My family is having lunch, but I'm not hungry. I look in the mirror, drying my face, I give a sigh and look at the window. I went back outside and sit down on the stairs, I'm looking at the view. The lake and the sea, I watch people playing games or just walking around. I see happy couples, walking hand in hand, or they're sitting down on the grass, talking. Some are kissing and cuddling. I let out a deep sigh, thinking of the moments Kalecgos and I were alone. My life has changed so much now, because of him, I nearly forgot about my dream to become a Mage. I still want to become a Mage, but my thoughts have been caught up so much with all the happenings that I haven't given myself the chance to think about reading a spell book and practice. I look at my hand, trying to focus on my magic for a bit. My hand twitches and a purple fireball appears, I hold my hand up in front of my face, watching the fireball and making it bigger and smaller. I thought about the day we were in Silverpine Forest, where he taught me how to do this.
I didn't notice that mom had walked to me, I was staring at the fireball. "That's amazing, Jai." She says, I snap and look up at her, closing my hand quickly. She smiles at me, I give a deep sigh. She sits down next to me. "Where'd you learned to do that?" She asks curiously. "Kalec." I whisper and look at the view again. "He has magic?" Mom asks a little surprised. I look at my hands now, still softly glowing, it might take some time before that will stop. Mom looks at my hands as well. "Yes. He's a very powerful magical being." I answer. "Is that why you love him?" She asks, making me look at her. "No. He's very special, mom." I look back at the view, at the couples. "He must be special indeed." Mom says, pushing some hair out of my face. "If he makes my Jaina feeling lost like this." I look at her again and give her a little smile. "I just miss him very much." I say, giving a sigh. "Why are your hands glowing?" She asks, I remember I would explain it to her. "It's true magic." I say as I hold my hands up again, mom's hands went to hold mine. She smiles as she looks at my face again. "The true love between two powerful magical beings." She says. "You know about it?" I ask a little confused. "Yes. I've read about it." She answers. "I've studied a lot about magical creatures. I've never seen true magic in real." I only smile at her. Mom thinks for a bit. "This mostly happens with dragons." She slowly tells me, I smile at her. "Wait. Kalec is a dragon?" She asks, she made the link, I only give her a nod. "I never knew. But it explains everything now." She says. "Oh, Jai, if I knew about this before I would have helped you." Mom whispers. "That's sweet mom, but Kalec doesn't want anyone to know he's a dragon." I say. "I can imagine." She says with a smile. "I assume your brothers do know?" She asks now, I nod and smile "Dad doesn't." I say. "I won't tell him." Now I smile a little more at mom. "Tell me. Is he from an Aspect?" She asks curiously. "Yeah. The blue one." I answer, mom gasps a little. "The guardians of magic." She whispers, I give a sigh and look at the view again. "He thinks I'm very powerful." I whisper. "He must be right, Jai." Mom says, I give a sigh as I still could hardly believe that. "Blue dragons sense magic in everything." She explains and I only listen to her. "So. If he tells you that you are powerful, start believing it." She smiles at me, I move a little closer to her and she hugs me.
I went into my room to change my clothes. I sit on the bed, with only my bra and petticoat on. I give a sigh as I look at the dress. Mom comes inside as well and sits next to me. I look at her and she smiles at me. "I'll do your hair." She says, her hand lifting my hair up to the back. "It could look pretty if.." She whispers and looks at my hair. She decides it doesn't look better and let my hair down. "You're prettier your way." She says, playing a bit with my hair now. "This way." I look at her face, she looks at me. I try to smile at her, then I lean in and lay my head against her shoulder. She hugs me for a bit. "Let's get you dressed." She whispers and I went to sit straight again. "Try to have fun, Jai. It'll do you good." I give a deep sigh. "I don't know." I say. "He'll come back for you. If not today, then tomorrow." She says. "Balac told me that as well." I say, mom smiles. "He told that dragons always go back to their true magic." She just listens to me when I tell her this. "Balac must be a special dragon as well." She whispers, I give her a nod. "He's Kalec's cousin." I say. "I figured as much that he would be related." Mom says with a smile now. I only smile at her as she helps me getting dressed.