not having to worry about anything. My mood to please faded, and instead I took a shower and got dressed in some jeans and a black tank top. Once I was done, I lied back on the bed, and the second my head hit the pillow, the door opened quickly and in came Victor fuming. I sat up.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Stryker is sending me to Brazil for two months." he said. My eyes widened.
"Two months? Why?" I asked.
"He wants us to infiltrate an underground mutant ring, capture a mutant that could be of use to him, and kill a governor there." he replied sitting at the foot of the bed. I tensed.
"You don't have to leave now do you?" I asked. He sighed.
"In five fucking days." he said.
"Did you tell him about me?" I asked.
"Yeah I did. He says you will have to tell that wolf fucker when you leave." he said. It seems Stryker is doing an awful lot to make sure this deal happens. I placed my hand on his shoulders and moved behind him running my fingers up and down his arm.
"I will tell the wolf fucker then." I said and he growled not liking the idea. I swung my body around until I was sitting in his lap and this calmed him a bit. "I will be okay. You know me well enough to know how strong I am."
"It's not about your strength." he said taking hold of my hips again, his eyes slowly softening. "When you told me you accepted me today, I thought I would be happy, but I wasn't. Solara, I want you to see me the way Kayla sees Jimmy. I want us to be happy together. Yes, things started out horribly wrong and it's my fault and yes we are totally different people, but we are here now. And the fact I have to leave you, my mate, in a den of wolves will put me on edge for two long months. I will be unpredictable and edgy and will want to kill anything that moves due to thoughts of you being in their fucking pack. I don't want you to be forced to accept this. I want you to want to accept and to accept me the right way."
I stared down at him with light eyes listening to him talk.
"I hurt you… I hurt you bad. And there's no changing the past, but maybe, we can change our future?" he asked. I had never heard him talk like this. First he wanted everything to just be okay and be right, but now he wants to try for it.
"We have five days to start this thing our right. We will worry about me going into heat when the time comes." I replied. I ran my fingers from the top of his forehead all the way down to his chin and he gave a soft growl as he closed his eyes. I smiled at his reaction watching as his hand reached for the back of my neck and he gently ran his fingers over the back of my neck causing me to purr softly. Without any more thought we both leaned in meeting each other for a hard kiss. His hands already began to curl into the back of my hair and he swung my down onto the bed. His tongue entered my mouth and I let my tongue meet his.
He already had me moaning. My hands roamed his body until I found his pants. He growled placing his nose into my neck.
"Mm you showered." he noted. "I'm sorry." I was unbuckling his belt and removing it.
"Hm for us?" I asked lightly. He leaned back and looked down at me with a vicious smirk.
"For getting you dirty again." he said and in seconds he took hold of my shirt and tore it right down the middle. I glad I didn't wear one of my lace bras because had he ripped those, I'd be pretty upset. My breasts bounced a bit as they were exposed and I smirked at the cool air hardening my nipples. He shuddered at the sight and hurried to remove his pants and white tank. Once he was completely naked before me, I leaned up onto my knees as he was and we just stared at each other in a fiery hot stare down. I was the only one with pants on, and I wanted to see how long he could keep control. I lifted my hand up over his face with my fingers nearing his forehead and he just raised his face as if already waiting for my fingers to touch his face.
I gave him what he wanted and let my fingers slide over his forehead, down the bridge of his nose, and over his lips and all the way down to his neck. He closed his eyes and licked at my fingers. Once he was calm, I leaned forward towards his chest and bit down hard on the right pectoral region. He suddenly roared out loudly, and I could feel his blood dripping into my mouth. It wasn't a violent bite, but my intention to break skin was successful. I leaned back now with a dark smirk making sure my teeth were bare, my tongue licking over my fangs. Victor's eyes darkened and in seconds he slammed me hard onto the bed and forced me on my back.
"Oh you are brave." he said aggressively and I looked back at him watching as his claws extending.
"You're surprised?" I asked. He shook his head.
"Nope." he replied and gripped my pants hard shredding them down. He forced my ass into the air and pressed my chest down into the bed causing my face to plant itself into the pillow. "I was going to prepare you, but seeing as you're already ready and that little stunt you pulled… fuck it."
Seconds after he said that, I felt his cock push inside me and it met mild resistance due to my vagina being so tight and he pushed right through me causing me to moan out loudly. Victor growled and began to slam his hips violently hard into me. The bed shook hard beneath us, and I gripped the blankets hard feeling him fully sheath himself inside me. He pounded into me hard and fast, gripping my hips with his claws and occasionally running his claws over my back. I shivered at the feeling and slammed my hips right back against his.
We filled the room with moans and pants and growls and in seconds he flipped us so I may be on top. I bounced my hips against his and his vice grip on my hips would surely leave bruises.
"Whose pussy is this?" he growled, and I smirked.
"Mm it's yours it belongs to you baby." I replied, and I watched his nose twitch as the feral side began to grow within him. I placed my right hand on his neck, and I kept grinding my hips into his. I couldn't lie I was enjoy the roughness of the movements myself. I wanted more and so did he. He sat up and wrapped his arms around my back holding me to him as we moved our hips into each other. He leaned forward so his faced buried into my neck covered by my hair and he bit down hard the pulse and I let out a mixture of a moan and yelp.
I could feel warm blood being licked up by his hot tongue causing me to whimper out softly.
"Once I'm done fucking you on this bed, I am going to take you to floor and destroy your pussy." he snarled. I panted harder and faster feeling a smile play on my lips as I leaned back.
"Ooh we're going to be getting carpet burn tonight." I said in an airy tone. He laughed and grabbed me before rolling us onto the ground. And he did exactly what he said he would do. He started with me on all fours roughly thrusting inside me like a wild beast. My vagina was hot and throbbing and stretching with each thrust. Then he flipped me onto my back and took hold of my hips and moved slowly inside me teasing me with long strokes. I hissed violently.
"How dare you." I growled watching his sweat covered face smirk as he continued to move slowly.
"Oh I know." he said and so purposely I clenched up around him causing him to grunt sharply. "Oh fuck." And that got him moving faster again. My eyes rolled to the back of my head and shut as I ground my hips into his. I was getting close, so close.
"Oh shit, I'm going to cum!" I cried out causing him to speed up his movements. I watched his eyes shut hard as if trying to concentrate hard.
"Fuck me too!" he panted. In seconds he lifted me up while he moved onto his knees and ground my hips against his and I held on to his neck and we just looked at each other with dark feral looks, but to me his eyes seemed so soft and tamed. I could feel it building up. It was getting hot and I could feel myself ready to explode. My head fell back and I screamed hard as I felt my orgasm hit my hard.
"OH GOD!" I screamed, and he roared loudly and I felt him explode inside me coating my walls with hot thick cum. We ground our hips into each other riding out our orgasms before he pulled us both onto the bed with the last bit of energy he had. He lied on his back and I just lied on his chest still inside him. I rested my ear on his heart and my hair was hiding my face some.
"God I love you." he panted, and I smiled some and kissed his chest looking up at him, my hair still over my eyes. I may not have hated the man and now that he was willing to try and do this mating thing right, maybe I could love him. I leaned forward and kissed him gently and he replied. I hummed gently against his lips. I didn't want these four days to end, I really didn't.