Samantha's P.O.V

I smiled at everyone, trying to ignore the pain in my ribs or over my entire body as we walked in the club, the music banging loudly around us; Danny walked in front with Dougie and the others and didn't seem to bother talking to me.

I hated when we didn't spoke, I mean, he is my best friend after all, he should know what I am talking about, how hard can it be to just forget about it. I am doing this for them, I am putting up with this bullshit so that they can stay on the band, and otherwise I wouldn't be okay with it.

I felt Fletch put his hand on my shoulder pushing me slightly forward as he smiled at the photographers who was getting around the guys hoping to get a nice photo of all of them.

"I am so famous, look they can't get enough of me," I heard Holly saying to Danny and Dougie both of them started laughing and I looked down onto the ground, tears filled my eyes as we entered the dark room, the music was loud and filled our ears, I couldn't be sad when we we're going to party, I forced myself to smile and ran towards Holly and the others.

I took Holly's hand and started dancing around with her; she just laughed loudly and did exactly like I did. Partying was the best thing to do when you wanted to forget something, and all of us have something we would like to not think about for a few hours, getting drunk and end up sleeping with some random guy didn't sound so bad right now.

"Come on babe," I said and dragged her towards the dance floor, the place I felt as I belonged, Holly and the boys were so good at other things, like music and Holly was really smart and good at so many things, the only thing I really had was dancing, it was as if when I got up on a dance floor nothing existed except for me and whoever I was dancing with. "Let's get this party starting."

We started dancing close together laughing happily as we did so, Danny and Dougie watched us from the spot we had been standing before, as well as Harry and Tom none of them taking their eyes away from us. Guys, I thought as we kept on dancing, I soon found myself actually not thinking about the pain, and instead I was just feeling genuinely happy for the first time in a really long time. I was enjoying myself, not caring about what might happen after this.

"I'm gonna get something to drink," Holly said after a few minutes and disappeared, I kept on dancing and soon saw a guy smoothly dancing his way through the crowd and towards me, I smirked at him as he placed his arms on my waist and pulled me closer to him.

Growing up watching Dirty Dancing with my mum did make me wish that I could dance like they did, but most of the times my teachers hated it even if the guys never did. And this guy was no different from the others I had danced with; I placed my arms around his neck and rubbed myself against him, the dance getting hotter and hotter every second that went by.

I felt someone watching me but just ignored it and kept on dancing as if I had no troubles in the world, and in that moment it certainly felt as if everything was going to be okay, it didn't matter what was going on, everything was okay, or at least they would be very soon. I felt someone tap my shoulder and I turned around seeing Holly there holding one drink for me to take it.

I took the drink and drank it all before handing back the glass to Holly whom just smirked at me, they were used to watching me party all my troubles away, even if Holly for one didn't really know all my troubles. Not even I was sure that I knew exactly what kind of problems I had, all that I knew was that there was a few and that I didn't want anyone else to know about them. They were private and no one had any right to find out what was bothering me, unless I chose to tell them.

"Is that the guys from McFly?" the guy I was dancing with asked and I nodded my head almost begging that he wouldn't run after them asking for an autograph, that had happened a few times and it always felt so embarrassing that the guys only wanted to an autograph and that they weren't really interested in you at all. "They aren't half as gorgeous as you are."

"Thank you I guess," I said and smirked at him, for a moment we stopped dancing and just stared at each other, I hadn't noticed how old he was but as I watched him I saw that he was probably older than thirty, but still he was gorgeous, and there was something about him, I knew him from somewhere. "Do I know you?"

"No," he replied shaking his head, and then we kept on dancing, not as hot anymore seeing as I wanted to watch his face the entire time, and as we danced all I could think was that I did know this guy, I did know who he was, the thing that annoyed the hell out of me was that I didn't remember from where. "Why are you looking at me like that?"

Realization suddenly hit me and I released the grip I had around his neck, I backed away and just watched him, my eyes filling with tears and I felt like I was going to puke. This man had done so much to me when I grew up, he had been the one causing me to act that way I did sometimes, and it was his fault I never told anyone when I was in trouble.

"Mikael," I stuttered and saw the same cruel smile on his face that I had seen ten years ago, tears formed in my eyes and I didn't know what to do or say, I wanted to run away from there but I couldn't move and instead I just saw him getting closer and closer to me, that I hadn't remembered him before was quite weird, seeing as the things he put me through was cruel and I still hadn't dealt with all of it. "I need to,"

I turned around and ran away from there, my eyes darting from person to person as I searched for Danny, he was the only one knowing exactly what had happened, and seeing Mikael again reminded me about what had happened. With Mikael, Lucy and about him his blue piercing eyes watching me, his curly brown hair moving slightly as someone took him away from me, and I knew that I would never be allowed to see him again, it didn't matter that I wanted to, my father would never let me.

He didn't know the entire truth though, and neither did Danny to be honest. I felt something get stuck in my throat and I felt like screaming, the memories was too much, I didn't wanna think about it, didn't wanna go through this again. I walked out the back door, hearing Holly say my name several times. I fell onto the ground and just cried, screamed loudly into the night.

Danny's P.O.V

"What's going on?" I walked up to Holly, Tom behind us and we just watched Sam as she screamed, none of us knowing what we we're supposed to do, seeing her like this never happened, it was as unusual as seeing Holly eat nowadays and I made a mental note to ask her about it later.

"I don't know," Holly just replied, and looked at me a confused expression on her face. "I saw her just leaving and when I got here she was just crying and screaming, you need to do something Dan."

"Me?" I just asked, the screaming getting more quiet, I didn't say anything but I wanted to do something about it, I wanted to be there and help her, but I didn't know if she wanted me too, and I didn't even know what was wrong, all I knew was that my heart ached more and more for every time she let out another scream.

"You're her best friend Danny," Holly said and pointed towards Sam who was almost lying down on the ground. "She needs you."

That was all she needed to say, I walked over to her and placed my arms around her waist, almost in an instant she through her arms around me and held onto me as she cried loudly. I gently stroke my hand over her back and kissed her head several times, I didn't care why she was sad at that moment, I just needed to comfort her and make her stop, and more than ever I just needed the tour to end.

"Baby just look at me," I whispered gently and tried looking down on her face. "What's wrong, tell me what happened?"

"Mi-kael," she stuttered and I sighed deeply, not wanting to be reminded by the confusing and very crazy affair she had with a married man for about two months, those two months had left her with scars too big to be healed.

"Is he here sweetie?" she nodded her head and I tried my best to not run off and find him, I wanted to kick his ass, I wanted him to see her like this so that he would understand what he had done to her.

"I miss him," I didn't need to ask who she was missing, it was quite obvious who it was, only Holly and Tom looked at me with confused expressions on their faces, and I sighed deeply. "Why did they take him away from me?"

"I don't know Sammy," I replied and kissed the top of her head, I carried her and looked at the others; she held onto my neck and sobbed now silently. "I need to get her out of here, and then I need a band meeting, I think it's time to kick Fletch."

"What why?" Holly asked and I shook my head.

"I can tell you later." And with that I walked away holding Sammy close to me; silently I sang "A walk in the sun".

"He looked just like you," she whispered. "He would have been just like you."